SO I am back with my exgirlfriend. I am happy, just scared and like taken back by everything. It's hard for me to even breathe right now. It all seems so fucken not real. I feel reclusive to everything again. I find myself sleeping more and crossing over to the other side of the veil. The more I cross over the more I don't want to come back. I am so tired. If I do I won't miss this life. Not at all. The only thing that keeps my is her. If something happends again this time. I think I will not be able to survive it. I am fragile. My spirit is weakened and I am to tired to fight anymore.
