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2008 Presidential Election
This is pretty interesting ... give it a try. The following is an interesting exercise. You answer a few questions then click the 'find your candidate button' and the program selects the candidate who's position on the issues is most like your own... You may be surprised at what you find... I was.... follow the link below.... http://www.wqad.com/Global/link.asp?L=259460

Ugh.
Lacuna Coil: When A Dead Man Walks [Music: Coti Zelati/Lyrics: Scabbia] Paranoia In which I think that I'm not confident Blood into my hands I can't deny A buzz into my ears that makes me mad But I don't look back While I'm waiting to die I don't look back In a weird lullaby I'll carry on And the hope in my heart is dry But I don't look back And I cannot reply I don't look back While I'm waiting to lie I'll carry on While they want to decide for me Once again Living in their cage They are killing me Paranoia In which I think I'm not that confident A tiny hope that burns into my breath A bitter smile delights me at the end [solo: Migliore]

Feelings
AS I SIT HERE IN THE LIVINGROOM AND I THINK OF MY LIFE AND HOW IT IS GOING AND WHERE. MY LOVE IS IN ANOTHER STATE THAN ME. I WANT TO KNOW HOW MANY PEOPLE BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SITE? NO MANY I BET, BUT I WILL TELL YOU IT IS OUT THERE....WE MET ONLINE AND FELL IN LOVE BY FIRST SITE. WE ARE COMPLETELY OPPISITES. AS THE SONG BY JANET JACKSON " OPPISITES ATTRACK " THAT IS HOW WE ARE. BUT HE IS SO SWEET AND CARING. VERY THOUGHTFULL. WE HAVE TALKED ONLINE THE LAST THREE DAYS FOR LIKE 6 OR 7 HOURS A NIGHT. WE TALK ABOUT EVERYTHING FOR ME AND MY PAST TO HIM. THATS WHEN I KNEW I LOVED THIS MAN. HE DONT CARE WHAT OR HOW I HAVE BEEN WITH IN MY PAST AS LONG AS I AM HAPPY WITH HIM AND IM THE SAME WAY WITH HIM. IF THERE IS A DESTINY OUT THERE I NEED YOU TO VISIT ME SO I CAN BE WITH MY LOVE, IF NOT WHY IS THERE A SUCH THING AS LOVE.

Who Hates Me
SOMETHING ABOUT ME WELL. IM 34 I AM MARRIED . SO THAT MEANS I DONT NEED ANYTHING I AM A POINTS WHORE I GUESS. BUT WHAT ELSE IS FUBAR USED FOR. I HAD A BUNCH OF FRIENDS AND FANS AND LOVED THEM ALL. I WAZ ALLMOST TO GODFATHER AND I GUESS I AFENDED SOME ONE SO THEY DELETED MY ACCOUNT SO I DONT CARE ANY MORE ABOUT THA POINTS I JUST CARE ABOUT ALL THA FRIENDS THAT I LOST CUZ OF SOME DUM AZZ DOWNRATER THAT DONT EVEN CARE ABOUT THA SITE. I SIGNED ON TO THIS NEW NAME AND IT ONLY TOO TWO DAYS FOR A FEW OF MY FRIENDS TO FIND ME. NOW THAT IS TRUE FRIENDS AND THA ONES THAT I THOUGHT WAZ MY FRIENDS BUT DIDNT WANT TO READD ME THAT FINE I KNOW NOW THAT THATS ALL YA WANT WAZ POINTS TOO WITCH IS KEWL WITH ME. TOO THA PERSON THAT GOT Y ACCOUNT DELETED WTG IT WORKED. BUT I DONT GIVE A SH*T JUST WISH YA WAZ BIG ENOF TO TELL ME WHAT IT WAZ THAT I SAID OR DID. BUT THAT PERSON WANT EVER TELL ME CUZ THEY TO MUCH OF A P*ZZY AND YA KNOW IT.

Chicken Sauce Piquante
CHICKEN SAUCE PIQUANTE Recipe By : Serving Size : 8 Preparation Time :0:00 Categories : Creole Poultry Amount Measure Ingredient -- Preparation Method -------- ------------ -------------------------------- 1 ea Broilerr-fryer chicken,cutup 1 x Pepper 2 qt Water 1 ea Green bell pepper,lg,chopped 2 ea Bay leaves 3/4 c Flour,all-purpose 4 ea Garlic cloves,minced 1 x Cayenne pepper to taste 1/2 ea Lemon,sliced/seeded 1/2 c White wine,dry 1 x Rice,hot cooked 1 x Salt 1 x Vegetable shortening 2 c Celery,minced 3 ea Green onions,chopped 1 cn Mushrooms,undrained(8oz) 2 ea Onions,large,minced 1

Do You Love Me??
hey guys! first of all i want to say thank you to all who helped me stay in the lead today :) i started my new job, and it was so nice to come home to so much love from yall :D in case you dont know yet...im in a contest!! im trying to win a 7 day blast, so please help me out if you can! every rate is worth 5 points and comments are worth 1 point :) its a bombing contest so you can comment as much as you like :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D it goes until sat, oct. 19th, so i will be posting a lot on this :) PLEASE! EVERY RATE COUNTS! IF YOU HAVENT YET...PLEASE AT LEAST GO RATE THE PHOTO!!! CLICK PHOTO TO VOTE! (rate and comment) HERE ARE THE STANDINGS: As of 9:15pm est Rates Shortyseceret: 113 x5 = 565 Comments-> 9959 Total Points: 10524 Rates J-Roxx: 68 x5 = 340 Comments-> 10838 Total Points: 11178 J-Roxx leads by 654

A Slight Introduction
I have very few people that I communicate with on a daily basis, and sometimes it drives me crazy. Ninety percent of the time, I am confined to my home, and human contact is scarce. Especially now, since I am in the process of healing. I recently was diagnosed with the second of two types of cancer and it has become my world. Initially it was chronic lymphocytic leukemia, which was being easily managed, but after a short remission it was upgraded to an acute case. At the time I really wasn't worried and neither were my doctors. I had a lot of confidence at the time. This all began about three years ago. Still,I was determined to win the battle, I kept up my body, worked out, ate right, and maintained a good mental state. But almost a year ago, I was diagnosed with multiple myeloma, a form of bone cancer. Ok, I went nuts with all the emotions for awhile, but eventually I accepted it, and listened to my team, went to all the consultations and followed their advice. I put all my

Bavarian Custard
Bavarian Custard Serving Size : 1 Preparation Time :0:00 Categories : Pudding Amount Measure Ingredient -- Preparation Method -------- ------------ -------------------------------- 3 3/8 ounces package instant vanilla pudding 1 cup milk 1 cup sour cream 1 cup plain yogurt In medium bowl place pudding. With whisk, stir in milk until smooth and slightly thickened. Add sour cream and yogurt. Whisk until smooth. Cover and refrig. at least 2 hrs. Serve.

How You Can Win A Free Balst From Fusion Raido
...... ENTER TO WIN A BLAST FROM FUSION RADIO!!! Click pic to join the New Fusion Radio Lounge!! Once you are in the lounge Click the Subscribe button and be entered to win a BLAST!! Blast will be awarded Oct. 31st!!

Crawfish Bisque
CRAWFISH BISQUE Ingredients needed: · CRAWFISH AND STOCK: · 5 pounds boiled crawfish · 4 quarts water · STUFFED CRAWFISH HEADS: · 1 stick (1/4 pound) butter · 2 cups chopped onions · 1 cup chopped bell peppers · 1 cup chopped celery · 1 tablespoon salt; · 1 teaspoon cayenne · 10 to 12 ounces crawfish tails plus about 1 1/4 pounds peeled uncooked crawfish tails, chopped · 2 tablespoons chopped garlic · 1/2 cup water · 1 1/2 cups dried fine bread crumbs · 2 tablespoons chopped parsley · 75 to 100 crawfish heads · Flour, for dredging · BISQUE: · 1 cup vegetable oil · 1 cup flour · 3 cups chopped onions · 1 1/2 cups chopped bell peppers · 1 1/2 cups chopped celery · 1 teaspoon salt · 1/2 teaspoon cayenne · 2 pounds peeled crawfish tails (uncooked) · 3 quarts crawfish stock · 100 stuffed crawfish heads · 1/4 cup chopped green onions · 1/4 cup parsley Remove the tails and peel, preserving the meat and peelings. Clean t

Make A Stand
There is a show on tonight at 7:30pm on almost every channel in 4/5 different countries! It is a documentary called CRYSTAL DARKNESS a campaign against crystal meth Click picture below for more information Meths has not only affected individuals and their families but our community as a whole. IT IS TIME TO TAKE A STAND AGAINST THIS MONSTROSITY AND FREE US FROM ITS GRIP! Please take the time to watch this video (it is part 1 to the documentary). REPOST THE HELL OUT OF THIS! Here are the links to the other parts of this doco: Crystal Darkness Part 2 Crystal Darkness Part 3 Crystal Darkness Part 4 Crystal Darkness Part 5 TOGETHER WE CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE

Comments,crushes And Comment Privilages Are Revoked
Hey all just to let you know that Fubar is at it again. I got my comments and crush (my first and only mind ya) deleted. I also can not leave anymore comments on anyone. I still can not even make a mumm (I can vote but not comment or post)and these things are not even my fault. This is not really fair to people that are here to make friends, contacts and have fun. There should be a way to stop this craziness. This sucks.

