Can anyone tell me the path I need to take??? I am so happy.. but I am happy for ALL the wrong reasons... I will end up hurting ppl who dont deserve it and I am and will be devestated... I am in love with her.. and she is with me..I see it in her eyes..and yet.. I am so stupid cuz I can never have her... not with out pain.. suffering of ppl who dont deserve and never asked for any of this... I have to walk away from the one person I am ment to be with...my so called "soul mate"..never have I been drawn to a person like this.. anyone who see's us together knows we are one.. and yet......I made my bed.. I will sleep in it now.. and I will lose a HUGE part of myself in the process..