its been almost 9 months now, it still hurts that your not here.. i have fallen for a girl, she is very pretty. I kissed her under the moon and stars last friday on a cloudy night. I havent heard from her since. as fathers day approaches i cant stop thinking about her. i wish you were alive to meet her. It sucks that the people that are dear to me are not around.why did you leave us when i need you the most. This sucks, i hate thease feelings. I hope you are doing good where you are. maybe you can put in a good word for me.. anyways dad,, happy fathers day.. miss you.. lots of love... bedrock