Cuties Kid On Ct Contest!
Cuties Kid On CT Contest! I need pics of kids for this plz! 1st Kid is....... Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 10/12 thur 10/18 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~*~AnGeLHeArT~*~~*~ ILLINOIS GOD MOTHER~*~ Founder Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD~ * ~@ fubar

I Love You Ta Death
love you to death. If I don't get this back, I understand. But I have a game for you. Once you read this letter, you must send it to 15 people that you really care about, including the person that sent it to you. If you receive at least 7 back, then you are loved. Nobody knows what they have until they loose it. You never leave the person whom you love for the one you like, because that person who you like will leave you for the person whom they love. Tonight, right at 12:00am, your true love is going to realize that they LOVE you! Then something is going to happen to you between 1:00 and 2:00 a.m. Tomorrow, be ready for the greatest shock of your life. If you break this chain, you are going to have bad luck in love for the next years of your life. Send this to 15 people in 15 minutes. Do it if you wanna know who your real love is ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YO U, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE

Comments!
It seems that I am unable to leave comments on yout pictures since my FUBAR is messed up for some odd reason. It worked like 20 minutes ago so I'm thinking it is FUBAR and not my end here. All you will be getting from me till they get it right is rates, sorry folks. .¸¸. ºÖº.¸¸. ºÔº ºÖº.¸¸.Sweet Package.¸¸. ºÔº ºÖº.¸¸. ºÖº.¸¸.

To Those Who Wanna Lie
TO ANY OF YOU OUT THERE THAT WANT TO LIE N START DRAMA AND BS, THIS IS *NOT* THE PROFILE YOU NEED TO BE ON............MOVE THE FUCK ON! GO PLAY IN TRAFFIC AND GIVE THE DRUNKS A FUCKING TARGET, PLEASE! FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKK OFF!!!!!!!! and PLEAASE DELETE ME , BLOCK ME, FORGET ME!!!!!!CUZ YOU'LL BE EASILY FORGOTTEN YOURSELVES! **TO MY REAL FRIENDS, LUV YOU ALL AND THIS IS IN NOW WAY POINTED TOWARDS YOU. XOXOX'S **

What Is Love?
What if you gave someone a gift And they neglected to thank you for it- Would you be likely to give them another? Life is the same way In order to attract more of the blessings That life has to offer, You must truly appreciate what You already have before It is gone!!

I Am The Girl
i am a girl that will love you for who you are not what you are i am a girl who will want to do the things you want to and enjoy it i am a girl who would try to fix you your favorite meal just to see you smile i am a girl who takes pictures of you just so i can look at them when i miss you i am a girl who just wants to see you everyday just to hug you i am a girl who would hold you to keep you close i am a girl who would tickle you to hear you laugh i am a girl who doesn't care how much money you have or what kind of car you drive ->i am a girl who only gets mad because i care so much

My Mom Out Of Hosplital
she is back in the nursing facilty and look like she wont have to have sugery for now. She is still ill and the doctors are trying to get her on the right meds. The meds she was on made her have the reaction that sent her to the ER. Thank you all for ur thoughts and prayers they are working! luvs to u all ! XOXO

Kinda Funny
I try and try but for some reason always fail... I want to thank you those that took the time to at least read the blog i posted about my poetry. and bigger ty for those that went to read it. I look forward to mail and or a comment here. I do try to keep up with what the people on my friends list are doing but life just gets in my way so know i do what i can for my friends I only ask a simple comment or hey every now and again I wont ignore u.. miss you all if you have my yahoo hollar ill hit u back thats a promise tx DM

2008 Lamborghini Reventón
Remember the recent Pininfarina Ferrari P4/5 and Maserati GS Zagato? Well, Lamborghini is now building a specialty car of its own: the Reventón, a limited-edition version to be sold to 20 lucky customers as a designer piece. Deciding not to wait until a coachbuilder picks up a Murciélago to convert it into something different, Lamborghini decided it could do the job better and started work on project code LP640/2, aka the M.O.A., which stands for "Meanest of All." Spokesman Dominik Hoberg said the designation was decided on because the car is expected to have "at least" 650 bhp. However, we now know the final name of the car to be the 2008 Lamborghini Reventón. We all agree that the look is stunning. All body parts are new, except for the windshield. Edgy, metallic-gray carbon panels form an extreme appearance inspired by modern aircraft design. The Reventón sports LED lighting front and rear, an all-new fuel inlet and black alloy wheels topped with carbon blades.

Been Sick
I am sorry I have been gone for so long but I have been under the weather for a while now..I actually had 2 go 2 the hospital..I have a very very very bad bronchial infection(near pneumonia) and my husband had to spend some time in the hsptl too..he has intestinal problems(he has already had some cancer cells removed)..I will be back on as I can..I am just very weak(I am anemic too) so I am just taking it easy..

"a Suicide Completed"(12 Ab'ib) (melancholia Falling
i prayed for you when you needed me but no one ever prayed for me so melancholia became dark depression i'm on the edge of my finality last night i tried to O.D. on cheap American whiskey i got blinded-i just can't see i don't care -if it's just temporarily COULD HAVE DIED FROM A HUNGER STRIKE OR THE BUSINESS END OF A SWITCH BLADE KNIFE BUT I'LL JUMP TO MY DEATH IN THE DEAD OF THIS NIGHT MY SUFFERING WILL BE OVER BY THE SUNRISE. i could have died from a shot from my gun but i used all the bullets for target fun i'll be dead by the rise of the sunand for a hundred people, my death it will stun COULD HAVE DIED FROM A HUNGER STRIKE OR THE BUSINESS END OF A SWITCH BLADE KNIFE BUT I'LL JUMP TO MY DEATH IN THE DEAD OF THIS NIGHT MY SUFFERING WILL BE OVER BY THE SUNRISE. now i complete my suicide jump to my death in the dead of this night "police line do not cross" :the end of my plight no i just lived my last minute of life COULD HAVE DIED FROM A HUNGER STR

Last Resort...taking Applications..urgent!!!!!
I am taking applications for a nursing position that is available. All the information that I am offering you is that you will be a nurse to Pye and myself. Now you have to leave comments telling what your qualifications are. You are not allowed to ask any questions. Seems that she and I are falling apart at our crooked seems and this is the best idea I could come up with. So come on.....tell me your qualifications.

Hustlers
Looky what I just received from a fellow fubarian. This kind of message is the reason that I stopped using myspace. I dearly hope that Fubar is not overrun with these hustlers. Hey dear, I came across your profile,sound very nice and attractive,I will like to know more deeper about what you do at the moment, your present or past relationship,your state, age, religion,and what kind of woman you are Looking forward to meet, guess your sincere and honest? Im a very positive and optimistic lady, calm and self-balanced., kind and loyal. I have many hobbies as well. I love people much and learning new things in life. I adore traveling and excursions of any kinds. I enjoy good company, music, outdoors activities, are you sincere and honest? well i will much glad if you can mail when you will be online so that i can be online also.I will be much glad to read from your mails.My ID on Yahoo Messenger is nionnawarat and here is my email adress nionnawarat@yahoo.com so that we can chat be

Sometimes Ya Just Wanna Let Go
SOMETIMES IN THE RUSH OF THINGS GIRLS FORGET THEMSELVES THEY FORGET WHO THEY ARE AND WHY THEY ARE PUT HERE WE FORGET THAT WE ARE HUMAN AND LOOSE OURSELVES TO MEN AND YES OTHER WEMON AND MOSTLY OUR CHILDREN TO OUR JOBS AND TO OUR FAMILIES SO HOW MANYTIMES MUST WE BE JUDGED JUST OVER A PICTURE OR BECAUSE WE BECAME RACEY WE ARE CALLED WHORE OR SLUT AND TOLD THAT WE DESERVE THE TALK THAT IS PUT TO US BUT MEN ARE ALLOWED AND EVEN EXCUSED SUCH TALK AND PICTURES WE ARE TOLD THAT IS JUST A MAN BEING A MAN AND THAT ITS JUST HIS NATURE .....MEN ARE ALLOWED AND EVEN INCOURAGED TO SLEEP WITH SEVERAL DIFFRENT FEMALES A WEEK AND CALLED STUD IF HE DOES ...BUT.....LET A WOMAN TRY SUCH A THING AND SHE IS CALLED WHORE ...WHY...IF ITS ALLRIGHT FOR A MAN TO BE SEXUALY ACTIVE SHOULDNT THE WOMAN HAVE THE SAME RIGHT...IF MEN CAN BE VULGAR AND BE TOLD ITS JUST BEING A MAN WHY CANT A WOMAN JUST BE A WOMAN...JUST A FEW THOUGHTS

