I sit her thinking about the yr ending in 2 days , its got me thinking. Another decade is gone and what do i remember. I remember the loss of 2 cusions, Kevin and John both gone to soon .. john at 15 and just a month ago. My Uncle Joe, lost him last week. And most of all my Grandpa @ yrs ago . I miss them and always will.
I remember trying many of times to find love and have not. The last time hurt the wort of all.
I finally got tehat D.U.I.mama alwasys said i'd get . Lost my truck in the process.. I lost my license but mostof all i lost self respect in myself to have deen that foolish .
This last decade hasn't been ll that bad though . I found a carrer i should have nevr left in the 90's.
I am remembering the last 7 yr of my life i have held the same job down .
I remember being tols at the beginning of this r that myempolyer likes me andn wants to keep me and keep me happy.
I just wonder what this next decade will bring . I hope its better than this last one .. who knows i sure don't but hey isn't that what life is about . Remembering the past to make a better future .
All i know is life is one strange trip and i'm riding it out as long as i can.