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| | need love? buy white out! |
| created @ 06/17/2008 07:26 pm |
| mum expired. [FRIENDS] |
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Somewhere lost inside the twisted mess he's become is what's left of my heart,
and here I sit.
A hard shell coating the beauty I use to be...
I've gotten to where I am okay (almost happy) that he's gone. Now I just want know if I'll ever actually be loved. Not the type where they dig you alot and think it's love but realize otherwise later. And not the type that love you mostly because its convienant and aren't ever really "in" love with you. Does it exsist? I see a lot of seemingly very "in" love people around me, but It still feels like a big joke to me. I have great friends, an incredable family, and the most wonderful little girl ever. I love them all to a faultand I know they love me but it still feels like I'm missing something. Like a big whole in the middle of the map of my life. A lot of times I'm okay with it and I think "Fuck it ... I'll just keep a few booty calls around and I'll be fine." Then theres the other times where it hurts so bad it almost consumes me. Those are the times that I just need to find a way to change.
Like running white out over a line or two in the script of my life... |
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