I don't know why I sit and fight
knowing that no matter what I try, it will never be enough...
I've apologized over and over again and where has that gotten me?
Nowhere... absolutely nowhere...
I guess it's time to just give up...
Time to say the word that isn't normally in my vocabulary...
but what other choice do I have?
None... absolutely none...
There are others that will come and go,
But some will never "hurt" the way this one does...
I thought there was something special this time...
But I was wrong... so very wrong...
Now is the time to just spit out that painful word,
no matter how much I dislike it and the pain it brings...
Goodbye my friend, my love... Goodbye.
