The whole time you were with me
You wanted him,
The promises you made to me
You wanted them for him,
The moments I was happy
Should have never happened,
When you held me
You wish I was him,
Looking in my eyes
Saying that lie:
"I love you"
You thought of him,
My plans for our happy life were nothing
They never meant anything from the beggining,
You never wanted to try with me,
But you will put everything you have
To make him happy,
Now I sit here in this cold room
Dying inside,
Because I gave my all,
Every fucking ounce of me,
And none of it made a bit of difference
Because I am not him.
