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On The Defense Again
If your a myspace dork...and follow my blogs it'll be pointless to read my LC blogs...cuz for awhile Im just goin to repost...blah blah...mwa mwa! Luv yall...missing most of yall.... Everyday. I approach life with an openness. Never afraid of meeting new people EXCEPT for the one that will own my heart. Now stop. Reread that statement. NEVER afraid of meeting NEW people.....EXCEPT....for the ONE....that will OWN my HEART......What does that say to you? How do you read that out loud and fully grasp those words...YOU DON'T...unless you are feeling the same. Unless you have felt the same. We have to share that common denominator for you to understand how strong that statement is.... With that fear overwhelming our hearts we may have overlooked that one that was meant to be... With that fear I am held captive only to myself, with myself... I have had the time to talk to a few of you in the last 24 hours...I have yet to reach out to some...but I'm hoping you will know how much

Today Was....
Had a Dr's appt today and I found out that I have muscle spasisms in my head, gives me headaches so now I have to take muscle relaxants to keep my head aches at bay. Yay... This suckz Oh well I guess its not like I wanna have these headaches all the time they hurt too much. My son doesnt like when the headaches come on cuz I cant play with him... well thats all for today... yay eh... I know so fun

The Window By Robert Johns
I sit by my window and stare into the night with dreams of thee that fill my sight... The abyss I stare into looks so lonely and cold these feelings I know well now that I grow old... True love has eluded me for so many years but for this pain I have shed no tears I return to my window and stare back into the night waiting for your vision to fill my lonely sight...

Interview At The Dog Pound
Interview at the Dog Pound As a journalist, I decided to go to the dog pound, and interview some of the “inmates”. I wanted to know what it was like in there from their perspective. What follows is not for the faint of heart. I entered the building, and one of the workers accompanied me to the holding area. This is where dogs are kept before they are allowed up for adoption… IF they are allowed up for adoption. If the dogs are found to be aggressive in any way, euthanasia is employed. Fortunately, if “fortunately” is the word to be used here… this is a Canadian establishment, and they use lethal injection, not a gas chamber. The pound worker led me past a big steel door that says “Employees Only”. “What is in there?” I asked. From the look he gave me, I knew that this is where dogs go in, and never return. We moved on to a row of kennels. The dogs were barking loudly, there was the acrid smell of urine and feces, and a feeling of despair seemed to permeate the room.

Promises Made... A Heart Betrayed By Kara Cordner
Shall I weep, your leaving me? Yes, my love, indeed. Will that sorrow later turn to bitterness? Yes, my love, still... I will heal Dare I curse your name a thousand times for the pain I feel? sadly, my love, yes... sadly. Do I, yet, even now, still want you, my love? Sometimes, my love, sometimes yes... badly. Can I forgive you, my love and forget to move on? Even now, I pray it will be so, my love. All of this I put on you, my love as you spoke promises made then... a heart betrayed.

What Do You Do?
People ask me "What do you do?" And I tell them.......I am a Rescuer. And again they ask....."yes.....but what do you DO?" I am the one who walks through animal shelters, looking at cage after cage, knowing I can only bring one home with me, and the others will probably die. I am the one who goes to the local vets office and watches with a sick heart while he cuts a collar off a dog that is so grown into his flesh that it isn't visible anymore. I am the one who takes in the hopeless, the unwanted, the aggressive, the shy, the sick.....the ones who got too big or are too excited or just too much work. I sit for hours trying to save every lost soul, and crying when the shelter manager calls me to tell me that they couldn't wait, that puppy was gassed this morning. I'm the lunatic who rants at the back yard breeders who fill the shelters in the first place! I'm hated at pet stores nationwide for telling customers what puppy mills are. I will break into your car on a summer day if

What To Do
I'm new to this online stuff,so have some patience with a newbie like me. I'm a 6 year divorced male with no kids and a lot of free time on my hands since I just sold my steakhouse in Idaho Falls and am concentrating on my ranch. Looking to meet a nice girl who shares my interests in fine dining and travel. Love kids ,though I do not have any of my own.Looking for a woman who is not afraid to assert herself and has the utmost confidence in herself,but is also playful and impulsive too.

Cherished Love By Lady Boyd
Just as the sun rises in the morning Your love has shown in my heart. Like the wind that freshens the air Your love has breathed new life into me. As the trees that sway in the afternoon air Your love makes my heart dance. Remenecent of the willow along the water's bank Your love makes my heart weep. Like the birds in springtime Your love makes me sing, for all to hear. In fond memory of the setting sun Your love fills me with peace. I love you Michael @}~~}~~~~~~

Dear Mr And Mrs Average Idiot
Dear Mr. and Mrs. Average Idiot, We receive an extremely high volume of inquiries and requests to accept surrendered animals. To help us expedite your problem as quickly as possible, please observe the following guidelines: 1. Do not say that you are, "considering finding a good home," or, "feel you might be forced to," or, "really think it would be better if," you unloaded the poor beast. Ninety-five percent of you already have your minds stone-cold made up that the animal will be out of your life by the weekend or holiday at the latest. Say so. If you don't, I'm going to waste a lot of time giving you common-sense, easy solutions for very fixable problems, and you're going to waste a lot of time coming up with fanciful reasons why the solution couldn't possibly work for you. For instance, you say the cat claws the furniture, and I tell you about nail-clipping and scratching posts and aversion training, and then you go into a long harangue about how your husband won't let you p

Do You...? By Zahra Faisal Asghar
Bare your heart and once be true. If you love me then say... you do. Do you hear the gentle wind ever so softly whisper my name? In those times of a lonesome you do you ever whisper the same? Do you place me in your heart, nearer to every breath you take, and as you close your eyes... do you... see a glimmer of me in you? Does the shadow of my being tenderely embrace you in your dream? Tell me if you love me so... the way I do... I need to know.

Whoop Whoop Whats Hood
"Firstly, I want all of you to know that the wicked clowns will never die and once a juggalo/juggalette theres no turning back. Its hard for me to only pick 14 of my homies to send this to, so you better be one happy mothafucka!!! If I dont get tis shit back thats cool I kno im down wit da clown 4 life!!!! So you better do this shit ok. This game has been played since the fuckin juggalos and juggalettes have been alive. Once you read this letter, you must send it to 14 juggalos/juggalettes within five days. On the fifth day if you did this wicked shit than you will be blessed bye the dark carnival. send this to 14 homies. It has worked for many of the juggalo family. Good luck! NOW Dont FUCK THIS UP OR THE HATCHET WILL SWING!!! Now send this to 14 of your pimp ass juggalos/juggalettes!!! SPREAD THE WORD OF THE CARNiVal TO ALL UR HOMIES AT ANY COST!!!!! Send this promise to all your friends to show your friendship and watch who sends it back to u. homies till the end juggalo luv to the

Remember By Nicole Arias
I hope, one day, you will think back to these moments... when we held each other and laughed till we ached with joy and tears tickled our cheeks. You won't remember- why, but you will remember- how we were so happy. I want you to remember the way I smiled at you, like it was the first time, every chance I got. And the way I kissed you, like it was the last time, every chance you gave. I want you to remember all the sweet words I said to you but even more... the way I said them. I hope, one day, you will think back to these moments.... as we sit together in silent comfort watching each others lips wrap around ...our addiction. admiring one another as we inhale ...our bad habit. You won't remember how terrible it was, but you will remember how good it felt... because it was time spent together. I want you to remember the way I touched your face and the way you held mine.... when we made love. I want you to remember how I whispered softly

Your Eyes By David Kowal
As I held you in my arms, I looked into your eyes. They were soft and timid, yet bold and undefined. They struck me like a chord, sung by a choir of angels. Swooping and soaring like the eagles- so agile. I looked at the heart of another, through those window's of time and I was humbled when I thought about what you saw in mine. If I were to lose you I wouldn't know what to do. But for now I'll be happy, As I look at my love in you.

An On Going Story...part 1
i fall into the smoke darkened room to be surrounded by a naked moving mass of bodies, swaying, thrusting, fucking each other violently. i get felled by a lovely fairy of a woman who's the very depiction of aphrodite herself. she lovingly strokes my body with a chiseled finger and nail. exciting my senses, making me ache. making me crave that elusive touch, that makes one insane, makes one ravenous, that feeling which my body has been starving for. she kisses me with plump wet lips. sliding the tip of her tongue along the line of my lips to my chin, down the colloum of my neck. all around us are these demons of sexual desire. these wanton windmills with too many hands and not enough breath. the room is awash is red passion, broken by black sin. im confused and dazed by the faces crowding me. lost i sit down and observe the scene....

Come Walk With Me... By Laurel Anne Mcfarlen
I SIT IN AWE OF YOU UNDER THE MOONLIT SKY, WATCHING, AS THE STARS DANCE THEIR ETERNAL DANCE. LISTENING, AS THE WAVES CARESS THE SHORE. MY HEART WILLINGLY SURRENDERS TO YOUR TOUCH. MY PASSION FOR YOU GROWS WITH EACH FLEETING BEAT. I EXIST BECAUSE I BREATH YOU DEEP INTO MY SOUL. I LIVE ONLY BECAUSE I LOVE YOU. YOUR LIGHT FALLS UPON THE SANDS, SWALLOWS MY SHADOW WHOLE AND SETS ME FREE. YOU ARE MY SUN, I AM YOUR MOON. MERELY A REFLECTION OF YOUR LIGHT. I WILLINGLY DISAPPEAR WHEN YOU SHINE, KNOWING THAT YOU WILL SET ME FREE THIS NIGHT TO RETURN MY LOVE TO YOU. YOU WALK BESIDE ME, SHARING THE DREAMER FROM WITHIN. I LOOK BEHIND TO SEARCH FOR TRACES OF OUR EXISTENCE, ONLY TO FIND A SINGLE SET OF FOOTPRINTS IN THE SAND, BECAUSE WE LOVE, WE HAVE BECOME ONE.

This Is Who By N/a
You are a mystery I hope I never solve, . . . a sparkle of magic, a twinkle of wonder in a pale gray universe. You are the heart of 'quiet' and the tempest of 'why' and withal- a friend. You are the rainbow trapped in a soap bubble, the jingle of bells and the noise of stars in my heart. You are a dream I can't forget and whose details I can't quite remember as I awake from the mists of paradise. You are a wisp of fragrance blown into my life on the winds of fortune and held here by the merest of whims and the strongest of wishes. You are part of the song birds sing, a melody taking wing in my soul and the pause in my breath. You are the first glory of morning, the great beauty of sunset, and the tickle of life in between. You asked me, "Who am I to one such as you?" I smile and gently I say, "This is Who!"

Your Smile By Amenekko
Your smile gives me so much happiness, Like a springing fountain in a garden, bringing achingly sweet softness and mist: Divine drops of shining sun caressing crimson, violet, shell pink petals, giving the green leaves life. Each illumined liquid bead, a touch of joyous living; Each sparkling smile, the indelible touch of loving you.

Rant!!!!
Why is the internet engineered for such reverse sexism? I mean just because I have a penis means that I am beneath your notice because you also have one? By the way there will be some ranting here. I mean sometimes it makes me wish I was a woman. Although I would be put together differently. For instance, I would have my vagina bolted to my chest, right between my breasts. That way you could see the total package when I wore a low cut shirt and tried to get into my pants with a drink. I would build an empire on it. Which as a woman is totally possible on the internet. I guess what I'm saying is that men on the internet should stop being so concerned with women, be they naked or otherwise. I mean I'm aware I'm a bit repulsive but that isn't what this is about! Its about stopping the rampant reverse sexism. I think i'm going to organize a march for Masculine rights. I am officially a Masculinist. I'll right books and burn my jock strap. I'll burn flags and march on DC. I am man.

It's Friday!!!
Thank God its Friday! LOL My first week on the phones at work, and it is amazing how mean people can be about their money!! But, at least I am usually able to just laugh it off, because we get more stupid people calling than I ever would have imagined! I apologize for my last blog...I need to make more of an attempt to not bring people down with me when I am feeling low. So anyway, hopefully this weekend will be nice, tonight Im going out to dessert with my Mother and Step-father...to Outback...yippie! I love Chocolate Thunder Down Unders!! Chocolate will make me feel better, hehe at least that is what I am hoping for. Also, at work, it seems that everyone and their brother is trying to set me up with someone...its really funny. I guess I have a blind date (if you wanna call it that) next weekend, with a new friend at work's guy friend...so, we will see if that is fun or a disaster like most set-ups usually are. *smiles*

Poem: It's Only Me
Its only me Six Foot four and handsome no that's not me Neither do I have a expensive car for all to see No film star looks that all the ladies love No flowing locks on my head up above My pockets don't bulge but they do have holes Shoes not of leather but good wearing soles All of this doesn't worry me,I do not care Because its me the person not what I wear Get to know me what you see is what you get I will try to make you happy on that you can bet Looks and money are not as important as they say Give me good health and happiness to make my day

Today's Thoughts..
i bare myself to the bone. i strip away layers of life though my clothes, skin, even my green eyes. everyone wants me naked. but no one realizes that im naked already. there's nothing left to me. its just this face. i feel there is nothing behind it left to give. if all u want is a face, then im here. but i want to be wanted for more than that. i want to needed because i can be caring and sensitive and loving. but does neone really want that? at one time in my life i put myself through trials because i liked the pain. it was a way of self inflicting pain because i was too scared to do it physically. this is me. this torn human figure, this broken piece of glass. this lost look in my eyes. look closer and try to find someone in them.

Well My 1st Blog @ Lost Cherry
Well just want to say hi to everyone!! well let's see i am a very outgoing person and i love to have fun. which is a hard thing to do right now I am a single mother of two and sometimes it is hard to have a personal life. I am glad that i got my computer because it gives me the time to talk to adults. Well I hope to have a great time on this site and meet lots of you so drop me a line and if we become friends i am also a member of msn messanger and i am on there more then anywhere else. so if you would like to talk to me there just ask for my email kk well i will leave you here for now. hope to hear form someone soon

Growing.
The first day of school our professor introduced himself and challenged us to get to know someone we didn't already know. I stood up to look around when a gentle hand touched my shoulder. I turned around to find a wrinkled, little old lady beaming up at me with a smile that lit up her entire being. She said, "Hi handsome. My name is Rose. I'm eighty-seven years old. Can I give you a hug?" I laughed and enthusiastically responded, "Of course you may!" and she gave me a giant squeeze. "Why are you in college at such a young, innocent age?" I asked. She jokingly replied, "I'm here to meet a rich husband, get married, and have a couple of kids..." "No seriously," I asked. I was curious what may have motivated her to be taking on this challenge at her age. "I always dreamed of having a college education and now I'm getting one!" she told me. After class we walked to the student union building and shared a chocolate milkshake. We became instant friends. Every da

Exploding Jaw Breakers
Ever hear of It the so called Urbanledgend of the Exploding Jaw breaker??? Well It's not an urban ledgend.It happens heres why when heated over 100.C The core of the candy melts and expands and can super heat to 2,000.c and when your tounge or other cool liquids touch It bam boom."POP" and the liquid can burn So never put jaw breakers in the Microwave Most important never leave jaw breakers In a hot car then lick but if your evil and sick in the head great way to get even with some one you really hate and never want to see again.Why not for their birthday or christmas give them a hot jaw breaker :)PS.DO NOT TRY IT AND I AM NOT RESPONSABLE FOR INJURY OR DEATH CAUSE YOUR STUPID ASS TRYED IT.

Please Read This Guys!
Hi Ya'll! I want to get something straight and put it out on the table. I am on this site to have fun and meet cool people. I have meet some awesome people and not so nice people. But I am NOT looking for a boyfriend or a relationship ( because they are useless really ) and I have no vacancies on any of my phone sex, cam to cam or fuck buddies lists so please don't ask me to cam or for phone sex. I'm a single mom with a full time job and a house to run and my own social outside LC.. so please be cool and just be my friend! =)~ HOWEVER.. if you would like to EXCHANGE photos or videos then I am game.. I do have more pics and am always willing to take more! =)~ Love you all and thanks for the love! KISSES!

Pennys From Heaven !
Once a grandfather was walking with his grandson. the grandfather found a penny laying on the ground and he picked it up and smiled. The little boy then asked his grandpa why he picked up the penny and why did he smile when i he did it. The grandfather explained to the boy this is no penny.. its a very special penny. hows that the little boy replied. Well when u find a penny on the ground u pick it up because someone from heaven thought about u and wanted to let you know. The little boy then smiled and said oh now i understand. They walked a farther and the boy stopped for a moment picked up a penny and smiled at his grandfather. So the next time u find a penny pick it up and smile and say hi to someone u know in heaven they did for u

Messangers (everyone Read)
OK EVERYONE MY MESSANGER SERVICE IS AIM YAHOO AND MSN trevorzues AIM MESSANGER trevorzueshaws YAHOO MESSANGER AND treasure_zues_muffin MSN MESSANGER SO PLEASE ADD ME TO YOUR FRIENDS LISTS THANKS

City Pride Motherfuckers!!
You see I'm from Chi-Town aka Chicago, where the name speaks for itself. I'm from the CHI where everybody on the move. From the windy city where we talk fast fuck chopped and screwed. Where it's cutlass, caprice, chevy or regal. with them nines, tecs mossburg shotties and eagles. speaking of eagles, we the true home of McNabb. Jordan, Ludacris, Dee Brown, Da Brat, Kanye West, John Legand and even R Kelly getting people ass. And we hit up the circle, Jackson and washingtion park for fun. and we so hood, kids can't walk to school without guns. Plus we da only niggas that even fuck with mild sauce on chicken eat Jew Town polishes, Remas, maxwells and Harolds chicken. even riding in funeral lines you gotta worry about slugs. The gang origiantors, NO CRYPTS OR BLOODS. Ride wit GD'S, BD'S, FOES, MOES, AND SOULS VICE LORDS, LATIN KINGS, SPANISH COBRAS AND MO' El RUKINS, MAFIAS, UNKNOWNS AND BREEDS Trust me we got the number of yo' gangs times 3. Larry Hoove

For So Long By Steph M. Neal
For so long i have waited for you to want to hold me each and every night, i have wanted to be the object of your affection. For so long i have waited for you to tell me that you have loved me for so long, and that you finally have the guts and grit to tell me! For so long i have watched you fall in and out of love with so many women (while i have only truly loved one) while you always seemed to care and pay attention even if you really don't care. For so long i have waited for this moment and i can't believe it's finally here, you are sitting here, telling me you really do love me and you really do care For all this time i have waited... it is finally paying off and you want to hold me as i want to hold you and i can't begin to start to thank you for making me wait for so long because that time of waiting has made me need you more.

Whats New?
what makes this time ne different than the last or the one before that? i feel lost and forgotten.. i should be surprised but im not. i feel like im floating all alone in the middle of the ocean. im cold and dazed. sharks surround me and its not good, this feeling of being forgotten by the boat. i have loved, yearned to love, coveted love, and suffered because of love. love is false. its a pretense. it fades, thus it is not real.

Newest Thoughts
im gone yet again. im lost forever. im gone yet again. in my heart im a sinner. i move on and forever adapt. i love and lose. i sleep, i eat, therefore i live.. but im dead. i cut my arm to see if there is blood. when none comes out it proves me right. i feel invisible. i feel cold. i feel all alone. a feeling which is my friend. eyes stare at me at night. i feel strange around people. they are there looking right through me. im false. yet so brutally honest. im humble and come in suplication. my eyes drip with tears. but no emotion fills my heart. im dead on the inside and fake on the outside. this is not me. this is this person who no one really knows. and those that thought they did, they didn't like what they found. im not good enough for him but im good enough to try. im determined but shortsighted. i see but am blinded by an unknown entity. i suffer. i cling. i breathe.

Y Do Girls Hate On Each Other
Ok let me give u the background before i get to the point aight? I use to be friends with this Bitch a few months ago.I mean we were cool we were togethere everyday did everthing together hell she was even there when i had my baby tellin me to push...LOL She was for real)Then all of a sudden my husband come back from Iraq for 2weeks R&R and she starts hatin.I mean big time like me and my honey went and got a room for a weekend jus to get away and party in another city,This bitch called my room nonstop.WTF?Ok ok so my honey left back to Iraq after his 2 weeks were up and i hear she had been sayin all type of shit about me like i thought i was tha shit and i made my husband spend all his money on me and none for himself (like thats her fuckin business from jump ya know?)And all type of crazy shit!My point is y was it cool when the husbands away to kick it but when the focus wasent all on her she backstabbed and hated on me ?Now eveyrtime i c her she breakin her damn neck tryna c what im

This Is Me Then
things are never gonna be the same. i just get older realizing that. i get bored knowing that i want things this way but i keep waiting for them to change. i cry at night because im scared of who i am and where im supposed to go. i long for someone to take care of me like ive never been taken care of before. i care about so many people that it breaks my heart to be betrayed. i bleed just like everyone else... i just do it on the inside because words cut me through to the bone. i suffer sometimes more than the hobo on the street because at least they know where they are at in life and i have no clue where im at. i struggle to be a good person and i always seem to fall short. i feel that maybe i once had wings and now they are broken.. and im stuck because i can no longer fly. i am just like everyone else, i just have about 100 times more issues than someone my age. i grew up faster than most people grow in their entire lives. i feel that no one will ever understand me cause i can barely

Racism, Intolerance & Survivor
For the first time in many years, I am not watching the TV show Survivor. And I know a lot of you whom usually would agree with my blog postings won’t agree with this one, but I am writing it anyway. I grew up as an Army brat. Although we lived all over the USA, there is one thing I was never exposed to until I was an adult; Racism. Ok, two, Racism and Intolerance. Growing up I was taught to judge man on their actions, not their skin color. My mother often used to say, “God made people in all flavors just like ice cream.” and then the first time I heard someone utter the word “Nigger” my mother calmly explained that it was a bad word meaning the person was trash and that the person using the word was ignorant and there was just as much or more white trash as there was any other color. Throughout the years it has been my contention that organizations such as, but not limited to the NAACP and Affirmative Action do more to keep racism alive than any other factor. But now we

7 Long Years
you come back to me like its nothing.. like you were never gone at all. i crawl back to you naked and humbled. like a beggar for a piece of bread. no matter how you hurt me i always seem to forget. i plead for your forgiveness.. not knowing really what i did wrong other than being myself. i suffered seven long years.. of not knowing. of never feeling.. of crying. dying slowly. blinding pain.and this searing sense of being used. of forgetten memories and left behind thoughts.. was there love at all?

