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Now That's A Brithday Present!
I've been working in State prisons as a Correctional Officer for over 7 years now. I started that career at the Kentucky State Reformatory in La Grange, Kentucky on January 7, 2000. When I moved back in December of '06, I'd planned on putting in my 2 weeks notice and drawing whatever retirement I had to live on while I job hunted, as I was moving almost 200 miles away from where I worked. Talk about a commute! Personnel had a different idea though. They'd asked me how long I'd been in, and upon hearing that it would be seven years, commented, "We can't lose THAT much experience!" (More likely, they just didn't want to pay out that much retirement, if I want to be cynical about it.) Their counter-offer was to transfer me to Northpoint Training Center, another prison, located outside of Danville, Kentucky. "Do you know where Northpoint is?", they'd asked. "No", I replied. "Do you know where Danville is?" "Vaguely", was my answer. It's still a killer commute for my wallet. I'm cu

I Met A Friend
I met you and your intrigued me I could sense that there was way more to you than I had at first seen I sense adventure I sense a searching I sense a fun spirit I sense a longing for something more You make me laugh Sometimes so hard that my stomach hurts You make me smile A different kind of smile Not one of passion Not one of interest Not one of wanting For now, you are still a mystery For now, you are unknown For now, you are afar to me I look forward to learning more I look forward to talking more I look forward to laughing more My friend, yes you are My pal, I am glad to call you I am happy we met I am happy we talk I am happy to know you But........ I also find myself wanting to know more In time, we will see Poet's Heart07

If I Could Give You The World
If I could give you the world Or anything you wanted, I'd give you my own heart and soul And leave my own heart haunted. I'd take upon myself your life With all its strife and pain, And let you ease into some space Where you could live again. The pain for me would not be pain, At least not for a while; For I'd be doing it for you, And I would see you smile. I wish that I could take your heart And cleanse it with my tears, And make your sorrow go away, And answer all your fears. I wish, I wish, but then I can't, As I watch helplessly, And take you in my arms and say I wish that it were me hurting. But loving is a hard, hard way, With all the pain it brings. And yet there is no other way To touch the heart of things. © Andi 2007

Crazy
Trapped inside my own head With nothing but my own fevered dreams to comfort me. I know the pain of the madman; He lives inside of me. I've felt the strength of demons And the weakness of self- preservation. And hope. Hope. Hey, parents, do you know where your kids are tonight? Are they locked away inside of themselves? Are their minds slipping away? Mama hen, mama hen . . . The fox has taken your baby again. Precious minds are a shame to waste Memories are forgotten in haste. I am losing all that is me . . . Yet gaining something entirely different. Something that acts like an animal And speaks like God. Comforts me like a best friend And loves me like its child. I am its child. An innocent brat, ready for its teachings. Ready to do what is told to me. Believing all that is said to me. Taking in all. And living off of my fevered dreams. © Andi 2007

Update Yet Again Lol
More good nes about my sister. They removed the feeding tube today weeee. She's on her way back from a bad place. A few more days in the hospital and she should be able to go home. Once again thanks to all of you that have showed concern It is so greatly appreciated and means the world to me and my family. love you all Bren

Cast A Glance
I cast a glance your direction Can you feel my eyes on you Can you sense me These eyes So soft So passionate So longing So gentle These eyes, are looking at you Do you wonder what I am thinking of Do you wonder what is in my mind Do you wonder what I want to say Do you wonder I am thinking of you I am wanting to be with you I am wanting....

Can't Tell You
I shed my armor I bore my soul Gave you all I had and more. Try and try and try again I just can't seem to win A thousand kisses A thousand caresses A million more It just wouldn't be enough. I will never get my fill My soul will always be parched for just one more. One more moment Locked in time One more kiss Telling me you're forever mine. © Andi 2007

Get Stoned..(way I Feel Most Of The Time..lol)
Hinder - Get Stoned Just hear me out If it's not perfect I'll perfect it till my heart explodes I highly doubt I can make it through another of your episodes Lashing out One of the petty moves you pull before you lose control You wear me out But it's all right now Lets go home and get stoned We could end up makin love instead of misery Go home and get stoned Cause the sex is so much better when you're mad at me You wear me out (We could end up making love instead of misery) But it's all right now Without a doubt The break up is worth the make up sex you're givin me Lets hash it out Cause your bitchin and your yellin don't mean anything Don't count me out I can handle all the baggage that you're carrying You wear me out But it's all right now Let's go home and get stoned We could end up makin love instead of misery Go home and get stoned Cause the sex is so much better when you're mad at me You wear me out (We could end up makin love instead of misery) But

Intro To Animal Cruelty And What Im Doing Working Towards Stopping It
This Blog is designed to shock and and discust people into acting and stop cruelty full stop. Theres not just animals that get farmed theres all sorts of cruelty, * right from domestic cruelty, * to farm yard cruelty, * daily beatings n miss treatment, * theres hunting, * sealing and whaling, * bear dancing, * forest traps, * obandonments, * animal testing, * illegal pet trade, * n now in cambridgshire England there starting to farm crocodiles, Id like to know what stevo would say to that! * some countries go as low as dog farming, for there coats. Theres not enough publicity about cruelty to animals, n what goes on in the labrotories, n that most of the tests are a waste of time. DID YOU KNOW .... Animals are biologically DIFFERENT from us, which makes them poor indicators of what drug or chemicals do to a human. Animal results are far more likely to be misleading than right. Over half of damaging side effects CANNOT be detected using animals.

Apathy
She Paints inside her soul Visions we cannot see Swallowed up whole In a world we cannot know She dreams, Madness she alone knows She paints A not so pretty picture. A child a sacrifice to some unknown God atonement for sins She never commited She wars Inside a child who should Of been allowed to wear childhood her eyes Stare So young to be so far away I reach out Try and touch your fear Madness dances across her soul She paints A not so pretty Picture. © Andi 2007

Please Read Me
OK HERE UT IS I AM IN CUP OF JOES CONTEST AS ARE MANY PEOPLE HERE ON CHERRY TAP BUT I AM ASKING THAT IF YOU ARENT IN THE CONTEST COULD YOU PLEASE HELP BOMB ME EVEN IF IT IS JUST A FEW COMMENTS. EVERYONE WHO HELPS WITH AT LEAST 10 COMMENTS WILL GET A GIFT IF U DO 100 OR MORE U WILL GET A BIG PIMPIN GIFT THANKS FOR TAKING THE TIME TO READ THIS AND REPOST MUAW

The Hottest Tattoo And Piercing Contest On Ct Will End At 3pm Pst..good Luck To All
JUST A REMINDER FOR ALL CONTESTANTS. THE HOTTEST TATTOO OR PIERCING ON CT CONTEST CONTEST WILL END AT 3PM PST TODAY MONDAY APRIL 2ND 2007 GIFTS WILL BE DETERMENT ON NUMBER OF VOTES AND THE AMOUNT OF ENTRIES. YOU NEED 2000 COMMENTS AND MORE TO BE A WINNER FOR A BIG GIFT,AND ALL THE GIFTS WILL BE BOUGHT ROM CHERRYTAP GIFT SHOP ONLY... THANK YOU AND HAVE A GREAT AND A FABULOUS WEEK! WildCat

Downraters
OK, FINE, I GET IT, NOT EVERYONE IS A COLTS FAN. HELL, YOU MIGHT NOT EVEN LIKE THE WAY I LOOK IN MY COLTS HAT, FINE. I ALSO REALIZE THERE ARE SOME ASSHOLES ON CT WHO THINK IT'S FUNNY TO GO TO PEOPLE PROFILES AND GIVE THEM 1'S. I TRIED TO TAKE THE HIGH ROAD AND NOT LET IT BOTHER ME........TRIED, NOW IT'S JUST GETTING FUCKING RIDICULOUS. I BELIEVE EVERYONE IS ON HERE TO MEET NEW PEOPLE ONLINE AND SHARE SOME COMMON INTERESTS. YEAH I KNOW I GET POINTS EVEN FOR THE LOW RATINGS AND YEAH SOME PEOPLE HAVE ACCIDENTLY RATED SOMETHING LOW (I HAVE A FEW TIMES) BUT QUICKLY RECOVERED AND RATED A 10 OR 11. I DON'T THINK IT'S A COINCIDENCE THAT THE ONE PIC IN MY PHOTOS THAT KEEP GETTING LOW RATES IS THE ONE WHERE I STATE "LOVE THE COLTS". THANKS TO THE POWERS THAT BE ON CT, I CAN'T SEE WHO THE LITTLE GAP TOOTHED TREE WEASEL IS THAT RATED MY PIC LOW CAUSE I WOULD LOVE TO LEAVE THEM A NASTY COMMENT ON THEIR PAGE FOR EVERYONE ELSE TO SEE. ESPECIALLY IF IT WAS DONE WITH MALICE AS ITS INTENT.

Just Now Like This
It's hard to feel just now..like this thoughts scatter dreams shatter you..flatter as my breath quickens.. I protest you steal a kiss never miss beckon a hisssssss this iron fist flattens your heart Now I hate beckoned fate sweet distaste radiates permiate to satiate how my hunger swells Soon this rush calls a blush libido's flush ride a hush lips to crush dancing in your lust Do I dare bodies ...bare passion's flare this...so...rare take me now like this.. Soon to neglect as we connect desires...defect intentions...inspect lack of respect just a passing whim Hips roll and burn taking turns savage yearns lessons learned another glutted ...return Just now... ......Like This.. Take me... © Andi 2004

Want You
Want You Want you, you, you, you, Doesn't matter that you're not here. I forgive all the silences. I want you. I don't care. I know you'll disappoint, I'm a willing captive, Why fight? There's no point. I want you, Need to hold you in my arms, Need to smell your sweat, inhale your breath, Need you inside of me. That's where you belong; That's where you were meant to be. I want you. Bald, fat, ugly, I don't care. I just want you to be there. I want to open your door, Because I have my own key. I want to come in, Because you too now want me. I want you to need me. I want to stare into your eyes. I want your promises, I don't care if they are lies. I want your body Warm in my bed I want you near me I want you so bad. © Andi 2004

My Dirty Little Secret
Our hands tied together, bones fused to one, Need to stop this now before it's done. The devil and angel are playing on our sins, This is where it all begins... So much to say but my lips are sewed shut; This lust has taken its own dark rut. The temperature rises, the fight starts For soulless creatures with stone hearts. Skin against skin, pleasure that breeds, Your hands over my body proceeds. You take what you want and I won't disagree I'm here so take all of me. Your hands and your tongue consume me whole Lying here under your control. I work you up and down the same Swallow your cum, I'm in the game. I know this is wrong but somehow it's right, As we kiss and fondle under the night. I curse the pleasure as we become one This friction is causing forbidden fun. The stars shatter, their light has gone away. This lust has died, once again today. This laced up beauty only lasts so long, My dirty little secret, he's where it all goes wrong. © Andi 200

Uncertainty
Feelings of confusion, Depression, Uncertainty. Where do I belong? Where do I go? What do I do? Pick up the phone. No one to call. What would I say? Get in the car. No where to go. No one to see. Deep inside Is the urge to scream. At what? Trapped. No escape. Have the need, The desire, The want, For release - For freedom. © Andi 2006

Confessions
Silence Only tears As I press the blade Against my pale skin Red The blood flows From the wounds Echoing my inner pain Satisfaction As I feel the knife Slicing into me I only deserve pain Anguish As I realize what I've done I feel accomplishment As I gaze at the marks upon my skin Stares People are horrified Don't understand why Neither do I © Andi 2006

A New Life Experience
Well last night at work was a new life experience for me, the coctail waitress's did not show up last night for work, so we didnt have any, so the bar manager and my Lt. came up begging me to help them out { and if any of you asked what i do for a living im a security survaillence officer in a casino and happened to be the only female there last night} so because they begged i did it, i wore the fucking outfit changing out of my uniform and handcuffs and what not and served drinks from 2am till 8am, my arms legs feet and butt hurt.....i dont know how they do it.........i fucking hurt!!!! Life lesson- i would not want to piss off a cocktail waitress, as much wait as they carry all the fucking time, i bet they can throw a fucking mean left hook, that and i go back to my normal attire this eve....THANK FUCKING GODDESS!!!!!

A Tribute To Smitty
I met Sergeant Edward Smith (Smitty) when I was assigned to the Old Guard at Fort Myer, Virginia. The Old Guard serves a two-fold mission, protecting the President and paying tribute to America's heroes. The equivalent of England's Cold Stream Guard, it's a unit of the army's elite infantrymen with specialty platoons including the U.S. Army Drill Team, Continental Color Guard, Tomb of the Unknowns Guard, Caisson Platoon and the Presidential Saluting Battery. Assignment to the Old Guard is one of the highest honors the military can give a soldier. Requirements for assignment to the Old Guard are strict. Every member must be eligible for White House Security Clearance (clearance to stand before the President of the United States while under arms). A GT (intelligence) score above 100, a clean civilian and military record and a perfect physical profile are all mandatory. You can become a member by proving yourself in Basic and Advanced Individual Training or by proving yourself

A Broken Heart
Many times you see relationships work out and people really fall for one another but the sad truth is that you have those few people who just dont really care as much and if it all ended they just wouldnt give two cents. When someone goes and really breaks someones heart. Doesnt that not mean anything.? Do they just have no conscience ? No dont get me wrong I know people just break-up for many reason but some just hurt the other person intentionally and just walk away not caring. A lot of the time I just feel that some of them should really know what it means to have a broken heart. Maybe then theyll know someones heart Is not meant to be tampered with. It is better to have a broken leg or arm then to have a broken heart in any point in your life. That pain is something you cant really put your hands on and fix From what I have experienced (depending on the situation) the only thing that can really stop the pain is the thing that broke it in the first place.

Warped And Twisted
Harsh words and violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped and twisted So many tricks and so many lies Too many whens and too many whys Nobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me, warped and twisted Sleeping awake and choking on a dream Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind, the number's unlisted Lost in someone so warped and twisted On my knees, alive but dead Look at the invisible blood I've shed I'm not gone, my mind has drifted Don't expect much, I'm warped and twisted Burnt out, wasted, empty, and hollow Today's just yesterday's tomorrow The sun died out, the ashes sifted I'm still here, warped and twisted. © Andi 2006

Anyone Else Enjoy Chris Rock?
He cracks my ass up! Here is his skit from a couple of weeks ago from SNL. If you missed it then you definitely need to check this out. It's funny Of course then again..just about everything he does is funny.

Nothing Has Changed
Spent another weekend just chilling with my kid. Which I need and she needs. It kills me that she keeps asking when I am going to get a new place so she can come stay with me. I wish there was something I could tell her and myself to make us feel better. I am doing my best to stay positive and seem to be doing ok but I really need something to go right. Atleast just finding somewhere to stay.

Freak Daddy Contest
Hey Guys..I'm only going to post this a few times this month...not begging for votes this time. BUT I did enter the freak daddys upskirt contest. Go check it out. If you think I deserve a vote then it would be much appreciated. Otherwise, I'm sure there's another sexy lady on there that would love your vote. Don't forget you can vote once a day if you'd like. http://friends.freakdaddys.com/voteme/vote.pl XOXO, Aimeelynn

Touch My Monkey
your all monkey lovers and you want to spank syko's monkey!!! you monkey lover,, yea you wanna touch her monkey. please be gentle. dont be like a tow truck. bring the cabage. i like to poke bagers with spoons. you look sexy in your sock, well polish the floors. If anybody knocks, we'll lock all the doors. fill the tub with jello and play starwars. you be my woocky.

Having That Special One
Now I know there alot of couples out there that are really happy and they got others that are just miserable... but they really do care about each other. Sometimes you see those relationships where you just see that one or the other are just taking the other for granted and its a sad situation to know that really goes around. To know your with the one you really care is like the best feeling to have. All you couples out there hold on to what you got it one of the best things in life... and all you single you'll get that special one that completes you...

Soo..
im off for 3 days in a row again..yay...um soo im really happy now..i really like somebody..but anyways...besides that. i just think im going to stop talking to the people that treat me like shit..and surround my self with people that actually treat me good.so i woke up fine for school (college) and then i was in math class ugh.. the teacher is soo boring.. i was like dozing off..then i was like theres no way in hell i could do it another class soo i went to my next class found out what we were doing blah and then went home...soo ya..im gonna go to sleep...go see my uncle so he can fix my air bag light... since the floood fucked it up...and then im going to get my car inspected..yay i love doing that..soo ttyl and then im going to talk to someone special later..yay...

Stressed
You get those day where it just feels like everyday is weighting down on you that your dealing with. Cause with me I got all the bills, school payments, school, and you know i'm still going through this whole thing with this girl. It ain't nothing bad like but just to actually let them know exactly how you feel is the tough part. But with others it can be alot worst... Some got to take care of there kids, bills and gotta keep working to buy everything to help maintain there homes... and sometimes you got those people who care about you like family friends or whoever... that are looking up to you to not fail. Some of them are more harder then others. But sometimes you just wanna just freeze time just to have a few moments of peace... I know sometimes I want that too...

Blast Giveaway
Hey Everyone..Me And My Friend Victoria Are In A 30 Day Blast Giveaway!..We Need 50,000 Comments Together To Get It!..If You Have A Few Extra Minutes Plz Stop By And Show Some Love..Let Me Know If You Do..I'll Buy Ya A Lil Something :) x0x0x -Ash

Am I Really Falling?
Am I really falling in Love? It does not seem to matter how many times I tell myself or you that I am not. I think about you consistently, I feel it start to come out in the morning when we wake up. At night when you kiss me it is on my lips. It wants to come out, it wants to be said. I am scared that it is not real. How could this be real? How could I actually be falling in love with someone. This feels so strange to me, maybe 'cause I never was in love. I keep telling myself you are so far away from being in love with him. There is no way you could be in love. Just keep telling the world that you are not in love, and especially him, and maybe it will stop happening. Maybe it's the fact that you get me, or maybe it is because you appreciate me, Or maybe it is the way that you let me be me. I'm not in love with the sex. It is amazing but that is such a little part of who we are. It is all in the way we talk to each other. You have become such an amazing person to me. Y

Love And Life
Kay well he accidently stood me up again he apologised and has called me just about every day since. I am being careful though and not rushing into anything although I am sure if we discussed it I could be his gf right now. But there are a few things to consider first. Work is going well and I think that is about it. laters.

For One Day Only!!
FOR ONE DAY ONLY, I am leaving my NSFW/Private folder open to Friends and Family! After that it will be Family, Only!!!!!! You have no idea how many shots I took to get those three suckers! Next time, I'll make sure my handy photographer friend is available, lol! Took me forever! And if you don't want to see my "stuff", for the Goddess' sake, DON'T LOOK!! Hope everyone has a wonderful day! I'm already worn out, lmao! Much love and warm hugs for everyone! Blessings for all my friends/fans/family, all over the world! I love you all dearly! Later!

Providence Entwined
Providence Entwined Doesn’t glance at you when he walks by . . . He’s in a world of his own with a multitude of ambitions? He sweats at breaching the rampart of indignity in adolescents’ decoy he will never feel used again. Most the time he is in a furrow disguise of distraction elbowing everyone away. All these days he is charting in a chimera of kismet. Why the grievous face love? Whom are you thinking of today? You can try but you will never delete the hands of fate love. I am absorbing deeper into the exhausted structure of your skin and my caress will not leave till you turn– the blade of existence. Doesn’t glance at me but I sense him all around me a clandestine lover within– my subconscious? He’s in a world of mine where I forged the portal to withhold the standards of today’s clique. He labours at making me lighthearted even when he is not in the temper to fulfill. Mos

God Bless My Mother
GOD KNOW THAT WE ALL NEED LOVE THAT'S WHY HE CREATED MOTHERS WITH THEIR UNDERSTANDING HEARTS GENTLE TOUCH THAT CARE FOR OTHERS HE MADE ME A WONDERFUL MOTHER ONE THAT NEVER GROWS OLD FULL OF LOVE AND KINDNESS A HEART THAT'S MADE OF FOLD YOU'RE ALWAYS BEEN BY MY SIDE WHENEVER I WOULD CALL THERE WHENEVER I NEED YOU SOLVING PROBLEMS BIG AND SMALL YES, GOD CREATED MOTHER'S TO LOVE US OUR WHOLE LIFE THROUGH I THANK HIM FROM THE DEPTH OF MY HEART BECAUSE HE GAVE ME YOU!

The Cremated Husband Roflmao!!!
The Cremated Husband Martha recently lost her husband. She had him cremated Picking up the urn that he was in, she poured him out On the Patio table. Then, while tracing her fingers in the ashes, she Started talking to him.... "Herman, you know that dishwasher you promised me? I Bought it with the insurance money!" She paused for a minute tracing her fingers in the Ashes then said, "Herman, remember that car you Promised me? Well, I also bought it with the insurance Money!" Again, she paused for a few minutes and while tracing Her fingers in the ashes she said, "Herman, that Diamond ring you promised me? Bought it too, with the Insurance money!" Finally, still tracing her fingers in the ashes, She Said, "Herman, remember that blow j ob I promised you?" Here it comes...

