well like my subject says love hurts more than what anyone can imagine til it happens to them...when you are with that special person it feels like there is a peace in yourself that you just cant figure out but you love it and each and every minute of it...but... then there are times that you are not with them and nothing seems to go quite right in the world or universe but then you kinda learn to exist and then you try to move on and get your head right and omg what a chore that can be...you know i have been in and out of love and in love with another one and then i finally found what i was looking for in a relationship and my world got crushed because of my stupid mistakes that i made...i cant change them or make them go away all i can do is move on and not make the same mistakes again i have learned so much in the past few days and weeks about myself and what i can and can't handle and sometimes i even scare myself with what i have learned....i can honestly say that well it is true what they say it is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all....i honestly hope that whom ever reads this will know what i am talking about....everyone have a good day...lots of hugsss and lots of love