When I Need You Most By Shakera Deandra Winters
9 to 2 may be good for you but for me it just won't do. 7 to 9 is not enough time, 10 to 4; sorry I need so much more. This will not do I need you. You must keep her close don't be the fool, don't let go. You say you love her- but a friendship just won't do. I could never call on you. You say you are here for me and you'll do anything But when I need you late at midnight When things feel wrong and nothing is right, You won't be there... when I need you the most You will be embracing her and her love These are the things I think about. So, take her hand- I can't be your friend and you can't be my man. Yes, you were there when I was hurting, Yes, you were there to stop me from crying, Yes, you were there to stop the love in my heart from dying. But when I need you between the hours of 10 and four You won't come to me like other times before. You only see me when you are feeling sad or blue But what good are you? I don't need a buddy, not another pa

Wow, I Can Finally Write Blogs On Lc!
I'm just putting up a first entry. I have nothing to ramble about, but I just wanted to get my feet wet with the blog thing. So, to any of you that read it, I have one favor to ask, come rate my photos and leave me comments! Ya know I love em!

More Than Friends? By Jilly Bean
We're friends, but could we be more? I sit and wonder if when you give me a hug good-bye or call me on the phone ...is that a sign? do you care the same way i do? do you sit and wonder about these things, too? When you touch me, my heart skips a beat, when you look in to my eyes, i can't think... could we ever be more than friends? do you lie awake at night and think of me, do you dream of the next time you'll see me, ...because i do. i have but one question- could we ever be more than friends?

Hello Every1!! 1rst Blog Entry ^.^
so my 1rst blog entry... lol ok... so i'm in the middle of september exams on uni, so that's why i'm not online much... hopefully next month i'll be back... ok so... much love to all my cherries and hope to catch up with u soon! *hugzz*n*kissczz* x x

Hey Everyone
just sayin hi to everyone.. sorry i havent had time to look at everyones pictures... ive been busy with family, work and talking to him... well thanks for all the comments!!! :D .. yall are too sweet

Gods Gift To Me By Patricia Annette Roden
Angel wings flutter in flight Moving through the winter's night. One ribbon floats through the air One end here the other end there. Every day we live through The angels will shorten it an inch or two. The ribbon will grow shorter with each and every day Until we are together, then they'll snip their little hearts away. Then one day we'll be two feet apart The ribbon will be gone but not the love in our heart. As we look into each others eyes We begin to fully realize. That God made you especially for me And sent down his angels... just so it would be.

Comments
I would love for my friends to read my blogs, profile, lounge, pictures, and music...leave me comments and I will do the same for you...ask anyone I am good about that...show me you care about me...so when I get online tonight I want to stay busy...ok

It Hurts Too Much By Patrick M. Klein
It hurts too much To say that I've been missing you. It hurts too much To turn and walk away. It hurts too much To know that someone's kissing you And all these things I want to say ..But it hurts too much. It hurts too much To know just what a fool I've been And it's hard to touch you With that look upon your face. It hurts so much But, baby, I believe in you And I hope you hear me when I say ...I miss you much.

Job
Starting a new job on 9/19 have been a domestic engineer for a few months and am ready to go back to work.I'm a vet assistant and have been doing that type of work for the last 12 years..it will be nice to go back to work and take care of the kitties and puppies.Hired at a nice vet clinic in Arlington,Texas as a vet assistant/kennel tech and am full time 8:00am to 6:00pm and a couple of weekends a month.Won't be able to get on the LC as often and that sucks cause I've made some great friends on here.Will get on as often as time allows and well holler at as many friends as I can..The people here at the LC ROCK!!Thanks for all the love!!

Hell By Jacob Silver Coman
I am in hell... The darkness, darker than the blackest night Fills my being, filing me with hatred, sorrow, and regret The burning pain coincides with the burning flames. This... is hell. The shadow, groping for more, silently consumes my soul Her voice, like a hundred banshees, rips through my mind Filling the soundless void of my life with agony. This... is hell. Gripping my heart, the loss squeezes me of life She said, we would be together, together forever Forever is over, and the misery begins. This... is hell. This is really hell, but I wonder, am I truly dead? This cannot go on, this can be no more... It's not worth the pain I endure This... is hell, this... is love.

Love is the feeling you get when you walk down the beach holding hands talking and laughing and people walk by you and wonder why youre so happy.love is when you kiss someone and hold them tight and they take your hand look you deep in the eyes and say i love you baby.love is when you layout under the stars at night with your lover and hold each other tight .love is a nice candle light romantic dinner with champane and you as dessert. love is"When my grandmother got arthritis, and she couldnt bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather done it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. Thats love." "When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You know that your name is safe in their mouth." "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." "Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your french fries without making them give you any of

If You See Him? By Ladyofknight
If you see him on some starry night When the light from the moon is shining bright. If he's holding her hand and seems all smiles And he's forgotten me across the miles... Mention my name and watch his face. See if he drifts to another place Where kisses were warm and love was new And mine was the only heart he knew. If you see him on some sandy beach Where knowing her more is within his reach, Remind him of love that was oh so deep And of promises we had yet to keep. If you see him and his spirits are dim... And he asks if there's any messege for him... Tell him, "Gone from his memory I may be, But he'll stay right here in my heart with me."

Men Never Seem To Amaze Me
MEN never seem to Amaze me Current mood: pissed off Category: Life SO why do guys say one thing or tell youone thing and do the total opisite (yes i know i miss spelled so shoot me) I mean come the fuck on be honest to a girl when she ask something. I am so tired of when a guy says that they love you and then basically say screw you. or even say that they are you man and then go off and tell another girl that they are single. That is wrong and you know it. especially when they ahve their heart invested in you. That just makes a girl want to shoot your ass. I mean come on guys give us a little bit of respect we are more than what most of you think we are. What really gets me is when a guys does something to you and then you do it back to him they fuckin freak out and you arfe just the bitch of the world and they treat you like shit and trash but yet they done the same thing and you moved one and forgot and forgave them i mean what the fuck. thats what so many wemon hate men.

Why Am I Scared? By Nicole Elizabeth Marsh
As I sit in the dark outside, Tears roll down my cheeks. I hear the cars passing in and out. I wish I could be like them; I wish my pain could be like them. Only Passing. I think to myself how my heart is beautiful- but still. Silence is everywhere, all around me. All the world is standing still like the night. It's soothing. Why am I scared? This calm and silence should be soothing to me, But, instead, it scares me. I feel alone. The cars still passing by. I feel the pain still. I feel alone. The silence makes me realize all that I didn't. My ears are ringing I feel alone... because I am. There are no lights.

Soul Breaker By Wendy Joan Ng
you have taken my sprit that soared and danced above, which saw me through my darkness, holding me to myself. you emptied my heart, yet, now it hangs, heavy and burdened, a siren wailing in need for any other, not all, to fill. yet, you gave me wings, sparkle in my steps and beautiful light, at the end, that seemed my journey's end- and so to have these taken, rightly returned ...I am the lesser.

Want Of...(you) By Eric Thomas Weaver
Like a storm, With want of thunder; I wait quietly for you... A raging passion in the vacuum of tomorrows... silenced, contained swirling to and fro. Your gift, for which I yearn ...eludes; suspending my breath in a purgatory of ceaseless desire...

Memoir
Your scent attracted me. I had no intentions of seeking you, but your scent, it beckons to me. I don't know how long you've been without a heartbeat, but I cann tell you have been this way for quite some time. Lifelessness in your eyes. The sound of a thousand burning souls in your voice. My bloodlusts runs deep. The thirst is strong. My desire boils over bringing warmth to your cold body. I have thought of us together. Under a full moon on the cemetary lawn. My jaw locked on your inner thigh. Your ruby nails raking my back, as you howl to the night sun in unimmaginable pleasure. How long will I keep this to myself? We've never touched. We have only traded superficial comments. I want to feel your icy breath on my abdomen. I want to watch you bathe in a pool of red. I want you to be my Goddess. Without knowing, you beckon to me. Your scent.... It's all I have. I will have you.

One More Time By Ralph Lamarr Clark
Don't walk away with a chip on your shoulder, can't you see I'm apologizing to you? You tell me you love me and then get mad for no reason at all. They say love is a mystery and I'm beginning to agree. I'm so mixed up I don't know which end is up, all because of you. One more time, I'm gonna try apologizing... even if I don't know why.

Come See For Yourself
Okay, Never typed a blog before, and maybe this will be a new start to something very interesting, we will see... But, for this time I will just try it. I have my own personal website, that I really want to expand and do more with. But, with the space that is there, I need to upgrade and pay also for the use, and domain again soon. (you know all those good ol' fees to keep things runnin') Being a mom, and trying to keep all ends meeting, its hard to afford maintaining my site. And I really enjoy it... Well, heres what I have done, On my site at www.modelsami.com, I have a donation button, and I will use the money to put towards my fees for the site, and whatever I have left over, I am gonna donate to LostCherry, so they can use it to do neat features with. I love it here, and I want it to be around, and fun, and hopping as it is now, always for years to come. There are some great people here, and great minds operating this site. Check out my site, and please maybe d

Good Day....i Guess
So, we had our finals today. I know I passed the test, but I don't know what grade I got on it yet. I'm glad cause now we have 2 weeks off before next quarter starts. But I just don't know what I'm going to all day. Lee got home early today :) and we get to go out to eat tonight, so I'm happy! Were probably gonna go to Ruby Tuesday or The French Quarter Cafe..our favorites! ;)

Holding On By Collette Ann Perry
I sit here in a puddle of tears, why do I hold on? I cry time and time again, why do I hold on? I think of you all thru the night, why do I hold on? You made me feel so warm, so loved, so wanted, why do I hold on? I toss and turn dreaming of you, why do I hold on? You made an impact in my life, why do I hold on? You always made me smile, why do I hold on? You hold my heart in the palm of your hand, why do I hold on? I miss you so much, it tears me up, why do I hold on? For the love, you gave me I can not replace, For the smiles we shared, For the tears that shed, For the times you cared, For the nights we talked till dawn, For the hugs you gave, (till your arms went numb) For my heart.. my soul.. my life, That is why... I hold on

The Dance By Donnareakica Tonette Holder
Last night we danced, Last night we romanced. We held each other close, And moved better than most. A chance to perspire, A chance to inspire. Feeling our hearts synchronized, Afraid to look deep into each other's eyes. We created an electrical connection, While our bodies moved in the same direction. Last night we danced together, And there were no thoughts of the weather. Nothing else seemed to matter, Not even words or surrounding chatter. We were light on our feet, As the rhythms kept that soulful beat. I experienced such fun, But little did I know that a love affair had just begun. The lights were dim, And the moon shining through exposed us both as sparkling gems. Then I closed my eyes and pulled you near, And if I were happier I would have shed a tear. For that moment we were in a dream, And everything was even better than it seemed. Had I known you in a past life, Was I your queen, your princess, your wife. This dance was like

Your Place To Stay(unknown Author)
I've given up and given to you a permanent place to stay I've tried to get you out of my thoughts but, you won't go away There is this corner of my heart that's been reserved for you And though you have not claimed it yet, I'll wait until you do It is a place where you'll be safe and who knows what's in store A place where we can laugh and love a place you've been before The secret place where we have met for quite a while... right? Where I can love you all the time morning, noon and night You have been there for quite some time and I wasn't really sure If you should remain there, and if so, how would I endure But, now I know that if you left I'd never be the same So, I won't ever let you leave Until you make your claim

Unconditional Love By Jamal Maurice Johnson
how could i put it to words- what you meant to me? my father, my teacher, my brother, my centerpiece. when i came home crying 'cause i did something wrong you told me it's ok and held me in your arms when i was discouraged, you pushed me to believe i could and you were there to wipe my tears when no one else would you never changed your view of me you always kept it real with me i will always love you for that and there is no way i could pay you back you sacrifced your life to buy me things and you always supported my dreams when tomorrow comes after the dark of night you will always be in my heart with golden light when that tragic day comes where you have to leave me i know i will survive- 'cause of the man u made out of me i just want to thank you ...for showing me unconditonal love

Ewwww
O.k. - so here is my issue. I can handle a little bit of "chat speak": LOL, LMAO, BRB - but come on - how hard is it to really type in full sentences??? That's all, just wanted to vent and create my first "BLOG"!!!

I Was Bit By The Sep Bug
So, See Emily Pray just finished recording their demo cd. The band gave me a copy of the rough mixes yesterday via Pat (Tina's husband) and I've been listening to it all night. I'm so impressed with how well Countless as Moths came out... even in the rough mix. Don and Mary-Suzanne wrote a beautiful song and Tina topped it off with equally beautiful lyrics. I've always been in love with the melody that Don came up with. You can tell he put a lot of time and work into making that song as wonderful as it now is. I was shocked when Tina told me that the song had been passed over by the previous bands that Don and Mary-Suzanne had been in. Plus... I can't even describe how fucking sexy Tina's voice sounds in the recorded version! Seeing as how the song is not copyrighted yet, I will not post up the entirety of the lyrics (out of nothing but respect for Don)... but I will share the chorus with you: These gorgeous galaxies never seemed Bigger but I'm Willing to wonder Weightless

Love Hurts By Sharan Polk
Love hurts when we least expect it to. Love hurts when we let it into our hearts. Love hurts when we don't want it to. Love hurts when we want it so badly. Love hurts when we think we have found it. Love hurts when we know we have lost it.

Ruined By Demetrius Gwyn
I will never get over you; tears- because I'm passionately, arduously desirous of the music that plays me love- sinking so deeply in love; offers were made, but I would deny the opportunity to be pulled out of my dungeon for the love of you. Loving is my joyed, imprisoned affections: if I'm attacked, waged upon by the military to surrender my love for you, I would face the fact of total annihilation -to be bombed. Yes, I'll be physically nothing but ashes, oh, I'm ruined, I'll love you to the death. No, no! no!! I don't want to be rescued, allow me to weep and wail for the love I have for you which damages my reasoning. You're very precious, for you have twisted me, blistered me, scalded me in love's fire. My devastation is only to love with a love that will throb, rob me of my sanity, and give my blood, hot fires of love. So you see, dearest of my soul, you have left me abandoned with other broken hearts; lonely nigh

Flower Petals By Victoria Joan Glenn
The flowers close their petals and slowly drift to sleep. . . soon the dew will wake them as the dawn begins to creep. My weary eyes seeks solace as they close, perchance to dream, and while flowers have their visions I explore a stray moonbeam. I?ll wander in a dream of you ?till the suns warmth heats my skin and flowers wake to kiss the light as a new day does begin.

Foolish Heart By Mary Elizabeth Blessing
it was a foolish move on my part reaching for you seeing you again brought the emotions pouring... ever alive the smile.... yes, i saw the light in your eyes yes, i saw the way you looked up- surprised but it was a foolish move on my part exposing again the love that brought such pain. oh, but the smile in your eyes it was worth the wait, the risk of the desire to stay with you but it was a foolish move on my part ... what a foolish heart

Girls Please Re Post
K MEN DUNNO HOW WELL THIS WILL WORK BUT WLD LOVE TO DO A CONTEST FOR L.C MEN FOR SEXIEST CHEST....IF INTERESTED SEND ME AN I.M AND LET ME KNOW....TELL ME WHAT PIC SHOW ME A LIL LOVE AND DONE......ONCE I HAVE ENOUGH PEEPS THAT JOIN I WILL START THE VOTING AND SUCH.....*WINKS* LET ME KNOW IF INTERESTED. NOMORE DETAILS WILL B RELEASED TILL I HEAR BACK FROM SOME OF YA. M.I.L.F of 4/cute-kinky-canadian

Photograph By Lee
A break from all the stress, remembering that day we shared. When I'm too old to remember, I will still have this... My eyes caress your face, those lines my fingers knew so well. That smile... your beauty, unknown to you shines for all to see. But more important- the beauty inside, not seen you shared with me. Those eyes... gentle, loving, laughing, staring at me. I return the smile... refreshed, renewed.

Me....
o i don't are if you don't lik me.. k but this crap hurts: [14:47] Miller86Racing: your just a stupid ass slutty tramp [14:48] Miller86Racing: i'd shoot u if i could good day [14:47] Miller86Racing: stupid ass whore.... wait till I post shit about you on LC and myspace [14:46] Miller86Racing: your fucking stupid... hmmm how come my lc and my myspace are fullof happy birthday wishes then u slut

Untitled By Jennifer Chavez Meris
No glance can flatter me The way your eyes do; No touch can make me shiver The way your hands do; No kiss can make me fall apart The way your kisses do; Nobody can love me this much The way you do... And I just want you to know I'm so thankful, I have you And I'll never let chances Just slip away like a shooting star 'Cause wherever I may be I will always take you with me In my heart and in my thoughts. And until the world is through I'll always be here- loving you...

Okay Okay
Lol,not like ya'll really care,but here are some highlights from my day. *I went to work from 7-12 *Went to Wal Mart to buy Beyonce's CD *Went to see my grandmother *Came home around 2 and saw the kids from my old high school *Went BACK to the high school to help some of the kids better themselves with their strings insturment (cello,violin,etc) *And now I don't feel good. I bet you it's cause I've been round all em kids today!!!!! Passin' all em germs. I could never be a teacher. Well everyone,just bloggin. Lots of Love! Me!

One More Day By Avery Robertson
Day blurs into night; memories trapped beneath eyes, now blinded by betrayal. A face lifted to the skies. Anger touches a lonely life, a cold breeze bitterly blows across your fading image the 'river of the forgotten' flows. Time spins so quickly away, longing to be free. Look, but never touch, the world of sympathy. Fingers unlock a frozen grasp. Stark wakefulness slips away; the mind closes down, and waits for just one more day.

All My Life By Dwayne Justin Price
I have waited all my life: To see your delicate smile To feel your warm, embracive touch To hear your beautiful, soothing voice To smell your soft, flowing hair To taste the bitter-sweet wine on your lips To witness your affectionate love To declare your radiant beauty To bask in your ever-awing presence To talk about your friendly compassion And most of all... To be the one you love and cherish for all my life on earth For I have more love for you than all stars in the great beyond.

Fun Times With A Permanent Marker
so last night since i was wearing a tank top while we were drinking, my roommate wanted to color the stars on my shoulders in. the first marker she tried didnt work so we found a turquoise/teal-ish permanent marker and colored them in! haha i got some pics... it actually looks super cool! and i still have blue-ish stars today lol even tho they have rubbed off a bit. ok i gotta go back to work now.

Excuse Me, Did You Just Shit Your Pants?!
What is it about old people where once they get on a plane, they feel the need to drop smoke bombs in their seat. You know, the seat usually right next to or in front of you. Plane ride to Chicago this morning was packed. I had a cattle car (Southwest) ticket and got there way late, so I was next to last on the plane. Only middle seats left. Only middle seats between big fat people that have their jelly rolls hanging over onto the middle seat. Excuse me, stewardess, no snack pack for them. So I spy one middle seat where there is the obligatory fat-ass on one side, but a slender granny on the other. "Score", thinks me. Wrong. 30 minutes into the flight the fatso drops her tray table and starts filling out cards with her elbow over the armrest and into my side. Don't people know the damn middle seat gets both arm rests?! Then granny decides she is going to show the mighty power of the AARP and lets one rip. I think AARP is the noise it made, as well. "So, granny, whatcha been eatin?" The

Namaste
I love to find things inspirational and share with others...so here is my first share!!! PEACE-- Namasté or Namaskar ( in Hindi, from Sanskrit namate) is a South Asian greeting originating in India, which is used when both hello and goodbye would be used in English. The meaning is quite different, however. pronounced: Na Ma Stay Sanskrit name means "bow, obeisance, reverential salutation, adoration". A literal translation of namate is thus "reverential salutation to you." It is commonly accompanied by a slight bow made with the hands pressed together, palms touching, in front of the chest. In a religious context this word can be taken to mean any of these: The Spirit in me meets the same Spirit in you. I greet that place where you and I are one. I salute the Light of God in you. I bow to the divine in you. I recognize that within each of us is a place where Divinity dwells, and when we are in that place, we are One. In other words, it recognizes the equality of

Thank God For Lithium
so i come to the net to escape reality only to find the reality has snuck into my web!!!lord help me what a day.... however its stil good to browse around and see that some people are actually pretty cool on here too bad there are so many idiots and shit in he world... God should give th earth a coffee enema im thinking

Invinsible
I thought we were Invincible, because we Are young and also Becuase I thought nothing Bad could have happen to us At our age. I did not even care About getting hurt, because I thought I was invincible. But now I see that We are not invincible And that we can get Get hurt. I see now that we Have to protect Ourselves in order to Live and survive in Today's world. In order to do that we Have to keep our Guards up. Now remember that we are not Invincible, and that We can get hurt no matter. What age we are.

Interracial G/g Shoot
Venus and Alice Skary shot a girl-on-girl scene last Monday in Raleigh NC..... We look forward to posting the edited version of this footage. In the meanwhile, you can learn more about Venus, a lovely and very kinky african-american woman, here: http://www.onemodelplace.com/member.cfm?ID=204514

Untittled #2
You thought everything was over when he left you. You thought that the world was coming to an end 'cause he left you. You cried and cried until there was no more tears left to cry with. But when hope seems lost somthing happened, something you thought was not going to happened did occur, he came back to you. And you started crying again but not with sadness but with happiness. But how can you cry if you don't have no more tears to cry with. You shed all your tears when he left you. Is it with the tears of your heart that you are crying with? Well now that he is back into your life, you no longer think that everything is over. And that the world is coming to an end. Now you know that evertything is ok and that he is always there for you.

Short Story..
SHE STOOD THERE IN THE SHADOWS AND WATCHED HIM.. SHE LISTENED TO THE HUSKY SOUND OF HIS VOICE.. LET IT POUR OVER HER LIKE VELVET.. WONDERING WHO HE SANG FOR.. SHE KNEW NOT HIS NAME.. BUT SHE FELT SUCH THINGS FOR HIM.. ONE DAY SHE MIGHT BE BRAVE ENOUGH, STRONG ENOUGH, CONFIDENT ENOUGH TO STEP OUT OF THE SHADOWS.. TO COME FOWARD AND BE SEEN.. EVERY DAY SHE CAME TO HIM.. HIDING IN THE SHADOWS.. AS IF HE COULD EVER NOT SEE HER.. HE LET HER STAY HIDDEN.. NOT FROM HIM BUT FROM HERSELF.. HE WROTE AND SANG ONLY FOR HER.. HE SANG OF MENDING HER BROKEN HEART.. OF BEING HER FRIEND.. HER LOVER.. SOON HE WOULD LET THE SPOTLIGHT SHINE ON HER.. HE KNEW HE LOVED HER.. HE KNEW SHE WAS IN PAIN.. SHE NEEDED TO BE HEALED.. HE ONLY HOPED HE WAS UP TO THE CHALLENGE.. THE DAYS HAD TURNED TO WEEKS, MONTHS OF STANDING WITHIN THE SHADOWS.. NOW WAS THE TIME.. SHE SLOWLY MOVED FOWARD.. REMOVING HERSELF FROM THE SAFTY OF THE SHADOWS.. HE SAW HER MOVING FOWARDS TWARDS HIM.. HE SMILED.. " I KNEW YOU W

Wow...wish I Knew!
I just found out today that my "best guyfriend" in Cali joined the Marines. I havent talk to him in years and I find this out today...wish I had a way to get a hold of him. I am proud of him and would like to let him know that. Bisexualvampyre

Friday!!
WoooooHoooooo!! Got off of work a few minutes ago. Done for the day, until Wednesday!! Have nothing planned at all!!! But, someone thought I said I was going out, when asked what I was doing tonight! Didn't like it sooooo much either!! I had to explain that I said my room mate was going out. Made him a little bit on the nervous side, I do believe!! Never hurts to shake things up!! I'm kinda a bitch like that.... But, since my car went up in flames, it's kind of like I can't go anywhere far for the time being, unless I use the roomies truck!! At least until I find another car!! Which won't be long now!! Was hoping to have a nice quite weekend, but since someones nervous, even if we don't go do anything, my phone will ring constantly!! It's going to be a loooong weekend!!! But, at least i'll be here on LC checking everyone out!! Be lloking for me....I might just sneak up on that ass!!!!!!!!

