ive realized that I am seeing way to much into this "situation" and perahps that is whut is causing the problems or misunderstnadings. you've been clear from the beggining and i thought i understood that. but mayb b/c im new to this type of "situation" i read EVERYTHING wrong. or i just wasnt clear on how things workd. but i understand now, i swear, and im gona do my best to not let myslef get caught up in things.
i remember tellin u in the beginging that i couldnt b with someone without there being feelings, without getting close to them, but mayb either u dont care and are just goin after whut U want or u dont remember, either way.............
but whut u dont understand is with all the attention u give me i cant help but get my hopes up. im sry but thats just how fuckd up i am. i would have thought u would have realized that by now.
