36 Year Old
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Female
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Joined on September 12, 2006
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Born on September 22nd
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2 referrals joined!
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I have a
crush on someone!
_______________________________________________________________________________________________________________________Visit the artist's Website!___________________________________________________________-----------------------------------------------------------BLOODLUST Longing for another tasteIt caressing my tounge againYour heart beat quickens with such hasteLet me bite you againLet me withdrawl a piece of life Dont tease with marks open and soreLet me wound you with teeth or knifeDo let me have moreStop the torture,the cravingFor that warmness withinContinue under me squirmingLet it begin -The one you know as Lenore_______________________________________________________________________________________________________________________adopt your own virtual pet!____________________________________________________________adopt your own virtual pet!___________________________________________________________
36 Year Old
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Female
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Joined on September 12, 2006
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Born on September 22nd
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2 referrals joined!
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I have a
crush on someone!
Interests
*BDSM
*Sexy Females ( Juggalettes / Goth / Punks )
*Music
*Art
*Massage
*Cultures / Traveling
Fetish Photography
regular photography
*Anime / Movies / Vampires
*Night, Skeletons, Zombies, and Vampires (dark things)
*Fire / Pyros
*Dancing
*Biting / Scratching, ect.
*Cartoons
*Mythology
*Ninjas / Juggalos / Juggaletes
*Piercings
*Raves (techno, industrial, ect.)
*Traveling
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Lenore
Ah, broken is the golden bowl! the spirit flown forever!
Let the bell toll!- a saintly soul floats on the Stygian river;
And, Guy de Vere, hast thou no tear?- weep now or nevermore!
See! on yon drear and rigid bier low lies thy love, Lenore!
Come! let the burial rite be read- the funeral song be sung!-
An anthem for the queenliest dead that ever died so young-
A dirge for her the doubly dead in that she died so young.
"Wretches! ye loved her for her wealth and hated her for her pride,
And when she fell in feeble health, ye blessed her- that she died!
How shall the ritual, then, be read?- the requiem how be sung
By you- by yours, the evil eye,- by yours, the slanderous tongue
That did to death the innocence that died, and died so young?"
Peccavimus; but rave not thus! and let a Sabbath song
Go up to God so solemnly the dead may feel no wrong.
The sweet Lenore hath "gone before," with Hope, that flew beside,
Leaving thee wild for the dear child that should have been thy
bride.
For her, the fair and debonair, that now so lowly lies,
The life upon her yellow hair but not within her eyes
The life still there, upon her hair- the death upon her eyes.
"Avaunt! avaunt! from fiends below, the indignant ghost is riven-
From Hell unto a high estate far up within the Heaven-
From grief and groan, to a golden throne, beside the King of
Heaven!
Let no bell toll, then,- lest her soul, amid its hallowed mirth,
Should catch the note as it doth float up from the damned Earth!
And I!- to-night my heart is light!- no dirge will I upraise,
But waft the angel on her flight with a Paean of old days
-Edgar Allen Poe (1831)
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Music
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A Classic:
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Movies
Horror
Anime
Henti
Porn
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Idols
genius:Einstien
inventor/artist:Leonardo Davinchi
and people who live through rough times and those who present The Clown
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"Through me the way into the suffering city,
Through me the way to the eternal pain,
Through me the way that runs among the lost.
Justice urged on my high artificer;
My maker was divine authority,
The highest wisdom, and the primal love.
Before me nothing but eternal things were made,
And I endure eternally.
Abandon every hope, ye who enter here."
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Mark Hill
Left Alone
Left alone, he cried out
No one to hear him cry
No one to share the pain
Left alone, his tears shining
No one gave him comfort
No one told him to have no shame
Bottled inside, it festers, it grows
The shadow envelops his heart
Inside it chokes and until it goes
He will remain
Left alone
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Edgar Allan Poe [1829]
From childhood's hour I have not been
As others were- I have not seen
As others saw- I could not bring
My passions from a common spring-
From the same source I have not taken
My sorrow- I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone-
And all I lov'd- I lov'd alone-
Then- in my childhood- in the dawn
Of a most stormy life- was drawn
From ev'ry depth of good and ill
The mystery which binds me still-
From the torrent, or the fountain-
From the red cliff of the mountain-
From the sun that 'round me roll'd
In its autumn tint of gold-
From the lightning in the sky
As it passed me flying by-
From the thunder, and the storm-
And the cloud that took the form
(When all the rest of Heaven was blue)
Of a demon in my view.
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Alone With My Thoughts
by Hope
Alone With My Thoughts
Here I was questioning
Closed in a lonely night
My mind contemplating
Before I began to write
Why was it I pondered
Inspiration disappeared
A mind wanting to write
It is what I had feared
Knowing I am capable
Shadows float wistfully
Still sat here pondering
What is wrong with me
In writing this all down
With aching heart to try
Inspiration had left me
I’m left to ponder why
Pensive was the mood
Of sadly searching you
I know not the reasons
My heart was left blue
It was never goodbyes
Only a fading gradually
Alone with my thoughts
Pondering where is he
Hope
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IF YOU WANT TO KNOW SOMETHING ASK.
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Turning and turning in the widening gyre
The falcon cannot hear the falconer;
Things fall apart; the centre cannot hold;
Mere anarchy is loosed upon the world,
The blood-dimmed tide is loosed, and everywhere
The ceremony of innocence is drowned;
The best lack all convictions, while the worst
Are full of passionate intensity.
-William Butler Yeats
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It is a cruel world. I care still but do not know why,it does not make sense.I feel split inside and cry alone. I see from others views as well as my own and seem to attract those in pain. For i feel many pains myself. I see things others dont and it scares me or helps me. I am an old soul and unsure if any one can understand me past the physical level.
I bite not out of wanting to mostly but crave the feeling of flesh and blood. I wish for some one to care with out having to but only one does and he has left me to join the army... i sometimes feel abandoned due to this.
I have many questions and few answers for myself but seem to be able to answer others.
I find my gifts a curse as well as a pain. I get visions but not at will,it's draining.
I know part of my purpose...it is to help...but I feel I don't belong here. I feel between life and death but i am stubborn enough to not ever give up.
My family has these gifts as well but they are not spoken of exept between the one who forced me out upon the world and I.
I wonder if you see what lies behind the words
or carry on uncurious,unknowingly.
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Real Pain Can't Be Expressed In Words, Unfortunately To Many People Can Only Express Their Words In Pain..
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Video Games
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I suck @ Video games but I like them.