Death
Death comes and go you don't know where it may appear. It could be now, later or in ten years. You won't know when it comes for you. You shouldn't be afraid of death 'cause death is part of life. I'll tell you one thing and that is, that I'm not afraid of death.

Spanish Poem #2
This is my spanish poetry sorry if you see things misspelled, im not good when i write in spanish but i try my best. Te amo pero tu no me amaste para tra. Te quise mucho pero tu no me quesistes. Te dije cosas linda para que te ponga una sonrisa en tu cara. Pero tu no te sonrias cuando te decia esas cosas lindas. Yo no se que voy aser con tigo. Tu no estas feliz y yo estoy sufriendo porque te estoy dando mi carino y tu no me regresa el carino que te estoy dando. Entonse te voy a dejar para que yo me busque una muchacha buena. Y para que tu busque un muchacho que te quiera mas que yo.

Promise
I would lie to myself if I said that, I didn't love you. Everytime I see you, I fall to my knees. And when I'm not with you, I lose myself. I want to be with and never let you go. You are the girl of my dreams and you have the key to my heart. I will always love you, I promise you that.

In Pain
Writing and Poetry My head is always in pain when I see you. And when I think of you, I feel like, I'm goin' crazy. Would you please just shut the fuck up. Just get the fuck away from me and don't come back. You always think that everything is so fucking easy, but it is not easy, everything is so fucking complicated. So won''t you please don't piss me off.

Untittled
Your love struggle to please the one you love. And he struggle to love back as well. But it don't matter what obsticle comes between you two. Yours and his love are so strong that it ca't be broken. Some people wishes they had that kind of love. And some may want to brake that love, that you guys have for each other. But as hard as they try to brake that love, it can't be done. 'Cause you guys are meant to be wit each other. This poem is dedicated 2 one of my good friends.

Miss You
I miss you you was a big part of my life. When I found out that you was gone my world began to crash down on me. A I began to look around me, I saw people who loved you, the same way I did. Amd thier world crashed down on them also, when they heard what happened. We got together and felt the same sadness we had on that day. We miss you Grandma, and soon well meet again. Rest In Peace I love you.

French Poem
Writing and Poetry I wrote this poem when I was in High school. Je pense que vous tes doux comme le miel et que vous tes specia. Je pense que dieu a pris plus de temps dans crer vous. Je pense aussi que vous avez l'air d'un ange qui est venu du ciel. Mon coeur bat si fort quand je vous vois, et je suis muet quand je vous vois. English Version: I think you are sweet as honey, and that you are special. I think that god took more time in creating you. I also think that you look like an angel that came from heaven. My heart beats so hard, when I see you. And I am speechless, when I see you.

Wanted To Call You
i wanted to call you last night but i couldnt, because i was nervous in callin you last night. i wanted to call you, because i wanted to hear your voice again. but i couldnt call you, because i was to nervous in callin you last night. when i finally got the courage to call you. i called but there was no answer, and i was sad, because i really wanted to talk to you.

You
When it gets dark I can't go to sleep, 'cause I'm not with you. And when I close my eyes, I only see you. My arms are only there to hold the person I love, and the person is you. And when I'm not holding you, I close my eyes to see you. And look up at the sky and smile, 'cause I know wherever you are, I know you are doing the samething.

War And Peace
what happened to the peaceful time where everyone loved each other and had nothing against each other. that time is dead. now is time of war, where everyone has to scared 'cause we don't know when we will be attacked by our own enemies. everywhere I look and there are people crying 'cause they either lost their kids fighting for their country due to a war, or a family member was caught in the middle of a war and was killed. war is pointless they take you nowhere. nothing good comes out of war only bad things. say no to war and yes to peace.

:op
Well, hello everyone! Just wanted to write a lil something and say hi!! Hope your all having a good day!! Have a very fun weekend and of course be safe!!!! :o) Leave me some love and I will get back to you when I can! My computer is being a brat today!! Mwah

"what's Going On"
Hmm, well today was today. Thats all I can really say. I mean I took my test and everything and I got an A on it, but today just feels blah and meh all rolled into one. So when I am about ready to leave early, I get a call from the Bf and he says that people are bitching and making up things about him at work and telling his boss the false "information". So he was pissed about that and I guess last night him and his brother got into a fight and his brother threw his cell phone at his face and it hit him in the jaw, so we might have to go to the hospital later to see whats going on with that. That reminds me that I have to go get my TB test checked some time after 4pm and I have to turn in some more paper work to Human Resources at Banner Estrella. There is no rest for the weary. And when I finally got home, I got my Baby Shower invitation form my old friend from H.S., Heather. I cant wait cus I love babies but I cant really stand the baby showers cus for some reason all the other femal

Miracles Do Happen, I Am One Of Them!
After spending a total of 6 years in and out of hospitals of my life,. A month here, two weeks there, alway's at the time Christmas was approaching. I knew what to look forward to. A lengthy hospital stay... Ten years in a row , I spent my Christmas Holiday's in a hospital. Last September around my birthday ( which is the 21st ) a few more days and I will see 55, something I never thought would happen. I got sick. My asthma, started acting up on me, then I caught a cold and , good old Pneumonia set in...October 1st came and I had no choice, I went to the hospital and was admitted immediately. I had 5 Doctor's start working on me, and none thought I would make it. Well, the days just passed and each day I got worse... A massive lung infection took hold of me.. I can't take antibiotics , so I was in a real mess... I had to have something, so the Dr's put me on 1500 mgs of Levaquin, the strongest antibiotic they have. I was getting shots in my stomach every hour and had 13 different

Blah
What do I feel like rambling about today? Lol. Lets see, crush is a jerk, check. I'm just frustrated right now, but I'm happy because it's cloudy today, yay. That's about all for my ramblings today, I'm sure that I will have more, I just don't know when. The stress is starting to build though, I have 5 days to come up with 800 bucks or I'll probably be kicked out of my apartment. We'll see.

Damn It!
Ive Been in the hospital for at least four days in pain now oh wait they release me while Im still in pain :( No one knows whats going on all they know is acid is tearing my stomach and oh wait heres more it gets better It Might be my gollblatter but My DaMN Gi wont tell me anything yet this really sucks I dont know what the fuck to think about this its just scares me damn it.. anyways leave a comment im outtie

Pleaze Read
hey first of all i just want to thank you all for the love ive recieved from everyone and thanks for the addz n all. second of all im only here for friendz nothing more, i have a man who im very loyal to and love very much. it kool if you want to be friend but pleaze dont think any thing more.. you all can hit me up at aztecgirl003@yahoo .com or aztecgirl760@hotmail.com please dont act like a pervert and request for a cam because i dont have one. dont plan on getting. for those who have been respectful to me i appriaciate it very much i will return the favor. im extremely bad at leaving comments. but for those who know me i will eventually return the favor. and do love ya all for all the luv and respect ive been recieving.. thanks again ~Loca~

To Be Notice!
To Be Notice! Thru out my days and years I always looked out for you best interest, not because I was you friend and companion to talk to but in my eyes I wanted more from you, Cause in my heart it always had seem right that you would be here with me tonight, Thought you felt different about me never toke the time to notice me, Now I move on and went always you wonder to yourself what you did?.. For I wish things was different between me and you, Our love between us would have been so true, But in another life time it could be, Until then you are nothing but a memory....

When I Hold You In Heaven:
I sometimes wonder what it'll be like will there be a rocking chair made of gold for me to rock you in my arms will you be wrapped up in a blanket to keep you warm from the cold breeze when i hold you in heaven will you look up at me and smile big or will you cry out of joy will you have your eyes open glowing and glistening with peacefulness or will they be shut with no identiy at all when i hold you in heaven will there be a crowd of angels or will it just be you and me spending the time together that passed us by like a flash of the past will tears flow down my face or will a smile come out from behind the clouds when i hold you in heaven these answers and pictures i don't have only little handsome you know but for now i shall wonder what it'll be like when i hold you in heaven Written by: Katrina Banks(myself) IN LOVING MEMORY OF MY BELOVED SON JOSHUA JAYDEN BORN 12-30-04 DIED 12-30-04 (stillborn) AND to thE ONE WHO HAD NO IDENTIY AT ALL THE MISCARRIAGE

Thoughts Of You
Thoughts of You When I awake in the morning you the first thing on my mind, Thought is seems that you right here by my side only is your thoughts that wonder thru my mind, I feel I’m a better man I am today cause loving you seems to be the best thing I gotten all day, Its all in the way you love and understand me for in return comfort and relax thee, should I not be glad I’ve found you.. Or is it that I’m thankful I have sweet thoughts of you, As I look into your eye is see my love for you is true I’m so happy I fell into with you. Written by Andrew A.K.A Rickay Swave

I Pregent
I am 3 and a half mounths pregent....There are ppl that want to beat my ass....But this is what I have to say about it kiss my ass cuz Im happy....And if u want to leave me an message to say ur happy cuz ur my friend go a head thats up to u....

Emptiness Inside
Emptiness Inside The thought of having you was a blessing, But now without you is my burden I wonder thru the night not sleeping and wonder aimlessly thru the day not eating, For when I was with you my heart was true but now I spend every moment in the dark without you, You say things are for the best and we should just stay friends, But you forget you have a piece in me that you toke it away that you will always regret, For me life is never fair for the trouble soul, That’s why the emptiness eats away my soul for I don’t know if I’ll ever be whole again....

A Sad Day
What am I going to do without him holding me every night? What am I going to do now that I can’t just look up and see his smiling face? How am I going to sleep; cold and all alone; no one to hold me through a nightmare; no one to tell me it’s ok? To never hear your comforting voice; when you sing ‘Blue on Black’ or ‘Lima Bean Riot’. What happens now when we run into each other on the street? Will you say Hello; will we hug; will you act like you don’t know me? Are you going to hate me for doing this or will you agree? I’m not happy anymore and you know this; you see it; I take it out on you and it’s not fair. We’re not on the same path anymore, Jay, and it hurts. I don’t like what you do, I don’t like where you work, I don’t like what you say… I always said I would never take your dreams away from you and I have already tried, but I am not going to! I Love you Jay, and I always will. So stay healthy and be happy… For me?

Another Poem..
I FEEL THE WIND BLOWING.. I KNOW THAT ITS THERE... SO WHY CAN'T I SEE IT?? THAT CANNOT BE FAIR... A BEAUTIFUL SUNSET.. SO EVERYONE SAYS.. I CANNOT SEE IT.. BUT I KNOW THAT ITS THERE.. I CANNOT SEE... NOW THAT IS A SHAME.. BUT I DONT FEEL SORRY.. AT LEAST NOT FOR MY SELF.. NO I CANNOT SEE.. BUT AT LEAST I CAN FEEL...

Feeling I Was Not Even There
A Thousand dollars....I held the bloody bills in my hand, warmth still permeated off the paper. I stood silent in Simon's apartment, but it looked more like a scene from a cheap horror movie. The whole thing seemed so unreal. My body began to tremble, breaking the stillness. Tears slipped from my eyes and dropped to the floor. Horror-filled images rushed through my head. Simon was reaching for something when he was attacked. I was seeing it right in front of my eyes. I saw the blade cut through his jacket. I felt the pain of the first cut. Deep. The second cut with cold steel vengeance. A stabbing death was always personal, and from the images I was picking up on, this was no different, personal and passionate. It was happening again. A pulse of pain struck my temple like an 18 pound sledge. Nerves, all over my body exploded buckling my knees from the angst. The room grew dark as shadows attacked the light. I gripped my head, screaming, with bloody hands still trembling. My jaw tighten

Maykurcum,,, Back For More Prt. 2
Maykurcum,,,, Back For More Prt. 2 Bring that ass over her girl, and sit it on the edge. Let me lick you til your body hurts, from getting this head. Until your legs lock up in that fixed position, and your toes are no longer straight. Just lay back and get this tongue girl. I'll just masterbate. At least for a while then you will explode. Releasing your juices all over my face. I swallow your essence with no hesitation. Waiting for more of your goodness to cum my way. Sit on my face baby and grind it like this. straight up on the tongue, just pretend it's my dick. Cum for me Baby right down my throat. Then I'll let alone that lil' man in the boat. Then we'll just fuck until you fall asleep. I'll cum once or twice just to say I got me. But trust and believe from this night on. You'll remember the name that Mayks you hotter than the sun. Michael Is now etched in your mind. Cuz dick game l

Personality Quizes
Your Values Profile Loyalty: You value loyalty a fair amount. You're loyal to your friends... to a point. But if they cross you, you will reconsider your loyalties. Staying true to others is important to you, but you also stay true to yourself. Honesty: You don't really value honesty. You do value getting your way, no matter what. And if a little lying is required to do that, no problem. A few white lies never hurt anyone (at least, that's what you tell yourself!) Generosity: You value generosity a fair amount. You are all about giving, as long as there's some give and take. Supportive and kind, you don't mind helping out a friend in need. But you know when you've given too much. You have no problem saying "no"! Humility: You value humility highly. You have the self-confidence to be happy with who you are. And you don't need to seek praise to make yourself feel better. You're very modest, and you're keep the drama factor low. Tolerance: You valu

One Good Time
One Good Time I know you feel me sliding in. You're so sticky and moist from my tongue Dancing all over your body. You've never cum so hard b4. I didn't even touch your pussy yet. As our bodies collide and I slip inside. You feel the stiffness of this rod and you begin to squirm, to try to ease Up on the dick you go and down again In and out like the ground hog on his day. Never missing a stroke, nor a beat. The sound of our flesh meeting forms A melody only you and I can groove to. The music of lust and sex that brings forth, Desire and more sex, until the climax is met. At that moment I STOP. STOP! You say WHY? At that moment Of heightened sensitivity do such a thing. I reply with a grin and ram it in again. Your back now aching and your body quaking. I deliver a blow that makes you stutter. You try to slide away but Get met by the headbaord. Your legs in the air

Just A Poem I Wrote About Myself.
Country Boy Dayum this stuff is good girl. I don't know what it is but you got me. Is it the way you make your tongue twirl? Or maybe it's just the positions that you be,,_______ Dayum, do that again that shit felt good. I can't believe we haven't cum yet. Take this 10 girl this is grade A wood. And this pussy of yours got my whole body wet. You want it deeper Baby? Can you handle that? Well turn that ass around, that's what you do. I'll slide this dick in and put a hump in your back. I know you came, but why you runnin'? Baby girl I ain't through. Believe it or not I'm far from it so get a few more. While I kiss your back and rub your clit. You like that don't you? Keep cummin' Baby I have so much more for you in store. I want you to get all you can and pass out before I do. With every stroke I feel your walls closing in all around m

Mmmmmm So
I have a Migraine. Love it. :( It made me throw up. I hate Migraines. Let's all thank fucking God that its Friday! Woooohoooo! I love how Slah is so smart. I mean she's stupid in a couple of ways but she's so smart too. I'm glad that I can trust her off the leash. So I'm kinda hungry. I need to pay some bills. I'll write more later. P.S. I pop boners for Jenn.

Missing Page....
I have been feeling sad today. Been missing my dog Page that was put to sleep Oct 15, 2003. He was the sweetest dog. I loved his so much. He had gotten cancer on his butt and became very sick. He was suffering for a while and we decided to put him to sleep. I know that was the right thing to do. That day was the hardest day of my life having to let him go. He only lived 11 years, not too long. :( I will always remember him. I just was sad today b/c I was going through some old pics of him. I put some up on my fridge. I hope he is happy in heaven and will always remember me.

America Today!
My wife, Rosemary, wrote a wonderful letter to the editor of the OC Register which, of course, was not printed. So, I decided to "print" it myself by sending it out on the Internet. Pass it along if you feel so inclined. Dave LaBonte (signed) Written in response to a series of letters to the editor in the Orange County Register: Dear Editor: So many letter writers have based their arguments on how this land is made up of immigrants. Ernie Lujan for one, suggests we should tear down the Statue of Liberty because the people now in question aren't being treated thesame as those who passed through Ellis Island and other ports of entry. Maybe we should turn to our history books and point out to people like Mr. Lujan why today's American is not willing to accept this new kind of immigrant any longer. Back in 1900 when there was a rush from all areas of Europe to come to the United States, people had to get off a ship and stand in a long line in New York and be documented. Some

For those who are on my friend list... See... some of you do pay attention! For those who are on my friend list...I totally have to agree with all of you who say people are getting fake In here. So I gave in and let's see who really reposts this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. It serves to eliminate people who are desperately trying to add "friends" like its a popularity contest in High School. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are.. Repost this if you are a friend.. if you don't, you get deleted.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as (numerous things such as "Goodbye LostCherry, Too all my friends, etc.)

Poam
Thinkin of how sweet it would be to hold your gentle soft hand is one of my fondest day dreams. Knowing your hearts like being lost in your eyes. One day well shall surely meet its destiny. Like the moons pull on the sea, Like the sun stars that follow the sunset. You are my one desire To live without you in my arms is to know the aching of an empty heart. When I walk under the night sky , and I look to the heavens it makes me realize something , of all the stars in the sky, I pic you , for youre the only one i could truly adore. I long to sit on a swing with you in my arm as the sun sets on an autum evening and watch the fireflys dance. You, Me, the sounds of crickets, and no one else in the world.

This Is Pretty Funny.... I Can't Believe I'm Showing You All This Vid.
It's kind of funny.... Let me know what you think. I don't know what was going though my or my brother and the other kids mind. This was a long time ago we did this. We had some wild eye idea to make a movie... of what I don't know.. So here's my 1st acting debut lol. Enjoy.... let me know what you think... I know it's lame but... Let me know. Get this video and more at MySpace.com

Spice
The Spice of Mystery So beautiful and majestic Her body divine, though seemignly standoffish Who would haveb known A ragign Sexualk beast dwells within her Reavling clothes yet Mysterious and clandestine I seemed to be the only one WHo saw and appreciated what lurked underneath her touch bitch exterior Night of fate came upon us both Extra work til 10pm What you like to go for a dirnk Purred from her perfectly soft lips Is this the "Madame battleax of the office" So many knew her as? I was unexplainable smitten by her pressence Wanting nothing but her Nightly sidewalk Cafe Warm and friendly conversation Walking her to her car strangelky holding hands like it was the mnatural thing to do Turned to face me I went to say goodbye "I Know you want this" As she kisses me with pure HOT passion Taking my hands pressing them to her divine ass Her tongue in desperate search for my own wrestling, suckling one another Follow me back to my

Best B Readin It Says Alot About Who U R
For those who are on my friend list... See... some of you do pay attention! For those who are on my friend list...I totally have to agree with all of you who say people are getting fake In here. So I gave in and let's see who really reposts this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. It serves to eliminate people who are desperately trying to add "friends" like its a popularity contest in High School. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are.. Repost this if you are a friend.. if you don't, you get deleted.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as (numerous things such as "Goodbye LostCherry, Too all my friends, etc.)

Goodbye To All Lost Cherry Friends...
For those who are on my friend list... See... some of you do pay attention! For those who are on my friend list...I totally have to agree with all of you who say people are getting fake In here. So I gave in and let's see who really reposts this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. It serves to eliminate people who are desperately trying to add "friends" like its a popularity contest in High School. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are.. Repost this if you are a friend.. if you don't, you get deleted.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as (numerous things such as "Goodbye LostCherry, Too all my friends, etc.)

Joke
Forgive me father for I have sinned." Priest: "What have you done my child?" Girl: "I called a man a son of a bit**." Priest: "Why did you call him a son of a bit**?" Girl: "Because he touched my hand." Priest: "Like this?" (as he touches her hand) Girl: "Yes father." Priest: "That's no reason to call a man a son of a bit**." Girl: "Then he touched my breast." Priest: "Like this?" (as he touched her breast) Girl: "Yes father." Priest: "That's no reason to call him a son of a bit**." Girl: "Then he took off my clothes, father." Priest: "Like this?" (as he takes off her clothes) Girl: "Yes father." Priest: "That's no reason to call him a son of a bit**." Girl: "Then he stuck his you know what into my you know where." Priest: "Like this?" (as he stuck his you know what into her you know where) Girl: "YES FATHER, YES FATHER, YES FATHER!!!" Priest: (after a few minutes): "That's no reason to call him a son of a bit**." Girl: "But f

A Special Angel
A Special Angel A little boy runs to his Dad "Daddy, Daddy why has it got to happen to us" The Father lifted the little boy up, and give him the biggest hug in all the world. With tears running down his cheeks he tried to explain. "Son, I know you may be a little young to understand all this, but let me try to explain. God works in many wondrous ways, and needs very special people to help him with his work" The boy looked at him in a mysterious way, not understanding but wishing him to go on. "Your Mom was very special, a lady who we both loved deeply. Her life was full of kindness, never did a bad word she said. But the pain she suffered was more than she could take. She asked the Lord to take her soul so we didn't see her suffer. So we could remember her and love her, the way she we always did. Choking back the tears, he continued "But just before the Angels came to carry her away, she made a plea to God to give her one last wish". "Please God, before

For Eyeryone To Read
hi every this is ashley, and i am happy to have all my friends on lost cherry, i would love to talk to you all and to know you, i am kinda a shy person, but it's ok. thanks for all the comments, and picture comment, you are all so nice, so if you have any qustions for me just ask. your friend:Ashley

Let It Snow!
Let it Snow Cold and shivering tempertures White blankets the land outside Hot chocolate wiht a touch of Ameretto tickles my tongue Big and delicious Lover of Mine She possesses my mind, body and soul Sit in total tender loving care While the day's fire warms us and our deep embrace Then her familiar look of naugtiness Locks onto my own To do what we have always fantasized about Lover takes me hand, leading me outside Our backyard enclosed ensures our private moments Slowly to undress in cold whiteness yet our love and desire warms us completely OUr nipples grown to rock hardness Raw passion trembles wihtin Sexual lava boils We begin our Love journey gently laying Lover down on the velt white blanket My body dedictaed to her total pleasure Tongue taste her sweetness head to toe and not missing a spot Orally worhsipping her at her secret diamond Garbbing my hair Lover pulls me closer Pumping my mouth full of her divine Sex Goddess, Q

Rant
Since I was small I had always sought to believe that everyone was good. Naive as it was, I was pure. I looked at people at "face value" and saw what I know everyone can be. I believe that everyone is good at heart. I don't care who you are, what your lifestyle was/is like, anything. I believe that you were born pure and you didn't know what hate was. Hate is taught. It has to do with your enviornment. Now, this is pretty common sence so I don't feel like I need to explain, but some people don't agree with this. Some think that surroundings have little, if any at all, effect on someone. I'm sorry, not so. Everything is taught to you and it's up to you (as soon as you're mature enough to come to a conclusion from your own gathered thoughts) to decide how to act. I can see if someone were to grow up in a white family and grow up racist. They are "brainwashed", shall we say, into thinking like this only because their family is like that. That's not their fault if that's all they ever

Unborn Tears
A woman sits alone in contemplation under the soft glow of the moon. Looking down she sees the movement of life from her womb. Evidence of a once promised love. Crimson tears well up in her eyes with the thought that one day they will want answers. Anger and self loathing in her heart for her weakness to so easily allow herself to open her heart to another to only be used for such carnal pleasures and tossed just as easily. The confusion as decisions come from life beckoning the answers to friends and family why she is facing bringing the lives of two children into the world alone. As each day passes she tries to be strong for herself and that of her unborn children. Most days tend to be rather harsh facing the reality that she will never have real love. The woman sits with tears rolling down her cheeks hoping the answer to her problem is not what she fears. The heart growing hard, cold, and bitter.

