"Portrait of a Friend"
I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts,
or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will
search for answers.
I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain,
nor the future with its untold stories.
But I can be there now when you need me to care.
I can't keep your feet from stumbling.
I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall.
Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine;
Yet I can share in your laughter.
Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge;
I can only support you, encourage you,
and help you when you ask.
I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship,
from your values, from me.
I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you.
I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you,
But I can give you the room to change, room to grow,
room to be yourself.
I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting,
But I can cry with you and help you pick up the pieces
and put them back in place.
I can't tell you who you are.
I can only love you and be your friend.
* We miss you Tappinit*
It's great when stangers become friends
But even sadder when those friends become strangers
We became friends and didn't even realize it
I trusted you and you trusted me
Now were like stangers to each other
But no matter what you'll always be my friend
Even if im not yours
It's great when strangers become friends
But even sadder when those friends become strangers
It was at random that we met,
A chance that not many get.
When I heard the "Uh Oh",
How was I to know!
That you would turn out to be my special friend,
Someone who could be there,
Until the end.
No matter how I feel or what I do,
I know, in my heart,
That I can count on you.
I've never seen you,
Heard you, or touched you.
Those kind of chances are very few.
To meet someone from far away,
Never knowing if they're here to stay,
Not knowing if what they say is true,
Of what they're doing and telling you.
So far away, but yet so near,
The "not knowing" is the fear.
Is it truth, or is it lies?
Will a heart grow, or will it die?
Either way, the bonds of Friendship's strings are tied.
One's needs are met,
Some with regret.
Some with hope,
Some with pain.
But still, the answer is plain.
The emptiness may be filled,
A life may start to rebuild.
A heart may be broken,
Or made to mend;
All because of that
"Random Friend".
There is a storm in my heart
It tears my inside apart
I am bleeding and I am hurt
Like a wingless little bird
Then it turns dark
And for a moment I see
The pain that was inside of me
And on a journey I embark
In search of answers
In search of truth
In search of understanding
In search of you
My guiding star in darkness
Like a little stream in the desert
Everything about you seems flawless
But that is what causes the hurt
Your perfect features do not belong to me
You do not deserve my chains
You need to live and see
What it means to be free
So spread your wings and fly away
For I can not fulfill your dream
But if you should fall one day
I'll guide you and be that little stream
So go and discover it all
And know that wherever you go
Whatever you do and might feel
The only thing you need to do is call
I always wanted more from you
than you were willing to give;
So now we've gone our separate ways
each with different lives to live.
The bond will always be there
the friendship always intact;
But the time for us has come and gone
and the pages of time, you can't turn back.
I will always be a friend to you
and wonder how you are;
The smiles and laughter I will remember
and our fights have become painless scars.
Sometimes on those busy days
when you've a thousand things to do;
Please let me glide slowly through your mind
and spend some time with you.
In that quiet moment
when you're surprised to find me there;
Just remember even with the distance between us
I am still someone who cares.
She doesn't give a damn,
About what others think about her,
Even if someone wants to be caring,
She just pushes them away,
So she can stay in her Dark hole,
But I wish to explore her Dark hole,
Find many hidden secrets,
About her life,
And ask if I can take your Darknes,
And consume her Dark energy,
So that she can live a better life...
But it's all just a dream,
In my dream of Darknes.
Everynight, she sees those dark things,
the shadows don't only live inside her twisted mind.
They ooze out of the cave-like closets
nightmares of the most horrifying kind.
And every night she screams to sleep,
ghosts of candy cane memories linger in her mind.
Those lovely nightmares where the cities burn;
they are her favorite kind.
So hush little baby,
now please try not to cry.
The boogie man's the least of your worries
when you're living just to die.
The ferris wheels spin inside her head,
beneath the cloud on which the giants play.
She can speak a thousand languages,
but they're dead and she's got nothing to say.
Oh what to do when you're the little girl
with angel wings and a devil's tongue?
She owns the heavens and the sky,
time travels and knows how the West was won.
But hush up, little baby,
cuz if you even think to cry,
the boogie man'll get us,
and it'll be your fault I die.
Darling, here's your lullaby,
ya, here's your nightmare's favorite song.
Please the nightmares, and baby, you can't go wrong.
Nothing makes sense anymore
i feel like I'm shut out by a door
why doesn't anyone understand me
is it so hard to see what i see
since my problems seem never ending
my heart isn't worth mending
your the voice i hear inside of me that tells me to keep going, to stay alive
ill just think of you and i will survive
i know you don't love me and thats fine
but on the inside when you talk to me you make me shine
Sinful passion that burn like flames,
The fire that grows, that calls my name.
A hit or two, and it's like I'm stuck,
I think I can stop, but you pull me in.
Every shot, every hit, every bliss,
Another scar onto my skin.
My soul and spirit tortured,
Only running blood can repent my sins.
If my lifeless dream doesn't want me,
I'm back to where I started again. To know you're killing me inside,
brings you such sweet glory.
To know I'm dying,
creates a smile on your face.
There's no way to make you see,
there's no way to make you understand.
I'm cutting myself deeper and deeper, and it's all my fault.
I'm the one to blame.
I'm the one to put this on.
Wait, am I?
No.
I will not be the one who carries this through.
This isn't fair, to be the only one hurting.
It's not my fault, it's yours.
It's not my liability, it's yours.
I'm not the one to blame, it's YOU.
You deserve this pain,
You deserve this guilt,
You deserve this suffering.
For you I wish the torture you've put me through.
Blood, sweat and gore in your most beautiful dreams.
Scars and bruises, painful memories and badges.
For you to wear your heart on your sleeve, show me your best, I'll show you mine.
I promise I won't play nicely.
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