This personal hell, that I have felt
as I have been waiting here
searching for the face
of my hidden disgrace
- I am broken-
- All alone-
No one to understand , hold my hand
the empty thud of my heart
beats aimlessly
as I fall apart
- I am broken -
- I am all alone -
- I am of greed -
self indulgence
it dances upon my thoughts,
lust, jealously,
luring me, to what I need,
crushing my spirit
it surrounding me......
The trouble I ask myself
why does everyone accuse?
where have I gone
what have I done
I am broken,
all alone
I am of greed,
self indulgence
I hear the bells,
of my own judgment
before me
I walk to the unspoken voice
calling out to me
it speaks the words,
that I have heard
its token validating
that I am finally forgiven
I was broken
I was of greed
but it has spoken
I am finally forgiven