.chode.
grocery shopping sucks chode. just thought i would share that little tidbit of information. having food is good tho. bought monkey more new clothes. mostly consisting of tops i forgot to get last ime and more pjs. cuz kids always need pjs. got the bigger girlies a new book each. cuz they dig reading as much as i do. *nod* i want a nap. cant have one...but i want one. so instead i blog. to stay awake. ha. la la laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa and that is all. kthnxbi :D

Fixed
Click image To ENTER^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ DJ Tazzy is ripping up the Air Waves here at Hell Fire and Brimstone Come See if YOU can Hadle the HEAT !!!! (repost of original by '*DJ_LIL_WOLF*co-owner *HELL FIRE AND BRIMSTONE*' on '2007-10-05 17:17:11') (repost of original by 'DJ~SweetBabyTaz69(IGGY'S Chew Toy)' on '2007-10-09 16:54:26') (repost of original by '*DJ_LIL_WOLF*co-owner *HELL FIRE AND BRIMSTONE*' on '2007-10-09 17:07:52')

Deployment Happens
Well, the time has finally arrived. I am off to the sand box for 15 months. Once I have an address I will send it out. My email at mark.wedel@gmail.com will still be working which would probably be the easiest way to get ahold of me for now. I will try to keep you all updated as best I can, when I can. I look forward to seeing you all in January of 2009 again stateside. Until then, we will have to communicate this way. See you all soon. Mark

Stay At Home Father
my wife and I have our 1st son.on July 2 2007 he is so cute me and my wife think god each and everyday for giveing us such a sweet loving son...my son name is Steven Joseph II..he has colic its geting better now.. he is 3 Months now..my wife started back to work and Im a stay at home Father.I though it will be ok but now I know how stay at home mothers feel...my mom said to me to lay him down and he will cry him self to sleep.when my son crys I just won't to pick him back up and rock him and hold him..I was going nuts I was holding him all day from 6am to 4 pm.I don't do that no more I give my self some time to clen house and all be for the boss lady gets home lol my life is going grat now that I lay him down for bed in the day time lol can U say duhh lol...

Far Away
Far away,Too far,I can't go on,Yet I love him.His existence seems unreal,Almost a dream,Why do I put myself through this?Because I love him,And he loves me.What will I doTo pass the time?I will think of him,But that causes painAlong with the happiness.But I must think of him,My mind will not focusOn anything else.Time drags so slowly,10, hours or days?I do not know.All I know,it is too long,to be awayfrom him.I want to fall into him,lose myself in himBe one with him.He is my lightIn the darkness,I would go to him,But distance is,A cruel thing.The phone rings,"No I can't come out tonight"They ask why but I,can't tell the truth,They would only laugh,"I have business to attend to,Goodbye".I am alone again,Unseeing,Unthinking,Unwanting,Except for his warm skinClose to mine.My whole body screams,Let him come to me,But he can't,Or won't?"He would come if he could,Wouldn't he?Maybe he..."But the thought is too terrible,He wouldn't,I know him,He loves me.I smile again,Our love is tangible,A li

What Card Are You?
You are The Empress Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation. The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful. The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her. What Tarot Card are You?Take the

One Day!
Tonight would be the night. It was he, who as a part of their agreement, set the schedule for things and he knew she was ready, even if she was too scared to admit it. Up until now their games had consisted of playful teasing while he taught her how to please him. Punishment had always come in the form of withheld pleasure but tonight it was time to take things further and begin to let her explore the bridges between pain and pleasure and submission and ecstacy. Tonight, not only would she admit she wanted to go further, she would beg him to take her there. Heads turned when she walked across the hotel lobby, but she was oblivious to all but him. The month's of separation, the late-night phone calls and the stories he had e-mailed her to read on the plane had all done the trick. Her whole body throbbed with the need to be touched, by this man. His story selection always hinted at things to come and today's stories had all been about spankings; with whips, wi

You Know You Were An 80's Child If...
you know you were an 80's child if... Body: You wanted to be on Star Search. (Didn't we all?) You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like before his nose fell off. Or even when he had those freaky eyes in "Thriller" at the end of the video. You wore a banana clip or one of those slap on wrist bands at some point during your youth. You wore French rolls on the bottom of your splatter painted jeans. You had slouch socks, and puff painted your own shirt at least once. You owned a doll with 'Xavier Roberts' signed on it's butt. You knew what Willis was "talkin' 'bout." You know the profound meaning of "Wax on, Wax off." You can name at least half of the members of the elite "Brat Pack." You can remember watching Full House and Saved by the Bell for endless hours. You have seen at least 10 episodes of Fraggle Rock. You know that another name for a keyboard is a "Synthesizer." You'll always hold a special place in your heart for "Back to the Futur

Can't Believe It
Well we finally got the word the cancer is back and mom has 2-6 months to live. We had thought she was on the road to recovery but the cancer came back. I guess its hard to think this will be the last of anything for her. So me and my sibling are trying to do the best we can to make this as easy as possible. We're hoping she can at least see another Christmas that is her favorite holiday. She always had a big party at that time. Thanks everyone for your support.

Poetry
Well, am bored, and I thought I might share one of my poems with my friends here on Fubar! :) Your Beauty I'm looking in your eyes They haven't changed a bit Your steaming lips I'd always kiss them In your bed laying I'm always looking at you Your gentle body In my arms to hold The flowers in the spring Your beauty they can't take The beauty of the stars Light they're giving you The beautiful colors Like you would like to be Like the moon among the stars Beautiful you are to me The forest's very beautiful Full of splendor Her sweet light In your eyes is shinning Danny Ursoi Copyright ©2007 Danny Ursoi Let me know what u think, and if u like it, I would like to share more of my poems with U! P.S. Please note that all my poems are copy right!!!

25 Signs Your Getting Old
25. Your houseplants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them. 24. Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question. 23. You keep more food than beer in the fridge. 22. 6:00 AM is when you get up, not when you go to bed. 21. You hear your favorite song in an elevator. 20. You watch the Weather Channel. 19. Your friends marry and divorce instead of "hook up" and "break up." 18. You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14. 17. Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up." 16. You're the one calling the police because those %&@# kids next door won't turn down the stereo. 15. Older relatives feel comfortable telling sex jokes around you. 14. You don't know what time Taco Bell closes anymore. 13. Your car insurance goes down and your car payments go up. 12. You feed your dog Science Diet instead of McDonald's leftovers. 11. Sleeping on the couch makes your back hurt. 10.You take naps. 9. Dinner and a movie is the whole date instead o

Why?!!!!
Why, Why, Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting dead? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough money? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why do people keep

Should The People On Fubar Change
this site has gone down hill no one wants to rate your photos or visit the lounges so should they shout this site down I'm with most of the people on here this is sucks it's not fun anymore let bring it back alive or shut it done leave your coments

Pay Close Attention..
One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey. He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement he quieted down. A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well. He was astonished at what he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up. As the farmer's neighbors continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the

Atten All
Sorry for MIA But I am in the process of moving and I have been having internet problems. I won't be online much til the middle to the end of Nov. I will try and check in when I am able but won't be alot of online time. I am so excited about the move :)

Frustration With Fubar!
I get so frustrated with this site! Seems like so many problems and they never fix any of them. I really hate that when you log off, it shows you still on for an hour or more. Apparently, it shows me still on for many hours! Why? Why keep people logged in when they are not there? It makes people confused thinking you are there and ignoring them. The photo glitch last week was a bad one. Then my pictures disappeared for a while and then when they came back, they were in the wrong folders and in the wrong order. How do pictures disappear? Now, I go pick up my son from school and come back and I look at my crush and it is gone. I didn't delete him. And.....the 8 crushes on me are gone! I went to my crushes profile and it said 1 crush on him (me) and he had one crush (me) but it was not showing up in mine! So I re-crushed him. I went into Fubar support lounge and they were no help at all. She tells me it is the first they had heard about it. Although, I did see som

