Thinking about how much I've grown since High School I wasn't too sure what I wanted to do when I was out. I believe that moving into Edmonton was probrably the best thing that I could have done. Having to leave people that you have lived with and loved sure is a life changer. Was it worth the losses of friends and close ties with family, Definetly. At the age of 20 I have a lot of life ahead of me but I think a good start on a good career is sending me in the right direction. In the past 3 years I have loved, lost, loved again, lost, but have suceeded in many other things. It was around this time last year that I had to start letting go of a dear loved one, though I was in pretty rough shape at the beginning I have finally come to realize that I am better off now then I would have been on the path that I had chosen. This past year I was finally able to come up with a very good and reasonable plan for the next 10-15 years. A plan that will be another sucess in life as long as I go in the direction that I am.
Things that I miss since high school? People that I have lost contact with. One thing I will have to work on is keeping a social life in order. No matter how I am doing career-wise I have to keep remembering to make time for the people that are important to me. Past loves will eventually be forgotten and wounds will eventually heal. I may not predict the future but I can do my best to aim it the way I want it.