Morning On This Monday
Morning everyone... how is everyone on this monday? I hope good... just got home a few mins ago well make that 30 mins or so... i just got done installing a heating element for my dryer WAHOO dry clothes again... ...kids are still sleeping so its nice and quiet other then the noise of me typing... and the music playing lol... gonna be nice here today... tomorrow even nicer then my friday 60 brrr.. everyones gonna get sick again so go figure... anyways im blabbing just wanted too say howdy and all that crap lol so yall have a good one hollar at me if u want... Bec

My Granny
update: my granny (the most wonderful person in the world) passed away monday night at 9:55. it was a very depressing birthday for me this year. i just stayed home and cried. i miss her so much, although i know she is in a better place. i wonder if its so wrong of because im selfish and i want her back. My grandmother has been my rock all my life. she raised my brothers sister and i. When we had no one she took us in. My granny has always been my best friend...not to mention the glue that held our family togeter. she is a spectacular woman. Right now my granny is laid up in a hospital bed dying. It is 11 a.m. They dont expect her to make it through the hour. She has fought to live for the last two days. Its been a horrible struggle. I dont know how im not gonna break when she finally passes on to the next life. So please pray for me and my granny. I dont know when i'll next be on so im thanking u ahead of time for your support. Thank you, Amber Sweetnsi

Lips Of An Angel
Hinder - Lips Of An Angel Honey why you calling me so late? It's kinda hard to talk right now. Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay? I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud Well, my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel It's funny that you're calling me tonight And, yes, I've dreamt of you too And does he know you're talking to me Will it start a fight No I don't think she has a clue Well my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you

Best Beer Pic Contest!
I will be starting the contest soon! If you want to enter you need to send me your pic asap! If you know any girls that have a pic that would work, convince them to enter! I know there are girls out there with great beer pics!!! Show your face! lol I've only had one girl enter! C'mon girls! Show your beer support! BeerQueen ************************************************* Ok, the new contest that I am going to hold is Best Beer Pic. It has to be a picture of you and a beer. :) I need to be able to see at least most of your face (so I know it's you) and most of your beer. I don't care what you are doing with the beer as long as it's SAFE FOR WORK. No freakiness or abusing the bottles please. lol There will be three winners. 1st place- ONE DAY BLAST as well as all pics rated 2nd place- 10,000 cherrytap gift as well as all pics rated 3rd place- 5,000 cherrytap gift as well as all pics rated No DRAMA! If it gives me a headache then it's drama in my boo

Driving Lesson No5
Hmm yeah well it went about as well as can be expected LOL Driving instructor turned up 30 mins early, so I wasn't quite chilled. We re-did everything from last week, and a couple of little things that I need to work on. Roudabouts, right-hand lanes and moving over into left hand lane to take the exit. I did it, I just hesitated moving over, and I've asked him if I can practise that a few more times. I'm fine staying in the left lane, it's manouvers on the roundabout I'm just a bit hesitant at. Lane changes in general. So we're going to do more of them next week. I did OK, I'm not as happy as I was last week. Had a few moments where I did hesitate at junctions. My instructer said not to worry, it's usual to have good weeks and bad weeks, today he said I was a bit of both. Mainly good, but a couple of stunking, silly mistakes. Ah well, at least I can say, I'm not rusty anymore. LOL (I have bad habits! from when i learnt to drive and they are creeping back

Dream On
Aerosmith - Dream On Every time that I look in the mirror All these lines on my face getting clearer The past is gone It went by, like dusk to dawn Isn't that the way Everybody's got their dues in life to pay Yeah, I know nobody knows where it comes and where it goes I know it's everybody's sin You got to lose to know how to win Half my life is in books' written pages Lived and learned from fools and from sages You know it's true All the things come back to you Sing with me, sing for the year Sing for the laughter, sing for the tears Sing with me, if it's just for today Maybe tomorrow, the good lord will take you away Yeah, sing with me, sing for the year sing for the laughter, sing for the tear sing with me, if it's just for today Maybe tomorrow, the good Lord will take you away Dream On Dream On Dream On Dream until a dream come true Dream On Dream On Dream On Dream until your dream comes through Dream On Dream On Dr

....distance....
Distance is really a tough thing to deal with concerning relationships. I know alot of other people have maybe has experienced something at least close to what I'm talking about and sometimes it can be hard at times. Distance is something that nobody ever wants to have between them and sometimes you just have to wait just a little while longer then the situations will be so set and you could just be happy with that special one. With distance you find yourselve just wanting to be close to them so you could just feel their arms around you and just feel so at ease. Well to all those that are just in that situation getting hearts broken, worriend if it won't work or even just thinking about it all. If you really love them then love them till your situation on where your at and time itself allows you to be together... Sometimes working things out and realizing how you love them can just be the sweetest thing to ever feel.

Angel
Aerosmith - Angel I'm alone, yeah, I don't know if I can face the night I'm in tears, and the cryin' that I do is for you I want your love, let's break the walls between us Don't make it tough, I'll put away my pride Enough's enough, I've suffered and I've seen the light Baby, You're my Angel, come and save me tonight You're my Angel, come and make it alright Don't know what I'm gonna do about this feelin' inside Yes, it's true, loneliness took me for a ride Without your love, I'm nothing but a beggar Without your love, a dog without a bone What can I do? I'm sleepin' in this bed alone Baby, You're my Angel, come and save me tonight You're my Angel, come and make it alright Come and save me tonight (Guitar Solo) You're the reason I live You're the reason I die You're the reason I give When I break down and cry Don't need no reason why Baby, baby, baby You're my Angel, come and save me tonight You're my Angel, come and make it alright You're

The Way Woman Dress
Just updated cuz it was so poorly worded. Was just always curious of this. Lady in the office today with a short dress, very high red spike heels and no hose. Now as a guy and a pig (we are all pigs) as soon as I saw her all i thought of was having sex with her. Not that i said anything like that to her of course. I just said "you look nice today" Now do women really know what i really meant was "Those heels would look good on my shoulders" Don't get me wrong I love women in sexy outfits at work makes the day go by just wondered if they really know what we are thinking.

Thank You
I AM SO HONORED TO BE APART OF THIS BOMBERS CLUB. I HAVE ADDED ALL OF AS FRIENDS AND FANS. I HOPE THAT YOU ALL DO THE SAME FOR ME. I WILL HELP YOU AS MUCH AS YOU HELP ME GAIN ALL THE POINTS THAT I CAN. JUST A NOTE. GO TAKE SURVEYS. YOU GET 10K POINTS A DAY AND THOSE THAT HAVE KNOW IT IS WELL WORTH IT. WANNA SAY THANK-YOU TO BOTH OF THE #1'S FOR ALLOWING ME TO BE IN THIS GROUP. IT IS AN HONOR AND I APPRECIATE IT. IF ANY OF YOU NEED ANYTHING PLEASE DON'T BE AFRAID TO LET ME KNOW. ONE LAST THING, I HAVE YAHOO MESSENGER AND WOULD LOVE IT IF YOU ALL ADDED ME TO IT. SIGN IN NAME IS "JEHOVAHISKING". AS OF RIGHT NOW I STAY AT HOME. GOING FOR A JOB INTERVIEW 2DAY AT MCD'S FOR MANAGEMENT. WISH ME LUCK. MY KIDS AND MY FUTURE WIFE CONNIE MEAN THE MOST TO ME. I LIVE WITH HER AND HER DAUGHTER JESS. TALK ABOUT AN AMAZING YOUNG LADY. SHE IS NOT LIKE MOST TEENGERS. I THNK MY FATHER EVERYDAY FOR THEM. THEY ARE SOOOO IMPORTANT TO ME. I AM IN THE CUP OF JOE CONTEST. IF ANY OF YOU ARE ALSO LET ME KNOW AND

50 Questions That You Had No Interest In Knowing The Answers To
1. Where is your dad right now? Sitting about in his underpants somewhere 2. Last time you kissed someone? Does your mother count? 3. Name five things you did today: 1) Had a shower 2) Drove my car 3) Drank too much coffee 4) Wrote a funding application 5) Did a show 4. What colour is your watch? Black leather (grr!) and brushed chrome 5. What kind of phone do you have? A Samsung slidey one 7. Where does your best friend work? Worcester 8. What are you listening to right now? The sound of my cells dying 9. What do you smell like? MAN!(AKA armpits and feet) 10. What colour are your eyes? Grey/blue 11. Have you ever done a Chinese fire drill? Yes! 12. What colour is your bedroom floor? White 13. Do you have a chair in your room? No 14. What are you doing tomorrow? Working 15. You know anyone who is engaged? Two people and they’re engaged to each other. Weird, huh? 16. What's your favourite number? 4 17. Do you know someone

Sticks And Stones And Baby Peepee's
Armed with coffee and.....well okay. Sunflower seeds...(what a combo right?) whatever. They were there by my chair. Filling my tummy with hot coffee and my mouth with cheek tingling goodness. I REALLY needed to be working on my book. I have two chapters to string together....Im missing something. It's driving me insane really...anyhow. I was taking a break from El Booko. And working on some site tags. That's my thing. I love making stuff on Photo suite. I made Winnie and I NO CYBER SEX tags and Toph a pierced and proud one....shit I was bored. And no one fun was on....ANYwhere. I noticed a lil cherrylit up next to a guy I never ever talk too..not my type.. You can sometimes just TELL the fun ones...ya know? But I like to see what their cherrys say. *in bed with the flu :( Awwww. This was day 2 of that. I noticed the same thing the day before. I am a nice person at times...okay most times I'm nice. You just have to wade thru all the other stuffs first. So because I

Omg!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well just got off the phone with my " yard Man".....my son...........seems he has 2 lovely daughters that will be on Spring Break this week...( 7 YEAR OLDS)you will NEVER guess what he wants.........Bring em to G'ma! YES! Oh Lord I love it too!!!!!!!!!!!!Pajama Party deluxe.....oh mercy look out! This I need after the fiasco i have lived this past month!There could be NO bigger distraction than 2... 7 year old giggling girls!! Maybe ya'll need to send up a few Prayers! LMAO!!!!!! Naw it is going to be fun and lots of laughs!!!!!!!I hope!!!!!!!!!

Beauty
Have you noticed that people judge other people buy what they look like or what they wear. That is everywhere and everyone and don't say oh i don't do it because i just realized i do it, and i said that i didn't do it. I did do it and I realize that it is wrong. everyone has beauty with in. no matter what they look like or what they wear. So sit back and think when you last saw some one what you think. I bet it was something like ewww look at that shirt or what were they thinking with the hair or god there fat or even mabey god they are so skinny they have to have a eating disorder. It could be any where between those lines. don't be ashamed just mabey say something nice.

Ain't Life Grand
I love CT and all the friends I have made here..You are all awesome. I have been having some computer problems and missed being here for abit lately.. My real close friends here know that also my family members have been having a rough time of it. My mother has bad diabetis and also Hepatitus, my dad is also a diabetic with a blood and breathing disorder and my sister has recently found out she too is a diabetic. My daughter is going thru a difficult pregnancy and I am still dealiing with my heart thing. So to all of my friends please do not think I am ignoring you, just had a bit on my plate of late. I recently lost a dear friend to cancer and another has only been given months to live. So I am trying to help him get his life in order so to speak. I promise I will be back throughout this week to comment pics and help vote on those in contest and catch up on my page comments...Those of you who have send me messages and comments thank you so much - they helped a great deal....Luvs y

New Friend Needs Help
hey all a good friend of mine just got on tap. we are together here in Afghanistan working for the Army. He Doesnt have any pics yet but help him out we will add pics very soon. here is the link to his home page.the scots man@ CherryTAP thanks cherries....wildbill

Send'n Some Luv To All The Hotties
Hello ladies C.J here from the 604 (Vancouver, B.C.) hope u all had a great weekend and have a fantasic day please drop by and place some words on my page and some help & ideas to pimp out my page would be great and some songs hugs and smiles C.J

How Do Tell Them?
how do you tell someone you love them when you know they probably don't want to hear it? i know that i shouldn't feel the way that i do and i know i should let this go but lately all i want is to tell this person i love them. i know i can't. actions speak louder then words so maybe my actions show how much i care. i wish i could take back what's happened and make it right but i can't and i live with it. so i am getting on the best i can.

A Farmer
A Farmer A farmer was sitting at the table while his wife was preparing dinner. His wife dropped a spoon and bent over to pick it up. As she bent over the farmer said, "Honey, your butt is as big as a combine." The wife picks up the spoon and continues cooking with no comment to her husband. As she put the dinner on the table she dropped the peppershaker on the floor. While she was bent over picking it up the farmer said, "Honey, I take that back. Your butt is as big as two combines!" The wife picks up the pepper, sets it on he table and begins eating with no comment to her husband. Later on that night after the couple had gone to bed the farmer started feeling a little frisky. As he cuddled up to his wife he noticed that there was no response on her end. He tapped his wife on the shoulder and asked her what was wrong. She replied, "Do you really think that I am going to fire up $300,000 dollars worth of machinery for one little corn cob

Southern Grandma
SOUTHERN GRANDMA Lawyers should never ask a Southern grandma a question if they aren't prepared for the answer. In a trial, a Southern small-town prosecuting attorney called his first witness, a grandmotherly, elderly woman to the stand. He approached her and asked, "Mrs. Jones, do you know me?" She responded, "Why, yes, I do know you, Mr. Williams. I've known you since you were a young boy, and frankly, you've been a big disappointment to me. You lie, you cheat on your wife, and you manipulate people and talk about them behind their backs. You think you're a big shot when you haven't the brains to realize you never will amount to anything more than a two-bit paper pusher. Yes, I know you." The lawyer was stunned! Not knowing what else to do, he pointed across the room and asked, "Mrs. Jones, do you know the defense attorney?" She again replied, "Why, yes, I do. I've known Mr. Bradley since he was a youngster, too. He's lazy,

In Need Of Contest Entries
FOR SEXIEST MAN WITH GUITAR CONTEST SAME AS ALL OTHER CONTEST I THROW DOWN. COMMENT BOMBS ARE ALLOWED SELF VOTING IS ALLOWED IF TIE WE WILL THEN USE RATINGS ONLY VOTE ON ONE GUY PLZ REPOST MY BULLETIN ON IT I NEED JUST 2 MORE

I'm Leaving Cherrytap
It was fun while it lasted, but I've decided to leave CherryTap...Most of the people on here are either points whores or attention whores; or even pedophiles for that matter...No matter how many "friends" you have, how many of them are TRUE friends that you keep in constant contact with?? Or are your "friends" too busy to even care about you??? Well, so long CT...It was nice knowing you...My TRUE friends are on Myspace... If you are a TRUE friend, and want to keep in contact with me, plz send me a PRIVATE message with how I can keep in contact with you...

Song Of The Day! Morning Edition!
woo hoo! heard this song this mornnig on the radio and figured what the fuck its monday lets rock fuckers got a short week ahead of us so lets enjoy it here is AC/DC - For Those About to rock! ENJOY Oh yeah and one more thing :D LETS GO METS!!!!!! We roll tonight [We're on tonight] To the guitar bite Yeah, yeah, oh Stand up and be counted For what you are about to receive We are the dealers We'll give you everything you need Hail hail to the good times 'Cause rock has got the right of way We ain't no legend, ain't no cause We're just livin' for today For those about to rock, we salute you For those about to rock, we salute you We rock at dawn on the front line Like a bolt right out of the blue The sky's alight with the guitar bite Heads will roll and rock tonight For those about to rock, we salute you For those about to rock, we salute you For those about to rock, we salute you Yes we do For those about to rock, we salute you Oooh, salute!

Somebody Kill Me Please
Fuck it LOL. You dont know how much I need you. While youre near me I dont feel blue. And when we kiss I know that you need me too. I cant believe I found a love thats so pure and true. But it all was bullshit. It was a goddam joke. And when I think of you ______, I hope you fucking choke. I hope youre glad with what youve done to me. I lay in bed all day long feeling melancholy. You left me here all alone, tears running constantly. Oh somebody kill me please, Somebody kill me plee-ase, Im on my knees, Pretty pretty please kill me. I want to die. Put a bullet in my head.

Update On Mom
Quite a few people have asked how my mom is doing,, so I thought I'd answer that question this way. I have been working so much and dealing with the legalities of selling my mom's home, and just haven't had time to write. My mom, at this point, is still doing pretty good. She knows she can never leave the nursing home now, and has accepted that. Her psychiatrist told her that because of her state of health, she needs multiple people to care for her, and that if she were to return home, it would be very dangerous for her and she is just too sick to care for herself anymore. Knowing that she can understand the reason she's there and the reason why she can't go home, helps us to handle this better. It was killing us when she was begging and crying to go home. We felt like we were letting her down by having to keep her there. I spent four months in Indiana with her. I was there from September to January, and it had gotten to the point where I just couldn't do it anymore. She

Life, Explained. (lol)
"Creation of Life" On the first day, God created the dog and said: "Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years." The dog said: "That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and I'll give you back the other ten?" So God agreed. On the second day, God created the monkey and said: "Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I'll give you a twenty-year life span." The monkey said: "Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a pretty long time to perform. How about I give you back ten like the Dog did?" And God agreed. On the third day, God created the cow and said: "You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family. For this, I will give you a life span of sixty years." The cow said: "That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty

Apr 2, 2007
The Star Trek crap got to be too much. I hate that show. As last heard, I went to my wedding Friday, and it was something else. My cousin is Catholic, so Friday during lent, no meat. We got mystery fish things as appetizers, and an open bar. You needed the open bar to escape the mystery fish and crustacaens The wedding part of it though was ten minutes. One of the best weddings I was ever a guest at. I felt for the groomsmen, who had to rent the monkey suits for such a short period of time. But the ride up there was not the nightmare I was told it would be, other than the fact we took my mom's van, she insisted on driving. Which meant she would ask which way should we turn, then go straight or turn the wrong way...three times. And the term "gradual stop" is not in her vocabulary. Two U turns, 3 wrong turns...and we made it. Throw in two teens who didn't want to be there...good times for all. Saturday the boys went to my Grandma's to hang out with their cousin, so we grill

Just Thinking
I have been on cherry tap for a while. Since it was called lost cherry. Some people on here know this too but this site is becoming like myspace. With people egos, drama and other crap. I hope CT doesnt become like myspace. Cause i had my dramas, heart breaks and other crap on here. I dont know if i really wanna stay now. Cause i met a lot of wonderful people on here. I am both loved and hated on here. I just sit back and watch all this shit going down on here. One thing i dont like are these bombings comments for contests people have on here. Why cant people have one comment. Thats it. I didnt like the way before how they treated fat sonny. He is a real good guy. He always makes me laugh. Then there is o'rly owl. Owls need love too. heh. But really i dont know if i could stay on here. Should i stick to my guns or just plain fuck off. I dont know. I listen to people rant and shit. I wanna rant too and if you dont like it FUCK YOU!!! Down rate me or leave me nasty comments. I DONT CARE!

Contest...i Need Help From My Friends, Fans And Ctaf Family
OK THERE IS SOOOOO MANY OF YA'LL I HAVE HELPED WHETHER IT WAS A CONTEST OR TO HELP YA'LL LEVEL UP...NOW I NEED HELP...I AM IN CUP OF JOE'S BIG ASS CONTEST....PLEASE COME HELP A GIRL OUT...I ALWAYS HELP YA'LL OUT WHEN U NEED IT...

What A Kiss Means....
What every kiss means (repost) date: 2007-04-02 06:02:47 Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Head; Your my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; I like you. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you. ____________________________________________________ What the gesture means... -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ Advice; Don't ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're

This Is Me
Your Element Is Earth You excel at planning and strategizing. You could be a champ at chess or Survivor. Well grounded, you are able to be realistic and rationalize. On the inside, you have a hard core. It's tough to phase you. You are super productive, and you are able to think anything through. Focused and super charged, your instincts are a good guide for your next step. What's Your Element?

How Smart Are You?
WORLD'S EASIEST QUIZ (Passing requires 4 correct answers) Please answer all questions before scrolling down for the answers. 1) How long did the Hundred Years' War last? 2) Which country makes Panama hats? 3) >From which animal do we get catgut? 4) In which month do Russians celebrate the October Revolution? 5) What is a camel's hair brush made of? 6) The Canary Islands in the Pacific are named after what animal? 7) What was King George VI's first name? 8) What color is a purple finch? 9) Where are Chinese Gooseberries from? 10) What is the color of the black box in a commercial airplane? All done? Remember, you need 4 correct answers to pass. Check your answers below... ANSWERS TO THE QUIZ (Passing requires 4 correct answers) 1) How long did the Hundred Years War last? 116 years 2) Which country makes Pa

How Do I Know
how do i know when i meet the right person,who will be honest and open with me,and would be proud of being with me,my ex husband came to see my daughter and he had made a comment,if they knew about you they would not stay with you,i think that if someone leaves because of you being ill is real shallow.