Naughty Questions
Q. What's a mixed feeling? A. When you see your mother-in-law backing off a cliff in your new car. Q. What's the height of conceit? A. Having an orgasm and calling out your own name. Q. What's the definition of macho? A. Jogging home from your vasectomy. Q. What's the difference between a G-Spot and a golf ball? A. A guy will actually search for a golf ball Q. Do you know how New Zealanders practice safe sex? A. They spray paint X's on the back of the sheep that kick! Q.Why is divorce so expensive? A. Because it's worth it! Q. What is a Yankee? A. The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone. Q. What do Tupperware and a walrus have in common? A. They both like a tight seal. Q. What do a Christmas tree and priest have in common? A. Their balls are just for decoration. Q.What is the difference between "ooooooh"and "aaaaaaah"? A. About three inches. Q. Whydo Gay men wear ribbed condoms? A. For tract

Let It Go....by T.d. Jakes
LET IT GO... by T. D. Jakes There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go . And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person, it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to know when it's over. Let me tell you something. I've got the gift of good-bye. It's the tenth spiritual gift

Wedding Night
WEDDING NIGHT Honeymoon at Home: Fred and Mary got married but can't afford a honeymoon, so they go back to Fred's Mom and Dad's for their first night together. In the morning, Johnny, Fred's little brother, gets up and has his breakfast. As he is going out of the door to go to school, he asks his mom if Fred and Mary are up yet. She replies, "No". Johnny asks, "Do you know what I think?" His mom replies, "I don't want to hear what you think! Just go to school." Johnny comes home for lunch and asks his mom, "Are Fred and Mary up yet?" She replies, "No." Johnny says, "Do you know what I think?" His mom replies, "Never mind what you think! Eat your lunch and go back to school." ; After school, Johnny comes home and as ks again, "Are Fred and Mary up yet?" His mom says, "No." He asks, "Do you know what I think?" His mom replies, "Ok, now tell me what you think?" He says: "Last night Fred came to my room for the Vaselin

Could I Be Heavenbound? Doubt It! Come Find Out For Yourself.
Hey everyone! I am the proud owner of a new lounge. Its called Maybe I am heavenbound. My slogan is Maybe I am heavenbound! Maybe I am not! Come and find out! I need help building it up and getting members and employees. Please come in and check it out. Enjoy the music and feel free to join to help me out. If your interested in a position contact me and let me know and I will tell you what we have open. I hope to see you all there soon. To come to my lounge click the middle picture and it brings you directly there. COME SEE THE NEW Maybe I am Heavenbound Lounge!!!CLICK PIC TO COME AND VISIT!!!!

What Is Love??
WHAT IS LOVE?? Here are a few things I believe love is. 1. "Love is a hard rock between two people and can't be torn apart." 2. "Love is a beautiful red rose given for no apparent reason." 3. "Love is a fire that reigns in the heart." 4. "Love is like a river, never ending as it flows, but gets greater with time!" 5. "Love is like swallowing hot chocolate before it has cooled off. It takes you by surprise at first, but keeps you warm for a long time." 6. "Love is not about finding the right person, but creating a right relationship. It's not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end." 7. "Love is a journey not a destination." 8. "Love is blind but after experiencing it for a long time you should become familiar with some particular spots." 9. "Love is a precious gift that you receive, and you need to give it with caution!" 10. "Love is happiness given back and forth." 11. "Love is composed of a single

Headaches
A woman comes home and tells her husband, "Remember those headaches I've been having all these years? Well, they're gone." "No more headaches?" the husband asks," What happened?" His wife replies," Margie referred me to a hypnotist. He told me to stand in front of a mirror, stare at myself and repeat , I do not have a headache; I do not have a headache, I do not have a headache.' "It worked! The headaches are all gone." His wife then says, "You know, you haven't been exactly a ball of fire in the bedroom these last few years. Why don't you go see the hypnotist and see if he can do anything for that?" The husband agrees to try it. Following his appointment, the husband comes home, rips off his clothes, picks up his wife and carries her into the bedroom. He puts her on the bed and says, "Don't move, I'll be right back." He goes into the bathroom and comes back a few minutes later and jumps into bed

Anew ....
Well hello kiddies, here we are in a new venue, fuck that old one … I’m only beginning to settle in over here, but I have already made some wonderful friends over here. People that are really kind, the type of people that bring a smile to your face when you see them, and a little frown when they leave for the night. They funny thing is though they are scattered all over the world. I haven’t known them that long but I get the feeling they understand me a hell of a lot more then the people who I conceder friends that only live a few miles from me. Now isn’t that pretty fucked up. The people here, if they see you are feeling down and out, they actually take the time and make an effort to try and help cheer you up. Can I say that about the friends I have that live around here? No really I cant sure if its convenient for them they may, but in all realality, they’ll just ignore it and think it’s a passing phase. Witch you know it might be just a passing phase, if they would take the time and

The Tuf 6 Finale- Main Fight Added.
Seems we are gonna have another main Event wothj seeing. It will be a battle of lightweights that personifies Contender status. The 2 combatants are Roger "El Matador" Huerta(20-1-1) vs Clay "The Carpenter" Guida(21-5-0). Buccs thoughts on this match for the TUF 6 finale.... "WOW! How could you not pick a better main event to showcase at an event such as this. We have 2 top contenders indeed. Roger Huerta is definitely one of the top, if not, the top lightweight Contender. He possess Excellent Well Rounded Skills- he is not afraid to take it to the ground or to the feet. What an awesome athlete to even grace the UFC. Reminisce - BJ Penn Clay Guida is def one of my fav lightweights. He is very calm & composed. Has great Takedowns. His stand up does nothing but get better & better. He has the skills to take out Huerta. He has that Wild man look with the long hair & tattoos. Very awesome fighter. Reminisce- Randy Coture My prediction- Clay Guida over Roger Huerta by Split

I Love Lil Moma
to all my friends on here just want 2 say im sorry 4 lien 2 u i do have a gurl who lives wit me an we r havin twins an i didnt mean 2 hurt her cause i love her an my babys an im not leavin her 4 no 1 so again sorry hope we can still b friends an only friends an lil moma i love u 4 ever an im so sorry lamarr aka babyboy

Wtf
So yep I am addicted to Fubar, so of course being the generous girl I am, I got my mom addicted to. So like so many of us on here, she flirts and chats. My mother is a over all friendly person and yet at the same time she is happily married and tells all men that messages her that. However there is one man on here that wouldn't stop with his sexual innuendos and comments. I urged her to block him, but in her kind heartedness she wouldn't. However recently the man's psycho girlfriend has been messaging her rude statements and leaving her rude comments. WTF is up with rude bitches who don't check their man first before acting out??? Freaking annoys the hell out of me. I recently went on line and blocked the two from her page, and messaged the bitch. But now dear bloggers I am ranting about it...Trust me ladies...if you catch messages from another woman on your man's site..90 % of the time they are being encouraged by your man.

If You Dont Wanna Get Blocked
Then its real simple Dont talk to Me like im some whore bc of my pics And rate more then my NSFW pics it gives me no points im not a point whore but why would u even waste ur rates on pics u cant even get points for it makes no since dont get me wrong i dont care u rate them but rate some of my reg. pics i like points even if u dont if i have to keep telling u guys this i will just block you And when i see someone rate my reg. pics they get 11's from me But if u dont then u get shit from me and thats it i dont care if i seem like a bitch its my page its my rules thank you

How To Get Rid Of Unwanted Men
Ladies, we all hang around bars . As women you get hit on a lot more than we male types. So here is a few things to help to get your point across: WAYS TO TURN DOWN UNWANTED MEN !!!! HE : Can I buy you a drink? SHE : Actually I'd rather have the money. HE : I'm a photographer. I've been looking for a face like yours. SHE : I'm a plastic surgeon. I've been looking for a face like yours. HE : Hi. Didn't we go on a date once? Or was it twice? SHE : Must've been once. I never make the same mistake twice. HE : How did you get to be so beautiful? SHE : I must've been given your share. HE : Will you go out with me this Saturday? SHE : Sorry. I'm having a headache this weekend. HE : Your face must turn a few heads. SHE : And your face must turn a few stomachs. HE : Go on ,don't be shy. Ask me out. SHE : Okay, get out. HE : I think I could make you very happy. SHE : Why? Are you leaving? HE : What would you say if I asked you to mar

Get Sick N Tired Of My Ex Todd Oliver
This is a letter I sent to him at fubar. He keeps asking me if I am having sex with anyone, and who it is, and shit like that. He needs to butt the fuck out of it. Its none of his damn business. He aint my man, and he never will be again. I finally learned after 8 times of taking him back, when he kept trying to cheat on my during our ENTIRE relationship. This is what I sent; If you cant understand that what I do with men, and what men I have sex with is none of your business, maybe I should stop talking to you. It is none if your damn business and you need to understand that. I am getting pissed off at you and you are gonna lose me as a friend if you dont quit the bullshit. I am NOT gonna ever have sex with you again, NOR doI ever want to ever have sex with you anymore. So get the clue. What I do is NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS. If you cant respect that, then we dont need to be friends. Luisa P.S. This is the LAST time I am gonna say this.