Being Caught
Getting Caught Midday interlude Park's edge as the birds sing Lover and I sit cuddling, beginning to make out Night brings the privacy of darkness Love and desire builds OO making love in Public A secluded bench On the opther side of Park's pond beckons, calls us to it We go, and begin our journey to Sexual bliss Creatures of the night pronounce their presence As we Kiss and caress Our bodies responding in intensity Hands invade each others' clothing Bodies harden, readied for desire and pleasure Breathing becomes erratic and short Nibbling, tasting each other fully Lovers fingers play a soft teasing tune On my throbbing manhood My fingers with purpose delicately search and exlore her moist Sex Tatsing our deklicousness From each others' fingers Fire and desire refuse to wait We bnegin to mount each other Sitting back on the bench Lover mounts, takes me like the AMazon Goddess she is As we begin that magick motion Lover becks my a

Apathetic And Ignorant In The U.s.a.
Yep, I know this entry is long, but, if you read nothing else of mine, please read this. This is not a Rant about Democrats or Republicans, it is meant to be totally unbiased as to party affiliations... It’s election time in the USA. And once again I am really pissed off. There should be a class you HAVE to attend before you are allowed to vote and if you haven’t taken the class, well, no unemployment, no social security (over the age of 18), no benefits at all until you do! There are too many idiots in this country that don’t have a clue what voting even means! "WAIT!" you cry, "I know how to vote!" And you know what, maybe you do! So, will taking 5 minutes to read this do you any harm in case I say something that you never thought of, or is closing it the best course of action? Up to you... So, you chose to continue; Listen carefully… We do NOT live in a democracy, we live in a REPUBLIC. While oft you heard it referred to as a democracy, it isn’t… “…and to th

More On Beauty
(reposting from Jellybeans blog!) See my other blog about Beauty! I know way too many really beautiful girls who think they don't look good... It hurts... because it's your fault, guys I mean. you make girls feel like they have to be perfect. You know what I mean, flat stomach, huge boobs, round booty, long legs, big lips, and on top of all that, they have to dress like a whore, and be one as well... nobody can measure up to that... and its not fair... because nobody should have to. The little imperfections are what make people special. If everyone was perfect the world would be so boring, variety is what makes life interesting. So guys, stop making girls have to live up to your, I'm sorry, our... deluded fantasy visions of perfection. Stop acting like boys and start being men... realize that women don't exist to fufill your sexual desires. Stop talking to them solely to get with them, be nice to them because you want to be their friend, not because you want to hook up with them. Say

Poem Post 2
he sits in the room al aone once again the pain in his heart as he laments his sins " oh what have done?" he cries to the heavens "what have i done ?" he calls and calls again his tears fall down thick and fat for the memories he left behind the pain in his soul where once he was fine he cires for the pain he cries all alone HE raies his hands and touchs his wings whtas left of the time he was givein to fly long they've been cut long theyve been broken Such pain do they cause he wonders if these are his damnation he once was a wolf so wild and free lost in the storm of the things that have been He runs in his mind along forest paths till he finds a soft spot of grass he lowers his muzle to find her scent the scent fo his she so far away He raises his voice to howl to winds to scream out his love and cary to fen where are you my she ? wheere have you gone come to come to me

Do What You Say You'll Do....
Ok here it is...I've been chatting with this guy forever on yahoo. Yeah, he's been trying to get into my pants, but it ain't happened. Well I tell him that I won't do ANYTHING unless I meet him first. So, his suggestion was that he come meet me for lunch and see if we want it to go any further. Well guess what?? The fucker didn't show, call or anything. Will I give him another chance? Nope I don't think so. My motto is "say what you mean and mean what you say" or do what you say you're gonna do or DON'T say it. I'm pretty damn easy going, but I detest a fucking liar. It was HIS idea. Well he just lost out on something great. We could've been some serious fuck buddies. His loss...

Born To Late
How is every one, well I thought I would add to my blog. in high school, some of my friends let me know I was born about a hundred years to late. Well they might have been right, at the time I spent more time doing any thing out doors than inside watching tv, or listening to the radio. camping, fishing, hiking, shooting, and riding horses. reading was also a fascinating thing for me. I could spend the whole day reading, and I still enjoy reading. I also still enjoy every thing else I did when I was younger

Tgif!!
The weather is very gorgeous,the sun is shinging and its 75 degrees.Need to get out and do something.Before u know it will be Fall/cold/rain. Hope everyone has a great weekend.Do something I would do....lol..which means most anything gos.xxxSugar

To Be Or Not To Be
The heart races with Love swelling inside head makes the world spin around me conflict swelling up inside of me head screaming the Love will end all Love is doomed to die heart softly wispering: the Love is a wonder, not everyone can find it, even if it is only fleeting emotion Is wanting Love forever asking for to much?

Nightly Shadows
Walking in the shadows I felt him. Ever present. Feeling his love like a frustrating tease. Never truly knowing who he was. Living day to day in hopes of finding him again. Each day more torture than the last. Each night feeling closer and closer to finding him. Each night our hearts danced in the shadows of the moonlight.

Hell's Gateway
I was in a wonderful deep slumber when a noise outside my room woke me with a start. To my surprize a light had been turned on outside of the room. Soft footsteps could be heard slowly creeping down the hall. With each step, my heart rate increased. Why did I not just jump out of the bed and go out the window to safety? Panic rose inside of me with each footstep. From the dim light under my door I could vaguely see around the inside of the room. Where did the portait come from? I had never seen this picture before. A large portrait was hung over the bed. In the portrait I was strangely attired in a wedding gown and standing next to a man in a suit. The sight of the picture confused me even further. How could I have already been married? I am only a child. Was I dreaming? Is this a small glimpse into my future? Staring at the portrait had almost made me forget about the intruder that had been slowly encroaching on my bedroom. Slowly I turned my gaze back to the light under the bedroom

Profile Substance
Welcome and good day my curious blog readers ... To follow up and hopefully complete the "frustration" topic of discussion. Today is about profiles and how much I miss reading yours. With said problems mentioned in my first two blogs ... (for those of you who might of join this in progress: my computer sucks and I get booted attempting to open most every page "Lost Cherry" has to offer) Well, the thing I miss is reading peoples profiles (assuredly I'm not the only person who still likes to read those things -- Am I?) Although in today's aesthetic loving world, some people opt to jump right into photo browsing and skip getting to know the person. Me, I'd rather see a great profile -then- if they seem interesting *rate* the profile (tens only) fan them if indeed they have something - somewhat entertaining or interesting about them. Then I move on to the photos. My point today is: I wish that I had that ability to go to more profiles -yes- ... but the latter part is w

(xxx Poem)
I believe in Sex Sanctity focus Serenity stroking The power of a lustful kiss my sweat your wetness Simplicity licks sucks fucks Intricacy can you really have it your way or do you just dream... The importance of a wish to cum Staying honest or do you have no one? toys movies love books bubble baths alone Find a dog in a club or a pub like a pet store we look "so cute" take me home being a dog Keeping a promise cheating The basic good in man the comment of a woman Staying humble keeping in up keeping her happy or just keeping her sore... when I stumble not being scared to tell the truth Doing the best I can keeping everyone happy but I'm getting weak my needs... Horny... can you cum Can I help Earning your praises Taking you to that special place Being grateful that you are still mine knowing what I do... Being faithful The potentness of love the feel of good sex Staying true Just being you joy in lust Kee

Just A Little About Myself:
Please let me start off by introducing myself to you. All of my close friends call me Hell. I am a Sanguinarian, which is a blood drinker or better known to the vast main populace as a vampire. Even though I think that title is a little funny since there are many more types of vamps out in the world than most realize. My life has always tended to lean more to the darker side of this world and the world beyond it. If I am approached in a posituve manner than I am very open to helping out others that may have questions or need help. I do have a caring heart and am rather eager to help improve other people's moods. If you are one of the darker side of this world please make yourself at home in my little space in the shadows. If you are not a creature such as myself please feel free to send any questions you may have but please understand that I may be reluctant to share my information until I have had the chance to get to know you better.

Skin Help
working on creating a skin for my page. if anyone can give me some tips on how to do certain things, like putting an image in a table etc.. let me know ok? there are just some things i haven't figured out how to do yet. ok, i figured it out for myself. but you know what...!?!? if someone else had asked for help, everyone who really knows me, knows i would offer any help I could to ANYONE else. not enough people like that out there as far as i am concerned.

Hmmm
SO tonight I'm going Salsa dancing...well, to salsa lessons at any rate...Its extra credit for Spanish, so Im going with the Twins...should be entertaining if nothing else. I'll let you guys know how that goes. So I may or may not be on later, if I go hang out with my friend John later I will not be, if I dont hang out with him, then I will be. We'll see. Other than that...I am going home for the weekend, so after Sat morning I wont be on again until Sun night, sorries, give me love anyway...besides, I need to see my cat...I miss him. And corss your fingers that I can actually shoot my set this weekend...thats the only thing I hate about my parents doing this foe...schedules schedules...and yea, it gets weird tryin to be sexy in front of my Mom...weird...of I may just do it myself, those always turn out ok unless I mess up the Lighting...again. So yea, busy busy, give me love and I'll return it as soon as I get back ~Stina

My Only Wish
As i lie here and think of you all night i wish i could be with you for the rest of my life i try not to think of you so much then again i want to feel your touch i have been in love with you for so long i know we'll never be together, i wish i was wrong all i can do is hope you love me how i feel about you, i wish i could get you to see.. I have given you my heart, i wish i had yours i dont think i could ever love anyone else

Generic Drugs.....
In Pharmacology, all drugs have two names, a trade name and generic name. For example, the trade name of Tylenol also has a generic name of Acetaminophen. Aleve is also called Naproxen. Amoxil is also call Amoxicillin and Advil is also called Ibuprofen. The FDA has been looking for a generic name for Viagra. After careful consideration by a team of government experts, it recently announced that it has settled on the generic name of Mycoxafloppin. Also considered were Mycoxafailin, Mydixadrupin, Mydixarizin, Dixafix, and of course, Ibepokin. Pfizer Corp. announced today that Viagra will soon be available in liquid form, and will be marketed by Pepsi Cola as a power beverage suitable for use as a mixer. It will now be possible for a man to literally pour himself a stiff one. Obviously we can no longer call this a soft drink, and it gives new meaning to the names of "cocktails", "highballs" and just a good old-fashioned "stiff drink". Pepsi will market the new concoction by the name

The Flame
You ever watch a flame? how it just quivers and wiggles. it shows the intensity that it doesnt have anyone to blame. if you watch it long enough it seems to be a little figure just dancin around just watchin it gives you the giggles it's just there, not going anywhere seems as if anything it ever does never results in shame it's almost liek it's free with nowhere else to be it's something that i burn for and long for in my life no shame, noone to blame just to be that dancin little flame i wish that would be what everyone would see in me

This Should Probably Go In A 4th Blog
but too much subdivision might not be so good, either. I'm not a bouncer nor an admin here (I've been low-level support on LiveJournal; I am low-level support/sysop/administration on Wikipedia. Verrrrrrry low-level. However!) The bulletin's gone around and about and circled that...In comments and public places and outside galleries on LostCherry - don't show images that would be adult-tagged if they were in a gallery. Think for a minute and you may be able to come up with more than one reason. Or I can edit this and spell them out (yes, I'm a bit in that mood this morning, which isn't helpful, I know. No one's fault but mine, sincerely and honestly said. I almost definitely will come back and edit this, or just create the new blog-set and duplicate/transfer this there in an expanded form.)Eric

From The First Time I Saw You
From the first time i saw you i knew i was in love i knew i wanted to be with you for eternity but you had someone and you didnt want to break her heart so you decided not to be with me i couldnt stop thinkin about you because you stole my heart i knew that if we had ended up together we would never be apart i knew you would have filled this empty space deep inside my heart because i was in love i was head over heels for you but you were in love with someone too... i waited by the phone night and day please let him call, i would pray but when i got your call i didnt know what to say because my every dream had come true and i'll never forget what you said to me on that special day...

History And It's All True......lol
Have a history teacher explain this----- if they can. Abraham Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1846. John F. Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1946. Abraham Lincoln was elected President in 1860. John F. Kennedy was elected President in 1960. Both were particularly concerned with civil rights. Both wives lost their children while living in the White House. Both Presidents were shot on a Friday. Both Presidents were shot in the head. Now it gets really weird. Lincoln 's secretary was named Kennedy. Kennedy's Secretary was named Lincoln. Both were assassinated by Southerners. Both were succeeded by Southerners named Johnson. Andrew Johnson, who succeeded Lincoln , was born in 1808. Lyndon Johnson, who succeeded Kennedy, was born in 1908. John Wilkes Booth, who assassinated Lincoln, was born in 1839. Lee Harvey Oswald, who assassinated Kennedy, was born in 1939. Both assassins were known by their three names.

Always Together
We are together now Been together for a while They all said we wouldn't last But we believed different We hit it off from the start Always wanted to be together Even before we became an item Knowing we wanted each other Yet nobody believed in us How coulde we be serious? We barely knew each other.... Or so they thought Sure it gets hard at times But in the end it only makes us closer Cuz' we know what we want A family of our own A place we call home To be together Always together as one!

Dear Mr. Murphy god bless your heart and soul... I tried to fuck your daughter, but I couldn’t find her hole. When I found her hole... As furry as a flock... God dammit Mr. Murphy, I could find my cock. When I found my cock... As straight as a pin, god dammit Mr. Murphy... I couldn’t get it in. When I got it in, I wiggled it about... Got dammit Mr. Murphy... I couldn’t get it out. When I got it out.... It was wriggled up and sore... God dammit Mr. Murphy... Your daughter wanted more. When I gave her more... She fell upon the bed. God dammit Mr. Murphy... I think your daughter’s dead.

I'm not gonna give you a chance to speak.. don't try and say a word...don't move just keep still when I'm just looking at you, my baby, you give me such a thrill I'll lean in to kiss and taste your delectable fruitful luscious lips slide a hand or two slowly up and your sides, wrapping my arms around your waist... where my hands will rest upon your hips... My mouth is dry now, I need you right now, I don't know what to do.... All I know is ............ WHEN, I see you........ Our time is then...and I will not let you go

Remind Me Not To Do That Again
I got extremely shitfaced last night and ended up smoking some tobacco, so it was just a mini relapse, I now know that I wont be able to drink again till i am truly off the cigarettes but had to push it, I drank a bottle of jack daniels to myself, first time I have done that in a long time, had the hang over from hell this morning and had to go to work, I was in a bit of a rancid mood, so if I offended anybody in lost cherry land last night I apologise. Back on the nicotine patches and have locked meself up in the doghoose for my bad behaviour.

Sorry
To all my lc Friends and Family, Sorry that I have not been on to leave the comments that i usally do but I have been down with the flu..I'm not 100% yet but wanted to let you all know I was thinking of you!!!!!!!!! HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND EVERYONE!!!! ~~BabyGirl~~aka B.J.

Dreams
We spend most of our lives dreaming about what if then we go through life with question mark that clouds our very existence it makes us all walk with our heads down, then we see a face, a face that beyond all others makes us weak in the knees and makes our stomach bubble then once again the what if plays his song what if we were together? what if we spend our lives dreaming together and questionning life together. at least we would be happy. because i cant sleep knowing you're not mine and staring at the window no longer fulfills my destiny. For, you are it, and no longer do i cry for you. because we are together. in my dreams and every night i cant wait till i fall asleep to see your beautiful face.

Letting You Go
Tears still fall My heart is still breaking Since the day I let you go The pain has remained Where you are now I may not know But to me You'll always be right here In my mind and heart Without you I'm lost Don't know where to go When my world goes dark Because I let you go Now I see My biggest mistake Was letting you go

Life life is a series of moving changes , moving seasons moving dreams , ......to forever live in the past, well condemn us to a present with no future...... Broken Promises I'm sitting here alone as thoughts run through my head thinking about my life how I wish that I was dead The blade calls my name I'm needing it more and more I’ll just add to the scars from times I've cut before I'm becoming really scared now I'm getting numb to the pain it doesn't even phase me tears no longer fall like rain My cuts get deeper and deeper each one closer to my death it won't be long now till I take my last & final breath Get away from me let me rot in my hell leave me here alone in this place where I dwell Get away while you can before I take you down I don't want you to hurt but loving me will kill you… Love

I toss and I turn.. for that sensual taste of your lips, endearing touch of your fingertips, I yearn aching... dreaming... wanting... nothing but you lying next to me here in my bed massive thoughts of you dancing through my head yes, you are on my mind all the time I ask you, one last time... Allow me to take your hand, make you mine. I need you.. I want you.. to hold you.. and love you... Precious sweet heart of mine.. so divine and sanctified hear me calling out to you I feel you wanting... desiring.. craving.. me.....as I do you.

The Beauty In You
The beauty in your smile lights every moment of my day the beauty in your eyes melts my frozen heart the beauty in your touch warms my lonely soul the beauty in your love i long to feel forever

Moi Birthdayness [:
Well, I'm currently at my brothers' place & it's 3am on the 16th of September :D 19 years ago I was just a baby.. aw. lmao. So, yep I'm 19!! Yipee doda. Thanks to everyone who's sent me a cake or gift! I much appreciate it -big hugs to everyone-!!

About My Stories
Hello Everyone, I just wanted to give you each some information about the erotic stories I'm posting here on LC. These stories were all written by me during the course of a 9 year period. The all the stories were written for a different woman friend. If there are names in the story they aren't real. There is one story that I will post here which is totally true and one of my fondest memories.. Please let me know your thoughts concerning my stories. I want to place them as private for friends only, but then for some reason I can't view them after I post them.. I do need to keep them private tho, becuase of the many under aged members that set up accounts here. Hope you all enjoy my stories, please forgive my typo's and or poor grammer.. lmao.. Sir Dave

S*x Survey... I Really Didn't Want To Know That About Me.. Lol
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?Over 30 2. What is your sexual orientation?Straight 3. Have you ever given someone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?5-10 6. What is your pubic hair style?Trimmed neatly 7. What kind of underwear do you wear?Boxers 8. Have you ever taken, or been in, naked photos?Both taken and been in them 9. Have you ever been to a nude beach, or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 10. Do you watch porn?Yes, of course. Who hasn't? 11. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?Yes, been watched, but never watched others 12. How large are you...ya know, in the pants?Over 8 inches 13. Have you ever expirimented with another man?No, I'm straight as can be 14. What is your favorite sexual position?Anything that gets me off 15. Are you circumcised?Yes I am 16. What gets you off fastest?Intercourse 17. How often do you masturbate

Questions For A Slightly Twisted Mind
You can't read THIS and stay in a bad mood! 1. How Do You Catch a Unique Rabbit? Unique Up On It. 2. How Do You Catch a Tame Rabbit? Tame Way, Unique Up On It. 3. How Do Crazy People Go Through The Forest? They Take The Psycho Path. 4. How Do You Get Holy Water? You Boil The Hell Out Of It. 5. What Do Fish Say When They Hit a Concrete Wall? Dam! 6. What Do Eskimos Get From Sitting On The Ice too Long? Polaroid's. 7. What Do You Call a Boomerang That Doesn't work? A Stick. 8. What Do You Call Cheese That Isn't Yours? Nacho Cheese. 9. What Do You Call Santa's Helpers? Subordinate Clauses. 10. What Do You Call Four Bullfighters In Quicksand? Quattro Sinko. 11. What Do You Get From a Pampered Cow? Spoiled Milk. 12. What Do You Get When You Cross a Snowman With a Vampire? Frostbite. 13. What Lies At The Bottom Of The Ocean And Twitches? A Nervous Wreck. 14. What's The Difference Between Roast Beef And Pea Soup? Anyone Can Roast Beef.

How Smart Is Your Right Foot?
This will keep you busy for a while, trying to outsmart your foot, but you can't. 1. While sitting at your desk, lift your right foot off the floor and make clockwise circles. 2. Now, while doing this, draw the number "6" in the air with your right hand. Your foot will change direction. . . . . . and there's nothing you can do about it!

Hmmm What To Think
well this could very well be one of the worst months ever this year... my gpa passed away an then a week later my good friend cory hung him self an another good friends dad passed away.. we got snowed outta of work, was stuck on the fire block cause of the weather had to wait till it was safe enuff to ly outta there the heli was draging the net on trees an the highway, had trees all around me candling up an the heli had to drop water like near me i was pulled away from the area i was working on so the heli could do air work lol good times lol now at home waiting im home for a few days till i go back out in the freezing cold snowy bush lol well just wanted to try this blog thing ....

I Wanna Go!!!!!!!
H.I.M. Papa Roach, Lost Prophets, Kill Hannah November 7 - The Eagles Ballroom On Sale Saturday September 23 @ 10am! Finland's goth export H.I.M. (His Infernal Majesty) grinds dramatic metal of high sonic quality with an underlying urgency that pulses with intensity. I fucking want to go to this!!!!! 4 bands I love and I'd love to see live. I REALLY want to go!!!

