I don't know if I could be anymore sad and lonely now if I tried. Other than feeling like someone's taken a knife to my heart and keeps grinding away at it.
I'm really quite done with the drama. If you still wanna talk to me you're more than welcome and I'll still rate your stuff, but feeling that I have to apologize like I've done somethign wrong over half the time is getting old. I get treated like crap in real life, I don't need it here too.
If I'm just something to pass the time with you till your "real friends" show up then forget it. I'm done being used and treated like crap. Maybe your other friends are better and if so have at it.
Most people are just handing me lines anyway so whatever.
If you're really here to talk to me and get to know me then that's great and I welcome it.
