There you go, with that other man
Again im left with no choice but to do it again
Sitting here pondering the empty thought inside my head
I feel so dead.
Dead.
To the world, to you, to everyone
The hole in my hearts hurts more and more
But that didn't stop you from showing me the door... and pushing me out
Our days are still young so can this really be love?
The shit I fight for day after day
This pain will never go away
Im running out of choices and places to hide
The fear
The Emotion
For I have given you my total devotion
What can you expect of me
I will never be everything thing you want to be
Im not a simple machine who can run at every given command
Im not the dog with whom you can play fetch and expect me to carry back the stick Again and again
I do have pain.
I do have Sorrow.
Sometimes not wanting to wake for tomorrow
This is a bad dream. One of which you cannot escape
That’s all I want... All I crave is to some day fucking awake
I know these are all words but they can express things I would never say
Everyone ignores all the tall tail signs.
Should I just hang a sign on my heart that says broke down and will not be repaired
You’re a mystery
A riddle
Something that wasn’t made to be figured out
But I love it. I love trying to be the leftover piece that will complete you.
But there is no such piece. At least not for me
Im just a little slice of life that has no home
There’s no room for me all the doors are closed
So this is where I stand, left with only memories
Pieces of the past that will never disappear
I hold them close. I hold them tight
Without these.. I would not sleep at night
I cry out loud, is this the end
How could life be so cruel and unforgiven
I tired my best, I did what I could
All I got from it were scars, scars that will never heal
You’re a Moron, You’re a reject, I shout at myself everyday
How could you let some one so precious, so beautiful....
Slip Away
And Away...
And Away.......
