Reds Babie Gurl Fuowend By The Tin Man's blog: "My Thoughts"

Wow so I am suppose to live my life around what you have to say? That is amazing, really it is. You can trash talk me all you want, the thing is, all the real people in my life know the truth and laugh at you. I dont bother you; yesterday a buddy of yours sent me a link to your blog. I didnt know it was you till after I read it so f@$k off. I dont trash talk you or any of that happy shyt. You are 32 going on 33 and still act like a lil ass kd. You are never going to grow up. See unlike you I dont ever regreat being with you. You may not have loved like I loved you, but I did. Key word, did. I am not you, I am not going to sit on here saying the he said she said, you did I did shyt. I have not botherd you or your gurl, so I dont get why you have to trash talk me or Red. Who by the way has done way more for me then you could possibly ever do in your life. I am happy with him. I am glad the night you got arrested you left me. I am happy then Hell that you and Julie are getting married. You two are made for each oher, your the same person. What I dont get is why all the lies and bullshyt? Kevin is a big man to rob my brother on Christmass. Joe is gonna catch up with him. And if mr. billy bad ass is such a bad ass fighter, then why did he tell Red he wanted to fight him and then ran? You talk to my family all the time, and yet you had your mom call me { cause we ALL know you can be a man and talk } telling me to stay away from the gurls. Lmao yet you can talk to my family..no. What makes me laugh the most, I had to go through your myspace, and CherryTap, and delete all my comments that I left. Lmao why didnt your gurl do that when you was in jail or when you was at your mamma's house? Like I said before I am not on here for you or for anything you got to say. The more you run your mouth and talk shyt the more I laugh at you like everyone else does. If your life with her is so perfect then why are you waisting your time trashing me, just wondering. Well I could keep going on and on about this shyt, but there aint no point. You will never grow up, you will never owen up to anything that could make you like bad or in the wrong; and you will never be a parent cause staying fukked up is more important to you, not me. Since you talk to everyone else, maybe you should ask them who really has Diggie. Even D will tell you, I do. Oh Fyi who cares that my family has money? your just mad cause you could never have any of it. Red is the one who baught this house by the way. As for my car that your talkin about, I have three cars and a van. You where sayin I was driving by your house and shyt, hhmmm NOT. I have not been out to your moms since the last time I seen you, Aug 6. I feel so stupid wrighting this. do me a favor and just stay out of my life. you want me out of yours, stay away from my family and friends. I will do the same when you do it.

I love you my sweet Night You set my heart free and ask nothing of me You live to protect me in honor and love You give me the world and he Heavens above I love you my sweet Night Wanting you every chance I could have Desiring your touch when I see you Loosing myself in your cold eyes I love you my sweet Night You make the fears feel alright Chasing the deamons out of sight Slaying the dragon before the night I love you my sweet Night I know its true with you I know you make me feel so wanted inside my head I know you want me for me and nothing more I love you my sweet Night In my world no one else could ever compare In my world no one else can be you In my world we are one forever and etrinty So I say to you, I Love You My Sweet Night I will do what ever I have to in keeping you by my side, all because I say, I love you my sweet Night.

So I did a lil thinkin; when I first got on here I made my profile so privet a lot of people didnt even know I was real. Talkin with some friends, I have relised there is no need for it. I know he wont bother me, and I sure in the hrll aint going to bother him. I wish him the best of luck with his wife, and hope they grow old and happy together. I know I loved him truly once, and I see that he didnt love me the same; but its ok. I have the one I am supose to be with, and we are more then happy together. I have the most perfect life I could ever ask for, and I have everything I want, need, and for that matter desire, We are a dam stronge family; and my wonderful sons father and Red are really good friends. My son loves him so much, and we ave built our home from scratch. Everythinh that we have, him and I have worked for; down to the bills and house payments. My son has everything from name brand shoes and cloths, to name brand toys, video games, and video game systems. All because he his Me, His Father, And Red. D and I are finally close again and have been for the hole time Red and I have been together. D see's how much I have changed and how hard I work to have what I do. Red does so much for me, I never ask of him, nor for any of it; he just does it. When I ask him why, all he can tell me is because he loves me so. The greatest thing he has ever done, when ever I am in one of my moods he smiles and tells me thats when he loves me most. He dosnt spoil me in miteral things, { thank God, 'cause I aint the typical female who likes crap like that } he does it with love and affection. In public I am his porclin doll; apon a gless peddal stool I do sit. He gaurds me with his life, never allowing the world to touch me. Do you know how much that drives me wild? OMG!! Dont get me started on the sex; I am one who needs to see, taste, feel, the pain, the blood...if I dont, I dont get off. He is the same way...Perfect. When I am on the net, he knows I flirt, but he also knows that I wont do anything. I will not UNDER ANY CERCUMSTANCES give p what I have. FOR NO ONE. My life is PERFECT. He is PERFECT. He makes more money in one week, then most of us do in a month. He payed for me to go to Nursing school, and for my liecne, for my house, and my car. I never asked, nor hinted at it. He just did it. I love him and get the same feelings in my body, just like I did the day we finally got together. He still makes my heart skip a beat when he kisses me, he still gives my belly butterfly's when he touchs me; and when he is away I can still smell him on my skin. I know I love him and I know that this is real love; nothing like ever before. I never feel shy; boxed up; like I have to lie about what I am doing, where I am going, who I am talking to; there is full trust and communication { on both parts }, and to make it even better, his family loves me to death. My family thanks God everyday and has since we got together. I do myself. And I will everyday, even if we split, he will be the on I will regreat loosing. So Yeah this is long enough so I am gonna bounce,to the ones I love be safe and I am always here for you; to the ones I dont speak to, CHOKE ON A PUBIC HAIR. Night = )

My Love how I want your tender touch; so soft and suddle, makes me warm all over. My Love how I need your words, bitter, cold, and vengful; loving me in such a way I do not shy away. My Love how I desire the sinful pleasure of the fleash; yet you help me controll that balance between it all. My Love how I wish things where better; this world just wont allow us peace and quiet My Love how much I open my soul to you; drives the ones befor you insaine. My Love I want the hole world to know I belong to you, because I love you.