This pain dwelling inside of me,
is getting to be unbearable,
these tears i shed,
are like knives cutting into my soul
I am left here sobbing
begging for one ounce of sympathy from you
but you look at me as if I am nothing
why don't you remember? how could you not care?
these distant memories of you and I,
are all I have left
but all they do now, is stain the fabrics of time
as they are like nightmares, pounding through my brain
as I fall to my knees...shattered,
one last time, with all the strength I have left,
I cry out in agony, for just one more moment of your time
you look back. but only for a second,
then you turn away and laugh
leaving me here,
alone and terrified to face to the world
with hollow eyes, and a broken heart,
you have cursed me away so many times,
I feel like I am helpless
like this is what's meant to be
you...you played me the whole time..
waiting ever so patiently for what you wanted
and now, you've cursed me to this desolate place,
with nothing.
With nothing left, no reason to live,
I take one last look,
at the disaster my life has become.
The tears I shed, all my desperate pleas...
they don't mean anything , anymore.
I close my eyes, take one last breath,
I now feel this torturous pain,
No more.
