Hello again,
Just after my posting the teen victory, I began developing internet lagging. Guess the world was waking up, while I was trying to vent and sleep. Who knows?
So, still unable to fall to sleep thought Id give those remedies a try. The warm bath, the warm glass of milk(not good when you're lactose intolerant), but nothing seemed to work.
My mind began of thinking who do I have to thank for these beautiful rambunctious teens of mine; besides God of course. AHHHH yes, it occurs to me the biological father, the ex husband(that married the bimbo he cheated on me with is and now married too). So just after 5 am and knowing it is his day off, thought Id call and say thank you. However, it was just the one ring which meant or was a code in he knows all too well. I just had to say thank you though............for how boring would my life be without such teens, and this calmness set in of how delighted it is being a mother. (By far a perfect or great mom) Just know I was truely thankful for my blessings and had to say so.
After hanging up, and feeling calm, peace and gratitude for my rude awakening. Something crossed my mind. Now, the wife is going to get mad at him and think hes cheating on her. So was not my intent. Kinda ironic how life seems to have patterns that repeat itself. Oh well, just had to say thanks and was able to fall to sleep. Snuggled in, eyes fell fast and no other thought crossed my mind but hope all in the world knows of such a peace. I wish for nothing more for everyone. Strangers included.
PEACE EVERYONE, AND JOYFUL BLESSINGS TO YOU!
At peace finally,
Katie