I Am Air
Your Element Is Air You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world. And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly. Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life. You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful. You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person. With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that! What's Your Element?

Just Stuff I've Wrote
Heres a few things ive wrote in the past... A Poem I wrote about my Military experience.. These are a FEW of MY Likes and dislikes in a MAN! I need to edit a few things in here but haven't had the time... PLEASE RATE MY BLOG... THANKS A BUNCH! JEN

Natl Guard
Well I made it official today!! I signed my enlistment papers and sent them to my recruiter, I am now officially a US Soldier in the Natl Guard, I leave Jan 1st for basic training. I have told Brendon and he is very excited, he will stay with my mother while I am gone for the 9 weeks for basic training. Afterwards I will decide where i want to be stationed and my son and I will start a new life together..Hopefully there will be a woman in our new life that will love us both unconditionally...

You Shook Me
AC-DC - You Shook Me All Night Long She was a fast machine She kept her motor clean She was the best damn woman I had ever seen [...that I, ever seen] She had the sightless eyes Telling me no lies Knockin' me out with those American thighs Taking more than her share Had me fighting for air She told me to come but I was already there 'Cause the walls start shaking The earth was quaking My mind was aching And we were making it and you - CHORUS: Shook me all night long Yeah you shook me all night long Working double time On the seduction line She was one of a kind, she's just mine all mine She wanted no applause [Taking no applause] Just another course Made a meal out of me and came back for more Had to cool me down To take another round Now I'm back in the ring to take another swing 'Cause the walls were shaking The earth was quaking My mind was aching And we were making it and you - CHORUS And knocked me out and then you Shook me all night long You had

Today's Activities
Today's activities don't consist of much, but should be fun....hopefully! The home opener to the Brewers is today and guess who's going? That's right, me. :) I'm leaving around 11ish or so and yes, I'll have a pretty nice buzz before then. No worries, I'm not driving. :) Hopefully they can pull of a win against the Dodgers, but who knows. I just go to have a good time. I apologize in advance for any drunken phone calls I may make...Jenny, I warned ya ahead of time lol. I hope the rest of you have a great day. :) Muahs!

Hard To Find
Earl and Bubba, two good ole boys from Dixie, are quietly sitting in a boat fishing, chewing and drinking beer when suddenly Bubba says, "I think I'm going to divorce my wife. She hasn't spoke to me in over 2 months." Earl spits, sips his beer and says, "You better think it over. Women like that are hard to find."

Really Need Ya'll Now,swimsuit Contest.
I don't usual enter contest matter of fact i entered my 1st after 9 months here just the other day,it started last night and i found out most of ct seems to be in it so i figured why not enter another that i might have a chance of there is only 6 of us.It is only 1 wk long and it is for a 7 day blast which i want so bad. So far i'm losing n both contest:( i posted afew bullentins and afew have helped and thank ya'll so much. I'm abit bummed though i thought some of the people who came to me and asked for lots of help and i spent many hrs doing so could help the way i did not just only come by and say i voted gee thanks lol oh such is life. i knew this about contest and 1 reason i avoided them. Anyway if you could help it would be greatly apperciated.

Big Men
Big Men Contest Looking for Big men that want to enter.It starts next Sunday April 8th at 5pm est time.The rules are the same no cheating, no freshmeat accounts level 4 no down raters. No drama tolerated.The prizes will be 1st place will be Mens Ring, 2nd Place will be Rolex and 3rd place with get a mans bracelet. All entires will be allowed to comment bomb themselves.If you are interested send me a private message. RUBIAS ROCKIN NYC/ '' K..O..T @ CherryTAP

Top One Liners
Q: What's blue and f*cks old people? A: Hypothermia Q: What's the first thing a woman does when she gets out of the ?battered wives' shelter? A: The dishes if she knows what's good for her Q: What is the definition of "making love"? A: Something a woman does while a guy is f*cking her. Q: What do 54,000 abused woman every year have in common? A: They don't fucking listen. Q: What's yellow and green and eats nuts? A: Gonorrhoea Q. Why do fags like ribbed condoms? A. Better traction in the mud. Q. What's the difference between a woman and a sheep? A. The sheep doesn't get upset if you screw her sister. Q. What's the difference between acne and a Michael Jackson? A. Acne usually doesn't come on a kid's face until he's at least 13 years old. Q. How do you turn a fox into an elephant? A. Marry it. Q . What do you get when you cross two black people? A. Your ass kicked. Q. What is the difference between a drug dealer and a hooker? A. A hooker can wash

To My Friends
"Dear Friend, Today is the International Day for the Mentally Disabled. Please send an encouraging message to a mentally retarded friend, as I have just done for you. Just thought I'd let your retarded ass know I don't mind being your friend. I don't care if you lick windows, forget to wear your pants, or occasionally shit yourself. I still really enjoy doing stuff with you. You always get us those good parking spots right by the door. You hang in there little buddy because you are doing great! You are special, so keep trying! Have a great day!"

Redneck Proud
Understanding Redneck Philosophy By- Donald K. Burleson The term "redneck" is often misunderstood by those north of the Mason-Dixon line. Many Yankees misunderstand this beloved term of endearment and treat the word as if it were some kind of insult. A true Southerner understands that achieving the state of Redneck is a noble pursuit. The guiding principles of Redneck philosophy are easily misunderstood by outsiders, so let's take a closer look at the goals of those who strive for the state of Redneck. Also, see my related notes on red neck art collecting and Redneck Cuisine ideas. The Redneck Philosophy Being a "real" Redneck is so much more than driving a pick-up truck and naming your dog Bubba. A true Redneck does not feel the need to impress people with the outward trappings of superficial wealth and a real Redneck is perfectly comfortable in an Armani suit or a stained t-shirt. Redneck art is now being sold in the top galleries, and make sure to read by note

Glitch !!
Hey to all my family and friends..I logged on tonight not knowing that for some reason my comments and shout box feature was turned off..please dont think I was becoming one of those "pain in the arse" people that wont allow you to leave comments or adds...cos im not I LOVE THEM !!!! and while on that subject...thankyou to everyone who replied to my blog last night..you are in my heart for your kind thoughts and wishes xoxo Love n Hugs..Molly xoxo

You Might Be A Redneck Dom If....
There are all kinds of these damn lists floatin’ around nowadays…for Pagans, business folks and damn near everybody else…but not for us “perverts”. At least, I haven’t seen one. So, since I am a Redneck and a Dominant, I decided to make my own…I hope y’all enjoy it. You might be a Redneck Dominant if… By: J.D. “Wolf” Sims Your slave’s “dress” collar cost a bit less than your bird dog’s “around-the-kennel” collar. Your favorite paddle has a rebel flag decal on it Your slave’s safe-word involves any reference to NASCAR Your paddles and whips are kept on a gun rack You’ve ever used bass lures during needle play You actually think that lures make much more attractive body jewelry than that fancy crap at the piercing pagoda Your slave rides in the back of the truck, but the dogs ride in the cab You ever stopped a scene because it was 5 minutes ‘till wrasslin’ or the race You had to refrain from biting your slave during a scene because your teeth were

Erotica: Waterfall
The lunch was simple, some sandwiches, some wine, some cheese, most of all some flirting. Cleaning up and sitting there on the blanket you bought I'm amazed by how the noon sun reflects of your hair and skin. It seems to give you an angelic aura which increases my longing for you. You finish wiping your mouth and smile at me.. "I have something to show you.." the coyness on your face and in your voice only increase my longing. "Oh really?" I laugh back my mind suddenly filled with visions of lust.. "Yes I do hun...but its gotta be a surprise.." you reach into your purse and pull out a small black blindfold.."Let me put this on you..then I'll bring you to where we need to go..I want it to be a complete surprise.." your smile is positively devilish now, in complete contrast to the angelic glow coming from your body. But I dont think about..I simply agree and before I know your blacked tou the outside world to me. You take my hand and whisper to me "Don't wo

If Your Life Was A Movie, What Would The Soundtrack Be?
IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE? So, here's how it works: 1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc) 2. Put it on shuffle 3. Press play 4. For every question, type the song that's playing 5. When you go to a new question, press the next button 6. Don't lie opening credits; Just a Taste - Scary Kids Scaring Kids waking up; Come As You Are - Nirvana first day of high school; Translating the Name - Saosin falling in love; Miss Murder - AFI fight song; The Dope Show - Marilyn Manson breaking up; Irish Pub Song - Flogging Molly prom; Error Operator - Taking Back Sunday life; Love Rhymes With Hideous Car Wreck - The Blood Brothers mental breakdown; Communicate - Jonezetta driving; For The Love Of Fiction - Remembering Never flashback; Snakes On A Plane - Cobra Starship getting back together; Bother - Stone Sour wedding; Firefly - Saves the Day birth of child; We Are All On Drugs - We

A Lil' About Me.............
Someone once said: What goes around comes around. Work like you don't need the money. Dance like nobody's watching. Sing like nobody's listening. Love like you've never been hurt. Live like it's heaven on earth! I have been called a B*t*h many times, but I call it being misunderstood. LOL, for real! I am just looking for my place in this world and want to surround myself with good ppl while I am searching. I have no patients to be around fake and phoney ppl; they are my biggest pet pev. Also, I am a single mom, and love just watching my son grow and to try to teach him to be a good man. Hanging out with my crazy friends is awsome; they are awsome, and finding trouble before it finds me, that is not called causing trouble, is it? B*T*HDOM When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a B*t*h. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a B*t*h. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a B*t*h. Being a B*t*h means I won't c

In The Beginning And In The End
1 Peter 1:24-25 “The grass withereth, and the flower thereof falleth away: But the word of the Lord endureth for ever.” Many centuries ago there was a Roman emperor named Diocletian who was known for his hatred of Christianity. He hated the Bible so much that he took a Bible and burned it, and then on top of that burned Bible he erected a monument. Chiseled on that monument were these words: Extincto nomini christianorum - “The name of Christian is extinct.” Over the years many like Diocletian have sought to eradicate the Bible and Christianity, but for naught. The Bible is the incorruptible Word of God, and the foul breath of time and the gnawing tooth of decay cannot destroy the Word of God! Purchase a Bible this week for the sole purpose of giving it away. Then ask God to show you that special someone to give it to.

This Weeks Pimp Out (april 2 Till April 9)
Here comes Cherries!!!!!! from now on i will be pimping out 2 cherries every week. There will be 1 male and 1 female cherry in each bulletin i send out. also this pimping will be blogged on my page!!! First pimping mostly for the ladies, but hey you guys can show some love too!!!! damn he is awesom cherries and not to mention HOT!!!!!!! make sure you'll watch and rate his pics and profile people!! you'll regret it if you don't!!! Chip@ CherryTAP And for our female pimped out cherry i've chosen for....... FINEAZZZZ - MEMBER OF WOLFPACK AGAINST NSFW ABUSE -@ CherryTAP and all because she's a very sweet lady that is there for you whenever you need her!!! a friend that backs you up all the way!!! Go show these 2 awesom cherries some love!! for maybe next time it might be you ;)) This pimpout has been originated by F******HOT Marina *♥someone's lover♥* -Dutch Dutchess of the perv-crew@ CherryTAP Tha Dogg Pound ft Snoop Dog

How To Give Points To Profile Photos.
I see a lot of people have rated my photos a 5.. i dont care.. but i have looked at the profile who give my photos a 5 and i do not find where to give points to their photos... I know i am not stupid... or do i not look close enough.. Have fun!!

Well Class Todays Stories Take The Cake!
Good Morning, all I can safely say is this is a Monday for sure. Here are some of the happenings around the globe. A huge Tsunami hits the Solomon Islands and the death toll was at 13 but expected to rise. A Tennessee prison is trying to draft inmates from the west coast. An 81 year old tries to destroy illegal evidence back from the 70’s and 80’s but is unsuccessful… Ok, here is the two stupid stories since the Tsunami is a sad story in itself and perhaps will run over and over again for days I will give you the two crazy ass why on earth would anyone do this stories.. First off Tennessee: The West Tennessee Detention Facility (Mason, Tenn.) made a video pitch for California inmates, hoping some would volunteer to be outsourced under that state's program to relieve overcrowding. The hard-timers should come east, the video urged, because of West Tennessee's "larger and cleaner jail cells, 79 TV channels, including ESPN, views of peaceful cow pastures, and ... the 'Dorm of the Week,

Monday Links: Black Sabbath, Robert Rodriguez, Live In Chicago Today, Traveling Virus Tickets, Good Morning Horny Housewives, New Videos Online
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Good morning and hap-hap-happy Monday everybuddy! The Opie and Anthony POgram has one hell of a show for you today, kids! `First off, we're going to be hanging with Robert Rodriguez (GRINDHOUSE, Sin City, From Dusk Till Dawn, Desperado, Once Upon A Time in Mexico) this morning, and holy crap...we have BLACK SABBATH/HEAVEN and HELL coming in to talk about their new disc The Dio Years and new single "The Devil Cried". Needless to say, Jim Norton is frothing. Remember, if you want to see any of these incredibly famous people LIVE in studio, turn on your Paltalk. Also on Paltalk, you can check out all the naked women that were distracting the hell out of us last week. (and no, you don't need a webcam to check out the video feeds). The Opie and Anthony Show is now LIVE in Chicago on WCKG 105.9 FM! The show airs from 5am to 8am Central Time. This morning on the Opie and Anthony Show... we're waking up the HORNY HOUSEWI

Curtin Rods
............. >She spent the first day packing her belongings into boxes, crates and suitcases. On the second day, she had the movers come and collect her things. >On the third day, she sat down for the last time at their beautiful dining room table by candlelight, put on some soft background music and feasted on a pound of shrimp, a jar of caviar and a bottle of Chardonnay. >When she had finished, she went into each and every room and deposited a few half-eaten shrimp dipped in caviar, into the hollow of the curtain rods. >She then cleaned up the kitchen and left. >When the husband returned with his new girlfriend, all was bliss for the first few days. Then slowly, the house began to smell. They tried everything; -cleaning, mopping and airing the place out. -Vents werechecked for dead rodents and carpets were steam cleaned. -Air fresheners were hung everywhere. >-Exterminators were brought in to set off gas canisters, during which they had to

Love
Love is not about what you can get But how much you can give Its not about giving up But holding on Not about how you say I love you But, How you should show that its true A sad thing about life is that when you meet Someone who means a lot to you, only to find out In the end that it was never bound to be, and You simply have to let go The best thing about loving and being hurt Is that you get to know what true love really is For as Gold is tested in fire, so will love be Perfected in Pain Love is not about finding the right person, But Creating a right relationship. Its not about how much Love you have in the beginning, But how much Love You Build till the End Anonymous God isn't that the truth.

From The Moment I Met You
From the moment I met you, I knew it was true, Because I couldn’t stop smiling, Nor thinking of you. I couldn't believe it, Something so wrong I knew, Because I wouldn't stop smiling, Nor thinking of you. Now that I know your feelings, That you feel the same way too, Now I can’t stop smiling, Nor thinking of you. This feeling’s so wonderful, Like a dream come true, I refuse to stop smiling, Nor thinking of you.

For You Are The One
For you I would climb The highest mountain peak Swim the deepest ocean Your love I do seek. For you I would cross The rivers most wide Walk the hottest desert sand To have you by my side. For you are the one Who makes me whole You've captured my heart And touched my soul. For you are the one That stepped out of my dreams Gave me new hope Showed me what love means. For you alone Are my reason to live For the compassion you show And the care that you give. You came into my life And made me complete Each time I see you My heart skips a beat. For you define beauty In both body and mind Your soft, gentle face More beauty I'll never find. For you are the one God sent from above The angel I needed For whom I do love.

I Will Love You Forever
I love you so deeply, I love you so much, I love the sound of your voice And the way that we touch. I love your warm smile And your kind, thoughtful way, The joy that you bring To my life every day. I love you today As I have from the start, And I'll love you forever With all of my heart.

Antes De Que él Tramposos- Before He Cheats
Ahora él es probablemente el bailar lento con un vagabundo blanquear-rubio, y ella está consiguiendo probablemente juguetona… ahora, él probablemente la está comprando alguna pequeña causa con sabor a fruta de la bebida que ella no puede tirar al whisky… Ahora, él está probablemente para arriba detrás de ella con un piscina-palillo, demostrándote cómo tirar a un combo… Y él no sabe… Que cavé mi llave en el lado de su bonito poco suped encima de la impulsión de 4 ruedas, talló mi nombre en su asiento de cuero… Llevé un slugger de Louisville ambas luces principales, redujo radicalmente un agujero en los 4 neumáticos… Y la vez próxima él pensará quizá antes de que él los tramposos. Ahora, ella está probablemente encima de cantar alguno versión de la blanco-basura del karoke de Shania. Ahora, ella está diciendo probablemente que “me beben” y él es un pensamiento de que él va a conseguir afortunado, Ahora, él dabbing probablemente en 3 dólares de valor de ese cuarto

Before He Cheats - Carrie Underwood
Before He Cheats lyrics Right now he's probably slow dancing with a bleached-blond tramp, and she's probably getting frisky... right now, he's probably buying her some fruity little drink cause she can't shoot whiskey... Right now, he's probably up behind her with a pool-stick, showing her how to shoot a combo... And he don't know... That I dug my key into the side of his pretty little suped up 4 wheel drive, carved my name into his leather seat... I took a Louisville slugger to both head lights, slashed a hole in all 4 tires... And maybe next time he'll think before he cheats. Right now, she's probably up singing some white-trash version of Shania karoke.. Right now, she's probably saying "I'm drunk" and he's a thinking that he's gonna get lucky, Right now, he's probably dabbing on 3 dollars worth of that bathroom cologne... And he don't know... That I dug my key into the side of his pretty little suped up 4 wheel drive, carved my name into his leather

Love Is
Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start.

"me"
Here I am a Exotic Private Dancer to survive in this high cost of living society. I know I'm very attractive and sexy. Yes, I flaunt myself however if men would take the time they would find that there is more then my outer sexiness. I have a heart of gold but it's sad that men can't see that in me. Some men have asked me why I'm single when I'm so attractive well I'll tell you why....because men only want to look at me as a sex object and if only they would look beyond that they would see a beautiful lady with a very caring heart. Until I find that man that would look into my heart and be a true friend, I will continue to stay single.

Never Have I Fallen
Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away

Back Home
I just come back home from the Frankfurt music fair. I took some pictures and,as soon as I can, I will share these with you. Unfortunately, this year, I had no time to walk around the fair ground so I did not meet any cool player. As you can see in my pictures, last year, I met Shavo from System of a down...well, I hope to chat with all of you soon. Ciao

I'm Not Usually One For Sappy Shit...but....
Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and the ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals; and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and

New To Online Chat
I am new to this and will take things slow. I am shy and may need a little coaxing from time to time. A little about me: I live on the east coast of Florida. I have no children...long story. I am a simple beach lover and live a simple life.

Habit Of Success
What you do consistently and repeatedly grows stronger. And that provides you with nearly unlimited opportunity. Success is not a secret that is hidden from you. Success is a habit that is readily available to you. Life is made up of moment after moment. Point all those moments in the same direction, and truly magnificent achievements will come about. There are very few things of value that you can create instantly. Yet when you expand your horizon to a few weeks or months, the possibilities for achievement increase dramatically. The hours and the days will pass whether you make use of them or not. Choose to focus your energy in a specific direction, again and again, and put the power of time to work for you. Keep your thoughts, your words and your actions pointed in the direction you would most like to go. Develop the habit of success, and with it you can create whatever you choose. -- Ralph Marston

W T F
OK JUST BECAUSE I HAVE JASON AS MY THEME ON MY PAGE NEW PEOPLE REALLY THINK IAM A PSYCO COME ON WTF THIS SHIT IS GETTING OLD AS SHIT JUST LIKE THE SO CALLED FRIENDS THAT YOU DO A BUNCH OF SHIT FOR THEM AND ALL THEY DO IS USE YOU AS A RATE BUIDER IF I SEEM LIKE I AM WHINING WELL TO FUCKING BAD I AM GETTING SICK OF THIS PLACE CHERRY TAP IS COOL BUT PICK YOUR FRIENDS WISELY PEOPLE WILL SHIT ON YOU DAMN QUICK ON HERE TO MANY PEOPLE HAVE LOST THE POINT OF THIS PLACE !!!!!

Love Comes To Those Who Love
Love comes to those who love, who find their joy In others' joy, their tears in others' tears. Those in need receive the gifts that buoy Them through the misspent yearnings of their years. Weakness is a strength, and power none, For none has power to compel affection. Passion to the self-consumed may come, But love looks for the grace of its reflection. Love is like a tide that comes and goes, And comes and goes according to the moon, Giving and receiving as it flows Between high headlands weathered and rough-hewn. For love becomes itself the cause of love, A double-knot not easy to remove.

