Sitting on the edge of my bed I come to realize that emptiness is all I know
I sit alone in the world as she and everyone just walk past
I reach out to grab her but she pulls away so I go to reach out to grab another and my hand goes right through them like I am some ghost
I call out to her but, does she even her my pleas
I'm standing in front of her but, can she even see me
Its over now can't bare this pain any more
I keep fighting but, I don't can't any more
I asked for help you ignored me
As I step off this cliff I say my final goodbye forever more I sleep with the demons because that's what I am
Hurt me with honesty
don't love me with lies
Tell me you want me
or say goodbye
Pain is a dish
best served with truth
Deceit and lust
are not what I need
from you
injure me with trust
don't grind my dreams to dust
Loyalty means more to me
Those dreams
I dream of us?
Well they're filled with fragile trust
I don't think I am asking to much from you
Help me make those visions come true
Trust
Dreams
Loyalty
combined with
Love and Honesty is the recipe I need to walk into your arms
Freely, Completely, Eteranally.
It's almost midnight,
and I'm still waiting
for your reply,
because I'd rather talk to you,
than do anything else.
But as the day comes to an end,
I realize that I'm wasting my time,
because you haven't replied for hours,
and it shows in your eyes,
that you'd rather talk to someone,
that's not me.
You stand with the gun in your hand
Staring at the wall with a look so sad
Thinking about who really cares
And will they even notice if I just disappeared
In one bang, blood rushed to the head
He'd rather fly through the sky than walk with the dead
He stays high while the world goes by
Just another day here waiting to die
And he cries but his girl denies
It's funny how love comes with so many lies
She said she'd never do it again
So he puts on a smile and starts to pretend
And he hides all the pain inside
While filling up his arms with pretty little lines
He cuts with no intent to kill
This time he didn't do it
But someday he will
And his angel says,
I know that you can find a way
You're handsome to me
No matter what the people say
It's all gonna be okay
You're handsome to me
But, she also lies the world is just one cold place
Too weak, too weary to try
Too angry inside,
I'm all alone with nobody else
I'm so in need of help,
Is anyone listening I'm asking for help!