These are a few poems i wrote over the weekend, let me know what you think..
Thanks,
Kristal
Follow me, release your love,
Join me at love's Elysium.
Envisage my body neatly buried
Beneath the petals of your seduction.
Reveal to me your secret desires,
Encompass your warmth around my soul.
Dance with me, chant my name,
Feel the passion burn within.
Embrace this moment, as we two
Indulge in love's rapture.
Warmth of hand
Tender touch
Memories, fantasies
Miss you much
Stolen smile
Telling heart
Too much time
Spent apart
Choking tears
Amongst regret
Passing time
Destiny set
Open book
In your eyes
Longing love
No more cries
Together for almost a year
We only had a few months to go
You told me things aren't working out
You tell me to move on and to go out and have fun
My life with you was the most memorable
Now that you aren't mine to hold and love
My life is crashing down
I'm lost without you dear...
This was my worst fear
You used to hold me close but now you push me away
In the pit of darkness I'm gonna stay
Now that you're gone I can't see whats ahead of me
Here he comes to pick me up and heal my heart..
Now you come back and say you love me
Well guess what,sweetie,my heart isn't a toy
You played with it last time..you're not goin to again
You pull me in then push me away
he doesn't play mind games or toy with my heart
I'm lost without you in my life but I don't want to be hurt
you're my friend and only that now...
my heart is going to stay locked up in this case
you left me for here and now i'm staying away...
don't cry for me
i may be lost without you but i'll keep on going
My heart pauses
only to pray
to the heavens
for stolen moments
and tender touches from you.
It wishes and wishes
For you to stay, even mere seconds longer
before you go away,
before I take your picture as
you sleep,
to capture a memory for my heart to keep.
Stay with me, it screams.
But even pictures fade, love, you say.
Stars burn out
and in my mind,
you're wrapped in darkness of doubt.
But in the stillness
once you're gone
my heart whispers
I'm still your's
even when the light is out.
I want you to look into my eyes
and push my hair to the side
Your hands on my waist
and slowly they would slide
For the first time we would kiss
each time better then the last
You tell me that you love me
and my heart starts beating really fast
I think of you day and night
being with you feels so right
All i talk about is you
i found out you do the same thing to
We hardly ever get to speak
and i keep so much inside
I need you there for me
For you are the one in which i confide
I can't stand seeing you
and not being able to feel your touch
Hopefully soon we'd be together
and i wouldnt hold back as such
My feelings for you will never change
and i hope you feel the same way to
I want you to know that your my one and only
and all i want is you
Love is gone.
Love is found.
A never ending game.
You fight.
You break up.
You move on to the next guy.
Until you find "him"
"The One"
"Your soul mate"
How long will it take?
Only a couple months?
A couple years?
A couple decades?
How long until "he" comes along?
Some may never find theirs.
Others in a very short time,
Possibly with their very first date.
Love gone.
Love found.
A never ending game.
Your still the one i dream about
even after all this time
i always try to move on
but some how i just can't go through it
i pretend i moved on, but every time we start talking or even look at each other
all the feelings i thought i once got rid of came back
are we still in love with each other?
i know my love towards you won't ever change
but is your love towards me still the same?
your still the one i can't over
i don't know why but some how it feels like you but a spell on me,
that has no spell to change it back
on my mind is you
all day i try to pay attention but some how you make me forget about everything else
your still the one i love
it's been years that i have
the first time i saw you, i knew you where the one,
that i would fall for
the one that i cryed my eyes for
the one that taught me love
the one i stayed up all night to think of
you know that song by brandy- have you ever?
will i can absolutely say that i have
If I had ONE WISH,
we would be best friends
Love would never end,
it would just begin
If I had ONE WISH,
you would be my boo
Promise to love you,
trust me I'll trust you
If I had ONE WISH,
we would run away
Making love all day,
If I had ONE WISH,
I'd make you my whole life
And you'd be my wife,
make it right this time
If I had ONE WISH
Have you ever loved someone so deeply?
Have you ever looked into their eyes and seen their heart?
Have you ever wished just to hold them?
Have you ever thrilled at the possibility to lose them?
Have you found a life with them,
and have you learnt how to live it, because of them?
Have you noticed the sparkling stars with them by your side?
Have you felt utterly nothing without them?
I have.
i'll put up my heart for the lending
Just for a fairly tale ending
The good & bad, tears & laughter
and happily ever after
Show me what's in my tarot
Give me cupid's famous arrow
Give me this thing called love
My mind always wanders
To a place I wish to be.
I ponder you and I,
But I guess I'll have to see.
I imagine what I wish would happen,
Just to remember it isn't true.
I can dream as much as I want,
Although, But I'll still never have you.
There are moments when I question,
Would you really dare?
Could you even care?
Could I be worth your time?
The answer in my dreams is true
You always end up with me,
But inside a real world analogy
These thoughts can never be.
You do not know what you do to me
Everything you say scares me
Inside it hurts
You just do not understand
I can not explain it
The way I feel
The fact that I can’t tell anyone
Without them laughing at me
Or mocking me
You do not know what its like to be me
You do not want to know
Believe me
It just might make you realize something
When you scared of things
You hold back
Until you sure that you can’t get hurt
But when will I ever be able to stop holding back
I have these feelings, deep inside
Feelings that I have to hide
I don't know if he feels that way too
And I don't know what to do
When he's around it feels so right
I dream about what we can do
And all the things we can pursue
I yearn just to feel his touch
And when he leaves, I miss him so much
I want to feel his lips against mine
And feel our bodies intertwine
So for now I'll love him from afar
One day I'll express how special you are
So until then I'll retain this rush
After all this time
and all my tears
I have come to realize
that no matter what i do
i will never be good enough for you
so I will take my heart and find someone new
but no one in the world could compare to you.
When we met, you said you could never love me
For you loved once and your heart had been destroyed
I told not to worry, that I would not fall for you either
Yet somewhere in our one night stand
I found something I had never had before
A sense of passion that captivated me
You held me tighter then any one had ever before
Kissed me with more passion then I had ever known
Touched me in ways that tranquilized my soul
Your words so sweet upon my ears
You kiss so sweet upon my lips
One night lead into many more
One time was to many and a million years
Will never be enough to show just how I feel
Falling for you was wrong for you do not love me
Or do you
That is the question to which you do not know the answer
But I feel I do
For if you did not, why do you return time and again
Into my arms into my heart into my secret place
A world I hold so dear and now just for you
Forever I shall wait until you see the truth inside your heart
That will show you just what I mean
When I say I know, I am the one that can mend your broken heart
And until then I'll contain my crush.
For some reason I want you.
I really wish you knew.
You not wanting me is something I know.
I wish you were here.
If you don't want me to be yours just say no.
I'm sick of you saying I don't know.
Really what is wrong with me.
Now I'm feeling so silly.
I'm wishing you were here.
I'm trying to hold back all the tears.
I guess I'm not what your looking for.
But your everything I want and more.
Even thou I'm not the type of person you date.
I don't understand why I should wait.
I didn't know liking you could or would be so severe.
And yet here I am ..
I'm still wishing you were here.
