Ok somehow im seriously irate about all this shit that is going on. Im stressed out because of work. And as i have said that im leaving PetSmart on Dec. 2nd i figured that it would just be a peaceful transaction and i wouldnt be as mad as i am right now. Well i was totally wrong. First ive realized and come to terms with the fact that my manager has been cutting me back hours because she obviously wants me to leave. I dont understand what she has against me and how I do my job. I do my job like im supposed to. If you look on my record i dont have multiple write-ups and complaints against me. I do my job the way that its supposed to be done. I have only called in sick and/or left sick 4 times! since May 2005. Ive been late once because my car wipers flipped out on me in a rain storm. I am a hard worker and I took crap like no other. My store manager liked to tell me that im "unefficent" because im not getting buisness and im not smiling all the time when im at work. What the Fuck are they on? I would think that if i saw a person smiling all the time if they were on something. Plus her and the salon manager are HUGE fucking hypocrites. The store manager doesnt always smile, and the salon manager says that she can work with our availabilty, but doesnt know how to stick to a schedule to save her life. She says that we cant leave early and yet she leaves 6 hours before her shift actually ends. WTF is that? How can she expect to gain the trust of her employees if she is a fucking moron? There is only so much that one person can take up the ass and be expected to grin and bear it. But ive reached that point and as much as I would like to punch both my managers in the face and leave them gurgling in their own blood, i have to take this as a learning experience and move on.
this doesnt help when a dog comes in and i knew that it was matted and that it was most likely better off shaved and that I should have just said no. But i spent an hour tortuing this dog, and yes she bit me multiple times and it fucking hurt. But I understood that the dog wanted me to stop and I seriously should have. I put that dog through unnecessary torture and I feel so bad about it. Plus in an a vain effort to bite me again the dog bit her tongue and bled everywhere. I was so stressed out about it that I had Rachel call the owner and talk to her cause I couldnt. I should have known better than to take that dog in. I just felt that I was obligated to take it because she was convinced that it was brushable. I just wished that they listened to me and understood that I knew that it was a bad idea and that I wasnt comfortable taking that dog and being told that I could brush it. I was so mad that I didnt just say no, that I didnt want to do it because I knew that it wasnt a good idea. But I didnt want to get yelled at again because I was creating conflict in the salon. I cant really take that. Im not creating conflict in the salon. But I expect to get yelled at by my managers tomorrow for this. I know that they are going to be pissed at me for making that decision and for not charging her what I was supposed to. Cause apparently I dont like to overcharge and gouge costumers. Interesting... I will be happy if tomorrow just goes smoothly, but i know that it wont because I have the Kramer dogs on my schedule and I just know something is going to happen. I pray for my sanity everytime I fucking walk into that place.