Did I Just Get An Account For Dial Up!
Damn people, some control please. I know the site allows you to place graphics all over your profile, but show some control. I get a bit impatient waiting for a profile to load when i want to leave a quick comment. On the plus side it gives me a little time to think of my answer LOL. As for my friends list, there is going to be some pruning. I don't want to feel like some friend trophy, so you can just say how many you have. Jusat have to wait and see who goes, but I know for damn sure they have never spoken to me or replied to a tag I have left. And as any of my friends on the site will tell you, I never rude or nasty.

He Said, She Said.........
* This is a compilation done with a friend.....hope you enjoy! * He said..... We talked almost non-stop in the car on the way to my place, my heart skipped a beat every time i contemplated on how good it was to hear your voice in person for the first time, glancing over every now and again to steal another look at you. I could lose myself just by watching you as you talked, oblivious to the deep down and dirty thoughts swimming through my mind. I found myself watching road signs to little secluded woods as we drove past, aching to take you there right then but i had other plans; that could wait. 'after you', i showed you into my house and made you accustomed to the layout, i think you were a little disappointed that i didn't immediately pin you to the wall as the front door slammed; instead, i commented on the long journey behind you and offered my shower. I couldn't contain my smile when you accepted, but shifted the focus by offering to brew a pot of coffee. My bathroom had no

Summer Fruit
The house was aglow with candles of all shapes and sizes. Flames flickered, casting shadows along the walls. The warm rich scents of vanilla and cinnamon wafted through the air, heightening his senses and bringing a smile to his face. He closed the door and headed down the hall with a purposeful stride and a wicked gleam in his eyes. She was up to something. Again. He loved her sexy little whims. She was always surprising him with her delicious fantasies and playfulness. With him, she wasn't afraid to let go and bring her pleasures and delights forth for them to both enjoy. And enjoy her he did. She was lying across their bed, naked. Candlelight danced on her body, bathing her in sensual softness. With her thighs parted wide, he could see the glistening wetness seeping from deep inside her. There were a couple of bowls on the beside table and when he looked back and forth between her body and the bowls with raised eyebrows and questioning eyes, she giggled, delightful an

Poem Post
her hand touch the softness the roughness of the tree staring out in to the moon light her brown eyes gleaming with not only tears but the sadness that seems to be inside her heart she see you in side of her mind as she closes her eyes she touchs your skin inside her dreams she touchs your body and gives you the same please as you give everyone else smiling softy to herself she wounder if she stayed what would you be like how would your lips feel agest hers why did i leave why did i fear the unknown love she wounders to herself as she slowlys slides her hands thro her hair pulling it back as she sighs to herself teases sliding down her checks. she howls shiding her humen form her wolf skin feeling like home she howls for her love for her heart. she howls her lonely moanfull howl

So Damned Confused
You tell me that you love me and I feel that you love me and I wanna believe it. BUT I can't . I feel this malfunction in me that I am not worth loving, and it makes me feel empty. I am happy with you and i am happy being yours. But I feel like there is something else that is tearing me apart. I feel like I am missing something. I wanna stop feeling this way. I wanna feel whole. I wanna feel complete. I know that its something that I must fix, its just that i don't know how.

You Know You're From Louisiana When....
You Know You're From Louisiana When... The crawdad mounds in your front yard have over taken the grass. You greet people with "Howzyamomma'an'dem?" and hear back "Dey fine!" Every so often, you have waterfront property. When giving directions you use words like "uptown," "downtown," "backatown," "riverside," "lakeside," "other side of the bayou" or "other side of the levee." When you refer to a geographical location "way up North," you are referring to places like Shreveport, Little Rock or Memphis, "where it gets real cold." You've ever had Community Coffee. You can pronounce Tchoupitoulas but can't spell it. You don't worry when you see ships riding higher in the river than the top of your house. You judge a po-boy by the number of napkins used. The waitress at your local sandwich shop tells you a fried oyster po-boy "dressed" is healthier than a Caesar salad. You can eat Popeye's, Haydel's and Zapp's for lunch and wash it down with Barq's and seve

Owwie!
ok here i go time to rant lol im having surgery next thursday and my doctor told me to come to his office today to pick up my paperwork (he told me this last week) so i get there and i have to wait because they dont have my paperwork done so they get it done and i sign everything and go to the hospital to get my blood work done and i had to wait there for like a freakin hour to get 2 lil vials of blood drawn and answer 2000 questions which of they will draw more blood and ask the same questions on the day i have surgery so what was the point, and the nurse who took my blood, i thought she did a good job didnt even feel the needle go in but no sooner did i leave did my arm start hurting it hurts from my elbow all the way to my shoulder and is starting to bruise, makes me wanna drive the half hour back to the hospital just to smack the fuck outta her so i feel better but with the price of gas these days i cant afford to lol neways thats how my day is shaping up I hope all of yours is bet

Not Naming Names, But You Know Who You Are
ok guys, here's a little rant. I know its easy to just go thru someone's pics and just rate them, yeah that's way too easy and less time consuming. so what's wrong with leaving a comment, a shoutout, or a greeting every once in a while. I do this for everyone that's on my buddy list. I take the time to rate, leave a comment or a pic comment, sometimes I wonder why I'm posting pics and no one checks them out. I got over 55 people on my buddy list and only get 4 or 6 commenting. I know some don't have the time to do it or its hard to get on a persons page because it freezes up on them. but come on, I do my best to leave comments on everyone and basically get nothing back. I started deleting people that never do anything but they post pics and I comment, never getting any love back. its a 2 way street here and its a courtesy to do the same and show some love. I know I'm still in a bad mood after my duck was murdered by my neighbors dog and I will avenge the deaths of all 4 of my do

Cyberland
"Cyberland is not a make-believe place. Each entity we meet there has a life, and a human face. Behind the form of words silently appearing on a screen is a real live, breathing person we may never have met or seen. Hearts beating with true cadence of the communal human condition. Each soul an eternal, viable force moved with a sacred mission. Some become steadfast friends sharing their beauty with others, some sworn enemies for life others bond as lovers. Behind the words reside true smiles and eyes that cry genuine tears Hearts that can break journeys past or yet to take surrounded with triumphs and fears. Flesh as real as your fingers on the keys. Desires, fires and wounded souls… Could you remember that please? Cyberland is not a childish jaunt a place to play hide and seek. Not an adult amusement park or a comedic play to mock the weak. Every one you meet there has feelings just like you. Everyone who trusts you wants to believe you are true. Cyberspace connects the corners of peo

Turmoil
My thoughts are full of confusion and turmoil today. Maybe it's because sleep is evading me. My restless soul will not submit to the dream world to give my heart and thoughts a break from this hellish reality I remain in. I feel so broken, my soul weak. How has my life ended up in such a destructive state? Where was my mind all these years that I should have been fighting this hell with everything I had? Though some small part of me has returned to some degree of normality I still feel lost on a path of no return. Any small piece of sanity that remains in me has come from Randy's strength. He helps me to hold on to what little mind I have left. He is my angel, my only peace of mind. I just hope his love can guide me out of this path I have found myself on. Am I even worthy of being loved again? I see myself as nothing, but a shell of the person I used to be. That person is so far from my reach that finding her feels completely impossible. Even my medication seems to be lackin

Lessons
why is it that people hurt each other why can't we all get along for thoose that have been hurt it sucks for thoose that do the hurting it will come back to u and thoose that walk this world watching others hurt why do u do that can you not see that walking around with ur eyes shut causes someone to have pain wake up stand up don't let other feel the pain i have felt so much it my life it is not fair all i want is joy just like everyone eleas it is time we make the world a better place everyone dry ur eyes and stand up for grace.

The Visitor
You were in my room last night. I heard you open the window and climb in, though I kept my eyes closed. Saw you standing in front of the chair, the siloutette of a man in the moonlight. Tried to keep my breathing slow as I watched you undress as graceful as a big cat. Your skin was cool from the night air when you slid under the sheet next to me...and I offered you my heat. Wrapped myself around you and listened to your heart beat, just grateful for you to be there. When you lifted my chin and kissed me, the heat raged to an inferno. Suddenly you were on top of me, we were devouring each other. Kisses like water to a man dying of thirst...your hands roaming my body, mine exploring the hard muscles of your back. Your hair brushing my chest as you leave your trail of kisses... Your tan body wrapped into my pale flesh, the perfect icon of yin and yang. Moving us in some ageless, endless dance. Holding you tight to me, tasting the salt of your skin. Listening to your ragged breathing. Urg

Hmmm Come See..so I Camre
Well Im on here an looking to see all that i can on here and there never seems to be enough time ! Still learning thoughso I guess thats a good thing right ? No if only i could learn to post little pics like I see all over that would be sweet you know There are a lot of kool ppl on here though and I know soon I will meet ppl in my own back yard lol well one day but till then I will catch you all on here a little later ok and havea good weekend and dont hurt nobody unless your doing it the freaky way and it fees sooo damn good ok

Death To My Lover [poem]
Death to my lover May is the coldest month, when flowers grow, yet memories die. Here are the roots, the story of love that dies with the heart. Winter comes, the growth of the beginning Summer comes with nothing but pracheam. And the rain comes to drench the ahava. The Sunlight comes and burns the gan. The last hour left with silence. Yesh li hammon ohev bisivel lakh. He came to the mountain of hope and despair. I was scared of the mysterious air, but he let me go… for the first time I knew how to feel free in the mysterious air. What comes in this story is nothing but— If You don’t know this, then you should go away from here, to find the answer of the truth. Yesh li shaila bishieval ha ohev, aht ya dat mackarach bi shevel li? “You know the answer lies within this garden.” I looked within the flowers, knowing the truth and the lie. The silence brings around nothing. not even a simple answer. Footnote/Translation: language is hebrew! hebrew/engli

Another One
well ima do wnother one ive been tired this whole week i dont know what it is i finally leveled up too so thats cool i hope morew people comment me or something thatt be cool anyway ill let u guys go tahnks for takin ur time in reading this

Circles
Naked bodies in tall waves of grass A distant rumble of thunder You pull me to you Hot kisses as the cold rain begins Steam rising off our bodies You join with me as lightning flashes Our bodies move in an ageless, endless dance I taste your skin Ceaseless, tireless movement Thunder rumbles overhead Frantic, quiet need I pull you closer, deeper Your rain soaked hair caresses me Our breathing circular You hold me tighter as your sex swells and exhales Breathing sweet love deep inside me I inhale The circle closes The clouds open Naked bodies in tall waves of grass

The Goodbye Letter
Dearest Michael: I was driving down the road today, and one of our old songs started to play. And suddenly it hit me: you’re really gone. I had to pull over to the side of the road, the tears coming so fast I couldn’t see. Suddenly I was with you again, sitting on the roof of your apartment. Glasses of chianti and that old beat up stereo playing Janis Joplin all night long. Listening to the ball game from across the street, with the orange line rumbling under us. Walking down those narrow stairs to your door, warm and giddy from the wine. Sinking onto the hardwood floor in front of you as you picked out old show tunes on that beautiful guitar. Finally crawling into bed as the sun came up, pulling the down comforter up tight. Do you remember the day we went out on John’s boat? Sailing around Lake Michigan, trying to catch something? Then you finally got a bite, and we were laughing so hard we dropped the net before we landed the fish? Standing at the bow of the boat, wrapped in

Do Your Dreams Come True?
Mine do. Deja Vu, it happens to all of us, at least I like to believe it does. I will lay down and go into a deep sleep and dream of something happening and a few days later, the event occurs. However, I do not realize that I am seeing the event for a second time until I see or hear something that triggers the relapse. I have it happen to me at least once a month. Has anything like this ever happened to you? I know it's a little freaky, but hey the memories come back so vividly for me, it's like doing a double take on something. I also dream of falling and never waking up, smacking the ground in my dream then feeling myself getting dropped onto the bed. I know your not suppose to be able to do this but it happens to me. Tell me your stories.

The Confusing Ramble...
I've been thinking alot about love lately, and a lot of things to do with that concept. I believe that it gets thrown around to carelessly..."oh, I love that shirt!" and whatnot. I understand that there are different types of love...that love for a parent or sibling is different from love for a mate. I love my friends, but not the same way I love my children. I know how romantic love, how BEING in love, makes me feel. When he's near, I feel my heart beat faster. Its hard to breathe. I find myself smiling. The thought of him does this to me. This adoration usually doesn't last, though. After time spent together, the passion seems to mellow, if not die altogether. Does this mean that I no longer love him? Or has it just mellowed into something calmer and safer? Kisses are no longer lingering and passionate: most often its a quick peck. Sex goes from earth-shaking to routine. This seems to be my pattern. Now, the internet is a wonderful invention. I'm a bit of a chat whore, and I freely

Piercings
I have decided that I want a few more piercings and I want to redo some that I have had in the past. I'm going to repierce my nipples, I just hope that this time I can keep some of the women from pulling and playing with them when they find out I've got them, that is until they have completely healed. That was my problem with the last nipples piercings I had. I already have 2 piercings in each lobe and thinking about one more in each ear through the cartilage. The last one I'm looking at is a Prince Albert, if you know what that is then I give you credit on knowing your piercings. Most people just giggle about that one and they are not sure what it really is. I've been thinking about this one for a while now. Just have not completely decided about it. I love both piercings and tattoos and if you've got them and we talk then that's a plus for you. Now I just need to take the time to go into Body Staind and have them done. While I'm there I may have a couple of tats done too.

Friday, 15 September
Hi All, Just what we needed, another place to rant! I usually post jokes in my blog area of MySpace and I expect that I will put some in here as time goes on. I followed some MySpace people over to Lost Cherry about a month ago because the area that we frequented on MySpace was being over-run by kids that were quite rude and very immature. I have been very surprised with LC in how friendly everyone is here. I have amassed over 120 friends in a month and all of them have been really nice people. I get on here to pass time and chat with friends (flirt a little too)and I must say that it has been a very enjoyable experience. Thanks for reading my first little blurb. Say hello when you get a chance!

Dog The Bonty Hunter
well we all found out yesterday that dog the bounty hunter his son and tim we all 3 put on jail oh k this pisses me off yeah i under stand bounty hunting is aginst the law in mexico but come on our on gov is going to trun the 3 men over to them cuse this crap the cought a man who needed to be cought and a rapeist is off the streets thanks to them i just donot think its right at all and that all i have to say bout that

Don't Cary
Why are u crying my dear mother You have raised you daughter right You have watched me go through life trils and still you stayed by me I pushed you away and you kept coming back I may never know why you did it you watched what my father put me through and i know it hurt inside to see me cry but you would dry my eyes and hold me tight I put u through so munch pain and agony i regrate it. there is one thing u thaught me and i am greatful for this lesson. YOu thought me unconditional love. Thank you so munch that and all u did. So know you raised youre daughter right and please don't cry dear mother. wrote by pheonix i version of this hangs on my mothers living room wall it was wrote for her in a time of great pain and sorrow.

Cherry Spotlight Tweak
hey folks, to help promote new people showing up in the cherry spotlight, and to open it up to more people, i've made a slight tweak.. the tweak should make it possible to win only once per month. in theory, we should see a different person everyday of the month....... we'll see how it goes. -mike

Binds That Tie
these binds that tie from my binder are getting stronger and much much tighter i try not to move, struggle or give reason although my high charge is treason for my heart and mind are no longer one my mind left and my heart is on the run these binds cut, but the binder identity hurts more darkness is now what i implore to the very depths of my core the darkness used to be cold and frightening but now that ebony color is so blissfully inviting i am no longer full of hope and dreams for the years of binds have tought me a few things that nothing in life is what it seems and to think so, is to exhaustingly niave from lies and falsehoods to condemnation sentenced to life full of painful damnation this is my penance, i deserve all this and more, for once a long time ago, i was quite simply a mere whore in the eyes of a person who i gave myself to my heart was in it for far much more, something true i turned my back on my loved ones, to take the chance i hurt them all s

Acid Rain And Tears
Can you see me? Is any of this real? Will this blade set me free? If you cut me will i feel? Your hands make my body sing. Bring my heart back to life. And yet your words sting. Like the blade of this knife. My eyes see you through a haze of pain. My hands touch you though they cant feel a thing. I tilt my head back, breathe in acid rian. Tears fall from my face thats the agony you bring. Sear these eyes as they gaze upon you. Tear these hands as they touch you. Cut these lips as they kiss you. Brake this heart as I love you. Belinda W. "06"

Girls Night Out
Hope everyone enjoys this!! > >Why females should avoid a girls night out after they are married... > >The other night I was invited out for a night with "the girls". > >I told my husband that I would be home by midnight, "I promise!" > >Well, the hours passed and the margaritas went down way too easy. > >Around 3 a.m., a bit loaded, I headed for home. > > > >Just as I got in the door, the cuckoo clock in the hall started up > >and cuckooed 3 times. Quickly, realizing my husband would probably wake > >up, I cuckooed another 9 times. I was really proud of myself for coming > >up with such a quick-witted solution, in order to escape a possible > >conflict with him. (Even when totally smashed...3 cuckoos plus 9 > cuckoos > >totals 12 cuckoos = MIDNIGHT!) > > > >The next morning my husband asked me what time I got in, and I told him > >"Midnight". He didn't seem pissed off at all. > >Whew! Got away with that one! Then he said, "We need a new cuckoo > >clock." > > > >Whe

Does It Ever End
Does the pain ever end? All I want to do is love this one special guy, and he won't let me. Instead, it's like he wants to either pick fights or have disagreements, or tries to act as if I am not there. But then he says that is not it, but he won't let me in, won't let me help. I told him that no matter what happened, even if we didn't end up together, I would be there for him. So why is this happening to me. I have never done anything but love people, and I neve get it in return, but I continue to love. Why do I do this? Am I stupid or am I just that much in love? I just want to know why it hurts so much and if the pain will ever end?

"emo"
OK, can someone explain this whole "emo" label that people seem to smack on certain bands? It seems so fuckin' stupid, just seems like a term that was invented by people who couldn't handle the new wave of metal coming from countries like Britain and America...So your musical paradigm got shifted? Sit down and shut the fuck up n00b. Not only is it a label that has now been extended to a fashion statement, it's just intrinsically wrong; "emo" is short for "emotional" and is used to refer to that particular genre of music, because that genre is thought of as "emotional". But, um, isn't all music emotional? Why call that genre "emo"? Could it be the styles of the guitar riffs, the constant harmonising and need for structural melody? Iron Maiden - a heavy metal band, you may have fuckin' heard of them - pioneered that trait. OK, so maybe it's the lyrics, or the screaming of the lyrics? If it is, then why isn't Converge seen as "emo"? Why not Slipknot? Or even ANY metal ba

In The Paper
Parents seek help for son's rare condition By BARBARA VOSBEIN, Observer Reporter09/01/2006 Email to a friendPost a CommentPrinter-friendly Few things cause a parent more concern than having a child diagnosed with a serious illness. With advances in modern medicine, cures for many childhood diseases now exist, but there are still certain rare conditions about which little is known. New Caney residents Sara and Kenneth Hansen have spent the nine months since the birth of their son, Kenneth, known as Bubba, consulting one doctor after another about their son's little-known disorder. Advertisement Bubba has complete agenesis of the corpus callosum (C-ACC), which is the absence of the corpus callosum, or neural connection, between the right and left side of his brain. In Bubba's case, he also has lipomas, which include a small golf-ball sized bump on his forehead and two smaller bumps on the back of his head. "When he was first born, my gynecologist was stumped," said

Jeeping
I'm going Jeeping tomorrow ... WHOOHOO!! We're going to Gilmer, which I actually doin't like, but then I haven't been in 3 months so I don't really care where I go. But .. I promise to add some pics when I get back. :)

Daddy
Seeing you together Like father like son So much alike in so many ways But yet so different I see you both so happy together When he hugs you goodnight The look in your eyes When he says “ I love you daddy” He knows you love him He knows you care Though you may never say it Though you may never show it At night while he’s sleeping You watch him sleep and softly say “My son I love you With all my heart. I will be here as often as I can But, all you need to remember is That Daddy Loves you.” With those words You turn and walk away I know it hurts to know what you know What you know and what you feel The way you love The way you feel The way you care Is what makes you what you are What makes you daddy @SRF

You
So far apart But yet so close We have shared so much Our thoughts, our secrets, our dreams Things that would seem so private For anyone else But yet with us it doesn’t matter You have pecked my interests More than you shall ever know You make me feel special Make me feel loved Like I haven’t felt in a while You have given me the strength To pull through To do so many things That would have seemed So impossible for me You make me laugh When I want to cry When the clouds are gray You chase them away With your rays of light Shining down on me From your eyes You make me feel so special Just by the way we talk For hours at a time Usually ‘bout nothing at all But it doesn’t really matter As long as you are there So far apart But yet so close In so many ways Never caring about The miles that lay between us Together as we know it The world has become one Together as one we can concur All thing that are ahead A life with out you

To All The Cute Guys
for every one of you cute guys that are my friends and have been my friend since i got here thank you for being so nice to me i enjoy very much talk to every one of you there is a place in my heart for every one of you and forever will be i hope to talk to all of you some more thank you all of you for getting me where i am level 8 thank you so much for being my friend i love all of you very much i mean that from the bottom of my heart please give comments ok i hope you like it THIS IS A THANK YOU NOTE THAT GOSE TO ALL OF THE CUTE GUYS AND MORE THAN THAT TO ALL MY FRIENDS I HAVE MADE WHILE I HAVE BEEN HERE AT LOST CHERY YOU FRIEND ALWAYS lisa

Mr Earl
You walked into our lives You brought us such joy You made us laugh You made us smile Now you make us cry. You left us suddenly But you will be loved and missed by all In Memory of Junior Earl Peacock July 1 1932 - May 1 2002

War
A life that seemed so perfect until that day when you were called away Our time spent together is all I have and now that time seems to be a distant memory At night I cry because I am alone at night I cry because I need you here I need you home to help me through this time a time when I need you the most but wait I can’t you were called to fight To fight a war that needs to end to fight for Or freedom, Our rights, Our Flag February 12, 2003 SRF

Not A Good Day
Last night I got some ba news. A soldier in my husbands unit lost his life. He is leaving behind is wife. Its makes things worse that he was close friends with my husband. So i dont know what to say. ive been crying, my husband has been upset and i cant be there to hold him. I hate deployments but every wife knows that there is nothing that can be done. Please pray for the fallen soldier and his family

Sex Is Fantastic!
1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. ============= 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. ============= 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. ============= 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! ============= 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. ============= 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called

My World
Morning breaks over the city As the sun emerges from the east, And blankets the world with warm rays of light. The streets are quiet and calm, for now. However, soon, they will be filled, Like every other day, with people trying to make a living Clawing and scraping, like a bunch of cats, To get ahead in the business world. Each morning the city turns from a silent lamb Into a roaring lion, fierce and raging. Some of us, however, are fortunate enough Not to be caught up in the cruel business world. We go on through our lives, each trying to decide How we will live and love. Searching through the great sea of emotions Looking for that special someone to walk into our lives. I sit alone in this park, a happy break from the city life, Scanning the horizon, absorbing all of nature’s beauty around me. The air is crisp and cool, almost like autumn, The trees sway side to side, gracefully and peacefully, As the wind dances through them and then moves on to another forest.