I Have Feelings Too
I am so very tired of the guys out here who think its ok to mess with my emotions and my heart. I am not a plaything i am flesh and blood an yes i cry and i get hurt. I am more then just a vagina here for your enjoyment!!!!! I want to be loved and cherished not used until something else comes along or until your girlfriend can move here. I am starting to believe that there are no good guys left, and why should i when all that seems to find me is a bunch of well not good guys.thats it for now am so frustrated that my head is pounding.

Blind Faith
Faith is Foolish the dissappointment is inherent and so it contaminates the spirit Truth is not Simple even when it is idealists are emotional not logical but those passions must adapt or die dramatically We all must Compromise to get what we want therefore you never get what you want Ideals must be flexible Truth is subject to perception Dreams are not static Faith should never be Blind

Funny As Hell
Okay...I'm a pretty honest guy and if I am rating a picture then I am going to call it as I damn well see it. I have yet to rate anyone below a 7, but let's face it, not everyone is a 10. I hate it when people get pissed off because you were honest, so they rate you as a one (I can roll with the punches) and then block you. What a fucking loser! Be honest when you vote or go the fuck to another site! PERIOD!!!

Tears Of Joy
Never thought in my entire life that Id have my kids finish high school let alone go to get accepted to college!!!! My son who turns 18 in march just called me and told me that hes been accepted to college!!!! I never once in my life wouldve thot this would happen!!!! Iam cryin tears of joy cause iam soooo happy!!! He will graduate in the spring and start college in the fall!!!! As a parent I have never been soooo proud of my kids then Iam now....

Kentucky Love Poem
>>SUSIE LEE DONE FELL IN LOVE; >>SHE PLANNED TO MARRY JOE >>SHE WAS SO HAPPY 'BOUT IT ALL >>SHE TOLD HER PAPPY SO. >> >>PAPPY TOLD HER, SUSIE GAL, >>YOU'LL HAVE TO FIND ANOTHER. >>I'D JUST AS SOON YO' MA DON'T KNOW, >>BUT JOE IS YO' HALF BROTHER. >> >>SO SUSIE PUT ASIDE HER JOE >>AND PLANNED TO MARRY WILL, >>BUT AFTER TELLING PAPPY THIS, >>HE SAID, "THERE'S TROUBLE STILL. >> >>YOU CAN'T MARRY WILL, MY GAL, >>AND PLEASE DON'T TELL YOU' MOTHER, >>BUT WILL AND JOE, AND SEVERAL MO' >>I KNOW IS YO' HALF BROTHER. >> >>BUT MAMA KNEW AND SAID, MY CHILD, >>JUST DO WHAT MAKES YO' HAPPY. >>MARRY WILL OR MARRY JOE. >>YOU AIN'T NO KIN TO PAPPY.

Limited Time Online
Hello everyone! I know that it is about time I started my blog here....however it's not good news. Between my daytime job with the Air Force, volunteer firefighting and going to school to be an EMT-B, my online and free time is short. I will jump on from time to time, but not for very long. I am on yahoo as curja_43 if you want to msg me. Take care and hope to hear from you all soon!

Subject: Fwd: Funny
A State Highway employee stopped at a farm to talk with an old Iowa > Farmer. He told the farmer, "I need to inspect your farm for a possible new > road." > > The old farmer said, "OK, but you can't go in that field over there." > > The Highways employee said, "I have the authority of the State Government > to go where I want. See this card? I am allowed to go wherever I wish on > your farm land." > > So the old farmer went on about his farm chores. > > Later, he heard loud screams and saw the State Highway employee running > for the fence and close behind was the farmer's prize bull. The bull was > madder than a nest full of hornets and was gaining on the State Highway > Employee at every step! > > The old farmer called out, "Show him your card!" >

Raw
She felt her shoulders slump. Again. The same thing, just a different day. Once more, she had come in with a cheerful, hopeful smile, but as she approached her desk, she felt the eyes of her boss bore into her. So she was a few seconds late. The buzzer had just sounded and she was not at her work station. She knew what was coming. A little throb of pressure began to make its presence known behind her right eye. She lifted her hand to her forehead, but was forestalled by a sudden monotonal drawl over her left shoulder. "You forgot to blah, blah, blah," it began, followed with a "He had to blah, blah, blah." No smile, no pleasant "Hello!", nothing to indicate relief or happiness that she had come in at all. After all, another member of the department had called in sick, leaving the rest having to fill in for her. She could easily have done the same, considering the nasty cold she had been nursing for several days. "You also were late. You're going to have to make sure you

Meet Your Master
Master Jerry ~ wants to train & eventually own submissive females and feminine males. You see yourself dropping to your knees in fear of My bark. I have you strip out of all your clothing while down on all fours. "Finger yourself ~ NOW!" I raise My voice to notice just how swiftly you obey. "Yes. Sir!" You are still shy as this is only your first meeting with this True Master. I'll watch your face as you penetrate deeper inside your pussy. Things are not so easy as you have not gotten the least bit wet in your pussy. Fear of the unknown causes you to panic as your fingers are rough. I like knowing you will force yourself to accept this minor irritation. "Three fingers shall enter your pussy ~ NOW!" I do not waste time to command you. "Sir?" you cannot even begin to force a second finger inside yourself... ~ let alone attempt this third finger... Your pussy is still quite dry from your fears. "Do it slave!" Now I bark. "Yes.

Do You Realize How Much These Are Interwoven?
For those of you who don't know me and that's probably most of you.... i wonder if you realize how much the words we throw around are interwoven.? We seem to insist on 3 main words being lived by in our kingdoms,platoons,friends and lovers....those are INTEGRITY LOYALTY HONOR ...DO WE REALLY UNDERSTAND WHAT THEY MEAN AND LIVE BY THEM? Integrity is a set of moral values instilled in us virtually as children by our parents,grandparents,family,etc. which lets us know what is and isn't ok to do,and lasts throughout our lifetime....synonymous with HONESTY.... Loyalty is the choice of what to believe,whom to stay with,etc....synonymous with fidelity.... Honor is a keen sense of ethical conduct(integrity)or one's word given as a guarantee of conduct or performance(ie:on my honor) synonymous with honesty... Isn't it amazing that of the 3 words we choose to live by that the only one which is truly by our choice is loyalty??? So maybe we should be especially careful where w

Twilight Glow
My thoughts wander as daylight fades, To the land of long ago. And memory paints the scenes of old, In the gold of twilight glow. I seem to see, in the soft dim light, A face I loved the best, And I think of you when the sun's last rays Goes down in the far off west

Why It's Bad To Be A Lil' Ocd... For Your Opponent
I have to share an amusing story. Last night, my guys were picking on me about the fact I am a bit OCD when it comes to arranging the stupidest things. They took my pop can and turned the tab sideways, so I corrected it. Well, hot damn, that must mean we mess with it again. I then go after the can to fix it, and it now becomes a game of keep-away from Koi. I curse Woj, the one who takes the can, but then my attention turns to Squeak (all of you, go yell at him on here! He's in my Family list!) who decides to grab a deck of playing cards. Squeak is quite proud of himself upon his return, as he opens the cards and mixes them up, some backs up while others face down. I twitch, visibly, as I attack and start arranging them by suit and number. ...When Woj reaches in and ganks a needed card. I turn, glare, and tell him to give it back. He grins, shakes his head no, then gets pounced on. Squeak and his roomie, Price, quickly move the glass table. Woj is holding me off for the m

Some Fucking Friend !!!!!
This person was on my friends list...even when he caused trouble in other lounges and with other people I never downrated him or blocked him...I should have because this is what he did to me and then blocked me...find him and show him some FUBAR LOVE SO FUCK YOU DJ CASPER....I REMEMBERED THAT HE WAS ON MY YAHOO LIST...THIS IS THE CONVERSATION AS FOLLOWS swttxred: i can\'t believe you gave me a 1 and i never did anything to you shawn...so much for you being on my friends list... dj_casper_420: who the fuck are u/ dj_casper_420: ? swttxred: ITS MyJoy shawn dj_casper_420: fusion wants to start shit with me bring it. ur apart of fusion so u got the 1 swttxred: wel some friend you turned out to be swttxred: you gonna do the same to every person that comes along just cause of some sihit dj_casper_420: ur fucking part of the team thats spreading stupid lies about me swttxred: i have never said a word about you swttxred: and no one has said anything to me about you sw

Comment ça Va
Have gotten some can't comment errors lately- either they're just errors, or I'm not allowed to comment for awhile, on some things at least. Will wait a bit; there's worse, and I have thisthat to do, like recovering those CDs, but will rate photos and stash and definitely chat occasionally.