Why Parents Have Gray Hair
>>A father passing by his son's bedroom was astonished to see the bed >>nicely made up and everything neat and tidy. >> >>Then he saw an envelope propped up prominently on the pillow. It >>was addressed, "Dad". With the worst premonition, he opened the >>envelope and read the letter with trembling hands: >> >>Dear Dad, >> >>It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to >>elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with >>you and Mom. >> >>I've been finding real passion with Joan and she is so nice. I knew >>you would not approve of her because of all her piercings, tattoos, >>her tight motorcycle clothes and because she is so much older than >>I am but it's not only the passion, Dad, she's pregnant. >> >>Joan says that we are going to be very happy. She owns a trailer in >>the woods and has a stack of firewood, enough for the whole winter. >>We share a dream of having many more children. >> >>Joan has opened my eyes

Another Poem
Love Is Patient with a Life Love is patient with a life That brings its share of pain. We know sometime there is an end To the most stubborn rain. We know the sun comes out again On a world that's fresh and new, And all the gifts we freely give Somewhere, sometime accrue. We know sometimes we have to wait For life to come around, And sometimes that it won't, but still There's some good to be found. And even when things happen that Your soul can hardly bear, Know that I'll be next to you; My love is always there.

Just Another Poem I Worte
"THE THINGS YOU SAY" ROSES ARE RED VIOLETS ARE BLACK THE THINGS YOU SAY YOU'LL NEVER GET BACK JUST A SHORT POEM THAT PRETTY MUCH DECRIBES LIFE WRITE DOWN TO A T NOT THAT I WOULD EVER TAKE AND OR GET ANYTHING I SAID BACK. I JUST WANT YOU TO KNO THAT I LOVE YOU BABY.

No Fucking Joke!!!!!
: : a girl bumps your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine When a girl cries she wants you to hold her close and tell her everything is going to be ok When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever When a girl says she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future When a girl says, "I miss you," no one in this world can miss you more than that When a girl is mean

Female Survey
1. Do you consider yourself: Inhuman{} Ugly{}Ok I Guess{} Cute{} A Cutie{} Hot{} A Hottie{}Exotic{} Beautiful{}A Sex Bomb {}Diva{} Enchantress{}Goddess{} 2. What color is the bra you have on right now? white 3. What color Panties are you wearing? 4. Do you look at guys "bulges"? 5. Does looking at shirtless well defined guys cause you to lube? 6. Do you prefer "sensitive boys" or "tough guys"? 7. Do you prefer blonde or brunette guys? 8. What kind of car makes a guy look attractive? 9. What kind of vibrator do you own? 10. How many things in your past do you regret? 11. Has anyone ever cheated on you? 12. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face? 13. If so why? 14. Are you currently single? 15. How many times a week to you masterbate? 16. What is you favorite sexual position? . 17. Do you like your sexual episode Rough{} Romatic{} 18. Do you have a best friend? 19. Do you ever lie about your age? 20. Do you like it when a guy lick

Please Repost...
Evelyn Hackett My Great-Grandmother, and second mother to me.... one of my most favorite persons I have ever known.... and what an honor it was to know such an amazing person.... Sadly..... she started going downhill in the nursing home last week.... she had a bad infection from not being able to get out of her bed, and she couldn't handle alot of meds.... We got a call from my real mother saying that my great-grand mother was asking for my grandmother.... and right away panic set in. We all rushed out there right away.. well, when i got there she wasn't able to speak, probably from the painkillers they gave her for her leg... She really started to go downhill from there... for once all of our family, my uncles, cousins, everyone... we were actualy all together... We didn't get many responses from her.... well not many people did... She knew me right away man.... despite all the meds and pain, I was able to see how happy she was when she recognised me.... lol...

What Is Love To Me
Love is not just a word Its an emotion that we feel Its not a thing from fairy tales Its something very real Love is also hurt and pain With love nothing is in vain Love is always finding the best thing Even if we don’t know what that might bring Love is sharing yourself completely Giving up your life whole heartedly Love is waking up in the morning happy Thinking, how on earth was I so lucky True love only comes but once in a lifetime I cherish this love I am lucky its mine You my LOVE live in my heart Promise me that you will never part In times ahead I am thinking positive Its the only way I now can live I will LOVE you always and its not a lie Without you my LOVE I will surely die.

Hmmmm....
Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two. - Captain Corelli's Mandolin

Potential (dedicated To Jesse)
There comes that mysterious meeting in life when someone acknowledges who we are and what we can be, igniting the circuits of our highest potential. Jess, You were the person with whom I met mysteriously. You saw in me, what I COULD be and you helped me onto the right path. You are the one that helped me to see the potential that I had. For this, I thank you from the bottom of my heart! Your friend always, Dawn

Just Cos I Keep For Getting It
[font color="red" face="Comic Sans MS" size="2"] you got to change [] to < > for it to work thanks for the code lone wolf just blogging it cos i keep for getting it!!!! [font color="fc04a7" face="Comic Sans MS" size="3"]pink

A Pause For Thought
When a man steals your wife, there is no better revenge than to let him keep her. Sacha Guitry After marriage, husband and wife become two sides of a coin; they just can't face each other, but still they stay together. Hemant Joshi By all means marry. If you get a good wife, you'll be happy. If you get a bad one, you'll become a philosopher. Socrates Woman inspires us to great things, and prevents us from achieving them. Dumas The great question... which I have not been able to answer... is, "What does a woman want? Sigmund Freud I had some words with my wife, and she had some paragraphs with me. Anonymous "Some people ask the secret of our long marriage. We take time to go to a restaurant two times a week. A little candlelight, dinner, soft music and dancing. She goes Tuesdays, I go Fridays." Henry Youngman "I don't worry about terrorism. I was married for two years." Sam Kinison "There's a way of transferring funds that is even faster than

Haze
I've been sitting here, trying to write something, all the while in a weird Ambien CR induced haze. I've not been entirely successful. I spend so much of my time lately just writing, but it all just turns out to shit. No good. My brain is way too muddled with the ridiculous book I have been doing for the AZ guy. It has mostly been transcribing from his audio recordings. That doesn't make it exciting at all. I slap in the CD, put on my head phones and I get to writing. I worried at first, before I started, that I would have a hard time with the transcription. In person, the guy talks too fast and he mumbles quite a bit. So, when I agreed to the job, I requested of him that he speak slowly into the recorder, with an even voice. So, now, I get monotone. No inflection, no excitement. That makes it easier to follow along for transcription, but, damn...it freakin' puts me to sleep. As of now, I have transcribed 212 pages. We are only up to his 30's. He's 73. I fear I have a lo

Wtf
WTF are theese people getting out of downrating people, i don't get it lmao it seems like they do it cause they can't get attention anywhere else, if that's the case i can see why. if i had my way i would disable ratings 1-9 that way it's a 10-11 or nothing at all lmao. well that's my rant for the night. and to all those downraters that are seeing this...i just wanted to thank you for your consideration of being a childish shithead. cheers to all ;)

Girls, Photography And Honesty
I last night I went to the Ivy with a friend and we met these two hot blonde girls wearing Dolce Gabbana from head to toe. While I went to the restroom my friend told the girls that I was a world renowed photographer looking for new models to shoot. Oldest trick in the book. But because, I’m such a nice person. These girls believed it. We then went to have a bar to have more drinks I found out what my friend did out after I had spent the night at Cassi’s place. We were all drunk. Now what? I don’t like pretending to be something I’m not. I’m very honest and don’t have the “Player” mentality like my friend has. It seems like everyone was using everyone. Except for me as I wasn’t using anyone as I did not know. I was perturbed when I found out. My friend says he was doing me a favor for helping him out before. Should I even say anything? Then again the girls didn’t ask. Don’t ask don’t tell. I need to figure this one out by Wednesday as I’m seeing Cassie again. Tired to figure this

My True Love.......
How long must i wait for my true love to come. will it be days, weeks or maybe even years. I have looked all my life for that special man to come in and sweep me off my feet, does this man even exist? What will he look like? How tall will he be? how will he treat me? Is he even what i thought i wanted or needed? how will i know that he is my true love. How many endless nights must i wait for my true love to come and take me away?

Shaking In My Combat(style) Boots...
I really am... Between 1. trying to find the time to pack, where we're going to be laying our heads during our last few months here, and trying to find people that actually will help, 2. my upcoming interview for the TSA job, 3. my finances, 4. doing my clinical rotation right now and my A & P class (I'm 1% away from failing the class right now, and the second to last in the class), 5. and figuring out when, how, and how much it's going to cost for my surgery (not to mention my fears about the actual surgery and worry about not having anyone there for me).... I feel like a nervous wreck... I'm scared and feel alone right now... and the worst part... I'm pushing people away... There's sooooooooo much more going on inside my head and heart right now... But these fears are making it hard to think of anything else...

Rating
i really dont care but just wanna say that its mad gay when people rate shit anythin lower then a 10...like whats the point...your bored and you just want to be a dick...let me know...ive never rated anything lower then a 10...i dont even pay attention to some of the pictures or profiles...i just think you gotto be like some miserable person who hates their life to sit and rate peoples shit lower then a 10...tryin to make yourself feel better or something...i dont know i just dont understand it...

Lmao,,,you Chicken Ass Ppl
LMAO,,,,,,YOU CHICKEN SHIT PPL GOTTA RATE SOMEONE'S PROFILE AND OR PIC A 1 OR 2 CAUSE YOU ARE JEALOUS YOU DONT LOOK AS GOOD OR YOUR WOMAN DONT. GET OVER IT. AT LEAST YOU CAN BE MAN OR WOMAN ENOUGH TO SAY WHO YOU ARE.

Confederate Birthday!!!
I KNOW WE ALL GET BUSY BOMBING OUR FAMILY WITH ALL THE CONTEST GOING ON RIGHT NOW, BUT LETS ALL TAKE 2 MINS TO SHOW SOME B-DAY LOVE TO OUR FRIEND AND FAMILY MEMBER... ~~ BABYG1RL ~~ ~~MEMBER OF CONFEDERATE BOMBERS OF CT~~@ CherryTAP

The Prodigal Returns...
It's been awhile since I logged onto this site. I don't want to get into the boring details of why I haven't logged on in months. Suffice it to say that a technical problem with my Yahoo ID (Gotta love Yahoo, huh?) combined with a ton of developments in my real life, caused me to not have much time, or ability, to access this account. So, to the three people who noticed I wasn't here, I have returned! LOL Some things are risky to discuss when you are still at a stage where people barely know you. It is way too easy, in our society, to give somebody a perception of you that isn't quite accurate, but which ends up sticking anyway. My next statement or two will fall into this category. Hopefully nobody runs away too fast because of what I am about to say! I spent my night, tonight, watching Wrestlemania on PPV. Damn. It's like I could hear dozens of little, imaginary cyber doors, all quietly closing as I said that! The Wrestlemania thing warrants discussion for two reasons

Discount Martyr
I peel the flesh straight off of my bones. The bitter taste of slavery penetrates. Religion. Crush me with your words and deities. I've given up on deifying myself. I've given up on most everything by this point. Memorize these words, you'll be using them to eulogize me. Sky bled without meaning. Even ghosts are filled with life on this day, so that they might die once more. He called the few people he loved the most. And walked into the middle of the highway.

Simple Misunderstanding
Two old ladies were outside their nursing home, having a smoke, when it started to rain. One of the ladies pulled out a condom, cut off the end and put it over her cigarette, and continued smoking. Lady 1: What's that? Lady 2: A condom. This way my cigarette doesn't get wet. Lady 1: Where did you get it? Lady 2: You can get them at any drugstore. The next day, Lady 1 hobbles herself into the local drugstore and announces to the pharmacist that she wants a box of condoms. The guy, obviously embarrassed, looks at her kind of strangely she is, after all, over 80 years of age, but very delicately asks what brand she prefers. Lady 1: Doesn't matter son, as long as it fits a Camel. The pharmacist fainted.

Babi I Miss You
Missin u iz like a day witout nite Missin u just dont feel rite Missin u cuz ur mi babi boi Missin u leaves me no joy Missin u makes me wanna cry Missin u everytyme u say goodbye Missin u each-n-everyother hour Missin u iz a very strong power Missin diz iz all i do Missin,Missin 1peson dats you.. I LOVE YOU BABI

...i Still Love You....
When I hear your voice, I close my eyes and dream of you laying next to me. We are holding each other close and softly caressing each others cheek. Kissing gently...looking into each others eyes. You are kissing my neck and telling me that I am beautiful...we lay together for hours...just touching and kissing...talking... I tell you that I love you.... I DREAM of hearing you say it back to me...like you used to. Those three words meant the world to me. They still do. I long for the day that I will hear that from you again, although I know that may never happen. My heart breaks when I think of that possibility. From the day I met you, I have been in love with you. I knew right away what I wanted. Even though things haven't gone as planned (thing's seldom do), I am still in love with you! I am more in love with you now, even after everything that has happened. I guess I just wanted to let you know that I do still love you! No matter what you decide to do, I will ALWAYS love yo

Help!!!!!!!!!!!! Rate Me Please
Subject HOW BAD R U WANTED????? Body: Body: Post this and see how many messages u get....don't be scared!! It is really amazing to see what people really think about you...and I promise you are probably going to be shocked at some of the responses.... (1) just friends (2) gorgeous (3) cute as heck (4) hot (5) fine (6) sexy (7) amazingly sexy (8) we can be friends with benefits (9) id take u to my crib (10) i want 2 make u my gf/bf (11) i love u baby (12) call me.....

Look And Read This And Get It In Your Heads
i am very greatfull for the 10's on the pic but come the fuck on i have 110 pic's up and only the fucking pic of the guy from underworld gets fucking rated i am going to fucking delelte that god damn pic if this keeps up understand good

Please Welcome Our Bouncer Razors' Wife Home From Serving The Army !!!! Yes Do It Now Lol Plzzzzzzzzzzzz
I JUST WANTED TO ASK IF YOU WOULD HELP OUT Razors' WIFE SHE JUST GOT BACK FROM OVER SEAS..SHES A DOC IN THE ARMY.SO IF YOU WOULD GO HIT HER PAGE AND SAY HI MAYBE SEND YOUR FRIENDS OVER TO HER PAGE...HUGZZZ... LETS SHOW HER OUR CHERRY LUVIN!!!!!!!! THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU MWAH Tempted Lady@ CherryTAP > http://cherrytap.com/user/169852

Ideas On Life And How To Live It
We are people our blood is the same we all have the same organs our shells we call bodies look differant but our beings our thoughts are all the same.... We live to seek to better ourself yet jealousy and negitivty cloud us why? We hate being judged yet we quicken to judge others why? We think of ourselfs yet not bother to think of others why? lets make it today we look at eachother with new eyes , eyes of truth and humilty and see the need and want of peace, truth, and serenity in eachothers beings. Lets join as one people and show forth what positive we do bare so our following generations may learn to be a little bit more kinder and understanding. Its up to us to be the example of good being and goodwill to fellow man to break forth from the chains and shackles of hatred and fawlness our humanity has become, and futhermore venture onto a new tommorow of peace and new hopes. It only takes us to speak and act forth on it thats all it takes to make peace , reconizing the w

I'm Moving To Greenland...
I'm a move to Greenland, yes that's right me and hommie decided to move there... and why not? It's away from allot of bullshit were dealing with because its out of the United States! Well we both love DAVE'S INSANITY SAUCE... so then we were thinking... poor a bunch of DAVE'S INSANITY SAUCE in a circle so we can illuminate all the ice just around the house then build a moat fill it with sauce and have a draw bridge and a floor mat that says the hott spot and people will come from all kinds of places with ladles and spoons and try to steal it and we will poor it in their eyes and make them go away because if you've tried this stuff... it tends to blind people... or at least thats what it says it will do if you get it in your eye. I got it in my nose once DAMNNNN the pain, damit!!! Here's a picture of it: So, I'm moving to Greenland... to melt the ice... I think it will start a trend and everyone will do it... you never know though! I know everyone in Greenland will t

Apirl 1st
I dreamed of a day that i could fly high into the air feeling the wind on my skin the cold bitterness finally numbing my pain I dreamed of a day that i heard a voice behind me and felt a hand on my shoulder whispering to stay strong I dreamed of a day i woke up and my problems were gone the sun was bright and i could smile I dream for this Dream one day

My Name
S- Steady as the gentle summer breeze T- Taking your hand on bended knee A- Always being there for you N- Never saying no or hurting if i dont have to L- Loving deeply and forever E- easing your fears Y- yearning for that special girl Are you her? Can you be her? Have I found her?

The Meeting
Ok I have lost the first portion of this tale. I've searched for it all over and I believe it was on my old hard drive and is lost forever! WAH!! I'll rewrite it later, but wanted to share the rest with my friends and everyone else!! Leave me lots of comments to let me know what you think!! Hugs, Shelley Once out of our shower we filtered through our bags to get dressed. You were famished-guess sex drove your appetite! We ventured up the street just a bit to a cute bistro. They sat us in a corner booth. It was quiet and semi-private, making my mind filled with lots of dirty thoughts! The waiter came over and took our orders. He left the table briefly and returned with two long stemmed wine glasses. He filled them with a nice Chardonnay and left us to our own company. "So, how do you like it here so far?" I asked. "I like what I've seen to this point. Of course, you knew I would." "I wasn't that sure, but I hoped!" "Well, don't worry no regrets her

Favorite Song Chorus
this is one of my favorite song chourses: when you lie next to me breathin the air i breathe we don't have to speak and just breathe our love's aprecious thing don't want to waste a day for one more minute without you in it life is so sweet when you lie next to me.... here is another one..... I swear by the moon and the stars in the sky I'll be there and I swear like a shadow thats by your side I'll be there for better or worse 'til death do us part I'll love you with every beat of my heart I swear. the best of all: in anothers eyes i'm afraid that i can't see this picture perfect portrait that they paint of me they don't realize and i pray they never do 'cause everytime i look i'm seein you in anothers eyes.

I Am This Girl.....
TO EVERY GiRL THAT iS SCARED TO PUT HER HEART OUT THERE AGAiN, BECAUSE SHE HAS BEEN HURT TOO MANY TiMES OR SO BADLY. TO EVERY GiRL THAT HAS BEEN CHEATED ON, BECAUSE SHE'S NOT A SLUT WHO GiVES IT UP TO ANY GUY. TO EVERY GiRL THAT DRESSES CUTE, NOT SKANKY. TO EVERY GiRL WHO WANTS TO BE CALLED BEAUTiFUL, NOT HOT. TO EVERY GIRL THAT WiLL SPEND HER WHOLE DAY LOOKiNG FOR THE PERFECT PRESENT FOR YOU. TO EVERY GiRL WHO GETS HER HEART BROKEN, BECAUSE HE CHOSE THAT FEMALE DOG iNSTEAD. TO EVERY GiRL THAT WOULD DiE TO HAVE A DECENT BOYFRiEND, EVERY GiRL WHO WOULD JUST ONCE LiKE TO BE TREATED LiKE A PRiNCESS. TO EVERY GiRL THAT CRiES AT NiGHT BECAUSE OF ANOTHER HEARTBREAK. TO EVERY GiRL THAT JUST WANTS TO HOLD HANDS. TO EVERY GiRL THAT KiSSES HiM WiTH MEANiNG. TO EVERY GiRL WHO JUST WiSHES HE CARED MORE. TO EVERY GiRL WHO WOULD JUST ONCE WANT A GUY TO GIVE THEiR JACKET UP WHEN THEY ARE COLD. TO EVERY GiRL WHO JUST WANTS HiM TO CALL. TO EVERY GiRL WHO LiES AWAKE AT NiGHT THiNKiNG ABOUT HiM. TO EVERY

Hallow
Have you ever felt like there was litterally nothing left inside? Like no matter what you did, nothing could fill that emptiness up? Has your pain ever gotten to the point where you're crying inside all the time?Life sux, its ment to, and happiness and a western world value that doesn't really matter. We should be content to just be, to just exist. So why does it hurt so bad when you're wronged?

If A Man Wants You
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then fuck no, you can't be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? (also, don't try to get pregnant to

Haten Ass Bitches And Cheaters, And Also Liers
Why do people wanna talk to you and say all kinds of sweet sexy things and then wanna meet you one minute the next when they see you they all over and then you simple sit there and tell them how you want things to go and all and they wanna start calling you name and all and then wanna call you a crazy bitch but I will say this if you are a crazy fucker dont think of talking to me I dont need drama or you filthy mouth or any baby mama drama you have and then I dont need any exs or anyone who has a other part attached to them I want a free single nice man not a piece of shit you got if you dont then fuck off.....

