So I said alot of messed up crap in my past blogs, and for those who know me on myspace....there too. I was going through a sh*tty time so I told alot of false information. For starters we were in love. He always wanted our baby. I know I b*tched alot I I will always be sorry for that. I took him for granted. I know now that he always loved me. I thought I was unhappy being with him, but it was just me pusing him away cause I was afraid. I love him now, always and forever.