yeah--that's the headline on my myspace music page.
i must be self-effacing in a big way to help deal with my feelings. the truth of the matter is-although i surround myself with musical instruments everywhere i am--at work--at home, at the computer--i am mentally unable to play. i haven't played a note on anything since about 12/21/2007 when i finished my 20+ song album in 2 weeks while in the state of hypermania. i may never write or play ever again and the thought of going on stage send me into a tail spin-which is all well and good.
although 2007 was a monetarily profitable year musically-with royalty figures 170% greater then that of the previous year-and much time spent on the road-with the charity cd-"Last of the Jewish Pirates" raising $275.00 for animal charities-i see the whole music thing as a great downfall-i failed to realize that many just don't get what i do-i just stray so far from what is acceptable and don't really care if i ever return--albeit it was something that defined the last 2/3 of my life.
love ya's much