I'm A Christian
I'm a Christian When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not shouting "I'm clean livin'." I'm whispering "I was lost, Now I'm found and forgiven." When I say... " I am a Christian" I don't speak of this with pride. I'm confessing that I stumble and need Christ to be my guide. When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not trying to be strong. I'm professing that I'm weak And need His strength to carry on. When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not bragging of success. I'm admitting I have failed And need God to clean my mess. When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not claiming to be perfect, My flaws are far too visible But, God believes I am worth it. When I say... "I am a Christian" I still feel the sting of pain. I have my share of heartaches So I call upon His name.

Sex Quiz
Since I didn't do it in the bulletins, here's my answers. :P 1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would like to have sex with? Yes 2. Do they know it? One does. Not sure if the other does. 3. Have you had sex with anyone on you friend’s list? No 4. Do you like making love or having hott sex? Both please. :P 5. Have your ever had a 3 some? Not yet. 6. What is your favorite position? Missionary and doggy style. 7. Do you want to have sex with the person who posted this? I posted it so I already do...lmao 8. Give or receive oral? Both although I'd like to receive it for once. ;) 9. Kinky or sneaky? As in? Kinky I guess. 10. Loud or quiet? Loud. 11. Ruff of soft? A little of both. 12. Foreplay or not? Some. 13. Do you like to bite or be bitten? No 14. Spank or be spanked? Spank. Hehe. 15. Condoms or not? Yes 16. Masturbate or not? Do I? Wouldn't you like to know...lol 17. Role-playing or not? Eh. Nothing ext

Stuff
I went to an atheiests lunch thing todday, and listend to a soldier talk that recently got back from iraq. A major guy, he seemed kinda cool. He is in the reserves. Then stopped by a party. It was all kinda interesting. It's hard for me to believe that people actually do the happy hr thing, but what ever makes people happy I guess. The random picture thing is interesting. I've gotten a few ratings from people stopping by on that. It's the " I'm bored" feature for those who don't know what I'm talking about.

What's Your Celtic Horoscope?
You Are A Weeping Willow Tree You are a dreamer, and you're into almost any kind of escapism. Restless and capricious, you love to travel to exotic places. You are easily influenced by others, as long as they don't pressure you. You tend to suffer in love until you find that one loyal, steadfast partner. An empathetic friend, you love to make others smile and laugh. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Need Prayer
hello all my family and friends i am really needing alot of prayer.. My uncle who was only 55 passed away this morning he was like a dad to me and well i been getting sick.. so please all give me the strength to get myself through this i love and care for all my family and friends here .... so i come to you all ... just to say ty all you the best

Was In Hospital
Ok so my last blog i talked about my neck and my mom goign into the hospital from allergic reaction. Friday night i go overto my friends house after a banquet and after an hour or so my throat started to hurt really really bad.i started to cough up some red shit anf it hurt bad to cough. Soon it was hurting to take a deep breath at all and my throat felt very tender outside on the skin ya know. So i go to the hospital. and Who do i encounter.... my mom she had ot go to the hospital for 3rd time for her analphylactic shock. anywas i ended up their unti l late saturday with the docs pu,ping me full of antibiotics to fight off the sudden virus i caught for my throat. Im home now but i cant talk. not because iot hurts but i completely lost my voice. It hurts to swallow and everything. While i was in hospital my sister and her husband had such a huge fight that he left her ( cant say i blame him shes the most meanest miserable person uve ever met) On the way home from my parents house

Why, Why Does The Cycle Go On (warning:this Is The Suicide Bombers Childs Song)
We live in times of so much pain for reason of race, socal status, and religion. We harm all around us without thinking but why. Why must children be hurt why must anyone suffer why. It saddens me that our ideas and ways cuase war and innocence lost. Why cant we seek peace... will we keep fighting over who we pray to who we worship. For us as human can solve it our religions call for peace, love, forgiviness and serenity. An we act out like hypocrits and our children learn that the actions we do is right for they look up to us. SO NOW I CALL FOR PEACE FOR WHO YOU PRAY TO DEMANDS IT MAY IT BE G*D, ALLAH, YEHOVA, JEHOVA, BUDDHA, OSIRIS AND THE LIST GOES ON AND ON, WHY DO WE MAKE PAIN WHY, THE WORDS IN OUR BIBLES, TORAHS, QURANS AND SO FORTH SPEAK FOR PEACE AND LOVE EACH TIME WE DO SOMTHING THE CHILDREN SEE IT ....so please watch this video let it sink in your heart, your mind, your soul and think.... why do we fail our children why do we fail our people why do we fail our dieties

Emptiness...
I have never really known what it means to truly be empty and alone.. But recently I experienced that one time and one time only... I can say I REALLY did NOT like that! but fortunately my honey proved herself to be the stronger of us two and held on for dear life... I will NEVER again place myself in that situation but rather hold on with IRON determination to the one woman I love... honey.. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.. and you know how special you are to me.. I will forever cherish your love for me.. until the day I die!

We Met Upon The Internet
It's the first of the month. For some folks, that means welfare checks and gub'ment cheese. Here at the homefront it always means "Spring & New Things." For your viewing pleasure is the picture below and a short poem to ALL MY FRIENDS here at CherryTap. Enjoy. I am putting my wreath up on the front door NOW! Tee-Hee-Hee We met upon the Internet, A friendship electronic, Expressed alone in words and thoughts, Inevitably platonic. We live too far apart for us To mingle in the flesh, But much more close than family, Our hearts and feelings mesh. Your dear, dear self reveals itself Without a voice or face. We have our own sweet home within Our precious cyberspace.

Roll On
Sneaker Pimps Roll on, these doors are open Roll off, you can come next time, I'm in love with your confusion, on your knees When you're breathing through your elbows, Down on me, down on me Roll on roll off, Roll on roll off, Don't take that wrong Don't take that wrong Roll up, these doors are open, Load up, come next time Don't try to hurry me along, Just walk ahead a little gone Roll on roll off, Roll on roll off, Don't take that wrong Don't take that wrong Roll on, going down on me, Roll off, make it easy on me, You cant think you're someone special, On your knees, Were throwing punches underwater, Sink with me, sink with me, sink

Long Distances
Most people find relationships taking place in the same area code hard enough. Add some distance to the mix and there are many grounds for concern. It's a type of relationship that's fraught with peril and the odds are stacked against you, but it can work. Survey Says... The good news for those embroiled in a long distance relationship, or LDR, is that studies run by the U.S.-based Center for the Study of Long Distance Relationships (longdistancerelationships.net) say there is no greater risk of an LDR breaking up than a regular relationship. OK, so all these LDR people are staying together, but they're probably completely miserable, right? Well, Dr. Gregory Guldner, Director of the Center and author of Long Distance Relationships, says that when comparing what he calls "relationship satisfaction," between long distance and regular relationships, the two groups were completely identical. That doesn't change the fact that LDRs somehow seem to tussle with our emotions more th

Stupid People!
ok, I had to create another blog since I seem to be bitching about work. Now on to the tale from tonight...lol First off we so freaking busy tonight that we got our asses handed to us!!! Since it was a Sunday our GM decided to screw us always and not schedule enough people, so of course we get a bus. I was in DT as always, but still tried to help out our front counter and grill people. Yes, I know I try to damn hard...lol Anyways, I had a guy come through and order like 30 bucks worth of food, including 30 nuggets. Now if anyone has ever worked at Micky D's you know that it takes 3 and a half minutes to make nuggets, and you only get 25 to a bag. Needless to say we had to make some so I had to ask the guy to pull forward. He did, but was an ass about it. Excuse me, if you don't want to be parked then come inside..or better yet...call in such a big order!!! That is possible you know!!! Ok, anyways, we take his food out to him, and he comes back inside. Evidently he decided

Tough Week
Yeah so this week has sucked. Nothing went right this week. Tuesday night my laptop went freakin nuts, it crashed and then wouldn't boot into any mode of windows. From what I can tell there was something wrong with the bios and there was no way to flash the bios so i had to restore my system to factory which means i lost EVERYTHING. Which sucks. I was up til 4am wed. morning restoring it. Woke up 5 hrs later and spend all day doing all the windows updates all over. and getting what apps I could back on my system. I lost a bunch of poems and stuff I had wrote that i hadn't released yet and that just crushed me. I haven't slept well and there's so much on my mind it's crazy. I'm in a dark place right now and digging my way out is tough, it takes alot out of me, and very few realize what's going on, I'm not asking for help, I mean there's very little anyone can do, heck most people don't listen when I say anything anyway. I just... I don't know.....nevermind. Tomorrow, we start over again

To My Many Clamoring Fans...
Well as some of you may have notticed I am starting to get the hang of this. If I haven't gotten to you yet I will and umm I guess that is all. Oh and I just got a promotion I am now kitchen supervisor. I am a bad ass I know.

Entry 1
Well just discovered this delightful site last night and learing my way round by poking and prodding and clicking on this and that .... hmmm sounds like a true newbie typing there. Been a "net" cruiser smooozer since 1998, actually was a channel operator of a room called HotLiXXX on the Sexnet.... lol would be a BLAST from the past anyone recognizes any of that, back in the good old mIRC chat days. Going thru some deep and traumatic life woe's as do we all when we start growing old (officially). Really determined to party harder play safe more and continue to love love laugh and savour the day. I work nights often all 7 of them, I have a full time job as a security officer and a part time job at a Gournmet internet Cafe`. I do not have a PC at home so make the most of internet this and that and those other things time at work and bless the boss man for allow us that prevlidge or these darn 12 hour stints would really drag and mmm suck too. I have had the same address all of my life, bo

Well Maybe I Do
i have been a member since 3 days after my birthday,and i have met some people here who are to say the least....nice.i have recently got to know someone pretty well for being on the internet.so far so good,inside and out is where i look but when one seems to compliment the other it is good. more later.

What Is So Freakin Hard?
Why don't people listen? I don't get this. Can anyone freakin answer that? I mean if your 2 years old and you don't listen that's one thing but geez, what the heck is wrong with some people. If I ask you to do something or not to do something I'm not just saying it to hear my own voice. Yet you wonder why I'm ticked, you wonder why I don't trust you more, why I don't give you more. The people I'm closest to that i can count on 1 hand, are close to me for 2 reasons. 1. Respect, they give it to me and they have earned it. 2. They flipping listen. It's not hard to please me, do those 2 things, the rest will fall into place, but for most people it seems like this is too much. Do I expect too much?

In Need Of Help
WEll I am very new to this site and I have a myspace... Now this is turning out to be more complicanted then i thought itwould be if anyone reads this and can help me in anyways figure some stuff out let me know ... thanks in advance...

Still Here..still Loved And Still Fighting
Im a strong minded person.. with love from everyone around me that truly knows me ....I will not be knocked down i will not be pushed around ... i was taught better than that from my family and close friends of my family or friends that are older than me and from a great man in my life, and he is a great man because with everything that i have gone through he backs me 100 % and tells me each day that he loves me nad that will make it through whatever we need to make it through ....Im a strong willing person and im a fighter with everything that i do and i will not be knocked down with anything that comes in my way... because my heart is to damm big for all the drama and the haters to even try to cross mine or his road.....Im closein this blog now i just wanted to make my point to everyone that knows me on here and that knows whats going on talk to you all later Mandie

Remembering Those Close To Us
I'm fairly sure that all of you remember Sept, 11, 2001. And it leaves a mixed feeling of sorrow for those innocents lost and anger for those that performed the deed. 2 years earlier, Sept 07, 1999 My father collapsed at work and was unconscious when he arrived at the hospital. This was in Kenosha, WI. Living in Fort Worth, TX, i recieved a phone call from my mother that the event had happened. I was working road service and was in Dallas (I635 and Big Town Blvd for those that know the area) over 40 miles from home, at about 3 in the afternoon. At this point I call my boss and let him know what is going on. So I completed the job I was on and my boss told me to just go home and wait for news.. He know I'd be worthless for the rest of the day anyway. Now for the rough part.... 3 in the afternoon.. East of Dallas.. having to drive back to Fort Worth.. with bad news on my mind.. good thing my truck isn't wired for sound.. lol So I got home had time for a shower and was

The Strange Effect Of Life
Has anybody ever noticed how you think of your own life as just that... 'yours" In truth, none of us have our own lives. Yea I know it sounds kind of imposing that none of us really have our own lives. But consider the facts. Each and every life on this planet is touched by another, and affected by those lives, in the same way that we each in turn affect all the others that we touch. Now here is where it get's wierd. How far have you really considered it. You can think of all the people that you know and touch the lives of. Seems kind of broad at that point. But you really cant stop there. You have affected all the people in you life in a way that no other person on the planet can. And all of them do the same. Just think. You show someone kindness, whether you really know them or not you have affected the course of their life. As they see others, they will in turn affect others, maybe even based on how YOU treated them. Yes, your very random act of kindness wi

Addictions
As humans we have some wierd tastes that we become addicted to. First and foremost, granted not one of mine, is CHOCOLATE!. probly one of the most popular. Hell my gf and her mother rate some restaraunts by the quality of the chocolate desserts. And remember there is even a book with it in the title "Hand over the chocolate and no one gets hurt" From what I understand it's a pretty funny book. But you have to take in the facts. I know girls that will break YOUR arm if you get between them and thier chocolate. Even though some call it "Stress Relief". However, either way, let the ladies have thier chocolate, and they are actually nicer to you. Especially if you give it as a suprise gift. Second is COFFEE. There are people in the world that I have met that are truly different people before they have thier morning coffee. It's really wierd, some of them are nice people for the most part, but before that first cup (or pot for some people) it's like dealing with Animal

A Little About Me
DJ Monkey NUTZ So you decided to fight through the jungle to meet with The Monkey.... About Me- I'm just a fun loving, easy going guy. Best way to descibe me is as a "Nice Guy with an Evil side", henceforth my well known moniker as "The Evil Monkey King" My Quote: "It is better to Be a smart-ass than a dumb-ass" OTHER THINGS Style of music you play- Would have to say the genre I know best is the 80's. Anything from old school rap to hair bands. I also like rap, hip hop (YES THERE IS A DIFFERENCE), house, techno, rock, and (YES) I have been known to rock out to Tchaikovsky and Bach (Classical for those who don't know). I guess you could say I listen to everything except gospel. Real Life Occupation- Business and one of the rarest and dirtiest jobs in America Hobbies- Playing my PS2, Listening to music, watching anime, dancing my ass off at clubs,fishing, camping, photoshop and morphing people's pics. Interest- Spending time with cool ass people, Id

Sex With Relationships Or Just Plain Kink
I'm going to be honest when I say sex can be boring,making love is over-rated and kink can be fun. Sex is boring cuz it seems like the same old -same old.Making love is something I don't want to do nor do I see myself doing it anytime soon. Kink or rough sex perhaps both seem to be my cup of tea these days.I aint going to front ok,rough sex is fun.So is kink. Being with someone who is willing to pull your hair,bite up and let you perform your favorite fetishes or perform their/your favorite fetishs on you is fun and very interesting.I think I have no life,lol. Seriously though,I like it rough,does this make me a bad girl for wanting someone to pull my hair,take control and make me beg?I dont think so,but finding that one person is very tough,I aint going to lie about that one for sure. OH WELL I'm sure it will happen for me soon. TTYL

Wtf!! Art As Nsfw!!
THANK YOU! ALL THE JESUS FUCKERS OUT THER LURKING AND RATING ART AS NSFW! JESUS LOVES YOU VERY MUCH FOR DOING THAT AND IS GOING TO SHOW YOU HIS LOVE FOR ETERNITY BY RAPING YOU IN THE ASS IN HEAVEN! FOREVER!Sorry, Just got this:from: CherryTAP Shopdate: 2007-04-01 21:05:56subject: One of your photos has been marked NSFW.read receipt: Noreplied: No block userOne of your photos has been marked as NSFW (Not Safe For Work). Please make sure ALL your NSFW photos are flagged as NSFW and placed in an NSFW album. Your photo was marked NSFW because it was either offensive or NSFW in nature. Also, your primary photo and all your background photos may not be NSFW photos. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of the CT. You can define a new primary photo and background photos by clicking on images link. Continued violation of CherryTAP policy, will result in your account being deleted without warning.Click here for image.http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=559918&albumid=0&i=22875894

Me & God
there ain't nothing that can't be done by me and god ain't nobody come in between me and god one day we'll live together where the angels trod me and god early in the morning talking it over me and god late at night talking it over me and god you could say where like two peas in a pod me and god he's my father he's my friend the beginning and the end he rules the world with a staff and rod we're a team me and god i am weak and he is strong me and god he forgives me when i'm wrong me and god he's the one i lean on when life gets hard me and god he's my father he's my friend the beginning and the end he rules the world with a staff and rod we're a team me and god he rules the world with a staff and rod we're a team me and god we're a team me and god

Plz Help My Friend
Hey everyone, A friend of mine is in this contest I've done alot for all u now I need ur help this time please help me comment bomb me if u all love me like u say u do then show me the love and come have fun thank u all and I will be watching and looking...

I Found The Butterflys & Sparks
it came out of no where.. i wasnt even looking.. I used to believe the good in the world untill I suffered the evil in it.. that was my new thought on life since March.. I was afraid to go out.. afraid to be seen.. but fighting againts what has been done to me.. I went out on a date with this guy.. and he showed me i didnt have to hide. then Jason and I kissed.. and I felt the butterflies and the sparks that i have been so long searching for, yet hindering them behind the wall i built.. Jason has broken down so many bricks and I thank him for it. All write more later.. goodnight everyone and thanks for caring enough to read this.. *muah*

Tattoo's & Scars
When I was in 11th grade my English teacher asked us to right an symbolic essay, and if we chose to we could share it with the class. I do not remember exactly how I began the essay or anything of that nature. But I do remember that I wrote it about the scars I have. So now I am going to attempt to re-write that essay for you and your enjoyment. This essay is not in anyway gory, it is about how my scars represent me. I was born in May of 1984 with a condition called Cerebral Palsy. I am unable to walk due to the fact that I have severly tight muscles in my lower extremeties. The muscles just have too much tone in them which makes them weak and therefore makes it very difficult for me to stand. Also, as a result of the Cerebral Palsy as I was growing as a child my pelvic bones would pop out of socket and grow straight instead of in socket as they should. Because of this my hips had to be surgically put back into place. This has been done a total of 3 times. Once on both a

7 Day Blast Plz Help
Im In a 7 day blast contest and would like some help on it so if you took time to read this them please take some time rate and bomb my pic the link is below and thanks in advance to those that do help me its appricated

.snippet.
im reading something im finding highly enjoyable...and i'd go into details but i dun have the time... i want to remember this snippet...cuz it just seems...to hit close to home...its not mine...i didnt write it...but i will revisit it at some future time " … I am filled with an excruciating sense of never having gotten anywhere—but when I sit down and try to discover where it is I want to get, I’m at a loss. … " *heads back to nerd-dom*

Mutha Fukkas
My happiness has all to do with you No one can take credit where credit is not deserved I loved you the moment I told you I hated you I loved you the moment you leaned in and kissed me I loved you the moment you held me in your arms and I found my home I made my smile as big as the sun When I have a frown you quickly change it I love you for my giggles Our talks Hours alone laying side-by-side Getting to know The common things we have The stupid inside jokes Inside “knows” *Mutha Fuckkas* You know me so well With room to learn so much more You let me be who I am Leave room for so much improvement We’ve made plans for the future It brings a smile to my face I have a warm in my heart Because I know where you belong With me throughout all time It’ll last till the end We have critters We own an Ostrich and he eats tainted pizza And only we know what that means Life is wicked sick We are the dopest people we know Together we make fools jealous They want what w

You Mumm People... Omg Lol
seriously... are ya'll really that pissed that i posted a mumm? some of ya'll need to take the sticks out of your asses before you sit down... you might hurt yourselves. all the mumms have been dumb shit and i don't really need your advice or opinion on what i do or don't do.. i was just posting for fun. some of ya'll are way too serious and need to take a freakin' chill. my uncle and grandma both just had a heart attack in the last couple months and i just saw my grandma in the hospital yesterday after her triple bypass heart surgery. ya'll take words too literally and really need to calm down. on the upside, it was extremely funny to read all of your comments and i will keep reading them. thanks for the laughs!

Replace Number Plates
Kind of a typical weekend. I'm getting bored of the place I've been riding and we dont have a truck yet, so I'm kind of stuck until mid-summer or so. Other than that, I have to replace my number plates. My bike is set up similar to the RM85, so the number plates are the same. I'll have to call V'ville Suzuki/Kawasaki/KTM to ask them how much they want, then call Chaparral. Compare prices. I'm sending in my contract to Decal Works on Tuesday. I need to make a copy of the contract for me before I send it in. Then next week I need to place my order.

Can You Resist?
Hey guys...thanks everyone for helping me out...I am in another contest...it is best smile and it is a picture of my daughter so I definitely want to win...it is the first person to 10000 so I need lots of help...I can not do it myself...and I am a late entry so already behind...can you please help me...anyone that gives me 100 comments or more..I will buy you something....not sure what yet but it will be worth it...the more you comment the better the gift..thanks so much you are all great...here is the link...click on the picture and comment away...thanks again.

