Ya know I always thought pain was a bad thing, well I still do, but I guess in some cases it's really not. Pain can be good. When you get hurt physically, pain let's you know you're not dead yet. So I guess that's a plus. I guess that should apply to your heart emotional wise. I guess even as bad as the pain can get, you're not dead yet right? So that should be a plus as well. You just really only feel that you should be.
I guess somewhere there pain is supposed to make you grow. Emotionally maybe, physically I doubt it, but either way it still hurts like hell.
Pain I guess can be a motivator. If you're hurt physically it makes you wanna fight to get better and p*sses you off so it fuels you to do something to get the help you need, and really in the same instance hurting from pain emotionally acts in the same manner. You're p*ssed from the hurt you feel and you have to find a way to make it stop so you do what you can to make the situation better.
Sometimes though it's too much and unfortunately you can't seem to find a way to make it better without risk of something worse happening so what do you do? You hide it, so no one knows but you.
You know it's not good for you, but sometimes there's not much else you can do. You gotta suck it up and keep going or at least that seems to be what I've learned to do, though right now I don't think I have room inside left to keep anymore in.
So I guess I'm sticking with my thought that pain still really isn't a good thing unless you can find a way to let it go. Right now I haven't.
