Things don't change if you stay the same, stuck in a rut as my world unravels, fake friends and lies turn to lullabies, If only I could stop thinking for awhile, trip myself up when I get so high, marked and scarred from what I've done. bring myself up to tear it all down, pools of though are where I drowned. pages of ramblings, fill my books, sporadic burst of words flow forth, I forgot where I began, to find a switch to shut it off and start all over again. stumble through another day write it all down to throw it away. keep it locked up so no one knows, words pour out as lines phrases, I can never forget the lies I've told I carry my guilt for all to see, time drips by and I can't quit. write it all down to try to forget
