I've been forgotten, and needed
used, abused, mistreated,
I've wondered, what God thought
when He created me.
I'm tired, emotions all on fire
I've wondered,
what God means to me,
tomorrow I'll wake up, afraid of what will take up
my time to, discard my misery.
Forgiven, yet mistaken
to trust those here around me
To give up, so much of my beliefs
How could I feel so overused?
Time to, forget this
and walk away from my heart aches
the pains that those have given me
write off, the souless,
the ones who turn to worthless,
those who have walked away from me.
I'm here though, I promise,
for anyone in the same mess,
this life that has encased my life, you see,
I'm forgiving, but I'm forgotten,
I'm written on the lost ones,
The hearts who've been hurt and diseased.
By loneliness, and arrogance,
by hurt and lack of mercy,
I'm easy to lean on,
but no one for me to lean.
Misguided and jaded,
I'm hoping life is able,
to burn off all this misery,
I've inherited a heart break,
I've suffered many mistakes
but never regret the life I lead.
Don't hurt me,
I won't forget it,
I'll live wondering what I've done wrong,
Don't leave me
and think that, I'm OK without you,
Don't expect me to forget
what you mean to me.
I love them,
I need them,
I adore all those around me,
I comfort,
I hold them,
I wish they'd hold onto me.
Without the opinion
that I should be the one giving,
I need someone to give the same to me.
Lianna R. Schultz 9-14-2007
