355066's blog: "once agian lock my heart and throw the key away"

you have no clue... how much i sit here and just think about you... you have no clue.. how many sleepless hours i have encounterd... you have no clue... how strong my love is for you... you have no clue.. cuz frankly i would do anything for you...

On the outside.. i may look perfectly happy on the outside.. i may be laughing..... on the outside.... i may smile.... on the inside..... i am dying to feel your touch one last time ... on the inside.... i am screaming out your name for you to come back to me... on the inside... i am crying because i know it will never happen..... you have no clue for how far i would go and what i would do just to feel your arms around me for one last time....

Fuck it aint nothing good in life no more, How could you go and get with that whore, i thought what we had ment more then that, I thought you said you would never leave me , but look how much you decieved me, i thought you said you would never hurt me, but if you could only see the internal bruses and scars you left me with , i thought you said ud love me for ever and ever , but look you just played me and thinking you've gone up a level, i thought you said you cared for me, but look you aint even here for me i thought you said youd die for me, but look u aint even cried for me

I just don't care no more. im gonna live my life and im not gonna let one moment slip away im gonna cherish all of it to the good and the bad from the happy and the sad its each moment in every persons life who makes them who they are dont take anything back Dont regret one desicion you have made it's what makes you who you are today you learn from your mistakes dont let anyone tell you any other way but once you know you have that one good person dont you ever let them get away

i just want to leave kansas city! get away from my parents.. everynight i get yelled at.... try livin with an alchoholic mother and i father who yells at u to get on her good side... try gettin yelled at cuz ur lil bro doesnt do his home work or because he acts up. like ur responsible to make him complete his work and behave... try gettin yelled at for just stayin in ur room.... try never bein good enough... try bein the kid they wish they never had. the kid who ruins there marrige .. there life... there day..... the kid who is a failure in there parents lifes.... basically anything goes wrong they link it to me and blame me... thats just some of the crap i go through on a daily basis. when im happy , they nit n pick at everything.. when i make a new friend they say they are using me. when i have a bf they say he is cheatin on me . they shoot down my dreams and everything that makes me happy. and they wonder why i stay in my room then leave and come back and stay in my room.but still they find something to go off on me for.. im so sick of it.. i love them to death but in there eyes im a loser... try growin up and everyday hearin from ur mother that ur gaining weight ...and ull get fat as a barn. and ur father sayin the same thing... they have shot down my selfesteem so much im suprised i have any.. im gonna go now....

GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM (1-13) AND NO CHEATING! SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR... 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD b-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-ARIES G-CAPRICORN H-CANCER I-PISCES J-AQUARIUS K-TAURUS L-SAGITTARIUS 9.PICK A PLACE YOU WOULD HAVE SEX AT OUT OF THESE... A. ASTRO VAN B. ON THE ROOF TOP OF A BUILDING C. PARK D. AIR PLANE E. ELEVATOR F. ALL OF THE ABOVE 10.YOUR PHONE SERVICE? A. SPRINT/NEXTEL B. VERIZON C. T-MOB./CINGULAR D. ALTEL E. CRICKET F. SUNCOM G. BOOST MOB H. METROPCS 11.PICK AN ANIMAL A. LION B. LIZARD C. SNAKE D. MONKEY 12.PICK A TOPPING A. CHOCOLATE SYRUP B. HONEY C. WHIP CREAM D. NUTS 13.WHICH WAY? A. UP B. DOWN C. SIDEWAYS NOW THINK OF THE PERSON YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON OR A PERSON WHOSE ASS YOU JUST WANNA SMACK========= ***ANSWERS**** 1. A. LIGHT COLOR------ (4) POINTS B. CHANGE COLORS- (5) POINTS C. DARK---------------- (4) POINTS 2. A. SEDUCE THEM--------------- (5) POINTS B. JUST CHILL------------------- (2) POINTS C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE- (4) POINTS 3. A. RAIN--------------- (3) POINTS B. THUNDERSTORM- (5) POINTS C. SUNNY------------- (4) POINTS D. CLOUDY----------- (2) POINTS 4. A. STRAWBERRYS- (5) POINTS B. CHERRYS-------- (4) POINTS C. GRAPES---------- (3) POINTS D. PEACHES-------- (4) POINTS E. KIWI-------------- (5) POINTS 5. A. NIGHT-------- (4) POINTS B. DAY----------- (3) POINTS C. AFTERNOON- (5) POINTS 6. A. FALL-------- (3) POINTS B. SUMMMER- (4) POINTS C. SPRING---- (2) POINTS D. WINTER--- (5) POINTS 7. -HEADBOARD-------- (5) POINTS -NO HEADBOARD-- (2) POINTS 8. LEO---------- (5) POINTS VIRGO------- (5) POINTS SCORPIO--- (5) POINTS LIBRA-------- (3) POINTS GEMINI------ (4) POINTS ARIES-------- (3) POINTS CAPRICORN- (3) POINTS CANCER------ (4) POINTS PISCES------- (5) POINTS AQUARIUS--- (4) POINTS TAURUS------ (5) POINTS SAGITTARIUS- (4) POINTS 9. A. ASTRO VAN------------------------------ (3) POINTS B. ON THE ROOF TOP OF A BUILDING- (4) POINTS C. PARK------------------------------------- (2) POINTS D. AIR PLANE------------------------------- (5) POINTS E. ELEVATOR------------------------ (5) POINTS F. ALL OF THE ABOVE-------------------- (10) POINTS 10. A. SPRINT/NEXTEL- (5) POINTS B. VERIZON------------- (4) POINTS C. T-MOB./CINGULAR----- (3) POINTS D. ALTEL----------------- (5) POINTS E. CRICKET-------------- (2) POINTS F. SUNCOM-------------- (3) POINTS G. BOOST MOB---------- (4) POINTS H. METROPCS-------------(5) POINTS 11. A. LION------ (5) POINTS B. LIZARD--- (3) POINTS C. SNAKE--- (4) POINTS D. MONKEY- (3) POINTS 12. A. CHOCOLATE SYRUP- (3) POINTS B. HONEY--------------- (2) POINTS C. WHIP CREAM------- (5) POINTS D. NUTS----------------- (3) POINTS 13. A. UP----------- (2) POINTS B. DOWN------ (3) POINTS C. SIDEWAYS- (5) POINTS NOW ADD THE POINTS UP (FOR THE SLOW ONES) SCORES!!!!! 25-34= PRIESTS SON/DAUGHTER. MIGHT AS WELL SAVE IT TILL MARRIAGE. 35-49= PRETTY FREAKY BUT THERES STILL A COUPLE OF TRICKS U CAN LEARN... FROM ME. 50-70= TOTAL OUTRAGEOUS FREAK! OMG! CALL ME!!!! NO SERIOUSLY START DIALING!*** NOW REPOST THIS IN THE NEXT 2 MINUTES AND YOU WILL HAVE GOOD LUCK WITH THE PERSON YOU THOUGHT OF! REPOST AS: FREAK IN BED TEST, I GOT A ()

BITCH!!! so fuck off. stay outta my life.. dont contact me. keep my name out ur mouth. shit act like i never exsisted for all i care.. Just fuck off for real. i dont need nor do i want you in my life...

Okay... what really happened was... 2 black dudes from liberty stole a red truck.. kicked in the door and demanded the money Mike owed them for dope... I guess Mike said no.. so they shot Mike then the other people tried to interfere in which getting themselves shot as well.. Patrick got shot 3 times.. and Tina I think twice.. but the bullet that actually hit her went through her cheek bone through the other side... her ear was half gone.. they had to cut the rest of it off... and some of her brain out.. and they pulled the plug on her yesterday.. patrick was the first that died though Mike is still alive from what I hear the bullet that hit him went through his cheek k thats from an archive of what i was told exactly happend... R.i.P. Angela, Patrick , Tina

yay. so like i feel sick i havent eat in like 2 -3 days my sleepin scheadule is fucked i cant even sleep unless i pass out from stayin up so long ive almost blacked out. cant even smoke a cigg without feeling even more sick If i got the flu that my dad just got rid of im gonna me mad.. i am kinda thinkin if its cuz i drank to much crown and jim beam. i just kinda wanting it to go away at the moment.

wow i just found something out lol. CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!