Other things that have been on my mind are not nearly as important as school, but might be part of the reason that I'm just not being myself.
I've been feeling sort of lonely lately, and it's really bugging me. I don't know why either, because I seem to always be surrounded by friends. Sure it's not all the time, but the majority of it.
I'm not sure but it's just annoying to feel lonely when at the same time I'm thinking that there's no reason that I should be feeling this way.
It might just be me getting homesick again. I did last year, and this is only my second year away form home. Lately I've really been missing my nieces so that could be a big part of it.
I think that putting my feelings into words like this sort of helps me work my problems out, because I get to see them in black and white.
The songs that I listen to probably don't help either. I'm always listening to country and sappy love songs. Usually these are some depressing tunes, or just make you want what you don't have. So maybe I should just listen to Christmas music, because that seems to cheer me up.