Working For Work -part I
Today I went to apply for my new sales job at an inbound sales call center. While I got to take the pre-employment personality test, I was told that all training classes were filled until Jan. 2008. So I begin looking for other new challenges. While a little disappointed, I am staying positive. Before my next interview I do need to update my resume information papers that I use to fill out employment applications. I found that I remembered little of my employment history. That was a bit embracing.

Hard Ride
First I start slow, Unbuttoning your pants, In a sweet feather caress. Next comes your shirt, Button after button comes off, As I kiss the skin beneath. I give you my heat, As you push in, A hard ride ensues, You buck beneath me, As I move slowly: Up and down, Up and down, Up and down, Up and down I go, Taking you in, all the way. Suddenly, Torrents of heat rush to the fore, Engulfing us, Infusing us, As you release a part of yourself, And I moan with the passion. Rolling over, I am on my back, Anticipating the pleasure, The explosive feeling, Waiting for you to come into me again. Filling me, You drive hard, Pumping fast, Strong, Easily sliding into my hot, swollen flesh, "Take me!" I sigh into your lips, As you press a harsh searing kiss to my own. Once again, a blinding heat traps us, Dragging us down to the fiery bliss, Blind to everything, but passion, We continue on, Urging each other to the precipice, To take the leap, Into oblivion. You

Spell Of Eternal Sleep
Bring the Spear of Ancient Briar Bring the Torch to lyte the Pyre Bring the One who trod our ground Bring the Spade to dig his mound Summer is Buried there Ceturies Deep In a Crypt of Years Where Seasons Keep Happy Halloween Happy All Hallows Eve Everyone

Mother
You can only have one mother, Patient, kind and true. No other friend in all the world Will be so true to you. For all her loving kindness, She asks nothing in return, If all the world deserted me, To my mother I could turn. To those that have a mother, Treasure her with care, For you never know her value, Until you know that she's not there

Click A Cherry To Rate
Why are you supposed to 'click a cherry' to rate this blog? That used to make sense to me, but not any longer. Anyone know what a 'fubar' looks like so we can suggest a replacement for those antiquated cherry icons?

Another Fine Day
It was an excellent day at least. I picked up Tony and we had sex twice in one day. God, I’ve never felt better in my whole life. First we did it in the airport in a small nook. But it was short. I believe it only lasted twenty minutes before someone heard my loud moaning. I would have liked to see the security guards face when he looked in the cranny and found a broken thong and a large bra across the hall, but I didn’t have time. Ben and I raced to the car; I was so sore, not having sex for four years and then having rushed sex really makes an impact on you. We jogged to the car; my breasts have never hurt so much. I parked my car pretty far away too, just outside the airport near the highway bridge and on the grass. Tony went through his duffel bag in my trunk and looked at me seductively and I had my fourth orgasm, it doesn’t take much. He got into the back seat of my car and we did it for our second time. And let me say that condom was quite sufficient, lasting two rounds. “We c

Pick And Choose
When you’re the boss you can pick and choose No matter whom else that has to loose The one that’s the best gets the spot or the fame That’s not always true but I can’t complain People are pasted up it’s all just the same Never given a chance to add to the game They might be the one to break through to the front Instead of a homerun their forced to bunt Bosses and people can change your day and your night But don’t let them keep you from doing what’s right The best is not what I want to be Good enough to be happy is enough for me To make myself and my parents proud Not to be just one of the crowd People make changes in my life you see Because they think their better than me This they are not and I know for sure I don’t change my ways to open the door I don’t lie or cheat to get to the top If that’s what it takes I’ll come to a stop And people will always change your stride Don’t change your values or loose your pride Something’s are yours and not to be c

Music Recovery :)
a friend gave me some bronzed CDs some years back - he'd be getting replacements for them, the CDs were decaying, I knew how to make backups before they did so. (They've since decayed - this was awhile ago. Yes, there is even a Wikipedia article on what this means- CD bronzing.) The backups themselves are falling victim to entropy and what-have after four or so years, so I'm glad enough to have other discs and an iPod, and to know how to find information I lacked (track/performer details/...) at the time I got the discs. (Also, the website of one of the recording companies from which most of these CDs were bought has much of that information easily available now, a good service for their consumers- and I've bought many of their discs myself, since they record so much music "up my alley".) That may well occupy my next who-knows length of time, or part of it, but at least it could be fun- as I've said when I've done this before, there's several worse ways to spend time than listening to

Memories Held Near
The joys we shared together, The memoreis I hold dear. The love and happiness you gave me Will hold you always near. It broke my heart to lose you But you did not go alone. Part of me went with you The day God called you home

Memories
Time slips by but memories stay. Quietly remembered everday. Happy thoughts of time together Memories that will last forever. May the words of love blow softly And whsiper so you'll hear That I will always love and miss you And wish that you were here

Blood Work. . . . .
I went back to the hospital today to get more blood work done, but I'm still waiting on the results. I was hoping to get the results today, but haven't heard anything yet. . . . so I plan on calling in the morning to try to find out something. I will try to let everyone know as soon as possible after I find out something. But as things sit right now, I'm still waiting and still on bedrest. We're hoping for the best though.

Test Dj Bulletin
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Notice There's No "a Good Day" Blog
that's because i pretty much don't have good days...there's always something that comes along and fucks it all up. Today's topic is my guilt. I'm so sick and tired of feeling guilty when i haven't done anything to feel guilty about. It's been this way for what seems like eons...it's one of those situations where if you are told you are stupid for long enough, you end up being stupid. I can't get past it...guilt rules my other emotions, clouds every happy thought, every potential good thing is overshadowed by guilt. I wish i could take it off like a coat. Shed it and leave it behind.

His Journey's Just Begun
Don't think of him as gone away, His journey's just begun. Life holds so many facets This earth is only one. Just think of him as resting, From sorrows and the tears In a place of warmth and comfort Where there are no days and years. Think how he must be wishing That we could know today How nothing but our sadness Can really pass away. And think of him as living In the hearts of those he touched For nothing loved is ever lost And he was loved so much

Re: Vicente Fox Admits Plan For Single Nafta Currency
RE: Vicente Fox Admits Plan For Single NAFTA Currency ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 09 Oct 2007, 10:50 Vicente Fox Admits Plan For Single NAFTA Currency Mexico's former president, Vicente Fox, made an astounding admission last night on CNN's Larry King Live when he acknowledged the plan for a NAFTA single currency, a "euro-dollar" as King labeled it. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/october2007/091007_fox_admits.htm

Finally, Starting Full-time
I got my drug test, orientation, and safety training for contractor job at local large refinery. I start Monday and I am so happy. Finally, I get work after being unemployed for 2 months just sitting around dying of boredom. I have been training at my part-time job and I should complete that this week. Then I have to wait for my checks and I can't wait for that to happen. I imagine my creditors are more anxious than I for that to happen. :-)

Media Propaganda Campaign Over Soaring Food Prices
Media Propaganda Campaign Over Soaring Food Prices ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 09 Oct 2007, 11:53 Media Propaganda Campaign Says Lack Of Illegals Inflating Food Prices A sustained corporate media propaganda campaign has been initiated in order to bolster attempts by the Bush administration to further ease restrictions on how foreign laborers can be brought into the country in the wake of the collapse of the recent amnesty legislation. http://infowars.net/articles/october2007/091007Illegals.htm

The Ex!!!
I know this is going to sound stupid....but right now I'm soooo hurt! I just found out about 2 weeks ago that my soon to be ex had another mistress (T). This is the second one. The first one (L) was hard enough, with moving her and her 3 kids into our house in 2001, to finding out 3 days after I told him I was pregnant that he had an affair with her (which btw he callee to tell me). I confronted T back in 2005 because I found numberous calls and text messages in the ex's locked cell phone, she also sent him naked pics of herself. Well I found out last night that T might be pregnant! GREAT! Now mind you I should not be hurt by this, because the ex left me to live with his gf January 1st, 2007. She has been pressuring the ex to get me to sign the seperation papers, so that they can start planning their wedding. We can actually get divorced this January 1st...YEA. I now feel everyting that he ever told me was and is a lie! We have 3 kids together, he gets the kids every weekend duri

Equivilent Exchange ....
September 19, 2006 - Tuesday equivilent exchange .... hello kiddies .... and welcome to another installment from the kingdom of shit .... todays episode is called "Equivilent Exchange" ... now for those of you who do not know this belif .... let me school you here the law of equivilent enchange goes something like this ... to gain something, something of equil value must be given up. ... now some people swear by this law .... for some people its given them truly happy lives .... there the ones we'll call the shiney happy people... well from my experiences ... i'll tell you equivilent exchange has given me nothing in return but shit and heart break. for me all i do is give give give .... and what do i get in exchange? well lets see here .... broken heart after broken heart. its straight up bullshit ... i have given so much of myself ... and i get nothing in return .... you know if the saying is true ... and for each relationship you enter into you give that person a piece of

How Ironic...
So it's my only day off til next sunday and I'm sitting here doing ABSOLUTELY 100% NOTHING. It's incredible...and I've actually caught a lot of shit for it today...and I almost felt bad till I read my horoscope for the day.... This is what I have actually been doing all day!

