Saturday, Still have that damn headache.. Well I try but I did some laundry today.. I had to wash my dark clothes and I have to put them away later on tomorrow.. I really don't know what to do.. People are can be assholes sometimes the reason why I said that is people treat me like shit.. People like to use me alot.. I have when through shit in the past and now I am not going to take it no longer.. Grandma is out of town and I have been thinking what ever told me or give me adivce, I will try to do what I have to in my life.. Thinking about my grandma and Praying everything I got.. Yes I know she has Cancer but I have to be the one strong and watch over her.. I am the one who wants to stay with my grandma in the first place so I am going to do what I have to do.. Is be there for my grandma and help out the best I can.. I had to think about it last night and I have thought of it really good and took my time too..
Well what I have to do is do what I have to do in my life.. Sometimes I get hateful to my grandma and give her an attitude and run my damn mouth to her.. But I should never done none of those things.. But Don't know how to change.. But it is going to take time so I have to change..
Well I still have the headache and I don't know what to do at all.. But I am going have to lay down or something or take something for it so I can get rid of it.. Well I will give you all the updates on me...
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