June 2007 my sons father and i broke up. july 2007 he started dating somebody new. they are now married, they are out house hunting now that they were approved. They have a baby girl on the way. and i'm havent gone nowhere in the past year. makes me sick to my stomache that they are doing so well and i'm at home with my mom and step dad. the only thing new in my life is that i got a new car back in april. our son spends half his time with me and the other half with them. when i hear the good things that are going on for them i get sick and want to cry. partly cause i'm jealous of their life and partly because i cant do anything about it. i do at time miss being with him and wish it was me and not her. i havent even dated anybody since we broke up. he has been so nice the last couple months and tries to be good friends with me. i dont know if i can hadle being friends with him. like we went to lunch together the other day and i dont know why i did. i hate living at home but cant afford to move on my own.AAAAHHH!!!! help me!!!