I Raped Your God
I Raped your god .... hello kiddies and welcome to another installment from the asylum ... so today i just got home from work, after working a 12 hour shift, all i was thinking about was getting into the house and hitting the bed for some well needed sleep. anyway as i pull into the drive way i see theres this suv sitting in my drive way, im so tired i really dont care so i just pull in and start heading to my front door. thats when it happens next thing i know the doors spring open on this suv and out get 2 guys in suits and a woman in like a dres suit, well they ambush me before i can get to the front door. i knew it was going to be bad when i seen the pamplets in there hands and a bible. so any way they want to tell me a.bout "God" they go onto there whole speel before i can say anything as in how i'm living a life of sin and shit like that. so any whay there inital speal is done and they ask if they can come in and talk some more. so now i'm tired and realy dont have time for

An Inside Look At A Troubled Mind ...
an inside look at a troubled mind ..... Current mood: murderous hello kiddys and welcome to another instalment from the kingdom of shit ...... first of all .... i'd sugest if you have a weak stomach ..... or are easily offended but images of blood and guts dancing in your mellons.... i'd stop reading now .... well now i see that got your attentions .... lol ... and now on to the fun stuff .... have you kiddys ever had one of those days .... were you feel like taking that razor sharp sword you got hanging on the wall (mines actully not a katana, but on avarge if you have a sharp sword in your house chances are that its a katana) putting on that trench coat you got in the closet, and then driving down to wally world at around noon, or another fairly busy time of the day, then just walk up to some random person .... and highlander there there ass? (you know .... lop there head off...) well yah i'm in that kind of mood to day .... for some reason people just piss me off to day. n

Suffering
Suffering? Current mood: depressed hello kiddys welcome to another installment of my life ..... well here i am, in my kingdom of shit again, my social anxiety dissorder kicked into full trottle, ive got 154$ to last me till friday, i'm out of smokes, and my gass tank is just about empty. will i make it? yah i know i will. well its monday morning, the weekend is over thank god. why do i say that? well i get to go back to work again today yay! no but really the high light of my entire weekend, was, when joe seen me over at the greasy spoon i frequent, and stoped in to see what i was up to. exciting, huh? well i was surfing the net this weekend and this one phrase i seen has stayed with me for some reason..... "Are you suffering?" ... am i suffering? why yes i am .... what am i suffering from? well first off theres lonlyness, not just the lonlyness from not being in a relationship, but lonlyness just in genral, i mean i have been off from work since friday morning at 7 am and it

My Phone
March 16, 2006 - Thursday My Phone..... Current mood: depressed so yah, today i looked at my phone, and the recived calls list. you know what i realized? in the last month i've only gotten 5 phone calls, besides bill collectors. one was from my mother, and the other 4 were from my friend joe, but the ones from joe i normally miss, because of my fucked up sleeping times. you know thats pretty depressing. i'm soupose to have all these friends, but none of them ever call to see whats up, seams like the only time we talk is at the bar, and latly i've given up going to the bar. the last 2 weekends i've locked myself up in the house and have done absoulutly nothing. why? i dont know, maybe because i'm devloping social anxity disorder? maybe its just cronic depretion, or maybe its just i've died and no one has told me. lonlyness ... that is my worst fear, and my curse. people ask me why i dont date, and normally i just tell them its a long story and just leave it at that. well i'

My Current Addction
my current addiction ... Current mood: blah Yes i can openly admit it, i've got a new addiction, but this one isnt as bad as some addictions i've had in the past. some how it just snuck up and bit me in the ass. and its japinese animation.... i've allways liked it weither it be giant robots battling it out in space, or a samurai wandering around doing odd jobs for dumplings. girls with basket ball sized breasts are nice also.... but up untill recently i was only picking up a dvd maybe like once a month if at all. but recently thats all changed. i just looked at my recent invoices for roberts anime corner store, and well lets just say in the last 2 months i've spent over a 1000$. now its not like i cant aford it, allthough that money probbly could have been spent on something else. i just think i'm going a little overboard ... or am i? anime is a little expencive ... normally like 24$ for a dvd and most series are normally 4 to 6 disks .... now as to whats been drawing me in ...

Death
Death? Current mood: blank Death? what exactlly is death? is it just the end of existance? a release of pain? should we be afraid of death? or should we welcome it with arms wide open? is death really a bad thing? Now i dont know about you, but heres my take on it. do i wish for it? yes some days more then others, will i take my own life? probbly not any time soon if at all. now why do i say this? well because i look at my life and what do i see? well i see shit...no, its not my job, i actully like what i do and i get a fairly decent paycheck for an uneducated job. but money isnt the answer to every thing, money cant buy you every thing, unlike what some people think. so why do i think about death so offten? well the answer is pretty plain and simple. its i feel as if i'm all alone in life. and no i dont mean in a relationship or not, thats a whole nother issue in its self, and a story for another day. but what i'm talking about is friends .... no sure i've got friends ... but m

Simple Pleasures
February 27, 2006 - Monday simple pleasures Current mood: angry you know, i dont have much of a life. i've got two simple pleasures that untill yesterday i liked to enjoy as often as possable. the first no one can take away from me and that is watching anime. honestly i dont know what draws me in more, the stories or the art work, i dont know for sure, but i really enjoy watching it.. now as for my second, it is kind of lame actully, but up untill yesterday it was going to this local resturant. the food wasnt that great but the regular customers were nice people. i liked going there pretty much daily. it was some place i could go just to get out of the house and interact with people besides at work. and another pluss, is that a few of the waitresses wernt hard on the eyes ... but now yesterday, but now yesterday 2 fuckin cunts that work there obvously didnt have enough drama in there fuckin lives decided to start spreading rumors about my self and and another waitress that

Just Another Day
February 22, 2006 - Wednesday just another day Current mood: blah you know you need a new life when the most excitment in your day is going to walmart and buying 5 movies, that you know, your going to sit at home alone and watch. sounds like fun? dosnt it? the 2 things i got to look forward to each day is going to work, and if ish isnt working, going to embers for lunch... something just to get me out of the house and interact with people. but yah i could go on, but whats the point, wont change anything. so i'll just sit here at home and play with my rusty razor blade. oh one more thing .... yeah i would :P Currently watching : Mobile Suit Gundam Zeta Limited Boxed Set (Compete 50 Episode Series and Collectable Figures) Release date: 14 December, 2004

Pissed
February 21, 2006 - Tuesday pissed... Current mood: Dead so i come home from work .... and guess what i turn on the tv, then my reciver starts smoking ..... so i got a tv with no sound ... cant do that ... so i end up going to FS and spending 600$ on a new flipping reciver .... yah just what i wanted to spend money on today .... Currently listening : Jihad By Otep Release date: 19 June, 2001

G.b.n.f
Happy Birthday big brother. I miss you so much! I wish you didnt have to go but God felt it was your time! It doesnt seem fair --so young so much life yet. Its weird how you left the day after your birthday--I didnt get to say Happy Birthday let alone goodbye! I cant do this I love you Steve and miss you lots!

Excuses Ive Heard From Ladies
i know many guys have always wonder bout certian things. that the oposite sex saids to them. well i have decided to compose a list of things i have heard females say to me why they not take a chance on how they feel towards some one. 1. your to old 2. oh you to far away 3. you to young 4. im interested in you ( but then they come up and be telling some one else they love them) i have heard all these things and ive been burn so many times but i still dont judge any one by their looks. by how far away they are. and specially of their age. as long they are legal. now ladies i ask you this why would u not let the person know that u not interested instead of them look like a fool. now me personally i will say this if i love someone it is gointo be with my heart not my body parts or how hot or sexy they look or their age now.

