Never
Just when I thought my life was going fine,
just when I thought I had everything in line,
here came something from my past,
bringing back a memory with a spell to be cast.
I remember watching you,
from windows,
behind doors.
Wondering if you'd ever be mine,
and I'd be yours.
That day never came,
it disappeared into the clouds.
As did you.
But now you're back again.
There's a part of me inside that wishes you stayed gone.
You don't understand what you did to me.
My feelings for you had since vanished, but now that you're back,
I'm sent into my long lost reverie.
There's that other part of me that's happy to see you once more.
Happy to see you're well and you haven't changed.
Happy to see what I fell for so long ago.
But still, sad to behold what I never can have.
Never will be a time when I won't want to see you,
never will be a time when I won't want to be with you.
And as long as that happens,
there will never be a time when I'm satsified