Oh, Mother Dear
SAME GOES FOR THIS ONE! DO NOT FUCKING TAKE IT!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~Oh, mother dear~ Oh, mother dear I love you so Please promise me You will never go. I'd miss you to much, Your kiss and touch. I love you near My mother, dear Oh, mother dear Who's heart has took My hurt away With one soft look. Who's warmth and caring Has made me daring. Sit with me here My mother, dear. Sit in my lap Because I am now grown. The sadness of life. I now have known. What strength you gave Worked like a slave. You destroyed all fear. My mother, dear. You once did say, What I smile I had. I got it from you; NOT my dad. You gave me hope And the strength to cope. Things are now more clear. Oh mother, dear. You made me a child, A lady, and now, thanks to you. I am a woman! This once, fair child, Now showing off glam, A heart of

R.i.p Rocky
Well, my dog was attacked last night, neck snapped and ripped open, was even 10 feet away from my backyard....whatever it was, prolly a coyote, the same one thats been back there taunting the dogs the past few months.... this wasnt even a kill for hunger, you could tell he lured him out and killed for sport... besides, the coyote is fat from the cats around the neighborhood... well, according to my homies mom, the coyote is out there at 5:30 am like clockwork taunting her dog (they live next door).. so, i love animals and wouldnt hurt one on purpose, but this shit is fuckin personal...that dog may have been my sister, but he was my lil homie... im letting my dad go with his plan of poisoned meat, but if that dont work... imma go sit behind the house and take it on 1 on 1... skull crack the shit out of that coyote... my lil homie was like a human to me so his killer will get beat like i would beat a human... fuck that... i dont give a fuck if it bites me, rabie shot.. not the end of the

Guidelines To Me
Hey, I'm reposting this. A few of you saw it in December, and to you I apologize that you're seeing it again. But I have a lot of new friends, plus I reposted NSFW pics, so I thought it apropos to repost. So, as time goes on, I become increasingly annoyed by certain things online. Believe it or not, I started out on this whole online adventure very optimistic, friendly, and patient, but that has eroded with time and treatment. If you don't believe me, ask to see my chronicle of stupid, offensive, and horrific behavior I experienced in a few short weeks online (after that, I stopped keeping track 'cuz it got too depressing). As a result, I've come up with what I'm starting to think of, not as *rules*, exactly, but more as guidelines for dealing with me. If these sound overly harsh, it's because these are things I run into time and time again. Don't take them personally. If you're actually reading this blog, they probably mostly don't apply to you. And if they don't apply,

In Loving Memory Of Grandmother
PLEASE DO NOT TAKE IT AND CLAIM IT"S YOURS!!!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "Memories" Wonderful grandmother and a special friend How could we know just how soon your life would end You always showered us with so much love Your soul now in Heaven up above Your warm smile and gentle touch and all the other things we'll miss so much... Your warm hugs with arms open wide That special feeling for us all now denied The look on your face the sound of your name Things will never be quite the same Your life taken away so suddenly Missing you we'll always be. You will be greatly missed, but NEVER forgotten!

Will This Lesson Ever Stop?!
I was stupid and let a guy go. A guy that was wonderful gentle kind loving. Yes he had a short temper. But no ones perfect right so everyone has to have one thing to keep them from being perfect right? But he was gentle loving kind. Yes i know ive already said this but its true. Until now, ive never met anyone that loved me more then he did. I was stupid and let him go for someone else. Someone I knew even then wasnt right for me. I knew the relationship wasnt going to work with that guy. But i was stupid and made that mistake anyways. Ive spent months trying to get him back. Since the mr wrong broke up with me. Ive been trying to get Mr right back. But I find out tonight its been nothing but a waste of time. I find out tonight that my Mr Right doesnt love me anymore. Can't say i blame him I wasnt a good girlfriend to him. I was faithful to him. But im sure he'll agree with me on this. I stunk in every other department. So i cant blame him for not loving me anymore. I just have to life

True Friends
I HAVE MANY IN MY LIFE I CAN CALL MY FRIENDS. AND I AM CONFIDENT THAT 5% WOULD BE THERE FOR ME IF I NEEDED SOMETHING. BUT'S IT'S THAT 95% I WONDER ABOUT. THE ONES YOU STICK YOUR NECK OUT FOR AND WHEN YOU REALLY NEED THEM, WHERE ARE THEY? I AM ALWAYS THERE FOR ALL MY FRIENDS, BUT IT SEEMS LIKE WHEN I NEED THEM THE MOST, THERE NO WHERE TO BE FOUND. NO CALLS TO SAY HEY HOW ARE YOU? HAVEN'T HEARD FROM YOU, ARE YOU OK? THE ONES THAT MEAN THE MOST TO ME, I MEAN. THEY'D RATHER HANG OUT WITH OTHER "FRIENDS" OF MINE INSTEAD OF ME. AM I SO BORING THEY DONT WANT TO BE AROUND ME? WELL, I HOPE THEY KNOW THAT NO MATTER WHAT THEY ARE GOING THRU, I AM THERE FOR THEM, WHETHER THEY ARE FOR ME OR NOT. I AM A TRUE FRIEND AND WILL ALWAYS BE HERE. SO, DROP ME A LINE ANYTIME AND I WILL ANSWER.

I Just Dont Know
Its been a really long time since I have written a blog. Probably will be a long time before another gets posted. But here is one none the less. To get everyone caught up. On what has happened. Since the last blog. Here it all goes. First subject. I almost deleted my account. I got almost completely deleted. When three other poeple convinced me to stay. I thank them so much for making me see I was leaving for the wrong reasons. Second thing. I have been being accused of doing many things online. Which no matter how much you want to blame me for. You cant. Cause Im am not online as much anymore. And when I am I am bouncing back and forth between two pages. My Own personal one, And of course the family page. Ansering questions. Doing what I have too. Which now brings me to my last subject. It also brings all of you up to date. Lately I feel like everything around me is falling apart.Im running all over ct trying to frantically find all my family members. Centralizing them all on to the f

Bush Jr.
One day, about a month ago, George W. Bush, Current President of United States of America, was looking for a call girl. He found three such ladies in a local lounge: a Blonde, a Brunette, and a Redhead. To the blonde he said "I am the President of the United States. How much would it cost me to spend some time with you-while my wife is out of town?" The Blonde replied "three hundred dollars" To the redhead, he passed a similar proposition. Her reply was "five hundred dollars" He then made the same proposition to the brunette, whose reply is as follow..... "Mr. President, if you can raise my skirt as high as my taxes, get my panties as low as my wages, get that "thing" of yours as hard as the times, keep it hard for as long as I have to wait in line for gasoline, keep me warmer than my apartment, and screw me the way you screw your own country, believe me, it won't cost you a damn cent."

Needing A Reality Check
So...this website is adicting and i am realizing that everything in my life is a wish or a dream but very little is real...i can't wait for easter break to get here so that i can check back into the reality of my life...even if it sucks and all...i think this was spurred by the fact that i have missed a few detail here and there that my friends told me while i have been chatting with friends on here, facebook and myspace...i missed so much that i get woke up by a friend crying upon the word that a guy that she really likes had decided to end his life...good news me and another friend talked him out of it but i have been on edge since that moment...i know i need to break down and cry but i cant bring myself to it...i wish i knew how to fix all of the problems going on around me because i hate this feeling inside of me... i wish that nobody ever has to feel the way i do...i cant explain everything but with my hectic life i turn to sites like this as a get away but it seem like these site

Voice
Why are we the only race on earth forced to take in people when they are in need? We have become a people who are too afraid of what their neighbors may think that we do nothing to get ourselves noticed. This is where we as a race have gone wrong, we no longer posses the will to take sides on issues of race and religion, we no longer speak our minds on issues which regard our children’s future. We have become ostridge with our heads in the sand in order not to be labeled, Well I say it’s time we stop being afraid of labels and start speaking out against those who expect aid from our people, we must not fear media backlash for our cause and we must stand together in order to see our will to its completion. Today is the darkest day in our glorious history, we have become so dormant in modern times that we have at last lost all of our basic instincts, we no longer are quick to take action when policies are passed allowing immigrants full access to the benefits of being a citizen in o

Meaning Of Roses
Red Rose: Love Deep Passion, Ever Lasting. White Rose:symbolize purity and brightness. A man who gives white roses is telling his love that he thinks she's an angel! Red and White Rose Mixed:A mixed bouquet of red and white roses symbolizes unity. The man giving this kind of bouquet is saying "I stand united with you!" Pink Rose:have several messages, depending on the shade. Deep pink roses symbolize gratitude and respect, while light pink roses show sympathy Orange Rose:new beginnings, Burgundy Rose:someone is telling you they think you more beautiful than you realize. My Personal Favorite: YELLOW ROSE:friendship and caring

Been Busy
Sorry to all those i have not gotten back to, been realy busy for the last couple days now working on something. come by and check it out i will work on getting back to those i've missed messages from. have a great night :)

My First Blog Dedicated To....
Those smelly yellow bellied bastards that rate you a 1 and dont even have the balls to let you know it was them who voted for ya. They are homoseckshual and they bother me for being idiotic wastes of sperm cells. Sorry for the profanity to those whom I adore but they really just bug me....fuckers!

The Shadowlands
Oblivion is so much further, the end draws ever nearer. With every soul that surrenders to shadow, the darkness takes over the souls become hallow. Decay's sweet stench now clings, darkness is what evil brings. I do not go gentle into the good night, its not easy taking me, I wont go without a fight. In death there is no where to hide, no where to run, its an invisable life with darkness and it has begun. God is dead and no one cares, drowning in his own hypocrisy. And if there is a Hell ill see you there, burning with you and God in humility. Death is but a passage through the shroud, the light you seek becomes a blurr, a darkened cloud. Thousands of things undone, millions of roads untravelled, The secrets of this darkened death become unravelled. Transcendence of any sort requires passage through the void, To the heart of oblivion, the darkened soul cannot avoid. The past must be abandoned, the future must unfold, Your doomed to the Shadowlands, the darker stories will now

.........
with all my heart all my soul all my being head to toe I love you since first we met how could I ever forget the first time you blushed or when we first kissed always your with me with you it's bliss for me time stands still when I'm with you soulmates forever love ever true together our future can reach to the stars you and I we've come too far to ever look backward when our future is now beloved to me you are my now forever....

Geeez!
Holy shit! I've been sitting on this site for hours already. I just cant stop coming here and all the people are so awesome. I am so freaking addicted to this site its not even funny. I'm wasting away haha Well I'm just going to close this damn box so I can go watch my damn shows.

My Weekend.....
SOOOO< like friday i hung out w/ jane and chris, totally awesome... stormed a lot... that sucks... stupid rain.... can't drive very well in rain... And then sat. me tiff jane chris tash lexi and aiden all went to the zoo. That was totally awesome... the kids had a blast... and it was fun being able to hang out w/ adults and my kids!!! yay!!! Then sunday dennis was in OKC (i drove from OKC to enid to get his punk ass) And we took the girls, w/ Tiff, to Mass... which was cool... then out to eat. Tiff got called the girl's mom twice this weekend. It was great!!! and tash didn't want to leave tiffany's side.. it was hella cute!!! Then we took the girls to the Medival Fair, THAT was a blast... tash got a spider and web painted on her face... And dennis and i got along... which is always nice.... over all, my weekend was FUN, BUSY, and a MAJOR BLAST!!! I got to hang out a lot AND have awesome fun w/ the girls~ can't complain about that!!!

Broken Heart
Broken Heart I can’t take this anymore Its tearing me up inside Cause you wouldn’t tell me why So you remained a constant thought throughout my days I hate that you are doing this I saw you do it before I won’t let this happen to us You can’t push me away You have already torn my heart in two The damage is done Does this even hurt you Or will this go right through The loneliness I fear Is starting to draw near Can’t be sure how I will deal Or how this loneliness will feel All my hopes and dreams Have been washed away Into a rapid flowing red stream Created by the bleeding of my broken heart You said yourself we could last forever And now you can’t even see us together I do not blame you nor am I mad For it was I who gave his heart with no shield I talked about our future Only because that’s where we were headed We talked about our past And realized why others didn’t last I couldn’t tell you what the future would hold You claimed to be afr

Salute To Our Forgotten Heros
Entry for April 01, 2007 THE LAST RIDE THE BIKER STOOD LOOKING OUT OVER THE CITY HED ONCE SERVED.THE WIND SLASHED AT HIS CHAPS AND TORE THROUGH HIS CRACKED LEATHER JACKET.NO FAMILY HAD HE KNOWN,AND MOST HIS FRIENDS HAD GONE BEFORE.HIS HARLEY SEEMED TO BELCH OUT IN A HEART BEATING SOUND,AS IT LAY THERE,FALLEN TO THE GROUND. HE REMEMBERED THINGS SO LONG AGO PAST,AND A WEARY SMILE CROSSED HIS FACE,PROBABLY HIS LAST.HE THOUGHT OF THE GIRLS HED LEFT BEHIND AND OF THE ONE LOST HE COULD NEVER FIND.HIS BEST FRIENDS FACE CAME INTO HIS MIND,A GENTLE FRIEND BOTH HONEST AND KIND. HE TOOK A SMOKE FROM INSIDE HIS COAT AND BROUGHT IT TO HIS PARCHED DRY LIPS.HE STRUCK A MATCH AND WATCHED ITS GLOW,THEN FROM HIS FINGER TIPS HE LET IT GO.VISSIONS FROM NAM CAME INTO HIS MIND,AND HIS MANY FRIENDS HED SEEN LEFT BEHIND.HE REMEMBERED THE DAY MEDALS WERE PINNED TO HIS CHEST,AND THE TRUETH THEY HID BEHIND THE REST, AGAIN HE STRUCK ANOTHER MATCH,HE KNEW HE HAD TO GO FORWARD WITH THE PLAN

Loneliness....
Loneliness I tried real hard to do this, I tried real hard to make it last but you can't move on to the future if you can't let go of the past I kept on believing it'd get better I tried to believe that you cared but the days grow real cold and lonely when you're with someone and still no one is there. Amy

Meeting Alice
Today I met Alice in Wonderland, I truly feel I fell down the tunnel and took a bite of the wrong mushroom, lol. First we went to eat at Lenny's err I mean Denny's. The place was packed and we had shitty service not the fault of the waitress either! We had a family sit next to us that was nice to us but quite rude to the waitress. Next we decide to go to the beach, haha what a joke. I took us 2 hours to find parking because we both forgot that it was the last day of spring break and the beach was PACKED!! We went into a parking garage that was full and we got to the top before a guy said sorry no spots you will have to leave (there was a guy from the hotel that took like 30 minutes to make a turn cause I think he purchased his DL from the cracker jack box. We finally find a place to park.. but we were now in Pompano Beach.. like 30 mins north of where we live hehe just driving up A1A you lose track of the towns you go through when on that road! We get on the beach and since Alic

Lost
LOST And I've lost my footing once again While moon drops reflect upon the sea To cushion the love I have for you To cushion the loss of inevitability The driving concern to fill the need The void deepens as I reach, reach. For our last breath And you hold out no arms To brace me From impact So slammed I am Deep within the rocks Stone shelter me Caress the inner workings of my slight Twist of hand To breathe the air you breathe To hear the words you speak I am but the echoes of the love You are to me Up on a pedestal doused in esteem It is the joy I once bathed you in It is the love you do not feel for me -MHK 2001-

My Weekend...
The weather here in South Carolina is beautiful. The pollen is awful though, so I decided I would hop in the truck and head North Friday afternoon to escape the pollen. I went to visit an old friend and had a really great time. Saturday morning I got up and decided to head North again. I went to a birthday party for a set of 6 year old twins that I once babysat. Hadn't seen them in about a year. Wow, they don't stay babies long. I took the hubby's car trailer along with me so I could pick a car up for my best friend's mom. About an hour into my ride the truck starts making funny noises...well as funny as they get for a diesel. I pull over, put the hood up and start wiggling belts like hubby taught me. LOL (I hope ya'll are picturing this) Well, sure enough one was loose. I am about 15 minutes from a Ford dealership where the hubby once worked, so I call and tell them what is going on. The dude wants to know what belt is loose. Hellooooooo dickwad, I have pretty much re

U All Suck
so i come back from the real world and everyone on here acts like their world has seriously ended,all because of some stupid lounge drama bullshit,my advise, put down the keyboard,step away from the computer(i know i know,its SO HARD,but it'll be worth it in the end,trust me) and GET A FUCKING LIFE!!!! seriously,look at yourselfs!!! its pathetic! grown ass people who should have huge ass familys now dont have SHIT because theyre too much inlove with their internet lovers. anyways,im back on here fer a while, so yeah, stop being stupid people and make me glad i came back mmk?

Pissed
so i went to the hospital twice, for really bad chest pain, they took awhole bunch of tests, to tell me that they couldnt find anything wrong, so both times they just sent me home with more drugs, and imagine i still have the same pain it gets worse everyday, but mmmmm nothing is wrong i just have chest pain, i dont think so, so st.francis hospital in federal way dont go there, they are really rude and not helpful , im done bitching now

Past Weeks Events
im enjoying the past weeks events very much...Im thinking that fun isnt so hard to find or have or make for that matter...Im also investigating ways to be creative in my endeavors...all in all, its been a great time and i hope that in some small way i have touched others lives and made them have happy thoughts and smiles....

Dazzrite
surfing around some in myspace .. the music area .. some are hits and some are misses dazzrite http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=151265175 Writing has always been a passion for me and something I always wanted to do instead of imitating someone else. With the lack of other like-minded musicians I took this endeavor on myself, filling in vocals and bass and programming the drum machine in my porta-studio.

Letting Everyone Know
Thank you for all of those who had helped me in my contest!! I'm going too be taking another break from here.. Who knows maybe a week or a month I'm not sure!! I'll still keep in touch and see what's going on from time too time!! Every body good luck in all the contests you guys are in!! Till another time then.. Your Good Friend, Jenn :))

Volume Iii - Musical Musings
I'm being REALLY creative as of late. I have come up with three new songs---two are completely finished, musically, and one still in the process of completion. They are "In Thy Presence", "Return to Nothing", and "Honor To the Ancients". They all three kick ass, in my humble opinion, with "Return to Nothing" being my favorite. I cannot stop listening to that one, it's a complete aural assault that maims and kills everyone in its path. Including YOU. I've also been working on other songs, oldies-but-goodies, made better. Here's my current song list on what I may or may not put on my CD--- Legion (I Touch) The Black Sphere Feticide Dethroned Honor To the Ancients In Thy Presence Return To Nothing Final Conflict That's 8. Got all the drums recorded, thinking about re-working the guitars and bass, trying to obtain the right sound. I'm playing through my friend Adam's Jackson guitar, through a Peavey Supreme 160 head (it's about 10 years old, but still sounds GREAT) and

Tx Brat And Fiesty In A Contest....
these two girls are great friends and need you comments to when this contest... please comment bomb them and they and i will return the favor... here is the link to fiesty: here is the link to txbrat:

What Goes Around Comes Around
Well, lets start of by saying that lies get you nowhere.. they just build upon one another... Well My brothers wife decided to start a rumor about my wife. thinking that no one is going to notice, especially us.. She was going around saying that my wife asked her Ex-boyfriend to pay for my sons Birthday party two weekends ago. Well long story short we got wind of it and started calling around to see where it started... and she denied all of it, now that is just wrong for her to do that shit. I never go around starting rumors about her.. But like i said what goes around comes around... Now she is feeling it and saying that my wife called her and screamed at her over the phone... I don't know where this came out from, but my wife and I don't know her number. I kow my wife would never cuss someone out over the phone, she would ask the person face to face.. This just pisses me off to no end... I can only say that she was asking for it and got what she dished out.. THis is my fi

A Little Boy Asked His Mother, "why Are You Crying?"
A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said: "When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without man Mn asked god …..why u have given

The Night Healer
Through the night you softly crept Into the mind, my body kept What flowed through my veins, but a potion, Of fully restored love and devotion. Through the night your soul was swept To the bed where my eyes slept. You guided me into an unknown ocean Of faith to love with all emotion. Through the night you flew to nest Inside the warmth of my own breast. Plunged into my darkness to offer light To mend the wound of blinded sight. Through the night you came to rest Inside my dreams, by you were blessed. Gave me hope to love, I used to fight, You came to heal me through the night.

Best Friends
I can tell you everything, there's nothing to hide, You were there to listen, even when I cried. You never care what people think, We work out everything, even the little kinks. I never get to say what I feel, I never wanted to make a big deal. The time has come, I think you should know, You mean so much to me, though it may not show. This is all so hard for me to say, But I couldn't do it in any other way. You've gained my respect and my trust, You know without saying, for who I lust. You're the best guy that I've ever met, For our friendship, I'll forever be in debt. I think so highly of you I just thought you should know, I'm here for you, forever, even when you're feeling low. If something should happen, to me or you, I think that it's time you knew. You're on top of my list in everything, You don't understand the joy you bring. To my heart and life and all I do, I just wanted to say that... "I LOVE YOU!"