Not A Good Day
Last night I got some bad news. A soldier in my husbands unit lost his life. He is leaving behind is wife. Its makes things worse that he was close friends with my husband. So i dont know what to say. ive been crying, my husband has been upset and i cant be there to hold him. I hate deployments but every wife knows that there is nothing that can be done. Please pray for the fallen soldier and his family

At First Kiss
The first time I looked into your beautiful eyes, My heart melted and I was filled with love. The first time I heard your melodious voice, I wanted to speak, but I couldn’t catch my breath. The first time I saw you smile, I knew I’d seen a fallen angel. The first time that we touched hands, Goosebumps covered me from head to toe. The first time I took you in my arms, I could feel eternity. The first time I kissed your sweet lips, I fell in love head over heels. I had finally found true love. No more searching. No more wandering aimlessly through the cold world. No more would I be without you by my side. At first kiss, I had found an angel who held my heart. At first kiss, I vowed to never love another. At first kiss, I knew I could trust you with my heart. At first kiss, I began the rest of my life, At first kiss. I thanked the Lord that you were mine At first kiss. Now, can I have another?

Little Miracle
Small and sweet. Tiny little hands and toes. So beautiful, this precious little miracle So much smaller than any of the others But so strong and determined, a fighter by birth The world lies ahead of you, little one. A world of hope, love, opportunities, and accomplishments. But also a world of pain, hardship, failure, and sorrow. It is your destiny to embrace this world For all the bad and the good, to live life to the fullest. Anything and everything lies in front of your grasp. Those tiny little hands hold the future. Those tiny little fingers tug at so many heartstrings. Those tiny little eyes full of hope and love, And yet they hold naivety and wisdom, together. Best of all, that little smile that warms our souls. We wish you peace, tiny little baby. May the world be kind and gentle to such a sweet child. May you never know hardship or hatred. May you always love, be kind and understanding. Your future awaits and you’ll grow up so fast. Make your memories cher

Love Is
They say love is patient, love is kind. Love can forgive and love can conquer all But that can be sometimes hard to understand. So, when you’re trying to comprehend this thing called love, Just think of it like this: Love is waking up in the morning knowing your heart is taken. Love is looking into their eyes and witnessing a miracle. Love is seeing them smile and melting from head to toe. Love is watching them sleep in peaceful dreams, And knowing you wouldn’t be anywhere else in the world. Love is sitting beside each other on the porch for hours silent And then walking away feeling like that was the best conversation of your life. Love is remembering the smallest of trivial things. Like remembering their best friends birthday, though you’ve never met them. Like ordering mushrooms on half the pizza, because they love them. Love is the greatest sorrow while you are apart. Love is the greatest joy when you are side by side. Love is knowing you’ll never be alone again.

Destiny
Computers, cell phones, digital messaging Pagers, laptops, direct satellitte feeds The world moves so rapidily now How can anyone find happiness? How can anyone find peace? How can anyone find love? Then out of the blue, undoubtedly by fate You find someone new and different from the rest Someone who relates to you, who understands you Someone who is willing to slow down and relax You never know where, you won’t know when But one day it’ll happen to you That random e-mail, then the unexpected phone call The brush by in the check out line It seems so small and meaningless to the ever changing world But you’ll see things differently this time It’ll mean a little more. It will tug a little harder at your heart Your eyes will meet and you’ll just know You just won’t see her alone, but with you forever You’ll hear yourselves laughing, you’ll see yourselves hugging You’ll feel hear in the bottom of your soul Your foundation and support Believe me, friend, it’ll happen

Goodbye To Love
Our time together is growing shorter With each passing breath I take. Though, the pain that you feel May be overwhelming and great, I know that one day, You will find a love Who will treat you like a queen. As for myself, I may never know The feeling of true love again. What we had will stay in my heart forever Even though we must go our separate ways. Our future together is no more, Although the plans we made were all most real. Those plans are now put to rest. Like the many great plans of the past. I know that you’re hurting and suffering dearly, But my life is no longer in my hands. Your face will be on my mind As I walk through out my eternity. And, I know, that one sweet, and glorious day, You will once again be by my side, And my heart will be whole again. Until that day, remember me fondly And know that, in your heart, A piece of me shall live on with you For the rest of your life. Goodbye, my love. Until we meet again, I shall wait for you No matte

Why Me?
Where am I? Who are these people? Mom! Is that you, Mom? Where am I? Why is she crying? I’m okay Mom, really. What happened to me? Last thing I remember was.... I can’t remember anything! Wait! I do remember something! The car. I wasn’t drinking! Who was? Must have been him, the guy that hit me. What happened to him? Why can’t I talk? What are they saying? Why can’t I hear? I can’t move. I have to get up. Mom, why did this happen? She’s crying. Don’t cry, Mom. Dad. Where’s Dad? There he is with.... with.... her! I never meant to hurt her. She doesn’t deserve to see me like this. She doesn’t deserve any pain. They’re all crying now, even Dad! Don’t cry. What is the doctor doing? He’s shutting my eye lids. No Mom! Tell him to stop! I didn’t mean to hurt you. Why did this happen now? Why me? Why me? Oh Lord, why me?

Life
What are they doing to her? Stop it! Please, just stop it! Why are they hurting her? Oh, those screams! She can’t take much more. Why are they hurting her? What did she ever do to them? When will they stop? Will they ever stop? I hate myself. I feel so powerless to help her, And yet I feel like this is all my fault. I so sorry honey. I never meant to cause you any pain. I didn’t think it would be this way. Please, stop hurting her mister! Why won’t they listen? She’s had enough. Please, stop. Stop it! Stop it, NOW!!! She’s silent. It’s over. Is she okay. I’m so sorry honey. One of the men spots me. He’s coming this way. He’s motioning for me to come over Walking cautiously over he speaks: “Congratulations. It’s a boy!”

One Less Star Tonight
Fear and worry have no meaning If the mind is at peace. If everything is as it should be Everything is wonderful. If everything is were it should be Everything is beautiful. In a world with so many people, Hopes and dreams shine like stars. So bright, so wonderful, so majestic, And yet so high and distant. Every day we try, but everyone knows That you can’t reach the stars. Still, we pursue until, at last, We can prove fact to be fiction. If you just believe in yourself, Even the highest star is not unobtainable. You must reach out Higher than you ever thought you could, And then maybe, just maybe, You can pull one of those stars Down to your arms, And set your mind at ease.

New Falling Snow
Outside, the snow is falling In the cold winter air. The wind howls As it rushes past the house. Inside, the fire is burning bright, But she is not here tonight. I swore I’d love her, truthfully, For the rest of my life. Still, she insists That we are falling apart. I didn’t mean to hurt her. I know she still loves me, But now I don’t know If I love her. The clouds are starting to part, As I gaze through the pane glass, And one star shines down through the storm. Oh star, how I wish To hold her one more time I wish this new falling snow Could just wash our troubles away. Then, with a new found power, I pick up the phone, and dial her number. She answers, or is it her? The voice sounds like a man! All I could manage to do Is hang up the phone Before I cry myself to death In the new falling snow.

To All My Friends
SORRY I HAVEN'T EMAILED FOR A WHILE, MY CAR NEEDED WASHING AGAIN. I WENT TO THE CAR WASH DOWNTOWN AND I HAD TO HAVE THEM REWASH THE CAR 3 TIMES...THEY KEPT MISSING SPOTS...SO IF YOU DON'T HEAR FROM ME FOR A WEEK OR SO YOU'LL KNOW WHERE I'M AT. Off to the car wash again!!!!!!!!!!!!

What Women Want...and By
So, I've compiled a list of traits neccesary in the perfect mate. If I've missed anything, ladies, go ahead and say so. 1. He must have a job...or some other means of paying his own way. if it's illegal, I don't wanna know about it. That way I can't be forced to testify against you when you get caught. 2. He must have his own transportation. (exceptions may be made in special cases as long as he's willing to pay for gas in these days of rising fuel costs.) At the very least he should have a valid drivers' license. I'm sick of being the chauffeur. 3. He must have a sense of humor AT LEAST as sick and twisted as mine. If we don't get each other's jokes there's no point in telling them and without laughter there is nothing. 4. He must not have a jealous nature. Most of my friends are guys because, in general, most women I've known have proven themselves to be selfish catty bitches(No offense to the lovely ladies on this site. I'm not talking about any of you.) Plus, I'm bi, so

Flip Side (so Young Ii)
Here I am. Sitting in my living room all alone. Why did you have to leave like that? I loved you more than words could say, And you returned all my love, then some. You held me so tightly, yet, so tenderly. You were my one true love. I thought we’d always be together. I thought wrong. You always said I was so beautiful, Even when I looked my worst. You were always handsome No matter where you were. You looked so handsome lying there In your favorite suit. My last memory of you. You told me you’d love me for the rest of my life. Well, you were wrong, unfortunately. I still love you, though. And I’ll raise our child to love you, too. By the way, I named him after you. It was kind of my last gift to you. After all, you did die so young. I just wanted you to know That I will always love you. Always and forever.

So Young
Lovers at first sight. I never thought it could happen to me, But you proved me wrong, On more than one point, too. I never thought I could ever love that way, Yet you showed me things I only could dream about, before. You gave me love so strong That it could tame the wildest heart. And I tried to return the love, Even though I could never give back All that you’ve given me. I waited for that night for so long. Everything stood still When I kissed your sweet lips. My life was so perfect. I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you, Yet I was forced away from your arms. I couldn’t help it. It was just my time. I’m sorry I hurt you when I left like that. I wanted to love you for the rest of your life. At least I got to love you For the rest of mine.

I Think I Should Categorize....
I have been doing some thinking as I browse through the L.C. about the different types of people that get on here. I have been a part of L.C.for quite sometime, MySpace before that, and before all these online communities I was a chat room junkie too. So, basically it is about 10-12 years of experience talking here. Through all of this I have broken down the people who belong to these groups into one of five categories...and yes, I definitely belong to one of them. The categories and explanation follow: 1. Attention Cravers: Also known as attention whores, but I am not a fan of the whore expression. I mean a whore suggests that the person is giving something in return for what they are given...this is not the case with this group. Put simply these people put pics up until they are inundated (sp?) with comments and sexually explicit suggestions. They thrive on this attention! Many "experts" would suggest they are suffering from low self-esteem. I would disagree with this..

Insanity
The pain engulfs me like the sea Drowning me. Depriving me of any air supply My skin crawls with the fear of impending danger. A thousand daggers jabbing me from every angle Piercing ever so rapidly, ever so accurately Then subsiding for a brief moment Only to return with more furious power. No escape, no hope of a rescue. Funny how all of your perceptions alter in that moment The moment when you realize that there’s no way out The moment you have no choice but to accept The fate that lies before you. Fear, panic, hysteria take the place of logical reason. That’s when you reach the breaking point That’s when you snap, when you become something else. You’ll be so changed that you won’t recognize yourself You’ll be absolutely terrified of this alter ego This Hyde, if you will. This demon. No controlling this demon, no control of yourself People you love and care about are being hurt by this creature. Your life is torn apart and set on fire right before you. So many

Lets Ride
Do you ride? Where do you ride and what do you ride? Talk about what you ride, what you did to your ride to make it better and tell me about you best burn in? Post your hearts out guys. I will be out riding this weekend and if anyone is close by Sanford NC area drop me line, we can ride....

Stuff About Me..yeah, I'm Bored
About You...Age:20Birthplace:Momma Always said I must have been born in a barnCurrent Location:HomeHair Color:It\'s been brown for a while now, that soon may changeEye Color:BrownHeight:about 5\'4\"Heritage:MuttYour fears:Not being there for my babies Your weakness:The hubbyGoal for today:Hmm do some laundryGoal for this year:Get back to work....Lifetime goal:Be HappyWhen do you want to get married?:I am getting married in 23 daysand to whom?:My DustinEver been in love?:Nah..I\'m just getting married for the hell of it...Of course I\'m in LoveCurrently in love?:DuhDo you think you are attractive?:I must...lolYour best physical feature:My eyes or my lips...it\'s a toss upHave you ever...eaten Sushi...:Nopegone skinny dipping...:More then oncebeen beaten up...:Yeah and I hope the fucker dies...wanted to kill someone...:Yeahgone a week without MySpace...:Umm I went like 19 years with out myspace...gone a week without TV...:Yep..Who\'s the last person to...kiss you...:Dustinsay hi to you..

Need Players
Looking for female players that like to play Xbox 360 games. We have a team and have been around for the 6 years together. We just like to have fun and if we win the better. And yes we do win. Ower main game right now is Chrome Hounds. But we play more. If your in to it repost and let us know. We need you to bring spice to the game. And anything goes.

When We Girls Drink Too Much
WHEN WE GIRLS DRINK TOO MUCH............ 1. WE HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHERE OUR PURSE IS. 2. WE BELIEVE THAT DANCING WITH OUR ARMS OVERHEAD AND WIGGLING OUR BUTT WHILE YELLING "WOO-HOO!" IS TRULY THE SEXIEST DANCE MOVE AROUND. 3. WE'VE SUDDENLY DECIDED THAT WE WANT TO KICK SOMEONE'S ASS AND HONESTLY BELIEVE WE COULD DO IT TOO. 4. IN OUR LAST TRIP TO PEE, WE REALIZE THAT WE NOW LOOK MORE LIKE A HOMELESS HOOKER THAN THE GODDESS WE WERE JUST FOUR HOURS AGO 5.WE START CRYING AND! TELLING EVERYONE WE SEE THAT WE LOVE THEM SOOOOO MUCH. 6. WE GET EXTREMELY EXCITED AND JUMP UP AND DOWN EVERY TIME A NEW SONG PLAY'S BECAUSE "OH MY GOD! I LOVE THIS SONG!" 7. WE'VE FOUND A DEEPER/SPIRITUAL SIDE TO THE GEEK SITTING NEXT TO US. 8. WE'VE SUDDENLY TAKEN UP SMOKING AND BECOME REALLY GOOD AT IT. 9. WE YELL AT THE BARTENDER, WHO WE BELIEVE CHEATED US BY GIVING US JUST LEMONADE, BUT THAT'S JUST BECAUSE WE CAN NO LONGER TASTE THE GIN. 10. WE THINK WE ARE IN BE

I Hate Harry Potter! (movies, Books Are Good)
The lack of internet has been a disturbing blow, in that I didn’t realise how much I actually use the internet until I’m not able to use it any more (Yeah, so you’ve probably gathered that I’m not actually writing this straight onto a blog at the moment). Unfortunately, I’ve been decreased to actually watching Harry Potter: The Goblet of Fire. Generally, I only watch a Harry Potter film once (just so that I’ve seen it) and then never watch it again because so far I’ve hated all four after watching them. So, this being the only Harry Potter film that I’ve watched for a second time, I’m gonna just slag it off the whole way through as I watch it. Because I hate Daniel Radcliffe. First of all, when I was in the cinema watching this piece of shit, I damn near pissed myself laughing when the Weasley patriarch, Cedric and Amos Diggory sort of fluttered down from the portkey; what a crock of shit. Goddamn, I just wouldn’t have been the least bit surprised if they had actually broke in

Quotes..........
There is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved. Love is strong yet delicate, It can be broken. To truly love is to understand this. To be in love is to respect this. Love is like a mountain, hard to climb. but once you get to the top the view is beautiful. Love, like a river, will cut a new path whenever it meets an obstacle. To the world you may be one person,But to one person you may be the world. Love feels no burden, thinks nothing of trouble, attempts what is above its strength, pleads no excuse of impossibility..... It is therefore able to undertake all things, and completes many things, and warrants them to take effect, where he who does not love would faint and lie down. Love is watching and sleeping, slumbereth not. though weary, it is not tired; though pressed, it is not straitened; though alarmed, it is not confounded.... Love is smiling on the inside and out Love is a moment that last forever Love that is true never grows old. Lo

Request For Raise In Salary
The Management I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons. I do physical labour. I work at great depths. I plunge head first into everything I do. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. I work in a damp environment. I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation. I work in high temperatures. My work exposes me to contagious diseases. Sincerely, Penis THE RESPONSE Dear Penis After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons You do not work 8 straight hours. You fall asleep after brief work periods. You do not always follow orders of the management team. You do not stay in your designated area and are often seen visiting otherlocations. You do not take initiative. You need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shift. You don't always observe n

Special
Love is so special Yet can make you feel so lost It can arrive just like springtime and melt away like morning frost YOu must find wasy to nuture Always grow your love with care Never ever take for granted The love that you both share Mistakes are bound to happen YOu may hurt each other's heart Yet don't give up to easily It will tear your love apart Love resembles a brigh flame that lights a dark starry night Never ever let this flame burn down Rekindle with all your might Take a moment every day look deep into each others eyes Never hesitate to show affection Small gestures will keep a love alive Talk openly about your feelings Take time to show that you care trewasure each and every moment Because to find true love is rare.

Forgiveness
You've never tried Even though you had chances It never occured to you Maybe I needed you I gave it my all Even when I should've gave up Hoping you'd change But you let me down Months have passed We haven't spoke I enjoyed it But you ruined it Now you want my forgiveness I know God wants it too But you have done so much You just don't deserve my forgiveness

Damn Its Bad To Miss Someone This Bad
whoever said love didnt cause problems was wrong!! if ur not fighting your missing the hell outta them. so either way ya go ya lose!! lol i know off the wall. oh well gotta love me.hehe

Just Another Day
..Wow is it boring when you first wake up..Dont know whats gonna be going on today..Its Friday so who knows.. Anyway hoping something exciting happens.. Exciting is better than boring right..So heres a blast from the past.. im gonna go eat.

Girlfriend Application
Nope, I didn't write this, but sort of changed a few things and thought it would be fun to see some of the answers... cause... who knows... Your Name: Not that I give a rat's ass (as long as yer legal), but so it IS legal, Age: Because I am too damn lazy to figure it out, Zodiac: Why do you want to be my G/F? What are your hobbies? Are you Twiggy, Slim, Well proportioned, A little meat, Plump, Heavy or Big? Do you like to stay in shape? Favorite bands? Dress or Pants? Skirts or Shorts/Skorts? Thong, Bikini, Granny panties or Commando? Bra or no Bra? What is my best physical Feature? What is YOUR best feature? Do you believe in love at first sight? Do you smoke cigarettes? Do you smoke weed? Do you drink? Do you do any other drugs? Do you like to draw/paint/other art stuff? Favorite movie? Can you cook? Can you clean? Are you religious, if so what religion? Are you spontaneous? Would you rather stay in or go out? How many girls have you had sex with? Th

Strongest Love
Some fear for me Some are here to help Others simply stand back Knowing I'm alright Even though you're not here They know we're still together And always wiill be No matter how far apart Always together in heart Don't worry about me Every thing'll be alright It doesn't matter Where you are You're always going to be right here Right beside me Because of our love Strongest love around

Maths
A husband wrote the following letter for his wife and left it on the dining room table: "To My Dear Wife You will surely understand that I have certain needs that you, being 54 years old, can no longer satisfy. I am very happy with you and I value you as a good wife. Therefore, after reading this letter, I hope you will not wrongly interpret the fact that I will be spending the evening with my 18-year-old Secretary at the Comfort Inn Hotel. Please don't be upset, I shall be back home before midnight." When the man came home late that night, he found the following letter on the dining room table: "To My Dear Husband I received your letter and i thank you for your honesty about my being 54 years old. I would like to take this opportunity to remind you that you are also 54 years old. As you know, I am a Maths Teacher at our local College. I would like to inform you that while you read this letter, I will be at the Hotel Fiesta with Michael, one of my students

Article I Wrote For My College Magazine Last Year
Its a humorous eassy really. My friend (who was the editor of our college magazine then) asked to make a contribution to the mag....as a duty to friendship..lol. and i had to accept that request of hers. So..i scribbled something...(which ran into 3 pages and had to be edited a lot to make it fit..). here is what appeared in the Mag. :) ( CAUTION : ITS LONG ) MY LUCKY DAY Isnâ€™t it true that some of us are really lucky throughout their life while the rest (of which I am a part) have to face the world without any help from the â€˜luck departmentâ€™ every so often. This happened to me a few years ago when I was in junior college. And the college which I went to happened to be very far from my home. I had to take two trains everyday just to go to that college (sigh!).Besides my home is also a bit farâ€¦(a bit= 5 kms)...from the â€˜nearestâ€™ railway station. I was a happy go lucky girlâ€¦till that dayâ€¦ the day when everything went wrong. It was a Monday, the f

Piss Poor
...I came up to him, my fists were at ease at my sides. I went with my normal procedure of "Hi, i'm alright, yourself" while walking away from him to avoid further conversation. I was in an especially volatile mental state today. I wanted to inflict pain on anyone that crossed my threshold, but I begged myself to stand down, "You don't wanna do this, just walk away and calm down" I urged. My reputation would be tarnished, though not much, but still a tarnish and it would begin a streak of cruelty that would not end. I have to keep the rage hidden in its secluded mountain as long as I can. The whole thing is in vain because I only prolong the inevitable...the inevitable pain I will inflict one way or another. I am my own worst enemy. They say there's two types of anger in people: the consistent, daily whiny attitude who takes it out on some random joe on the street or the quieter, reserved one that builds it up and shoots up an entire supermarket. I do my best to avoid superma

Our Memories
We talked it over Agreed this was the best Both fell apart When saying good-bye Days are hard But it'll never be easy Always were together Until you left that night Never felt so lonely But only because we've been together Not so alone like now I promise to be okay Memories of us make it easier That's what I hold onto The only thing I can at the moment... Our memories

Share With Me
Share with me your feelings above, Embrace the facts of heaven sent love. Share the warmth of the nature Of us and of future. The climate changes when you are around, From darkend skies to that of light abound. Sing to me of your love, or it's lack So that one day it will be sung back. Perfect are the days gone by, But with out you they longer lie. Quell the fear inside your heart Entangle the conscience choice apart. Share with me the choice of fact That we can not abandon and crack The love of which is being shown Of how much short time we have grown. Of this I can say one thing We have rendered ourselves to love's claim Joining is a simple choice to make That of which we can not fake Alas, the fear overrides Both with out doubt and lies Do I see what future holds. So I sit and wait to unfold, Greet me now, with your reaching arms. Let me swoon you with unravering charm. Bring us together. Not now or ever Will I embark on a different quest For you will always be my guest Settle with

How To Annoy People At An Amusement Park.
Dress up like one of the photographers and follow people around asking them repeatedly if they would like their picture taken. Leave large gaps in between you and the people in front of you while waiting in line. Every time you pass a chain restraint not in use, clip it on and use it to hold back the people behind you in line. Ask the person running the roller coaster if someone has recently thrown up on it. Pretend to freak out on a ride so they stop it to let you off. Offer people money for their spots in line... MONOPOLY money. Speak in Spanish, or pretend you're deaf and start making rapid hand movements. Start talking about shaving your excess body hair in line while everyone around you is silent. Find someone and tell him or her you're lost. Use your best acting skills. Steal all of the pennies out of the water fountains. Go up to the boy band wanna-be group and pretend to be really excited and ask for their autographs, reassuring them that they're g

Desire No Friends
A Friend is someone whom complicates ones Life.I desire no Friends!I Desire Subservants to assist me in my Transformation to Human form.There will be no Friends!Only Fans!I have Spoken !Not seeking Posers either!

