Deadly Red's blog: "poems"

To fight aloud is very brave, But gallanter, I know, Who charge within the bosom, The cavalry of woe. Who win, and nations do not see, Who fall, and none observe, Whose dying eyes no country Regards with patriot love. We trust, in plumed prosession, For such the angels go, Rank after rank, with even feet And uniforms of snow.

Last night we kissed, you kissed my pain away. You said 'I love you' If I would have known, I'd have said 'Me too'. Now tonight its to late You're gone from me forever. The lord took you away and now my pain is killing me Soon I'll be with you again to say 'Me too'

You're suppose to love me, say you're proud of me. But you don't even call to say 'hi how are you?' It's not OK to hate me, I'm part of you like the others and you love them. You're suppose to fight off bad guys, keep me out of trouble. But you won't come around to see me through hard times. I thought fathers were suppose to love their children all the time. But you only love me when you want And that feels like never. I needed you there but you never came...

You put the world on my shoulders and i take it all. You don't say thank you you just act like its nothing. I try to be strong try to hide my feelings for you. I make it so you don't see all the hurt I have inside. I wish you would help me, instead of me helping you. I can't let you down thats how you make me feel. So now I'm saying sorry for my own Feelings.

When you tell me it's good, I know it's not. When you tell me I'm pretty, I know I'm not. I can see in your eyes That you mean well. But did you look in mine, And see all the hurt inside? I want to feel warm But all I get is cold. I want to see light But I'm in the dark. I'm calling out and no one's listening. Can anyone help, Or are you too busy to care? Turn and look. Am I still there?!

The day I found out I was so happy The best thing in my life, You gave me something to live for You were my everything. Then in just a day You went away. When they said I'd lost you My world crashed down. Nothing hurt more Than losing my little baby boy or girl. Now my heart aches for you And nothing will bring you back, I'll have to move on And though it's hard Maybe I'll see you again in our next lifetime.