20 Things To Remember...
"20 TRUTHS TO REMEMBER" 1) Faith is the ability not to panic 2) If you worry, you didn't pray. If you pray - don't worry 3) As a child of God, prayer is like calling home every day 4) Blessed are the flexible, for they shall not be bent out of shape 5) When we get tangled up in our problems, be still. God wants us to be still, - so He can untangle the knot 6) Do the math. Count your blessings 7) God wants spiritual fruit. Not religious nuts 8) Dear God: I have a problem - It's ME! 9) Silence is often misinterpreted, but never misquoted 10) Laugh every day; It's like inner jogging 11) The most important things in your home are the people 12) Growing old is inevitable - Growing up is optional 13) There is no key to happiness. The door is always open 14) A grudge is a heavy thing to carry 15) He who dies with the most toys, is still dead! 16) We do not remember days - but moments. Life moves too fast, so enjoy your precious

Who Said Blondes Were Dumb..
A lawyer and a sexy blonde with huge boobs, are sitting next to each other on a long flight from LA to NY. Curiosity gets the better of the lawyer and asks the blonde with sexy legs and huge tits about her profession. The hottie tells him that she is a model Satisfied, the lawyer introduces himself and asks the hot blonde whether she would like to play a fun game. The sexy model just wants to take a nap, so she politely declines and rolls over to the window to catch a few winks. The lawyer persists, and explains that the game is really easy and a lot of fun. He explains "I ask you a question, and if you don't know the answer, you pay me $5, and visa-versa." Again, the blonde model politely declines and tries to get some sleep. The lawyer, now somewhat agitated, says, "Okay, if you don't know the answer you pay me $5, and if I don't know the answer, I will pay you $50!" figuring that since she is a blonde that he will easily win the match. This catches the blonde's

~~women's Adventures In Golf~~
Subject: Golf sting A young woman had been taking golf lessons. She had just started playing her first round of golf when she suffered a bee sting. Her pain was so intense that she decided to return to the clubhouse for help and to complain. Her golf pro saw her come into the clubhouse and asked, "Why are you back in so early? What's wrong?" "I was stung by a bee", she said. "Where", he asked. "Between the first and second hole", she replied He nodded knowingly and said, "Then your stance is too wide."

I Write For You
I write for you If I may, I will write for you still... As you have remained close in my thought Since our paths have crossed. If I may, I will write for you... with the sensitive soul of one who has set both faith and fears down to lost rhyme. Wandering through the wintry blast with hopes and dreams which few would dare Looking for one in the empty room to share Looking for one who cares To seal the pain from the wintry draft Which chills the air. So, if I may, I will write for you... As I wander through master lines of solace and sorrow, of hope and joy, ...of destiny. Ah, to be able to write as much. To hope and to dare. If I may, I will write for you, still...

A True Boyfriend
give her a hoodie of yours so other people know shes taken by you leave her sweet messages for when she wakes up sneak up behind her grab her by the waist do ANYTHING to make her smile ALWAYS make her laugh tell her shes beautiful not sexy tell her she has amazing eyes buy her things just because when your friends walk by say this is my girlfriend say i love you to her face not just over the phone if shes sad take her in your arms and tell her everything will be okay NEVER cheat on her call her just to say hi kiss her on the forehead when you walk with her, walk slowly tickle her even when she says stop tell her you miss her.. even if you just saw her an hour ago DON'T SAY I LOVE U UNLESS U MEAN IT! kiss her for no reason when she complains about how she looks tell her she's perfect just how she is LISTEN to her when she talks tell her your secrets protect her DON'T lie to her,NO MATTER what it's about.

I Love You
I love you near, I love you far, I love you wherever you are; my life for you, my love for you, my hopes for you are great. I cry tears of joy, tears of love. Even tears cannot express what I feel inside. Life is fun, but love is beautiful. Love is joy and friendship, happiness, euphoria in everything I do for you. Love is more than words can express, more than the look on many faces, the touch of hands, the words at night. Love is more than I will ever understand. And that, my love, is why I love you.

That'a When I'll Be There
When you feel turned out And you can't help feeling down, When that lovely smile Has become a frown That's when I'll be there. When all else fails And your heart breaks in two When you've cried and cried And you aren't sure what else to do That's when I'll be there. When you are happy And full of joy Because you finally Got that boy That's when I'll be there. When you get into a fight With friend or foe There is something That you really must know That's when I'll be there. Whatever the reason Please keep in mind Whenever you need me Surely you'll find That's when I'll be there. I hope you Really understand Whenever you need Someone to hold your hand That's when I'll be there. So don't be afraid, For, if you are in despair And all you need to hear is, "I still care." That's when I'll be there.

To You
You reached in where the cold and dark had grown roots slowly you drove them out and sweetly replaced them with your magic I reach out through the distance between our hearts re-opening where you reached in the magic is real and still exists, if you believe ...and I do

The Beginning
On this starlight stroll in the park loves mystic hand touched our soul breathless whispers in the dark our hearts touched, we were whole trembling lips part with desire fevered kisses fuel love's fire eyes aglow with passions light with looks of love... we ignite Oh, in what a wonderous space love clings it's sweet embrace so short this time, we both know, we were only friends... a moment ago

Faith
Faith Do I have any faith? That is a interesting question isn't it? A question to ask ourselves, do we have it and in what or who? I have to admit I don't know if I have a lot of faith. I have been watching one, checking her out slowly as is my way. I am not sure what to think sometimes. I wonder if it is just me, or is it somthing more? Still being a Devil I will watch with hunger and desire, being a deacon I will refrain until I am sure. Self Discipline is a wonderful thing, but so is Devine Decadence...to surrender to temptation when everything else tells you its the stupid thing to do. A submissive has to have self discipline,a nd has to surrender. One moment seeking out the desires of a Master she wishes to please, the next facing reality and what is right for the long term. Is this some one you will want to take out to the bar? Is this someone you can play with, work with, some one who is your partner, your friend and you lover in the savage desires of wild need

Quotes
"Love is like a fire, you don't know if it will warm your hands, or burn down your house. "The rule of love means there should be mutual sympathy between them, each supplying what the other lacks and trying to benefit the other, always using friendly and sincere words.

Mets 1 - 0 1612 Games To Go
oooh yeah look at this and this and he couldn't catch this one + 2 for the mets oooh and look at the intensity in mr Alou after having a crappy spring did very well tonite with a great catch that NO ONE CAUGHT ON FILM :( and well i would try to get more but i don't know where... anyway GO METS! woo hoo! 1 win 161 more games to go... ugh billy wagner

Quotes
"Love is like a roller coaster- it takes you up really high... just to drop you again. What? When you get sick and your doctor tell's you there is a chance you could die. Why do they get that look on there face? What? When you get sick and your doctor tell's you there is a chance you could die. Why do they get that look on there face?

Damn Dog Food
If you by chance feed your dog Purina's Alpo Prime Cut in gravy, please go to www.purina.com so that you can check the dates on the can. It has now also been recalled. This is what I feed Snapple. Last week I had to take her to the vet because she was throwing up and just laying around alot, which is totally NOT like her. He diagnosed her with a virus since her food was not on the recall list. She is some better now, although she is still laying around more than normal. Now I just wonder if it was the fucking food. I think they should have to pull every fucking can off the shelves until they figure out the whole damned mess.

Good Bye
Call me a liar, when i speak but the truth Stab me and bleed me, when all i do is try to be good Give me a dunce cap, because that's what i deserve Call me your names, i am numb to the pain... What did i do to deserve this treatment Why is nothing i do ever right no matter how hard i try Wait, don't tell me, it's cause i'm a... screwup liar idiot slut imperfect mistake Too bad i was born, i'm a waste of your time Why do you even bother acknowledging i'm alive To make your life better i'll cease to exist No longer a person, i'll be a shadow Glimpse me out of the corner of your eye And i'll slip away, because i'm a... ghost mirage nothing invisible person wall flower hallucination ...i no longer exist!

Pinch My Nipples,
Remember this the next time you need to return something and they are giving you a hard time!!!!!!! A woman went to a K-Mart service counter and told the clerk she wanted a refund for the toaster she bought because it won't work. The clerk told her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. Suddenly, the woman threw her arms up in the air and started screaming, "PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES!!!!!!" The befuddled clerk ran away to get the store manager in front of a growing crowd of customers. The manager comes to the woman and asks,"Ma'am what's wrong?" She explained the problem with the toaster, and he also told her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. Once again, the woman throws her arms up in the air and screamed, "PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES!!!" and doing so draws an even bigger crowd! In shock, the store manager pleads,

My Sex Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 139 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Nothing Like A Blonde Scorned .....
She spent the first day packing her belongings into boxes, crates, and suitcases. On the second day she had the movers come and collect her things. On the third day she sat down for the last time at their beautiful dining room table. Lit the candles, put on some soft background music and feasted on a lb of shrimp, a jar of caviar, and a bottle of chardonnay. when she had finished, she went into each and every room and deposited a few half eaten shrimp shells dipped in caviar, into the hollow of the curtain rods. She cleaned up the kitchen and left When the husband returned with his new girlfriend, all was bliss for the first few days. Then slowly the house began to smell....... They tried everything, cleaning, mopping, and airing the place out. vents were checked for dead rodents and the carpets were steam cleaned. Air fresheners were hung everywhere. Exterminators were brought in to set off gas canisters,during which they had to move out for a few d

For My Sister
My sister losta dear friend Well I am sitting here crying. My dear friend Matt (nick name Dice) passed away. god that sounds like it was old age or something. he died... He was in his early 30's and he died! He had a stroke. What is this world about? His wife was pregnant. It was his first baby. Of all the things Dice wanted to be being a dad was his dream. And it is tearing my heart to shreds... just thinking of the poor baby growing up not ever knowing the father that his dad woulda been. I mean there are dead beat dads out there still roaming the earth... My sons father being one of them But not Dice... He would have been there... for his baby... and now he is gone. WE HAVE A PAGE ON FACEBOOK FOR HIM HIS MOTHER WROTE Linda Sobczak wrote 3 hours ago Matthew is my beloved son, to all who knew him and love him as much as I do, I thank you for sharing your thoughts with all of us. You have touch my heart with your kindness. Life can never be the same without him in

My Last Contest For A While
YUP ONCE AGAIN IM BEGGING FOR YOUR HELP...IM ADDICTED TO THIS STUFF...LOL...BUT THIS IS MY LAST CONTEST FOR A WHILE THERES ALOT OF COMPITION AND ITS GOING TO BE A HARD ONE TO PULL OFF...YOU ALL KNOW HOW MUCH I APPRECIATE YOUR HELP IN THE PAST AND I TRY MY BEST TO RETURN THE LOVE IN UR CONTESTS.....IF YA CAN SPARE ME SOME MORE BOMBING IS ALLOWED...THANKS A MILLION FRIENDS FAMILT AND FANS I LOVE YOU GUYS YOU ROCK!!! CLICK THE PIC AND BOMBS AWAY

Sexxy Lady Contest ! First Place Wins Blast!
~ Okay i'm doing a SeXxY LaDy Contest ~ I need woman for my Sexxy Lady Contest! First place wins a blast from me! 2nd and 3rd place wins CT V.I.P. gifts! You can comment bomb all you want! Contest starts 4/4 thur 4/11 So send me your pic in my messages and i will enter you into contest! Thanks Maria ~*~ Cyber * Mama~*~Owner of A.F.H.~*~And ~*~ArchAngel~*~ Of Angel Family~*~@ CherryTAP

Freedom From Religion Essential To Religious Freedom (me Crushing The Catholic Far-right)
In his July 27, 2005 letter, “Same-sex marriage: Freedom from Religion”, Lukasz Petrokowski of the ironically-named Catholic Civil Rights League (CCRL), presents freedom from religion and the secular state as being in direct contrast with freedom of religion, even going as far (in citing Solzhenitsyn) as presenting freedom from religion as a foul parchment from Josef’s Stalin totalitarian grimoire. Nevertheless, Stalin (contrary to Petrokowski’s claims), in having no respect for freedom of religion, had no respect for its corollary – freedom from religion – either. Most brazenly, Stalin persecuted religious organisations with one hand while at the same time bringing about a rapprochement between the Russian Orthodox Church (which prior to that had also suffered from extensive persecution at the hands of the Bolsheviks) and the Soviet state for the purpose of providing moral courage to the Soviet people during the Second World War. Subsequently, the Church would become one of many weapo

Never Keep Your Condoms.
My wonderful girlfriend and I had been dating for over a year, and so we decided to get married. There was only one little thing bothering me. It was her beautiful and sexy younger sister. My prospective sister-in-law was twenty-two, a regular hottie who wore very tight miniskirts, and generally was bra less. One day "little" sister called and asked me to come over to check the wedding invitations. She was alone when I arrived, and she whispered to me that she had feelings and desires for me that she couldn't overcome. She told me that she wanted to make love to me just once before I got married and committed my life to her sister. Well, I was in total shock, and couldn't say a word. She said, "I'm going upstairs to my bedroom, and if you want one last wild fling, just come up and get me." I was stunned and frozen in shock as I watched her go up the stairs. When she reached the top she pulled off her panties and threw them down the stairs at me. I stood there for a

Burkes Goin Out Of Bizzz Sale!!!
Hello to all my Mobile Al friends. the Burkes outlet in the Festival center is closing this month, along with their already low clearance prices they are taking an additional 50 % off the total . We racked up on jackets and sweatshirts and a few other things . While women clothes are the bulk of whats in the store there are some mens and childrens too.

Sad
Well I am sitting here crying. My dear friend Matt (nick name Dice) passed away. god that sounds like it was old age or something. he died... He was in his early 30's and he died! He had a stroke. What is this world about? His wife was pregnant. It was his first baby. Of all the things Dice wanted to be being a dad was his dream. And it is tearing my heart to shreds... just thinking of the poor baby growing up not ever knowing the father that his dad woulda been. I mean there are dead beat dads out there still roaming the earth... My sons father being one of them But not Dice... He would have been there... for his baby... and now he is gone. WE HAVE A PAGE ON FACEBOOK FOR HIM HIS MOTHER WROTE Linda Sobczak wrote 3 hours ago Matthew is my beloved son, to all who knew him and love him as much as I do, I thank you for sharing your thoughts with all of us. You have touch my heart with your kindness. Life can never be the same without him in it. He left too soon. Matt was my bab

Salute Contest
Anyone on my friend or family lists can enter. All you have to do is make me a salute, having either my sn or name on it, that is sfw. The contest will start Sunday (April 8th) so you must enter by then, so I must receive your entry by the end of Saturday (the 7th).

*screaming* ....laughing . .crying . And Some Other Stuff . .if Your A Friend .. Give It A Read Lol
Okay you all .. you may have noticed ive been oh a lil Moody these past days .. I dont mean to be .. my doctor has changed my meds YET again . and its taking me a lil while to get adjusted . so .. before i can think . i do .. .. so please .. kinda just ignore me .. one min im laughin the next im sitting here cryin my eyes out . im sitting here thinking what the hell was i thinking ??? Dont run away from me . im not being put on the bus for the loonie platoon .. Quite yet .. I adore you all .. Xoxoxoxoxo . and I will let you all know when things mellow hahaha .. Catch ya on the flip side :) Lotsa Lub . Wen :)

Ive Missed So Much......
You are my best friend, you have been there through everything, you have been there when i cried, youve been there when i laughed. You could put a smile on my face even if i didnt feel like smiling just because you are who you are. You are still the light in my eyes and the one person i can trust with my heart and my deepest emotions. We havent talked in a while, life has had other plans for you and for all that i tried to keep you from falling and holding on to you so tightly i thought i would lose myself, there are some things even i cant do for you and i was left to watch you stand alone. Ive missed everything about you and for that i will always be sad, but one day when you are feeling more up to it, im hoping we can sit down and talk about everything. I hid myself away for the last several months, i didnt know what to do, and that was the hardest thing to face. In the last few days ive started to try to start over again, to be the man you helped me be, to try to do as you asked me

The Real Agenda Of Calvary Baptist: Hate (june 2004)
Just me kicking some fundamentalist pastor's ass. I know it's not much of a challenge, but this sort of wankery is fun sometimes. Upon reading Pastor Tom Newton’s homophobic rant (“The Real Agenda of Pride Cornwall: Acceptance”, July 16), I was filled with shock, with dismay, and with disgust, stemming from the fact that anyone, let alone a community leader, would have the nerve to produce such hate-laden venom. Especially galling is that Pastor Newton makes not one reference to the ideals of love, mercy, and compassion, all of which are central tenets of a Christian worldview and of a Christian criticism of behaviour perceived as sinful. With that said, two salient points in Pastor Newton’s letter remain to be addressed: First, his comparison of Pride Cornwall members (and by extension, GLBT individuals in general) to other groups that rightfully feel society’s scorn, and second, his broader and more dangerous point that individuals and groups ought not to be accepted by society sh

Letter To Dad
A father passing by his son's bedroom was astonished to see the bed nicely made up and everything neat and tidy. Then he saw an envelope propped up on the pillow. It was addressed, "Dad". Fearing the worst, he opened the envelope with trembling hands and read the letter: Dear Dad, It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with you and Mom. I've found real passion with Joan and she is really a good person. I knew you wouldn't approve of her because of all her piercings, tattoos, and her tight motorcycle clothes and because she is so much older than I am but it's not only the passion, Dad. She's pregnant. Joan says that we are going to be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood, enough for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more children. Joan has opened my eyes to the fact that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone. We'll be growing it and trading it w

Marty...
so why is it that someone can pour their heart and soul into someone and have that someone profess to love you and want to b with you and then turn around and not b there for you when you need them the most...and then say such painful things like they have better things to do with their life then think and dwell on you...how is it that some men can have no feelings at all?

Sisters
A young wife sat on a sofa on a hot humid day, drinking iced tea and visiting with her Mother. As they talked about life, about marriage, about the responsibilities of life and the obligations of adulthood, the mother clinked the ice cubes in her glass thoughtfully and turned a clear, sober glance upon her daughter. "Don't forget your Sisters," she advised, swirling the tea leaves to the bottom of her glass. "They'll be more important as you get older. No matter how much you love your husband, no matter how much you love the children you may have, you are still going to need Sisters. Remember to go places with them now and then do things with them. "Remember that 'Sisters' means ALL the women... your girlfriends, your daughters, and all your other women relatives too. "You'll need other women. Women always do." What a funny piece of advice! the young woman thought. Haven't I just gotten married? Haven't I just joined the couple-world? I'm now a married woman, for goodness sake! A

Daily Contest
PLEASE REMEBER YOU ARE NOMINATED BY OTHER CHERRIES AND THAT I DO NOT TELL YOU WHO NOMINATED YOU SO PLEASE DONT ASK THIS LASTS 1 DAY ONLY YOU CAN PARTICIPATE OR NOT YOU DONT HAVE TO DO NOTHING OR YOU CAN PROMOTE WHATEVER YOU WANT TO DO SO PLEASE COME AND HAVE FUN AND SEE HOW HIGHLY YOU ARE THOUGHT OF AROUND HERE

Cup Of Joes Contest
Well after a little contest break I've decided to try another one. This one is for a Happy Hour! I know many have joined....329 to be exact. I just hope that if you are giving a few votes to friends, stop by and give me a few as well. Starts 8:00 PM PST April 1st. Ends on Joes birthday. Check his profile for it. :) Mike :)

Redneck Man's Pickup Lines
1) Did you fart? cuz you blew me away. 2) Are yer parents retarded? cuz ya sure are special. 3) My Love fer you is like diarrhea I can't hold it in. 4) Do you have a library card? cuz I'd like to sign you out. 5) Is there a mirror in yer pants? cuz I can see myself in em. 6) If you in I were Squirrels, I'd store my nuts inyer hole. 7) You might not be the best lookin girl here, but beauty's only a light switch away. 8) Man - "Fat Penguin!" Woman - "WHAT?" Man - "I just wanted to say something that would break the ice." 9) I know I'm not no Fred Flintstone, but I bet I can make yer bed-rock. 10) I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? I think he went inta this cheap motel room. 11) Yer eyes are as blue as window cleaner. 12) If yer gunna regret this in the mornin, we kin sleep til afternoon. and.... the best for last! 13) Yer face reminds me of a wrench, every time I think of it my nuts tighten up.