Confused
maybe i'm too used to myspace, but it seems like this site is just as slow loading, and more scattered. i can't tell what page i'm on, i can't tell how others are seeing me. i kind of like the alerts and the shoutbox tho. anyone have some helpful hints for me?

Grand Re-opening
Just want you to know that I have my site up. It's not a community/rating website I built it to promote bands, my work, and for an alternative forum. Feel free to stop by and sign up. It doesn't cost a thing. Link opens a new window

Stuff I've Written In The Past
I try so hard to be happy but what's the point? I have nothing left to give. So much love but it's a waste for it seems to matter not in the end. Family moves on with their lives. Friends come & go. Past love fades into new loves. New loves becomes longtime relationship. Relationships become stale & one or the other forgets the other & only cares about themselves & starts looking at others. The other becomes frustrated & starts trying to find other ways of finding attention. I've seen it happen a thousand times. Nobody cares anymore. So tell me why should I keep caring? Why should I be everything everyone wants me to be till there's nothing left for me when nobody notices & nobody cares? *sigh* Maybe I should just stop thinking so much. I'm so sick of all the negative energy i'm surrounded by. When did humans become so weak that they decided it is easier to be angry & negative & feel nothing but cold rather than take a risk of getting hurt. I have been hurt over & over in my lif

Quotes I Like
Italian Proverbs Non fare il male ch'è peccato; non fare il bene ch'è sprecato {Don't do evil because it's a sin; don't do good because it's wasted.} Ogni regola ha un' eccezione {There is an exception to every rule} "I have not loved the world nor the world me, I have not flattered it rank breath nor bowed to it'd idiotries on bended knee" by Lord Byron "The stars & stripes are prison bars. They won't let you get too far.....the rule of the many by the few-you can't police my mind 'cause I won't let you. Pledge allegiance to yourself. Not greed power war and wealth. remember you were born a human being-not a part of their machine." The Unseen "Every now & then he offers her a shoulder. Every now & then she overflows every now & then a bridge crosses over. It's a moment that every lover knows. And she rolls she's a river, he's a highway Where she goes, where he goes time will tell heaven knows she can't go with him, he can't go with her & she rolls all by herself & he

Battle With The Apache
Battle With The Apache, 1872 In 1890, the U.S. government officially declared the American Frontier closed. With this act came the end of an era - the "Wild West" was considered tamed. Only a few years before, however, maps labeled the area west of the Mississippi as "the Great American Desert" - home only to wild animals and wilder tribes of Native Americans. This situation was not to last, as the end of the Civil War ignited a great westward migration. Prospectors, ranchers, farmers, settlers of all types, began filling this "wasteland," transforming it to meet their own needs and bringing with them the means to militarily subjugate the Indian tribes that threatened this advance. The end of the Civil War also brought a new type of military commander to the West. One experienced in the practicalities of war and hardened to the demands of combat. General George Crook epitomized this new breed of Western General. His success in subduing the Indians of the Northwest prompted Preside

These Tangled Webs We Weave
How can you use me & then throw me away? How can you leave while I silently beg you to stay What did I expect, all the sweet words to be true? I try to tell myself I hate you But then you touch me & my racing heart beats true. So I sit here with no tears left to cry And try to find the truths in all your lies You still don't know what I sacrificed just to be with you Sweet darkness it becoming harder to fight the truth I gambeled all & lost all Who's going to catch me when I fall Tired of resisting the night Somehow the darkness feels so right But will I find you waiting in the darkness for me Will you show me the true way to be free?

Cindy Sheehan Speaks Again
It's Personal ...by Cindy Sheehan "You didn't care about your son and you're a phony," the irate and probably inebriated man screamed at me as he followed me and my 20 year old daughter and two of her friends out of the store we had been shopping at in our old home town of Vacaville, Ca. My months of activism, and life in general, have taught me a few lessons; one of which is: never argue with a drunk person...that's a life lesson. My activism has taught me a few more lessons that have been learned the hard way. One of the main lessons I have learned these past months since BushCo's war of terror took the life of my oldest son, is that one should also never argue with someone who is still so blind and/or so naive to stubbornly hold on to the gospel according to George and believe that Saddam had WMD or ties with al-Qaeda. The few of our fellow Americans who still support George and the other mendacious neocons should be pitied and prayed to their God for...not argued with, beca

Too Much
Too jaded Too tired Too broken hearted Too lonely Too bored Too nice Too busy Too many half truths Too many white lies Too many tears Too many wondering whys Too many questions Too many unanswered prayers Too many unfullfilled desires Too much, too many emotions until I can't see through the unshed tears, I can't feel through all the regrets, can't smell past the lilacs, & can't hear anything but my own voice screaming for release inside myself

Opinions On The War!
War is not a solution for terrorism ...By Howard Zinn THERE IS SOMETHING important to be learned from the recent experience of the United States and Israel in the Middle East: that massive military attacks, inevitably indiscriminate, are not only morally reprehensible, but useless in achieving the stated aims of those who carry them out. The United States, in three years of war, which began with shock-and-awe bombardment and goes on with day-to-day violence and chaos, has been an utter failure in its claimed objective of bringing democracy and stability to Iraq. The Israeli invasion and bombing of Lebanon has not brought security to Israel; indeed it has increased the number of its enemies, whether in Hezbollah or Hamas or among Arabs who belong to neither of those groups. I remember John Hersey's novel, ``The War Lover," in which a macho American pilot, who loves to drop bombs on people and also to boast about his sexual conquests, turns out to be impotent. President Bush,

All day and night I dream of being with you Then reality hits and seems like my dream will never come true I think about not being with you and I start to cry I look for what went wrong and ask my self why What did I do that didnt go right And continuously ask myself that question all day and night I know I have done things to make you upset And each day it makes me live with regret Then I realize the future can hold great things for me Like one day of me and you starting a family So I just sit in my corner and think of you And how long it will take for my dream to come true Several times throughout the following year I will come back just to see my sweet special dear I must have done something wrong somewhere Please tell me, you can whisper it in my ear I want to make sure it never happens again Because it is so hard to act like just a friend Your love gives me wings to fly Without your love I would just fall and die I heard once love is like saying Geronimo You j

What They Do
Oh My God, I can not believe the nerve of some people..... they just seem to think that they can do anything they want to with you ..... I mean anything....... is it so difficult to just at least suggest or even ask before .....

As I Walk Amongst You
As I walk threw your Battle Fields,Feeding on your Dieing,Gettysburg,Manassas to name a few.Damn Lincoln wanting to free the Slaves,what a fool the man was.My daddy lost his plantation,my mother was Raped,my sister was turned into a Trollup,a friggin whore.The Sound of Muskets firering in the distance,still hear it in my Head Damn you Yankees,for freeing our niggers,an Burning my home to the ground,.Damn all who Defy me!

well everyone else is doing this so far be it from me to not go along with the trend...(yeah right) anyways, now what... oh yeah i'm supposed to put something smart and witty or deep and drepressing. nope, just thought i'd say hi to all my friends and hope you do the same. luv ya, chrissy

Sitting by the telephone, waiting for it to ring Thinking about all the happiness you always bring You brighten up my day, even my night Just by looking at me, just by your sight You have a smile that no one can resist Do what makes you happy, that I must insist Hopefully you being my girlfriend Will be what makes you happy in the end Any doubts you might have about us Will not be enough for you to get into a fuss I dont know what to do; I dont know what to say Being around you just makes me act that way When Im around you, a thousand of thoughts run through my mind Talking to you never gets easier; its just like the first time There is no way I will let harm come near I will get rid of everything that causes you fear Believe me everything Im saying is true There is nothing that will make me lie to you When I first saw you, I knew you were the one Someone to spend time with as well as have fun I want things to be right, to be just perfect I know anything I do for y

Beyond Everyday Concerns
Friday, September 15, 2006 Beyond everyday concerns Imagine having enough money to last for a thousand lifetimes. Imagine that you have already bought everything you could ever think to buy. Imagine that you have no need to prove anything or to impress anyone. Imagine that all your goals have been reached and exceeded. Imagine that you have broken free of every limitation, and that whatever you choose to accomplish, you're able to accomplish. In such a situation, what exactly would you choose to accomplish? Imagine that you could wake up each morning and spend the day doing the things that are the most meaningful and fulfilling to you. If that were the case, exactly what would you spend the day doing? The fact is, you do have those choices even now. You can decide this very day to follow the path that holds the greatest meaning for you, no matter what your situation may be. For that is the path that will most dramatically improve your situation. In your mind, get p

Why
Why is it there is so munch drama around??? It is not like i don't need it. For my friends my grandfather is in the hospital. Plus the doc is saying the don't know if my mother will even be able to walk this time next year. We are going to court for custody of my soon to be step daughter. so why do stupid people like to cause drama in my life no clue. Though i know i am not putting up with it any longer. As for my hope of going into the millitry more then likely this time next year i will be in basic. weather i am a mom in my own right or not i am not giving up what i want for any reason. Yes i will love my child but if i give up on my dreams then what am i showing my child and my step daughter?? As for my friends if u jusr want to cause drama in my life u r not a friend. if u can't support me even though u do not agree with what i want i have no need for u. to thoose who have already told me don't go i am going get over it. to thoose who have called me crazy i maybe just a lil bu

Friends Aka Goodbye Lostcherry
For those who are on my friend list... See... some of you do pay attention! For those who are on my friend list...I totally have to agree with all of you who say people are getting fake In here. So I gave in and let's see who really reposts this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. It serves to eliminate people who are desperately trying to add "friends" like its a popularity contest in High School. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are.. Repost this if you are a friend.. if you don't, you get deleted.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as (numerous things such as "Goodbye LostCherry, Too all my friends, etc.) Having received the preceding bulletin and so many many of the very same questionnaires over and over, I was prompted to write a bit about it. I totally have to agree that there

Speachless
I am literally speachless... I don't have any deep words of wisdom except DON'T EAT THE BAGGED SPINACHED. I am glad that its Friday. Looks like it will be sunny all weekend. So thats good. My photo for today is this: Its a lovely picture taken at the bay here in PC on Labor day weekend. You can find it in my photo album under Misc. Go there vote on it. Rate it. Comment on it. I don't care you can even Rip it. I hope we have more of those beautiful sunsets. Been really lucky haven't had a hurricane come near us all season. By the way, Season ends November... Well catcha on the flip side! Time for me to go back to work. Rambling Butterfly

Why Pussy Is A Tasty Treat
WHY-PUSSY-IS-A-TASTY-TREAT- With the flick of my tongue A few licks around the seams I can send a woman into orgasmic screams Once I'm there... Tease her, play with her Make her stutter Trace my name with my tongue Feel her quiver make her come Till her juices roam free Making a mockery of the Nile River Till she begs for more Then pleads for me to stop All while I'll soak up, each and every drop Oh...and I'll never let this linger... Insert my finger - Maybe two hell are you a big girl then maybe three... Do whatever you have too Just keep this tide cumin Cause once I enter this flood And feel your heat You'll be thankful you let me indulged In such a tasty treat

What The Hell
WTH I take all my naked pix out of my LC profile and now seems no one wants to leave me comments or anything anymore damn....I mean the ONLY reason i took em out was due to havin the love of my life on here as well and was a respect thing to him....Come on friends i mean just cause they are gone dont mean ya cant still comment and such i feel unloved now

You want to live inside of me.You want to be within me every waking moment. Feeling what it is like to be me, inside of me. Mine to play with, to love, to torture. Mine to do what I please. But if you are forever inside of me, how do we play, how do we experience each other from the outside. Can I remove you when I want you, when I need you. Must I use you before I begin to swallow you. Never to feel you hold me again. Never to feel you touch me again, never to feel you make love to me again. As I sit here thinking, what if we were able to make love from within. What if that feeling was always there and never went away. What if I knew that I could feel you all the time. Yes, I could swallow you then.I could take you then and make you mine. No one else could ever have you again, no one else could ever come close to you again. Am I doing this for selfish reasons. Yes..Do I want there to be no one that can ever have you again. Yes...Do you want to feel what it is like to go

Believe it or not I actually figured out how to upload pics from the digital to here. (I know, it's really not that difficult...you have to understand I'm tech & mech challenged) Anyway, nothing special but finally have a pic of me up.

I Hate You, I Hate You All
So earlier this year I was fired from Leaf. Why? because I managed to sleep through my alarm clock for work. In a vague attempt NOT to do that this time, and not having a working alarm clock at the moment I asked the only ppl I knew who would be up at 8 am, oddly enough THIS IS THE FUCKING RESPONSE: "ehhhh...hmmmm, I dunno. Maybe if I remember, ehhhhh. Uhhhhh" FUCK What the HELL is that???? Mind you I only asked people who cared if I worked and that would understand that if I didnt make it to work on time that I would be fired... and I got "ehhh" WHATEVER. FUCK YOU THEN! I've had 4 hours of sleep and I wish to have more before I have to go on my shift. You all SUCK ASS!!!!!!!!!! ~Satan

Satans Lust
I have been called up from the bowels of Hell,to reek havic on peons that have Defied my Servants.May my Wrath give u no Mercy,an my Anger cause u to go Insane.As your Nightmares have yet to begin.Pray to your God for Salvation,but Salvation won't be granted on this Day.As he is useless against my Powers.I'm am the undead, Creator of all Evil.Defy me an you'll end up in Hell,an come back as a subservent to me your Master,Bow before me,you mere Mortals.Come young Maidens,offer up your Blood,as I must Feed to Grow Stronger.You Fucken Humans make me Sick.Your Weak,your a Disgrace for man kind.I'm gonna Injoy Tortureing you in your Dreams,in your Waking thoughts.As I'm the Powerfullest of all Evil.I am Satan,I am Lucifer,I'm the most Powerful of all.

The Fence - An Analogy Bout Anger
There was a little boy with a bad temper. His wise father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, to hammer a nail in the back fence. The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Then it gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the now older boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone. The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence. He said, "You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger, they leave a scar just like this one. You can put a knife in a man and draw it out. It won't matter how many times you say I'm sorry, the wo

All Work And No Play
A long time ago, there was an Emperor who told his horseman that if he could ride on his horse and cover as much land area as he likes, then the Emperor would give him the area of land he has covered. Sure enough, the horseman quickly jumped onto his horse and rode as fast as possible to cover as much land area as he could. He kept on riding and riding, whipping the horse to go as fast as possible. When he was hungry or tired, he did not stop because he wanted to cover as much area as possible. Came to a point when he had covered a substantial area and he was exhausted and was dying. Then he asked himself, "Why did I push myself so hard to cover so much land area? Now I am dying and I only need a very small area to bury myself." The above story is similar with the journey of our Life. We push very hard everyday to make more money, to gain power and recognition. We neglect our health, time with our family and to appreciate the surrounding beauty and the hobbies we love. On

Random Thoughts About Lc...
Well lets see my first blog...I am really glad I came across LC. I have meet some very interesting people to say the least...a couple of people who no matter how much time goes by I will never be able to forget...one of those people I have alot in commen with...he knows who he is..I just want to thank each & everyone who is in my friends/family, each of u has made some of my days ALOT better...

IN THIS CRAZY LIFE IVE EXPERINCED ALTYPES OF THINGS . SOME GOOD SOME BAD THROUGH IT ALL I CAN REMEMBER ONE THING I AM ME THATS ALL I CAN BE IM GOING TO LIVE MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST AND BE ALL THAT I CAN BE AND SIMPLY PUT THATS ME

The 7 Wonders Of The World
A group of students were asked to list what they thought were the present Seven Wonders of the World. Though there was some disagreement, the following got the most votes: 1. Egypt's Great Pyramids 2. Taj Mahal 3. Grand Canyon 4. Panama Canal 5. Empire State Building 6. St. Peter's Basilica 7. China's Great Wall While gathering the votes, the teacher noted that one quiet student hadn't turned in her paper yet. So she asked the girl if she was having trouble with her list. The girl replied, "Yes, a little. I couldn't quite make up my mind because there were so many." The teacher said, "Well, tell us what you have, and maybe we can help." The girl hesitated, then read, "I think the Seven Wonders of the World are: 1. to touch 2. to taste 3. to see 4. to hear She hesitated a little, and then added 5. to feel 6. to laugh 7. and to love The room was so full of silence you could have heard a pin drop. Those things we overlook as simple and "ordinary" a

All Moved In
So many new things to remember, new road names, new area, new home. new people too. some not as nice as where i grew up. Driving here can sometimes be an excersize in survival. but i am learning. I do not regret deciding to move here. Mike and I are doing wonderfully. He is everything i always needed, and more. the kids are starting to adjust, and they are all in school now. the only down side is that kindergarten is only half day here. I miss my family, but not as much as I thought i would. i sure as hell don't miss that town. I have already changed my license over, and gotten a new job which i will start on the 25th. everything is coming along quite nicely. and I couldn't be happier.

Listen People I'm Not Kidding If You Talk To Me On Yahoo You Need To Read This
My account was hacked yeasturday morning at 3 am. My screen name however has apparently been used to send out a virus or something that will also hack your account. To those who have already fallen victim to these assholes, I'm sorry. There is really nothing I can do. I'm so sorry that you have lost your accounts. I'm in the same boat as you. Those of you who still have your accounts, DO NOT CLICK ANY LINKS THAT ARE SENT TO YOU BY MY SCREEN NAME!!!!!!!!!

Mabon,also Called Autumn Equinox
For those of you who are not Wiccan and do not know what Mabon is it's when crops are harvested;light and darkness are again in balance. TheGod sleeps in the womb of the Goddess,waiting to be reborn. Mabon is sacred to the Celtic God Mabon,a Son of Light,son of the mother Goddess Mabon.This second harvest festival is a time to enjoy the fruits of your labor and give thanks for its abundance. Witches put the fruits of the seasonon their altars,bake bread and pies,work magic to balance inbalances.As for me I usualy bake bread and split the loges between my friends as a offering of friendship and make I also make incense to share with them... So in preperation for Mabon I decied to share in how to make these wonderful smelling incense with you. Mabon Incense 2 parts benzoin 2 parts myrrh 1 part hazelwood 1/2 part corn 1/2 partcornflower 1/2 part ivy 1/2 part red poppy flowers In a bowl or with a mortar and pestl

Loving A Lie
falling and falling like drops of rain broken hearts bring tears of pain u tell them ur love is true hoping they mean it back to you ur certian they mean it till u make a mistake and they give up and quit memmories haunting ur tortured soul to only find its paying its toll problems are arising and are friendship is frogotten shes got a new love and everything is rotten u told me u loved me and i was dumb to believe and now i sit back in sorrow while i grieve i'll never forget u or what we had all i can think about is how u made me so sad so do what u want and so as u please i now no u were just a tease

What Does Your Favorite Color Tell About You?
What does your favorite color tell about you? (pretty pix in results) Blue usually means that you a thoughtful, understanding person. You are usually quiet and attentive. You friends come to you for help, to get your advice. You're like the leader of your group and will protect anyone in group if you have to.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

What Does Your Soul Look Like Inside
What Does Your Soul Look Like Deep Inside? Little Flame in this world of Vast DarknessYour soul has been worn yet it remains strong with wisdom, love, and practicalityYes- unlike the Timid Creature of Innocence- You've experienced hard times in life. You've endured, or may still be enduring them- but you keep your chin up and your eyes fixed on your destination in life, wherever that may be to you. You shine to those around you. People, weather you notice it or not, tend to look up to you and admire you. It's easy to respect you. You have a warm heart and, even at the hardest points, you make sure to look at the others around you to make sure that their alright. You are selfless in your way of thinking and you've taken your blows in life with grace. Although not always perfect- you are a shining beam of hope to those around you. Don't loose that great attitude of yours. You may have no idea what that means to the people around you...Take this quiz! Quizilla | Jo

Trucker's Last Letter
Since I used to be a Trucker's wife (still his wife, he just don't drive anymore) this really touched me a long time ago. So I kept it. Its a little long, but a great read and oh so true!! ****************************************** On one trip up the highway, I came upon the Royal Canadian Mounted Police and several wreckers winching the remains of a semi up the cliff. I parked my rig and went over to the quiet group truckers who were watching the wreckage slowly come into sight. One of the Mounties walked over to us and spoke quietly. "I'm sorry," he said, "the driver was dead when we found him. He must have gone over the side two days ago when we had a bad snowstorm. There weren't many tracks. It was just a fluke that we noticed the sun shining off some chrome. "He shook his head slowly and reached into his parka pocket. "Here, maybe you guys should read this. I guess he lived for a couple of hours until the cold got to him." I'd never seen tears in a cop's eyes before. I alw

A Mother
A Mother Is Someone To talk to A Mother Is the one We can trust A Mother Is someone Who we can tell All our little secrets Pretty or ugly Fat or skinny Tall or short Dumb or smart What's it matter When you're a mother??

Whoohoo !!!
Hi All, for those of you that enjoy my photos, I entered a photo competition this week and I actually WON "best of show" and out of 5 photos entered I got 2 first place and 2 second place, I will post the winners later for all to see...

Just a quick note........the other night my husband came home from work.....after about half hour he went into the kitchen....I was in the living room watching TV......the Shelf above the fishtank has 3 candles on it and some knick knacks.....all of a sudden one candle moved ...took about 40 secs for it too fall off the shelf......but it sounded as tho it was being dug into the wood......My husband said WTF is that......I said its the candle being moved....ok now knocked off the shelf....lol........So yeah it was drug long and heavy enough to be heard in the next room.......and yet its a little "glade" candle in a glass cup......kinda cool......So they are still here with me

Hey everyone........So now we moved outta the farm....ok no biggie.....I went on to live with Cherds dad.....Who turned out to be a jackass....so we split..... I bounced around for awhile. The next time I can recall seeing or feeling anything that was ghostly....was when i lived with a b/f for a bit. The house was a huge old Victorian. We lived in the redone basement. There was alot of anger and deception in that house. When that type of energy is around you might see or feel a so called bad spirit. No not one thats gonna come out and kill yah. He was taller then me about 6ft4 I would say and just an image of a body misty gray and black. No features......but a heavy presence of pain and agony and despair when he/she was there. He /she would come to the doorway and hover there. For a few then leave. I seen him many times while I was there. Then i moved on to a old house that was known for running the slaves underground hundreds of yrs ago. The underground railroad wa

Someone Special
I love him He can't see The pain I'm in Because he doesn't love me He loves heer She's playing him How can I make him see That he is someone special He is special He knows how to treat a girl But she makes him believe differently She always puts him down I know it's true How could my heart be wrong? He is the one He is that someone special! I would do anything To have him hold me The way he holds her I know the real him He's my someone special!

