They say when your life is over the past flashes before your eyes,
You are my past and future and I hold you deep inside, while my life exits through my cries.
The tears build up and i release them as they fall and down my face,
I wish God would help me make you happy and help me through this painful phase.
Dear god If you could lend me a hand I will take you into my heart and wipe away my tears,
I could give him the world he has always wanted and help him get over his fears.
He wants me to move on , he wants me to have a nice life,
How can I grab his heart and force it to rewind?
Will we ever love again, cant you make him see I will wait?
He has been taken away but I know we can overcome this test of fate.
Ive had dreams of him and while we were growing old,
But in my heart I know he wants a knew start and im no longer the one he wants to hold.
He wants me gone, he wants me out of his life,
He dosnt love me anymore, he doesnt want me for his wife.
You have failed me once again, an taken my happiness away,
And to thank I got down and my knee's and to you I prayed.
I asked for your help in my time of need,
But now Im frightened I lost my love over something I didnt do and now I can not breathe.
Are we really over, Are we really through?
Here I am again praying to you.
Dear heavenly Father I love him with all my heart help me hold on,
I feel like my life is over since he made it clear he is gone,
Help me do this, help me make him see,
I would never hurt him and he is wrong about me.
And with out him I could never love again,
God please help me make him love me, Amen.