I choke on tears of pain
Memories once filled with joy and happiness
Slowly drive me insane.
I’ve done a lot of thinking
It’s brought my me close to snapping,
And I feel just like I’m sinking.
There’s no one to stand beside me
I’ve been abandoned by the one I love
I guess not even love is free.
However in life I’m trying,
Despite my thoughts of suicide,
And endless nights of crying.
My tears have burned away,
And now I taste the ashes,
The bitter ashes of yesterday.
The taste is gone in seconds,
But remains in memory.
As my new life beckons
Blindly leaping into new life
I hope against hope its self.
That this one holds less strife