Need To Get Laid
yeah husband and i are workin on tryin to get preggo if i dont get the dreaded flo today i need to get laid to take some tension off lol and no this isnt an offer for anyone out there just a comment

I Miss You
Never would you turn away When I need you most How you always understand And try to make me laugh Every tear I cry Is one you wipe away Things get tough But we always make it through Today you are still there Just a letter away Sometimes even a call away Always trying to make me happy but its so hard now You rarely come home I miss your humor Always making me laugh My heart cries out To see you again soon Simply so you can help me Understand this all Its so confusing without you Telling me its alright Im lost without you Even though everyone's so nice Its just not the same Because I miss you! This was orginally wrote for my big brother when he went to Iraq and I was in fostercare but now it fits my fiancee, and my best friend.

I guess I can start this thing out with a Bang......I have a Secret.......I see Dead ppl......lol Ever since i was 13 living on the 200yr old farm . My mom and I have seen this guy. We seen him so much I called him Raymond. He would just be there and look around and then disapate. The only voices we have heard was the night we moved in we heard screaming from the basement. I was woken around the age of 15 to a little girl yelling up my bedroom steps for her mother. And mom and I heard a little girl say mother its cold down here when is Father coming home. Needless to say I have now started to research the farm and the grounds around it. The house was built in the 1700s kinda cool yah know. Also my sister and I witnessed a candle being tossed in the air about 2 feet then tossed out about 3 feet then dropped ...as we were watching TV. When we moved out somewheres around the time of me being 21...I moved out b4 that but was back helping. We think Raymond was mad.....he threw

America
We rarely get a chance to see another country's editorial about the USA Read this excerpt from a Romanian Newspaper. The article was written by Mr. Cornel Nistorescu and published under the title "C"ntarea Americii, meaning "Ode To America") in the Romanian newspaper Evenimentulzilei "The Daily Event" or "News of the Day". ''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''' ~An Ode to America~ Why are Americans so united? They would not resemble one another even if you painted them all one color! They speak all the languages of the world and form an astonishing mixture of civilizations and religious beliefs. Still, the American tragedy turned three hundred million people into a hand put on the heart. Nobody rushed to accuse the White House, the army, and the secret services that they are only a bunch of losers. Nobody rushed to empty their bank accounts. Nobody rushed out onto the streets nearby to gape about. The Americans volunteered to donate blood and to give a helping hand.

The Way You Make Me Feel
Some times I don't know what to think It's just confusing I know the situation sucks But I still can't help these feelings There are days I wanna hide Nothing seems right or good enough I feel completely worthless And then something changes Almost like magic in a way Everything goes from bad to good It all seems right again But sometimes I can't understand how or why Or at least dont think I can When I really do know why and how... Because you came around and gave me light You come home to cheer me up Can't stand seeing me upset ever Sometimes you dont even know, yet cheer me up That's just the power you have Sure there are times it's your fault But in the end you are still the one To make me happy Nobody else has the power you do And I like it that way Because I love you more each day You are my one and only For now, forever, til the day I day!

This is from a friend of yours,Who loves you very much!Cause my life has been fulfilled in ways that only you can touch.For the time Ive known you ,youve made me fill at home.But most of all,your not alone.One day our lives will part,but the love we share wont leave our hearts.Now with this thought I let you know,Your love is with me ,Wher ever I go. Your Friend....Keith...

Lost Cherry Pet Peeves
I said I wasn't going to post any blog articles here, but since this pertains specifically to LC, I thought it would be better suited on this blog space. I have some pet peeves concerning people here on LC. I strongly suspect that my feelings are shared by others. Let me spell it out for you. 1. To all my "friends" who post a hundred bulletins a day (most of which are reposts) PLEASE try to control yourself. Most of the crap you're sending on isn't worth reading. It's either bitching and complaining, stupid grade school quizzes and polls (Am I attractive, LC marriage, Who's hot...blah blah blah) or some other mundane shit. Pretend for a moment that you AREN'T a trained monkey just sitting around pressing buttons and you'll be surprised at how nice it feels to use that brain of yours again. 2. Attention whores. You know who I'm talking about. These are the people (usually women, but not always) who post tons of pics of themselves (a minimum of 50 face pics of nearly the same sh

Windows Vista / Sony / Etc...
Well, I have been one of the lucky, or rather unlucky ones to beta test Microsoft Windows Vista. and, damn, I see what they are trying to do, but..its has a LOT of bugs still to be worked out of it. It wreaked havoc on my PC and in the end I had to put XP back on. Please Mr. Gates and the minds at Microsoft, lets not have another Windows ME. Also, the Sony PS3 will be out Nov 17, for the low, affordable price of $499 and $599. Hey Sony, I say this from the bottom of my heart...Kiss My Big ASS!! The Nintendo Wii will be out on Nov 19, and its $250, and comes with a game or demo or something, so..I will be getting that instead and a few games and still be $200 dollars short of getting a PS3 with no game. That is all. --M

Ohh Yeahh
dont think you the best one .nobody the best one in the bed ..aand you dont know abt me how is my bed and how is it to make love wth me and did you know that i would like to in ur side omg. iam going to losing my mind without you..please give me some love give me some heart give me some a soul..

The Angel In The Mirror
Looking in the mirror My reflection's screaming back Cold, dark fingers Wrap around my heart The image of an angel Locked inside a cage Trapped behind a mirror I just can't seem to break I watch the silent tears But to me they have no taste I see a slow, hard smile Creep onto a pretty face A sweet decietful mask Worn to hide the pain My bones begin to shake With tears built up by shame Embarrased by such weakness I still posses the scars Scars that long since vanished From her skin no longer torn Lost behind a mirror In a world thats not my own I watch my flesh and blood Fall deeper, harder, slower My reflection walks away I wish I could go with But I remain behind the mirror The hope that she cant see I watch the angel suffer For I can never leave

Numba One
oh, this is SUCH a bad idea! i'm addicted to blogging! i've got two others that i maintain, and of course, i'll be writing crap on this one, too! stuff like, . . . . . When I’m scared everything looks dark I hear you whisper my name when I’m alone can’t find my friends you shelter me from the rain when I’m foolish do things that hurt you you still love me just the same every day that I wake up and see you sleeping next to me I thank the Gods and Goddesses that you were able to find me every day that I lay down and hear you breathing in the dark I whisper a prayer of thanks just to be where you are every day that I see your face and look into your deep brown eyes I know what it means to be in love with someone through many lives

What Am I?
What Am I? You find Me Between Virtue and crime Dancing among the shards of your shattered dreams. I dont Need A reason I've got nothing but time To slowly drag you into insanity. And no Prayers No crosses No candles you light Will ever build a wall between you and me. So dont Dare Deny me I'm a part of your mind Inside the people you want and the things that you need. I am Hatred I am Sin I'm the doubts that keep you locked up within. I am Treason I am Shame I'm inside of you and I wont be tamed. I am silver I am gold I'm the face you'll see when you sell your soul.

My Myspace Rant
I originally wrote this back in August. (on MySpace) It's amazing I haven't caught any serious flack for it. I'm sure I'm not the only one that feels the same way. Ok, I don't get it. If I come off as pretty pissed, so be it. I'll never understand why people are so pissed when they don't put ya at #1 or #2 or number whatever on their top 8 or 12 or 24 or whatever. Let's be honest. If you're hung up on that and take that seriously, then more power to you. I never (and lemme repeat that) never have taken my top list super seriously. I mean, this is my profile and my list. Not yours. I can change it as I please, or remove it altogether. As a matter of fact, I'm gonna do that. One or the other. I'm not sure which. In all honesty, I'm not on here much anymore. It crashes my computer just about every time I'm on it at home, and I can't get on it at work anymore. Though MySpace may consume every (or nearly every) minute of your life, it doesn't consume mine. Hell, I'm hardly on here any

Friday Comes Again
Friday comes again Friday comes again, promising a men- Men who busted... a new hope.. a bright future... a new lifestyle. Friday comes again, promising a women- Women who harmed.. A lovely hubby... A lovely childs... A lovely family. Friday comes again... promising a child- Child who abused.. A happy childhood... A happy bedtime hours... A happy family. Dear God... Hear me say... Keep this unfortunate life away from us... Keep our Men - a strong FEET to stand by themselves... Keep our Women -a strong HEART to continue a life... Keep our Childs - a strong SOUL to be alive... and.... Keep our Community - a strong HANDS to be lend them to our Men...Women...and Childs who is less fortunate... Amen!

DAMN....what is it that is so complicated about dating? I have this one friend that has been after me for almost a year to go out with him. I haven't. For one thing he is a good bit younger..for another...I have not had much luck with this dating crap. I do not know if I am too independent, too opinionated, or simply not enough of something. I have become content with going out with a friend....if it sparks something more...wonderful...if not, then we are still friends... All this started for me with a friend of mine that really means a good bit to me. We went out a few weeks. Then something happened and I did not hear from him for a month. He calls and thinks I am gonna come running. I wanted to...but, I did not. For one I am broke and gas is expensive....for another...I am not cut out for the friends with benefits thing. And that is what we had...I want so much more...I don't expect too much out of a relationship...at least I did not think I did. Our friendship was ex

Kinda Short Blog. Woohoo
so this is gonna be short. Im tired, it's butt oclock in the morning and I loathe being awake right now. sleep is my friend but alas we've been seperated from each other, as we always are... Im gonna be out of the town/away from the comp till prolly about sunday...maybe sunday night. depends on what happens. so all you loverly people out there in lost cherry land take care and be safe and dont die!!!!!

Mr. Universe Final Questions
Mr. Universe Final Questions Question : "Mr. America, how do you describe a male organ in your country?" Mr. America : "Well, I can say that male organs in America are like gentlemen" Question : "How can you say so?" Mr. America : "Because it stands every time it sees a woman........ " (Applause! Applause!) Question : "Mr. Spain, how do you describe a male organ in your country?" Mr. Spain : "Male organs in our country are like our very own Bullfight or Toro(Bull)" Question : "How can you say so?" Mr. Spain : "Because it charges every time it sees an opening." (Applause! Applause!) Question : "Mr. Philippines, how do you describe a male organ in your country? " Mr. Philippines : "Well, I can say that male organs in our country are like gossip or rumors" Question : "How can you say so?" Mr. Philippines : "Because it passes from mouth to mouth." (Applause! Applause! Standing Ovation! Applause! Applause!)

My Private Folders - Free Pornography?
What is it with some people? All they do all day is wander around here asking to see in private folders. What do they think this place is? I'm sorry, but I'm not here to provide free pornography and be used for their mastabatory pleasure, and I'm sure most of the people on my friends list don't usually "put out" to complete strangers, and that's what these people are most of the time, complete strangers that you've never seen, or heard of before, as their first appearance comes in your shoutbox "Can I see in your private folder?" Ummm... No! Why should I let you see in there, if you are a selfish, ignorant, and socially inept creature? If I wanted complete strangers to see in my private folder then it wouldn't be private, that's why people have private folders. It's like walking up to a complete stranger in the mall and saying "Can we fuck now?" You might get the very ocassional person who says yes, but 999 out of 1000 people are going to slap your face for

Love Doesn’t Need A Reason!
Love doesn’t need a reason! Lady : "Why do you like me? Why do you love me?" Man : "I can't tell the reason... But I really like you..." Lady: "You can't even tell me the reason... How can you say you like me? How can you say you love me?" Man : "I really don't know the reason, but I can prove that I love you." Lady: "Proof? No! I want you to tell me the reason. My friend's boyfriend can tell her why he loves her, but not you!" Man : "OK...OK!!! Erm...because you are beautiful, because your voice is sweet, because you are caring, because you are loving, because you are thoughtful, because of your smile, because of your every movements..." (( Unfortunately, a few days later, the Lady met with an accident and became comma.)) The Man then placed a letter by her side, and here is the content: Dearest, Because of your sweet voice that I love you... Now can you talk? No! Therefore I cannot love you. Because of your care and concern then I like you... Now t

To Remember Me
To Remember Me Give my sight to the man who has never seen a sunrise, a baby's face, or love in the eyes of a woman. Give my heart to a person whose own heart has caused nothing but endless days of pain. Give my blood to the teenager who was pulled from the wreckage of his car, so that he might live to see his grandchildren play. Give my kidneys to one who depends on a machine to exist from week to week. Take my bones, every muscle, every fiber and nerve in my body and find a way to make a crippled child walk. If you must bury something, let it be my faults, my weaknesses, and all prejudice against my fellow man. Give my sins to the devil. Give my soul to God. If, by chance, you wish to remember me, do it with a kind deed or word to someone who needs you. If you do all I have asked, I will live forever... Love, Angelus

I Would Take A Bullet Fer Yer....
Boy : "Hey, hun!" Girl: "Hey" Boy : "I missed yer at school today, why weren't yer there?" Girl: "Yeah, i had to go to the doctor" Boy : "Oh, really? Why?" Girl: "Oh nothin, annual shots, thats all" Boy : "Oh!" Girl: "So what did we do in math today?" Boy : "Yer didnt miss anythin that great.....just lots of notes" Girl: "Ok good" Boy : "Yeah" Girl: "Hun, I have a question.... Boy : "Ok, ask away.." Girl: ........"How much do yer love me?" Boy : "Yer know i love yer more than anything, hun!" Girl: "Yeah....." Boy : "Why did yer ask?" Girl: (..........>silencesounding worried

Good Morning Lc!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
good morning all my sweet sexy friends....i will be off till 3pm or so today just letting ya all know so you don't worry bout me.....i hope you all have a wonderful day be back to play when i get home big hugs n long sloopy kisses muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Unyielding Passion
Why must passion be unspoken? why must love be untouched? Why does the heart gallop, as though the race will cease? Sensation sprints through my heart, and fills my head with lustful wrong. To have what cannot be held. and to seek what cannot be sought. To yearn is pain, but to stop is to die.

And It Begins
Today the Wolf Pack Struck........... Tomorrow it could be some body else that plays on peoples emotions..... Join the Pack and be protected,,,,,Avoid the pack and be watched,,,,,Challenge the Pack and well......Lets just say justice will come, one way or another. First read "The Wolf Blogs" they will be continued as i finish them. Pack members will not sit by and allow preditors to prey on other people. We will speak up, we will be heard. First we will warn the targets of the danger. Then we will warn the "scum" that they are being watched. We will be creative and stealthy not to disturb the lounges atmosphere. We will not speak of our actions to anyone but other pack members. The Alpha Male is the only one to allow new pack members, although others may recruit and give council. There will be ground rules for new recruits. The Biggest Is a trust factor. We must not let it be known who are Pack members. So they can work in silence. If you want to know if someone is in the pack

Having Fun
My first day here, was very exciting because fixing my site up was easier than some of the other sites I am on. Here at Lostcherries it's much easier to understand. I am not very interenet knowledgeable, so for me to get to a site and fix it up was very exciting and fun to do. When there is something to do on a site that winds up taking hours to do. You know you had fun doing it.

Family
Some times they get on your nerves And at times you want to disown them Not too often do they understand you Simply because you're different then them Things get rough You don't have much to do with them And when you have to its very little Because they seem to hate you You want them to love you Just like they do all the rest But because you're unique they dont They cant handle you being so differnt Its not that they hate you Its that they hate what you have become And the only reason they hate that Is Because they dont understand it Through the rough times you gotta stay tough Don't let them get to you Be who you really are and dont be ashamed Real families stick together through everything Even when they don't see eye to eye

Poem: Use A Friend
Use a Friend Don't keep it inside when I am around Quietly sitting hardly making a sound Letting things worry you will do more harm than good You can talk to me, you know that you should I might not have the answer, but I will be there To show you that someone really does care. Talking may help, but sometimes it may not But if it eases your burden,then I will give my best shot Worrying alone, makes the World a cold place But with me, I will try bring a smile to your face The solution to problems are not easy to find But share with a friend, you might find peace of mind.

Army Fiancee...it's Rough
There are many nights that you lay there and cry yourself to sleep because he's not by your side. Yet at the same time you know that he is doing what he thinks is best for you and the little one. You don't want to let him see how much you are hurting but some days you just cant help it. Things were great before he left but now it seems as if your whole future is falling apart. Not sure if the distance is going to work or not but you do your best to make sure it does. So many people don't understand why he left...why didn't he wait until after the baby was born to join???? You try to explain but they still dont get it. Deep inside you know he did it so you and the little one are safe but you just want him home. Then you start to feel like he doesn't love you any more so you start second guessing your relationship. This only makes things harder so you finally say something to him about how you feel and realize that he does love you and want to be with you forever and that its ju

Dreams
Behind the wall I close my eyes And dream of the future and freedom Years I must spend in torment Knowing that my only sin was love. In my soul the reaper laughs And demons play in my dreams Heaven is gone Redemption is a joke The tall man stands And is ignorant of the shadow. I look out from this prison Thanking the stars For one day less in this hell And one day closer to being united With that one true love. In my soul the reaper laughs And demons play in my dreams Heaven is gone And redemption is a joke. BY: Sheila Christian

Boredom
Hi everyone! Im soo friggin bored. I juz signed up in this page. Im still kinda confused, because I dont know where everything goes or does. I'll surf on this website and see if I like it. If I dont then I will delete it. Because I also have myspace.com. Well, I kinda like myspace better because this looks like its for all those porns or horny adults you know wut I mean? No offenses 2 yall. Juz sayin that it looks like its for people who posts naked pixs or whatever in here. Im not like that. HOpefully yall understand. Wink

I Will Remember You -sarah Mclachlan
I will remember you Will you remember me? Don’t let your life pass you by Weep not for the memories Remember the good times that we had? I let them slip away from us when things got bad How clearly I first saw you smilin’ in the sun Wanna feel your warmth upon me, I wanna be the one I will remember you Will you remember me? Don’t let your life pass you by Weep not for the memories I’m so tired but I can’t sleep Standin’ on the edge of something much too deep It’s funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word We are screaming inside, but we can’t be heard But I will remember you Will you remember me? Don’t let your life pass you by Weep not for the memories I’m so afraid to love you, but more afraid to loose Clinging to a past that doesn’t let me choose Once there was a darkness, deep and endless night You gave me everything you had, oh you gave me light And I will remember you Will you remember me? Don’t let your life pass you by Weep no

Erotic Short Story Entitled Homecuming
It had been a bad day all around. I was late to work, didn't make it to lunch and hit all sorts of traffic on the way home. The only thing that kept me from driving off a bridge, was knowing that it was Friday night and I could just go home, draw a warm bath, drink a glass of wine, and crawl into bed uninterrupted. My husband, Jason was on a business trip and wasn't due home until Sunday evening. I hated being away from him, but after the day I had, I was somewhat glad to be alone. I pulled into our driveway, pressed the button on the automatic garage door opener and eased the car into its spot. I put the car in park and turned off the ignition. I sat there for a moment, trying to gather my thoughts before heading into the house. I rested my head against the headrest and ran my fingers through my thick brunette hair. Sighing, I pulled the keys out of the ignition, opened the driver's side door and stepped onto the concrete. I shut the car door behind me, closed the garage door and h

Portland Wrestling
special guest tna wrestlings own jerry lynn be sure to come i will be there its at kliever national guard armory on ne 33rd and marine dr. in portland oregon tickets 10 dollars adult 5 dollars kid

Tell Me !! ? !!
1. Who are you? 2. Where are you from? 3. Have you ever been to Sweden? 4. Are we friends? 5. When and how did we meet? 6. Do you have a crush on me? 7. Would u kiss me? 8. Give me a nickname and explain why? 9. Describe me in 1 word! 10. What was ur first impression of me? 11. Do u still think the same? 12. What reminds u of me? 13. If you could give me anything what would it be? 14. How well do u know me? 15. When's the last time u saw me if u ever saw me? 16. Ever wanted 2 tell me sumthing u couldn't? 17. Would you ever meet up with me?

Europe---secret Society
For those of you out there who are fans of the band Europe--they will be releasing their 7th album entitled "Secret Society" by the end of this year. I will let you know the date of the American release as soon as I have it. You can go to their web site for updates as well. The link is posted in my profile.

Dreamer,s
Hosted by Sparkle Tagsi am just a dreamer lonley you see i set and i a dream of all i can see i walk a lonley path this you see i need my spirit to be set free i am a dreamer this i see in my heart i want to be free this path i want to take so my spirit can be free this is dreamer come dream with me and set me free and walk the spirit path with me side by side we will be free

My Immortal
I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me You used to captivate me By your resonating light Now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along

Uhm.. Yeee-uuhhhh
Yeah My first blog Im bored as hell. I miss Jealous psyko. I cant get him out of my head. oh well Anywayz im chatting on yahoo. With some wicked peoples. Some dude off of here and one of my ghey ass ex's david. Hes annoying[[david]]. im bored as fuck. Nothing to do. It's 3:23 am. And Im up and i dont see that im going to bed anytime soon.

My Ode To Lostcherry
We talk on this thang we call Lostcherry, During the day your words seem to carry. I check my home page everyday, I goto reply and I think of what to say. Hopeing you are repling I wait a while, I look at your picture and it makes me smile. I goto message you back to tell you a tale, After I'm done I click send and hope it doesn't Fail. Back and forth till up comes the sun, Who knew meeting new people could be so fun. Addicting it may seem to be, We are lucky we have Lostcherry and its free. You take the good and you take the bad, You take them both and there you have. My ode to Lostchery.

Can't Sleep
This basically for me to get things out of my head so maybe i can sleep... Well it has been on hell of a day. As some of you know that read my last post, my uncle just past away. (my dad's brother) And my hubby is still being an insensitive jerk. He went to bed tonight without even mentioning my loss or try to console me. That hurt. I dont mean to sound selfish but if it means wanting him to be there for me during this time then ok I'm selfish. But it's clear he isnt goin to be there so I try to hide my pain and deal with it by myself. I have gotten good at hiding my pain the last few years. Only those that I allow to see it can. Basically thats just a couple close friends. But they are in Oklahoma and I am in Texas. (thank God they will be here for the weekend) Anyways,I tried to go to bed to get some rest. I really tried but when I laid down I was overwhelmed with memories and thoughts. It hit me that my dad is the last one in the family that is left that carries our name. My