There are those of you who I KNOW I can depend on and have.
Those who are just...personal to me.
Those who I am just getting to know even though you may have been on my list for ages.
I don't mean to say you don't matter.
I just mean to say...sometimes I think I regret that I stopped treating the fu like a playground like I did before and was only really close to 2 people.
I'm just angry at myself for letting non-important people get to me.
I think that just shows I've gotten a little weaker than what I was before.
Before, I wouldn't have given a flying pigs arse.
But yea...I didn't mean to offend anyone.
I don't think.
I don't know, I'm so confused.