Im getting married next year june 13th atleast i think i am. Do not really know If I am anymore have to deal with crap with the guy im with. Do not know If he really wants to get married, he says he does but everyday talk he asks like he dont want to meet me. And his sister takes over his life and he has to ask her if he can come down and be with me, i think thats very wrong. And she keeps telling him no. So I guess marriage wont happen. I just want to cry sometimes, I wanted a good life a husband, kids a job. But with this guy I dont know If it is for real or not.
