i just want to leave kansas city! get away from my parents.. everynight i get yelled at.... try livin with an alchoholic mother and i father who yells at u to get on her good side... try gettin yelled at cuz ur lil bro doesnt do his home work or because he acts up. like ur responsible to make him complete his work and behave... try gettin yelled at for just stayin in ur room.... try never bein good enough... try bein the kid they wish they never had. the kid who ruins there marrige .. there life... there day..... the kid who is a failure in there parents lifes.... basically anything goes wrong they link it to me and blame me... thats just some of the crap i go through on a daily basis. when im happy , they nit n pick at everything.. when i make a new friend they say they are using me. when i have a bf they say he is cheatin on me . they shoot down my dreams and everything that makes me happy. and they wonder why i stay in my room then leave and come back and stay in my room.but still they find something to go off on me for.. im so sick of it.. i love them to death but in there eyes im a loser... try growin up and everyday hearin from ur mother that ur gaining weight ...and ull get fat as a barn. and ur father sayin the same thing... they have shot down my selfesteem so much im suprised i have any.. im gonna go now....
