I found this with a letter i wrote a few years ago, i want to delete the letter, but not the poem. Here you go
A chill seeps into my heart
It’s freezing over again.
There is no restart,
Hell, we never began.
It hurt to know that you
Will not fight for me.
But what can I do
To make you see?
We could have the dream
Of what everyone speaks.
But you make it seem
Too far out of reach.
I have seen ultimate bliss
And yet we can’t have it.
Remember you chose this
So this is what you get.
I’m not the kind of girl
Who doles out ultimatums
And this is not my world
God, you can be so dumb.
I will not fight for us anymore
Because you will not fight for me
I have to show you the door
Because you’ve shown we cannot be.
I will never regret us in any way
What we did we did in love
But now that’s going away.
No more “what if”, nor “should of”.
I am done with this situation
I will not be that woman.
Maybe it was just infatuation,
Cloud nine is gone, its time to land.