BlueEydTiger's blog: "Poems!"

My dear Friend, I am Sorry! Sorry it couldnt be me Sorry I couldnt be there Sorry you were taken unfair! I'm going to miss you a ton I'm going to miss all our fun But I'll see ya again in time When its my end of the line I never got a chance to say bye Honestly it makes me wanna cry... I try to think your in a better place but every time I think I see your face I keep thinking your still around I want to hear your voice, just the sound Too many friends have gone away Keeps reminding me why I dont pray.. I feel robbed at every turn makes my damn heart burn! I know life isnt fair but why leave me to spare? Such a great person, who helped a lot She was taken away by being in the wrong spot I hope everyone remembers her large heart I will so I know we wont be far apart You were always someone I could talk to Whenever I was down, you just knew! We'd hang out, talk and watch TV You were a great friend to me! Take care doll, and have a blast even though your life was taken too fast I know your some place, somewhere... I just wanted to write this so you know I care!

Sometimes a face can make you smile or melt your heart with a glimpse their touch can reach your soul and not give away an inch its been a long time since it had happened to me but i cannot breathe a word and i dare not let you see i wanna be all that you want and everything that you need the reason that you smile and the life that you breathe i want you there when i wake and in my arms when you sleep though your reign has barely came girl the water runs deep i keep thinkin this is wrong you got a life of your own but in my heart there's a place if you wanna make a home so just pick up the phone and/or leave me a messege because evey moment your close to me its so precious dont let this go away you might not know it but im here waiting for you to read my book because for you the pages are clear so please hear me when i tell you its been cold for sometime just open up your arms and let me in to sunshine

I've been a fighter all my life Now I'm tempted to end it by the edge of a knife. I've been through hell and back My strength has now began to lack I'm exhausted and tired now I've lost my job, I was fired I've lost my home and all my stuff there's nothing left, it's just too tough Nightmares wake me in a cold sweat At least I lived with no regret So many times I should have died Too stubborn to die, too much pride My pride is vanished now, nothing remains I'm ready to go so I feel no more pains I'm so sick of this life I've led I know I'd be better off just dead I can not eat, I can not sleep instead I starve and lay awake and weep I'm alone, hungry, tired and cold I've got nothing left in this life to hold I had my chances, I never got things right I fought for so long with all my might I'm done with all this pain and dispair My life simply was not fair I'm in too much pain and sorrow please give me a gun to borrow The reaper is coming, I feel him near It wont be long before he's here He failed to find me before, I welcome this fate When he arrives, I'll tell him he's late No goodbye's I wouldn't know how I'm here reaper, come for me now!

Another night I'm still awake I cant get things of my mind for christs sake! No matter where I try to run and hide It's her I've always wanted by my side I cant make the tears go away I wish she would only hear what I have to say Couples argue, and couples fight they hold each other with all their might Everything has happened so fast I will always remember all the fun in our past All the Smiles we have shared It was like God had us paired This love we had, was meant to last I remember a promise we made in the past We always said we wouldn't quit Now I wont quit! So go ahead and throw your fit! You wont talk to me, you call the cops In a minute it's like your love just stops. I dont understand what I did so bad I dont understand you dont even seem sad Was our love light as a feather? Let's fight for it! Let's make something better! When you find how much I mean this remember it's me that you miss Dial my number, I'll answer real quick True love you cant beat away with a stick leave me a message, leave me a text We can then figure out what comes next What would I be if I didn't try? I'd simply be just another guy.. Call me morning, afternoon, or night I'll always be here for you, that's right!

Thinking Of You I don't think you realize How I love you so. You ask me everyday And by now I'd think you'd know. Don't you understand, What you mean to me? Every minute I think of you And wonder if you're thinking of me. So next time you wonder If I really like you, Just read this poem And think of me And know I'm thinking of you