She was so kind and so fun to be around. When the news of her suicide, and how her youngest daughter heard a gunshot...the held the dead mother's body, it broke my heart for all 4 of her girls, 2 new grandchildren, and one on the way.
She appeared so strong and her husband a stern but friendly man, were talking about divorce. He intimidated her. He said he'd get custody of the girls-- and in one desparate moment, she'd had enough of his rage.
I have known that feeling too, but her precious smiles, goofy humor, and genuine love for her friends and family was not enough to keep her from shooting herself in the head. When a person is told they are useless, and all sorts of threats are made, all one can think of is: "Oh my God! what are we going to ? how will the girls and I survive?" I'm sure she believed that she wasn't beautiful, And I don't know what if she thought of anything except that gaping hole of desperation. Since he told her she was nothing, I'm pretty sure that she thought he'd be the better parent.
HE KILLED HER---LONG BEFORE SHE KILLED HERSELF.
As far as your husband goes, HE'S NOT WORTH THE VOMIT OF THE DEVIL!!! ONEDAY HE'LL MISS HER AND WISH HE Could've been more understanding, supportive loving and kind.
I just wish we had that day back, maybe the bullet will have his name written on it. I would've taken pleasure stomping his body deeper than six feet under.
This really hurts, but her family is going through it tenfold.
RIP Lauren
You will be missed, remembered and loved always.
You will be missed, remembered and loved always.
