Native American Vampire's blog: "mindless rants of a mad woman"

Why in the world do people feel they have to lie?? Im not talking just about your flat out lies when some guy tells you he is single when in fact he actually has a woman in his life. Im talking about the lies by omission as well. Where people just so happen to forget to tell you things. You know at one time a few little forgets and slip up would not have bothered me. However as i have gotten older i have become more and more bitter due to being lied to and hurt over and over again. I will be the first to admitt that i have more issues now due to every thing i have been through than most small nations it feels like. Its harder than hell for me to even think about trusting another person, let alone believing every thing they say after one of the little ooopps i forgot. it takes so little to lose all my trust and so very very much to gain it. OOO lets not forget the drama that all these lies creates. No matter what i do i always seem to find myself in the middle of said drama in one way or another. Now dont get me wrong i know some where out there are people that understand every thing i am saying and know where i am coming from cuz they are tired of it too, and are tired of being hurt by the same bull crap. However it seems like more and more people in this world are doing nothing but lieing and hurting people. At this point i am ready to resighn from the human race and go find a hole and crawl into it and forget to come out ever again...... Hey if any one else has any thoughts on this by all means lets hear them please

ok people here is new one i am working on let me know what you think and if you want to add some to some part let me know as well --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- all traces of love and laughter have gone from her face her life is now nothing but a big disgrace all the years of pain and tears burried deep inside now stream down her once pretty face how she longs for the happiness to return; for her suffering to be over and the pain to subside her strength is now gone, no longer can she fight she walks away her life still nothing but a big disgrace.. ----------------------------------------------------------------------- pain o glorious pain what a sweet release with every new cut blood drips out the deeply burried pain...... years of build up gone in a few simple scars so easy to hide.... anything to have the strength everyone wants and needs her to have beautifully it slowly runs out with every elegant deep red drop another ounce of pain gone ------------------------------------------------------------ Her skeletons gone now demons take their place each one slowly consuming more and more of her soul till nothing but darkness and hate take its place love and happiness slowly die till not even a glimmer of hope can be found in what was once a pretty face

Just a little note to any one out there that may actually give a rip a bout me or may actually miss me, I am off to find a hole and crawl into it and pull the boulder over the top. that way i cant be found ever again. BYE ALL