Blackwidow's blog: "Memories To Share"

The skies are still, The heat is Dry. All I do is sigh, I try to take a breath, But, it's only filled with death. It was you I called upon, to take me to the pond. That day is when I grew fond of our bond. The Love we share is strong, It's you I long for. Each day I want you more. Your the one that makes my heart soar. As we lay on the grassy floor. The touch of your hand makes my body roar. As the sky darkens, Thunder makes it's sound. The rain starts, Lighting strikes. As you make it sound as it's fake. Just for my sake. I am afraid, I start to shake. You smile, and show me that I am yours to take. You kissed my lips, I slowly start to drift. As I started to drift, I noticed the storm had shifted. The darkness has been lifted, In your eyes, I see you are Truly Gifted. By: Cassandra Denham May 5,2007

The pain I feel inside, Is to much to hide. Even though I tried. I feel locked up inside. Sometimes I just want to die. All I do is sit, and cry. I have seen the lie, as I cry. All I can do is try, not to cry. As I lay on the floor, I watch the blood start to dry. I have tried, but all I can do is cry. I think of the things I've been through. As I do, I watch the knife cut through. Now, I lay in a puddle of blood. I watch as it comes out like a flood. My soul has been searching, as I knew it would. My heart is pounding, Body is weak. I tried to reach you while I weeped. The pain I feel inside, starts to seep. As you see me, You start to weep. But, I am far to weak. As I lay there, I see you pain turn to sorrow. I know you will follow. For it is much to late for me, I am Hollow. I have tried to fight it, But this is true, I must follow through. Please, don't cry when I am through. Just remember, I Followed You To The End!! By: Cassandra Denham May 5,2007

THIS POEM IS WRITTEN WITH LOVE FOR MY GRANDFATHER!! A ONCE VERY STRONG MAN, THAT GAVE HIS ALL IN LIFE. HE HAS BATTLED THROUGH THIS LIFE AND NOW THE BATTLE IS ABOUT TO END!! I LOVE YOU GRANDPA A TRIBUTE TO PAUL ROBERT CHESHIRE!! As soft winds sweep away the days I look back on life through a haze. Remember playgrounds, parks and friends, In childlike gaze that never ends. The laughter in a game of catch, Shall memory ever attach... To innocence in youthful eyes, Catching Grandpa's gaze. I recall my first bike, first wreck, Who picked me up, said, "What the heck?" Convinced me to give one more try, While, knees skinned, I forgot to cry. Just the joy knowing he was there, Making him proud my only care. There was nothing I couldn't do, My heart held fast that to be true. Though teenage years were kind of rough, I sure wasn't too big or tough. You taught me to defend what's right And never back down from a fight. So I learned the hard way to stand, Still, with each lump, I found your Strength, And stubborn pride of equal length. But there the line of fate was drawn, As though I blinked and you were gone. I found myself facing the sun, Eyes blinded by a void inside, I can not handle that you are near the end. Please, Grandpa, today just hear my call, I'm sorry that I can't stop that one last call. My life is wrecked, my knees are skinned, My emotions undisciplined. I can't get up although I try, Please don't be upset if I cry. Though I can't fight what I can't see, Please, Grandpa, say you're still proud of me. By Cassandra Denham 4-27-2007

This poem was written for my Hero!!!! My Daddy.... John Carter. The memories that we share, I hold with great care. We had so much time to share. Now that time is scarce. Daddy, Please let me share... I can recall a time when I was about 3 feet tall. I thought, I could be tall, But wasn't at all. You tapped my head, and that was all. We thought no harm at all. That's when I seen it fall. You took me in your arms, So careful not to fall. You held me tight, You said, "It's alright", "No need to be a fright". "Daddy will hold you tight". You kissed my head and said "Alright". The doctor said "We have to stitch her head". You put me on the bed. You walked away without a smile. You came around, and turned a frown upside down. When the monkey came around. You sat down, As my arms came around. You stuck around, to be sure I didn't frown. You tried to goof around. When they came to my bed, To stitch my head. Right before, You kissed my sore. You, I adored, That's why I Love You More!!!!!!!! Your Baby Girl!!! By: Cassandra Denham May 5,2007