In the nauseating nightfall
sorrow spreads
within my veins
heart absorbs darkness
like paper absorbs ink
My ugliness is blinding
too much for me to bear
Standing
before my mutilated mirror
I stab my eyeballs
with dagger-nails
refusing
to recognize my repulsing reflection
This unending metamorphosis
makes me uglier
everytime I shed my skin
When will my soul come to light?
Laying in my blood-dripping bathtub
I try to wash away
these sins staining my skin
and erase this stubborn
scarlet letter scarring my soul
but my ugliness won't fade away
Silence surrenders sanity
in wrist-slitting static
Blackout
Body's bleeding
unable to paddle
I sink in violence
