Glim's blog: "Random Shit"

Seth Prime says: hey sorry bout not callin you back, my phone is nearly dead albinobum@yahoo.com (E-mail Address Not Verified) says: i cried Seth Prime says: bitch albinobum@yahoo.com (E-mail Address Not Verified) says: now you just made me do it agian Seth Prime says: awww im sorry Seth Prime says: I didnt mean to resurface your unnessissary, self inflicted emotional trauma albinobum@yahoo.com (E-mail Address Not Verified) says: yes your doing it well now back it up with i would have called right away and dumb chicks would think you actually cared cuase they didnt understand the insault Seth Prime says: haha Seth Prime says: all too true Seth Prime says: crazy bitches Seth Prime says: see this is why I need dumb broads, because running intellectual circles arround them with insults is entertaining to me, I could do that forever albinobum@yahoo.com (E-mail Address Not Verified) says: true but you must be on your toes cause you could slip up and toss a regular insault intheir and you have to use your supior man knowledge to disuade them to thinking that it never happend Seth Prime says: thats easy....just give them something shiney...like a dimond....she'll pritty much have to albinobum@yahoo.com (E-mail Address Not Verified) says: well that would be nice if you were rich albinobum@yahoo.com (E-mail Address Not Verified) says: guess you could call glass a diomonde Seth Prime says: she cant tell the difference albinobum@yahoo.com (E-mail Address Not Verified) says: geez wonder if were sexist enough Seth Prime says: no, I still cant get my girl to wear a burka albinobum@yahoo.com (E-mail Address Not Verified) says: dont worry the time will come Seth Prime says: at least she stays in the kitchen

So basicly Ive been looking into the world of dating and I think its total bullshit! Basicly people have no idea what they want and if they do kno what they want they just change their minds a couple of min/hrs/dys later and no one can keep up with what they want at the time. AND THIS GOES FOR MEN AND WOMEN ALIKE. People are just so self centered and want the perfect movie type people that have tons of money and will take care of them. all of it is bullshit

So I talked to megan about getting togeather. What ended up happening was that she decide that it would be the best idea in the world and that she had been waiting for that to happen for quite a while! One problem tho, she has a boyfriend and needed to think about what to do with him, if she should just leave him to be with me or should we be a thing on the side? So I talked to her a few days later and she told me....basicly "I talked her into what we talked about" so my next thought, what anyone would think about it...WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!????? AAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!! So I really havnt talked to her since then, I called her to tell her merry christmas but I didnt want to talk to her past that. It just pisses me off that I put my self on the choping block to try to be with her, and she goes....no dont worry Ill save you, I really wanna be with you and have for some time *romantic music*.......PSYCE!!!! *chops my head off* bitch.. Im going to get food with my AWESOME FUCKING ROOMATE! AND MY AWESOME FUCKING FRIEND!!!! peace out bitches!

I really dont like my place right now in my life. I hate being single, I want to be with someone that I can work for...not be a slave but strive to give something better than what they have. After talking to Jav tonight I know that Im madly in love with my best friend but am too afraid to admit to it. I make comical, offhanded remarks to try to stray away from the conversation about "us". Its just that im so afraid of being rejected by her that I dont even want to attempt going for it. But he is right, I should go for it, shes worth it to me... I joined a lounge last night...singles lounge (18+) Dont really think that Ill find someone in there, but the people are cool, especially the DJ there, she let me request the crappy songs that I love and dosnt complain...rose if your reading this YOU ROCK! Ill prolly just dick arround on cherry some more than prolly go to bed...I need to stop stressin