well as most of yall know, about 4 months ago me and brian *my husband* moved out of grants pass oregon to las vegas Nv, Well, we are moving back next weekend, Im happy but at the same time im not, I dont wanna leave here because i love bein in a 24/7 town, some know what that means, Some dont. Alot of people know about what has been goin on in my life for the past year some dont, only my closest family and friends do, Some know that about six months ago, me and brian had found out that we were expecting our first child, which is way exciting, Me being a big mouth, I told everyone, And it came back and bit me in the ass, I misscarried about 7 weeks later. To broke my heart, I moved here to get away from all the drama that grants pass oregon holds. But my family comes first in my life and my mom needs me to come back. I also have a brand new family member the came about a lil over a month ago and i dont want her growin up with out knowing her aunt and uncle. My life has changed in the last few years, i wanna say from march of 06 to now, I've grown in so many ways, Been through alot, met alot of different people, dated a few assholes and married my best friend, Some of the guys i've dated, one of witch tought me alot about myself, in turn, i push him away, And did some f*cked up things to him, Another, almost killed me. Stephen to name names, since he aint shit. The other one, I wish in time would forgive me. All im saying is, There is alot of things i wish i would have done differnly, but i've learn from everything. Life has itz was of giving you a second chance, even if you dont think you diserve it. Belive me....... I KNOW.
