Outside
Sometimes my guilt eats away at me
Sometimes your tongue is so angry
At times it seems that can’t make headway
When I struggle with things to say
Your walls are built so high
And I understand why
I can’t take back the things I’ve done
What the hell have I become?
I always feel I’m on the outside
I’m struggling to get inside
I know I’ve hurt you
It seems like that’s all I do
I’m struggling on the outside
Nothing seem to work out right
I know I’ve hurt you
I don’t know what to do
Sometimes the pain goes away
But then I become angry
I can’t find the right things to say
I know that I am the one to blame
My walls are built so high
I know you understand why
I can’t forget the things you say to me
I haven’t become what I want to be
I feel like my own enemy
I let you get away from me
I can see you’re just like me
I always feel I’m on the outside
I’m struggling to get inside
I know I’ve hurt you
It seems like that’s all I do
I’m struggling on the outside
Nothing seem to work out right
I know I’ve hurt you
I don’t know what to do