I've Lost My Mind...seriously Lol
I'm in THREE contests right now :) Go vote for Heath and I in the sexiest couple contest!!!! And then go vote for me in a best tattoo contest!!! And last (and probably least, lol)... I'm in a best default pic contest... Thanks in advance to all my friends that go vote for anything :) I'll be sure to show love back :)

Time Passes
Time passes. Life happens. Distance separates. Children grow up. Jobs come and go. Love waxes and wanes. Men don't do what they're supposed to do. Hearts break. Parents die. Colleagues forget favors. Careers end. BUT... Sisters are there, no matter how much time and how many miles are between you. A girl friend is never farther away than needing her can reach. When you have to walk that lonesome valley and you have to walk it by yourself, the women in your life will be on the valley's rim, cheering you on, praying for you, pulling for you, intervening on your behalf, and waiting with open arms at the valley's end. Sometimes, they will even break the rules and walk beside you... or come in and carry you out. Girlfriends, daughters, granddaughters, daughters-in-law, sisters, sisters-in-law, mothers, grandmothers, aunties, nieces, cousins, and extended family, all bless our life! The world wouldn't be the same without women, and neither would I. When we began this

Oh How I Love Thee Rome
The Catholic Church eh? They are responsible for just about every atrocity the West committed during the Middle Ages and the Renaissance. They supported totalitarian absolute monarchies in Europe. Two words: Flat Earth. They gave us and backed such Canadian Hitler-apologists like Maurice Duplessis, Adrien Arcand, and R.B. Bennet. Local Clergy (as high up as Cardinals) backed a Croatian fascist movement (the Ustashe) that was able to gain power with Hitler's help and commit Vatican-backed atrocities against Jews and Serbian Orthodox Christians living in Croatia. (They were subsequently overthrown by Tito's anti-clerical anti-fascist leftists.) They (Opus Dei more particularly) supported and were actively involved in fascist regimes in Portugal and Spain right up until their collapse in the late 1970s. They backed Marcos in the Philippines and they are responsible for the fact that birth control, abortion, and divorce are not discussable in Filipino politics. Further

T-bone Steak, Yellow Roses And Friendship
Here's to T-bone steaks, yellow roses and friendship. READ THIS!!!! and then reread it. Especially the last part... I walked into the grocery store not particularly interested in buying groceries. I wasn't hungry. The pain of losing my husband of 7 years was still too raw. And this grocery store held so many sweet memories. He often came with me and almost every time he'd pretend to go off and look for something special. I knew what he was up to I'd always spot him walking down the aisle with the three yellow roses in his hands. He knew I loved yellow roses. With a heart filled with grief, I only wanted to buy my few items and leave, but even grocery shopping was different since he had passed on. Shopping for one took time, a little more thought than it had for two. Standing by the meat, I searched for the perfect small steak and remembered how he had loved his steak. Suddenly a woman came beside me. She was blonde, slim and lovely

I Look For The Sun But It's Raining Today
:] if you love me as much as you said you did... you wouldn't have hurt me like i ain't shit. i need you and i miss you and i want you and i love you cuz i wanna hold you. i wanna kiss you. you were my everything and i really miss you.

Want A Laugh .. Check It Out
Last nite in my wack mood . ( hell maybe it was my mood but anyway) .. I was watchin tv .. and came across a movie called "Dirty love" With Jenny McCarthy ... i thought Eh .. will get me thru an hour or so .. turned out to be a pretty damn funny movie . she wrote it . had some "known names" it in .. if you come across it .. watch it .. the freakin supermarket scene about had me fallin off my freakin bed .. Plot Outline A jilted photographer sets off on a mission to get back at her philandering model boyfriend and along the way discovers that not all love is created equal. Plot Synopsis: A modern day Cinderella story which sees disaster prone Rebecca (McCarthy) embargs on an outrageous and hilarious journey in search of true love. Betrayed by her boyfriend, Richard (Webster) and following a palm reader's psychic prophecy, Rebecca goes in search of her one true soul mate.

Picttingsure R
I find it somewhat humorous when people rate photos a 1 or 2. Not that I really give a fuck about myself. I am just a normal guy with average looks. I have met alot of relly incredible looking women on here and there are alot more who are on my friends list that are gorgeous. rating me a 1 doesnt bother me because this isnt a popularity contest for me. its a chance to meet or talk to people from other parts of the country or world. Perhaps someone of my hotties have pissed off some guys who have nothing else in their life but the internet. sorry to all the cool people on here for having this rant. I hope you all have had a great weekend and have a good week ahead....and no this isnt an April fools joke...lol. Jeff

Its Fucked Up Shit
ITS PRETTY FUCKED UP WHEN WOMEN PLAY GAMES WITH YOUR HEART AND PLAY GAMES THEY TELL YOU THEY LOVE YOU AND ALL THATS GREAT UNTIL THEY SEE YOU IN PERSON AND DONT HAVE THE HEART TO BE UPFRONT AND HONEST WITH YOU ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU ACTUALLY START FALLING IN LOVE WITH THEM SO TO ALL YOU FUCKING WOMEN THAT PLAY FUCKING HEAD GAMES AND CANT BE SERIOUS WITH MEN LOOSE MY FUCKING SCREEN NAME AND DONT MESSAGE ME..........

Sex Toys
Hey people i just thought i'd post a new blog. This time im dissing on lame ass people who want to judge something they have never tried. I can't stand it when people think im weird because i think its okay for couple's to be swingers or that i love sex toys. I'm open and thats just the way i am. No it's not whorish and so what what if it's not normal. Normal's overrated anyways i refuse to conform so girls enjoy your sex toys and guys have fun spicing things up and to all you other folks who thinks its wrong just shut the hell up haters. I mean really whats so wrong with it. Everybody deserves toys even grown folks whats the point in living by society's rules. Why limit yourself and think of the fun you could of have. So be unique don't conform and play with ya toys. HAHA

This Says It All
THIS SAYS IT ALL: Time passes. Life happens. Distance separates. Children grow up. Jobs come and go. Love waxes and wanes. Men don't do what they're supposed to do. Hearts break. Parents die. Colleagues forget favors. Careers end. BUT... Sisters are there, no matter how much time and how many miles are between you. A girl friend is never farther away than >needing her can reach. When you have to walk that lonesome valley and you have to walk it by yourself, the women in your life will be on the valley's rim, cheering you on, praying for you, pulling for you, intervening on your behalf, and waiting with open arms at the valley's end. Sometimes, they will even break the rules and walk beside you... or come in and carry you out. Girlfriends, daughters, granddaughters, daughters-in-law, sisters, sisters-in-law, mothers, grandmothers, aunties, nieces, cousins, and extended family, all bless our life! The world wouldn't be the same

For Fu@k Sake!!!!
MYCSALUTE PIC IS GONE MY CRUSH WAS GONE MY PAGE WAS SCREWED UP SO HAD TO COME ON HERE AND FIX IT...IM BEGING TO HATE THIS FUCKIN SITE MY SHOUTBOX NEVER WORKS YES IM RANTING IM HUNG OVER DIDNT SLEEP TILL 5 THIS MORNIN BAD THING OF ME AND NADA BEING TOGETHER AND HAVING A HOUSE FULL WE NEVER KNOW WHEN TO GIVE UP AND SLEEP LOL.....BUT HAD A REALLY GREAT VISIT WITH HER I LOVE HER AND MISS HER TONS SHELL BE GOING TO ST.LOUIS SOON AND WONT GETTA SEE HERE AS OFTEN AS I LIKE ITS GONNA BE ROUGH.....OH BUT ON THE BRITE SIDE HER TATTOO SHE GOT LAST NIGHT IS FUCKIN AWSOME WELL GOTTA HEAD OUT ....XOXOXO,MESHA

The Revolting Right And Katrina Ii
Nothing new to add since I first wrote this. You mean there's more? Yep. This time featuring Dick Cheney (who, like Mr. Morris, does a damn good job of living up to his name), Trent Lott (who proves just how much Bush loves African-Americans), and religious wackos of all stripes (who seem to consider Katrina one of their holy crusaders). While the good people of New Orleans are starving to death in a ruined city or living under squallid conditions in refugee camps, often travelling without knowing which state the're being shipped to, Crashcart has taken it upon himself to shop for yet another stately manor in a posh resort town along Maryland's Eastern shore. But are you really that surprised? http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2005/09/04/AR2005090401391.html This fine Southern gentleman says it better than I ever could: Fuck yourself, Mr. Vice President! http://www.crooksandliars.com/2005/09/08.html#a4856 Meanwhile, Our Dear Leader decides to

One Of Thos Days That Just Drags You Down
not much to say other than that after the last two days if i got hit by a car all i could say would be at least i can rest in this hospital bed for a spell. its been rough, real rough. with only one real person lookign out for me it makes it ok. not great but it makes it ok, livable,withstandable and at moments more than pleasent. with all the hell ive been dragged, pushed and thrown through ive still got hope and a smile and goddamnit a smile makes me feel so rich and so free. Thanks for reading -Collin (Stang Lover)

Points To Ponder
If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it.) If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (Now that's more like it!) The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. (Whoa!) A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (In my next life, I want to be a pig.) A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy.) (I'm still not over the pig.) Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories a hour (Don't try this at home, maybe at work) The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off. (Honey, I'm home. What the...?!) The flea can jump 350 times its body length. It's like a human jumping the length of a football f ield (30 minutes... Lu

The Right 's Response To Katrina
This is old and was written in my more social democratic days...Regardless of what I believed then and what I believe now, what you will read are the words and actions of reactionary elites whose ethics are irredeemably sick. Warning: This is not sappy feel-good PC mainstream media garbage: This is the hard truth about how the far-right's extreme corruption, outright contempt for human life, and unrepentant racism has fuelled about the most despicable response to human suffering since Josef Stalin and Mao Zedong. The following links will disgust you and may even convince you that quite a few people deserve to spend the rest of their lives in unfathomable pain and misery. I can safely say that -- as far as I know -- none of these people are Black and that none of them were forced to bear the brunt of this devastating catastrophe. You have been warned! First, we visit The Nation, where we learn that Christofascist hate monger Pat Robertson and his friends in the GOP and i

Hextest
There is an air of breathlessness to the fog My thoughts run but my memory won’t jog It’s really dark out now it must be almost dawn The plight of a flower; to always be lunging away from the ground it needs to live Withered petals litter the dirt Shelter the roots and become earth When in doubt Merf Become eye gouging in a flash Razors, two deep breaths, and I changed my fingerprints again Flip back a flap of flesh and demand answers from my red Flip back the control panel and hit reset Hexagon rubix cube with no colors left Unlock the panting wonders of the thrusting cleft Sacrifice to stringed death Someone has to pay ‘cause I’ve been spent My diabolical clock is broken and I don’t know when to repent

Just For The Shit Of It....=)
K : You're wild and crazy. A: you like to drink. N: You like to drink A LOT. A: you like to drink. N: You like to drink A LOT. I : Great in bed. lol...hmmmmmmm A: you like to drink. B : You like people. C : You are really silly. D : one in a million. E : Great in bed F : You are dead sexy G : You never let people tell you what to do. H : You have a very good personality,looks and a very good kisser I : Great in bed. J : People Adore you K : You're wild and crazy. L : Unbelievably great in bed. M : best kisser ever. N: You like to drink A LOT. O: awesome kisser. P : You are popular with all types of people. Q : You are a hypocrite. R : Fuckin Crazy.(in a fun way) S : Easy to fall in love with T : You're loyal to those you love U : You are really silly. V : You are not judgemental. W : You are very broad minded. X : You never let people tell you what to do. Y : best boy/girl friend any one can ask for. Z : Always ready....... Delete the other pers

Some Tunes For Drinkin
Alright so I'm sittin here with a pretty good buzz goin on after sinkin my teeth into some tasty BBQ and I got the urge to lick something. Well the keyboard didn't taste too good (yes, i did do it) and I got a hair in my mouth. Needing something else to do I turned to music. I can't carry a tune, and sound like a frog in a bucket when I sing. There really is relevance coming. I promise. I learned the fun of celtic-rock or something (thanks to a band my new band a buddy joined) Ya know what it is great to drink too. If your sittin around sloshed and want something good to listen too check it out. They've only put a couple tracks up so far, I thi nk i've listened a few times already tonigh. swaggertheband.com

You Know You're In A Redneck Church
You Know You're in a Redneck Church If... >1. ... the finance committee refuses to provide funds for the purchase of a >chandelier because none of the members knows how to play one. > >2. ... when the congregation learns that Jesus fed the 5000, they ask >whether the two fish were bass or catfish, and what bait was used to catch >'em. > >3. ... when the pastor says, "I'd like to ask Bubba to help take up the >offering," five guys and two women stand up. > >4. ... opening day of deer season is recognized as an official church >holiday. > >5. ... a member of the church requests to be buried in his 4-wheel-drive >truck because "It ain't never been in a hole it couldn't get out of". > >6. ... the choir is known as the "OK Chorale". > >7. ... in a congregation of 500 members, there are only seven last names in >the church directory. > >8. ... people think "rapture" is what you get when you lift something too >heavy. > >9. ... the baptis

Nice Girls Fake It (real Fur Hurts Animals)
No, this isn't a blog about sex, it's actually my thoughts on animal rights. See, I'm an animal lover, and I fell in love with that phrase when I saw it, but after going to web page after web page on animal rights, I'm confused about where I stand. See, I'm an omnivore, I have canines which were developed for the ripping of meat so that I can digest it. But my teeth are also flat in a way that makes me capable of eating fruits and grains. Thus I do what nature designed me to do, I eat both. It's just, I feel super wasteful just eating the meat, don't you? I know it's not nice to just skin an animal for it's leather coat, but... I don't to kill it for just it's muscle tissue either. It might sound gross, but it really makes more sense to me to use the whole animal. Kill the cow for the meat, make a jacket out of it's hide, and use whatever else I can because well, doesn't that seem more right? Correction, it seems the most right. Why do I think that? Well, butching an animal

I Had A Blast!!!!
I haven't been online the past few days is because I have been in Orlando since Thursday. My mother-in-law won tickets to the Ellen Show and to Universal Studios Theme Park. We had a very good time. It was a blast. We stayed in one of the Resorts that is on the grounds of the Theme park. I got to see J LO perform. By the way, she will be on the Ellen show this coming Tuesday. So tune in may be you can see me in the crowd of massive people. It has been a wonderful birthday this year. Have a good night!!!!!

My Weekend
This is not kinky in any way (well, maybe a little bit). It's just a recap of me and my weekend. I've been performing for children's breakfasts again, this time dressed as a cow who is also a chef. Same old stuff, but I do have to say this. I don't care if it sounds racist or bigoted, every time an asain family comes to the breakfast, they take 50 times the pictures any other family takes. First all the kids together, then every combo of kids, then all kids individually, then mom with all the kids, then mom with each combo of kids, then mom with each kid individually, then dad repeats the entire process, then Mom and Dad together repeat the whole process. They do everything except bring costume changes, for God's sake. For the record, people, you aren't the only folks in the universe. Other parents are waiting for a turn to see their kids with the Easter Bunny. If you take a picture of your kid standing on the left side of the bunny, you don't need to take one of your kid

What's Your Last Name Say About You?
R : Fuckin Crazy.(in a fun way) O: awesome kisser. D : one in a million. G : You never let people tell you what to do. E : Great in bed R : Fuckin Crazy.(in a fun way) S : Easy to fall in love with id have to say that is pretty much true A: you like to drink. B : You like people. C : You are really silly. D : one in a million. E : Great in bed F : You are dead sexy G : You never let people tell you what to do. H : You have a very good personality,looks and a very good kisser I : Great in bed. J : People Adore you K : You're wild and crazy. L : Unbelievably great in bed. M : best kisser ever. N: You like to drink A LOT. O: awesome kisser. P : You are popular with all types of people. Q : You are a hypocrite. R : Fuckin Crazy.(in a fun way) S : Easy to fall in love with T : You're loyal to those you love U : You are really silly. V : You are not judgemental. W : You are very broad minded. X : You never let people tell you what to do. Y : best boy/g

Please Come And Show Love, In My Second Contest : )
Hey all my friends. Please stop by and help me in my second contest. The first contest i withdrew from because there were people that were makin new profiles just so they could bomb themselves. I didn't want to stay in a contest with cheaters lol. As always if you help me, i'll be glad to help you anytime you need it. I will return all the love that is shown to me. I want to thank all my friends and everyone that supports me in this contest. I really appreciate it : )

Bathtub Test
During a visit to the mental asylum, a visitor asked the Director what the criterion was which defined whether or not a patient should be institutionalized. "Well," said the Director, "we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub." "Oh, I understand," said the visitor. "A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup. "No." said the Director, "A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window?"

Bright
Stumble upon a new found power Bloating your ego renaming the coward Blaze a trail that’s in a shadow Burning insects and position yourself a hero So impressed that you can lead the scared to fearful Makes rats follow, the happy cheerful, the sad filled with sorrow, foresee tomorrow Excavate into the end You’ll find nightmares you could have never dreamt That unscrupulous death has been sent Echoes of apocalypse stretch Beyond the implication’s intentions The masterpiece from the sketch Earthquake’s epicenter sinks the surface’s depth You got a bright idea? Well I got an m.o. manifesto Brain static dogmatic attack Crushing your ear holes It’s Z-A-C; that’s Zoned for Accurate Carnage The weapons stay fresh; they never make it to storage The expendable whore with an expandable hole A forward thinking passive and a subconscious conquer

What Color Is Anger?
This was written by my 14 year old daughter What color is anger? Anger is red Red like the cape a matador waves at an angry bull Red like blood spilling on the floor Red like people are Anger is black Black like gunpowder being shot everywhere Black like bruises around a child's neck Black like people are Anger is yellow Yellow like a note filled with words of hate Yellow like fire burning everywhere Yellow like people are Anger is white White like the eyes staring down at you White like the hand wrapping around your neck White like people are What is the color of anger?

"c" - How F'n True!!!!!
Hmmmm . . . I have to TOTALLY agree with this! It is scientifically proven . . . According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity ... What do you think? Repost this with the letter of your first name. -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested inaction. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure,and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dine

Grrrr!!!! Please Read Grrrrr
NO WONDER I AM SUCH AN EFFED UP GIRL!!!! MAN IF I CANT FIND TROUBLE IT FINDS ME AND THE WEEKEND IS PROVING GROUND FOR THAT, I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN A VERY SHY BUT CONFIDENT PERSON, AND IN WAY TOO MANY WAYS I WEAR MY HEART ON MY SLEEVE. SO THAT MAKES ME A STOOPID GIRL, SORRY I HAVE CHANGED MY PAGE PLEASE DO NOT IN ANY WAY THINK THAT THIS IS DIRECTED AT YOU BECAUSE CHANCES ARE IT IS NOT, SOCIETY SUCKS, THIS WORLD FUCKING SUCKS, IM NOT UP TO DATE AT ALL ON HOW THE WORLD HAS CHANGED SINCE I WAS 16, AND SINGLE, BUT I AM LEARNING REALLY QUICK AND I HATE IT. I AM WAY TOO TRUSTING AND LEARNING THAT I SHOULD NOT BE I HAVE BEEN BURNT USED BEATEN AND ABUSED AND I HAVE HAD ENOUGH, IN THE PAST I BECAME A VERY BITTER HATEFUL, AND HEARTLESS PERSON BECAUSE OF IT AND AS SOON AS I LET MY GUARD DOWN, DAMNED IF IM NOT READY FOR IT AGAIN, DO I HAVE USE ME ON MY FUCKING FOREHEAD SOMEWHERE, BECAUSE IF I DO PLEASE LET ME KNOW I NEED ANOTHER FUCKING TATTOO THERE!!! IT IS A WONDER I DO NOT DRINK!! MAYBE THATS TH

Vote For Me Please!
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Visual Pattern Fluid Intelligence Test Results
Visual Pattern Fluid Intelligence Test Results Sir Francis Galton, the cousin of Charles Darwin, first popularized the notion of measurable intelligence in the late 1800s. Charles Spearman later discovered that all mental abilities tend to correlate together when statistically analyzed. He called this G. Modern researchers tend to agree that there are two kinds of intelligence, crystallized intelligence (learned knowledge) and fluid intelligence (abstract processing ability). Most non-verbal intelligence tests measure the latter. Some research suggests that fluid intelligence may correlate best to G. Your overall percentile is 67% which means you scored higher than 67% of the people who have taken this test. The internet population tends to be more intelligent so your percentile might be higher if the test taking sample was perfectly random. Keep in mind, taking this test more than once will render your percentile score inaccurate because the percentile score assumes these quest

The Rain
I think about stepping through the door, to wait for the rain to come. For it to dance across my naked body. Cooling me as it splashes down on me. No one around. You sleeping and so unaware of the storm approaching. So I do. I step through the open door and stand naked and waiting. Waiting for the storms first caress. Like a lover's caress. Like your caress. Lightening flashing around me in the black sky. I tilt my head back and raise my face to the sky. Close my eyes. The breeze gusts around me making my skin tingle. I think how free I feel. Suddenly, I feel the first drop as it touches my lips. I open my mouth to catch the rain, like a child again. I love when it rains. I feel you more than hear you. Feel you stand at the door, watching me. The rain pours down on my body. It runs down my back and across my ass. Streams between my cheeks. My arms reach up, stretching high above me. Hands reaching, grasping. As if trying to catch the power from the storm. Trying to catch it and hold