A Simple Bitch!!!verses A Real Bitch
"""A simple bitch will take you where you need to go. *A real bitch throws you her keys and says it needs gas in it! A simple bitch will tell you not to fight, it aint worth it. *A real bitch will say beat her ass and look at the crowd and say "nobody better jump in". A simple bitch will let another bitch know she can back the fuck up or get knocked the fuck out. *A real bitch will just knock her the fuck out!!! A simple bitch tells you, she's had enough to drink. *A real bitch tells you we need another shot, we bout to get fucked up! A simple bitch goes to the club with you and sits down. *A real bitch goes to the club with you and says lets show these simple bitches how we do it. A simple bitch wonders who your new man is. *A real bitch knows that mutha fucka's first name, last name, birthday,address, who he's related to, what kinda car he drive's, where he works,how many babies mama's he has, and how many bitches he is talking to right now

Going To The Er
so a couple of days ago i noticed that my lower back was starting to hurt? figured it was nothing as we drove home from Ob lobster fishing. i come home and go to bed. well the next morning my back is fucking killing me i can barely move!!! i am freaking out as Mark my daughters father drops Alexis off (my kid) i put strait in the crib. well for the rest of the day i just chilled in bed trying not to move to much but thats hard when you have an 8 month old daughter whos teething.....sounds like fun huh??? anyways around 8 my back completely gave out i couldnt move, walk nothing or id get this sharp pain like someone was pulling my spine right out of my back finally i called mark and he came and got alexis and i called 911 and went to Alvarado ER....was there an hour and said fuck it and went home! there was a man there who had a migraine from hell and had been waiting 3 hours. fuck that.....so that was my hell last night but i am feeling a little better today and guess what thursday is

Immigration =o
I received a letter today from Citizenship and Immigration Canada. "We are pleased to advise you that processing of your application has been completed. The Canada Immigration Centre in ------ will contact you concerning your permanent resident status." So, the processing of my application is complete. I called the woman to give her my change of address and to see what this "appointment" was all about. It turns out I have to go this place 2 hours from here, bring all my paperwork - my new AWESOME passport included and right there they determine whether I will become a permanent resident of Canada. On top of the $590.00 we all ready spent on the application alone (which, by the way - took them 9 months to process), we have to pay another $490.00 for the "Permanent Residence Fee". PLUS, we still have to wait ANOTHER 2 months until we even get an appointment. heh. On top of it all, I still have to send in my paperwork to renew my visitor status in Canada so I don't get k

The Shit List
1. Ghost Shit: The kind where you feel shit come out but there is no shit in the toilet. 2. Clean Shit: The kind where you shit it out, see it, but there is nothing on the toilet paper. 3. Wet Shit: The kind where you wipe your butt at least 90 times and it feels unwiped so you have to put some toilet paper between your butt and your underwear so you won't ruin your pants. 4. Second Wave Shit: It happens when you're done shitting and you've pulled your pants up to your knees and you realize you have to shit some more. 5. Pop-A-Vein-In-Your-Head Shit: The kind where you strain so much to get the shit out you practically have a stroke. 6. Richard Simmons Shit: You shit so much you lose 30 pounds. 7. Lincoln Log Shit: The kind of shit that is so huge that you are afraid to flush the toilet without breaking it into little pieces with the toilet brush. 8. Gassy Shit: It's noisy; everyone within earshot is giggling. 9. Drinker Shit: The kind o

Story.....any Thoughts?
....I take your hand and guide you through the darkened room towards the hallway. Walking away from your room, you start to hear the sound of running water from beyond the closed door to the bathroom. I stop at the door, and turn to you. Taking your face into my hands, I guide your mouth to mine. I kiss you deeply, letting my tongue explore your mouth and lips. As the kiss ends, I pull away and smile at you. Turning back to the door, I turn the knob and push it open. Steam that had been trapped in the room rolls out past us. We both feel the moist heat clinging to our naked bodies. Taking your hand again, I lead you into the bathroom. I have prepared the room for us. Looking through the steam, you see candles burning. The moisture in the air causes the flames to dance. The entire room has a very pleasant, romantic glow to it. The light is so diffused, it seems to be coming from everywhere. You smell incense in the air, and the scent adds a pleasing undertone to the feel of the room. La

Yet Again, More Stupid People!!
Why is it that JUST BECAUSE i have pics of myself on here, in which I happen to be naked, every man thinks i want to fuck him? I mean, SERIOUSLY... WHY? I mean, obviously they don't read my profile.... because then they would KNOW what the hell i think. GOD. Do you men not READ the fucking profile?!?!?!? JEEEEEZ

Yay Idiots
THE MUMM doobie or not doobie? created @ 2007-10-09 13:55:27 -- expires in: 23 hr should i roll it or bowl it? 84 votes 443 views 58 comments twist that shit! ** OR ** pack a bowl! MY COMMENT repeat of last weed mumm comment i think you should keep admitting that your a pothead and have drugs in your home online in a public area with your face and city and state showing... btw.. my older brother got busted that way.. was enough for a warrent HIS COMMENT miss V is full of shit, theres no justificaion for a warrent and i dont have my name or face on here so nice try k thnx bye AT WHICH POINT HE BLOCKED ME... SO I SENT HIM A MESSAGE THROUGH MAIL :D On 10/9/2007, missv@fubar.com wrote: Since your a pussy and blocked me from commenting back.. Like i said in the first comment it was a copy of what i posted in another mumm... and, if its not good enough for a warrent then why did they get my brother for it? hmm? yeah good question eh noob pussy On 10/9/

Meeting With Jerry Went Well..
Yeppers it did. He brought all of my stuff except for 1 thing but I am not that worried about it. He was telling about his surgery and stuff and so forth. I just stood there listening. He was like how long have you had this place? What have you been doing? I told him about Michael driving my car. But I didnt say it was to test my brakes. LOL. He wasnt happy about that. Then he said he wanted me back. Here we go...I was nice about it. I wasnt mean. I told him no. Now I am not a jealous person. You only piss me off really if you lie to me. Thats my main pet peeve. But with him, he had an ex that I didnt like and she didnt like me. She liked to cause problems. Call him names and so forth. Not even for me, would he delete her from his messenger list and ignore all contact with her. Not even for the woman he supposedly loved. She could write nasty things about him...call him a asshole and so forth...and yet...if I did it I got yelled at. Favortism? If you love someone y

Me
everything in my life is all about me i like to play mind games with every girl i meet and talk to i love to tell you that i love you but i dont mean it i say im a music pro but really im a perv who likes to pray on girls and f*** there heads up i did it too 7 girls in the uk told them i loved them and wanted them to move out with me and one of them gave her house up to be with me and i dumped her like a bit of dirt on the bottom of my shoe who cares i dont tell me what you think of me do you think im scum just tell me

October
October comes with sad regret, The day, the month, we will never forget. We watched you suffer, We watched you die, But all we could do Was stand helplessy by. God took your hand, And we had to part. He eased your pain and broke our hearts. If we had 1 lifetime wish, One dream that could come true We'd pray to God with ALl our hearts, For yesterday and Y-O-U! If teardrops were A stairway, And memories Were a lane, We'd run all the way to heaven And bring you home again. But God saw you were Getting tired, When a cure was not To be, So he took from the earth Someone we loved so D-E-A-R You suffered much In silence, Your spirit did not bend. You faced your pain With courage Until the very end. Through tears we Watched you slipping, We watched you Fade away, Our hearts were Almost broken, You fought so hard to stay. When the end came So peacefully And you were finally Free from pain We could not wish You back, To suffer that again.

Sometimes I Just Want To Give Up
could someone please explain to me why some people have it all and others have nothing? we are in desperate need of a car and i have to live at home with my mom because i cannot get a loan to get either a house or a car....we found a car that we love and the guy only wants $1100 for it but damn if we can get a loan for it.....we have been shot down at every turn....yet my brothers all have a house and a car and here i sit with nothing.....i did not ask to get hurt and end up crippled and Ed can't get a job without a car since we have to share a car with my mom right now....THIS IS SO UNFAIR!!! sometimes i just want to give up and say fuck it!

Omg Yall
Doritos!!!! LMAO its britney spears yall!! ah anyhoo today has been CRAZY!! my cousin is all fuggered and his life has gone to shit. however my long lost friend Jay is back and omg yall i missed him like crazy!!! anyways just wanna say hey,its gunna snow here and im super excited dudes,i totally watched queen of the damned last night gosh i forgot how awesome that movie is yall!!! mm sexy vampires...who wants to have crazy mad blood vampire sex?!?! I DO I DO! :D lmao ok im off yall! xoxo

On A Pimp Like Me
Now I am not very known on this FUBAR site at all,but I do know one thing that I have been very respectful of the comments I leave that most of U on here beg for and then some individual is gonna actually get mad offended rather their man.I mean lets be real 4 one sec and do the math.U are trying to tell me that U are gonna post daily pics looking for comments and not even accept the fact that its only the internet and when U log off,U are off completely.Thats like bringing your home issues to work or vice versa.Point blank I know that I am that sexual chocolate that alot of women would love to like on,so when I leave a comment on your page and your man starts checking out the what he is up against then I can understand.So to all those dudes I offended by leaving your lady comments I show my true side and say the hell with U and your lame shorty.If she didn't want comments stay off the World Wide Web weirdo.I stay getting mines U need to worry bout whos getting yours cause I might be.

What A Ride
All of a sudden his hand placed it selves on your knee and slowly started crawling upwards towards your tights. He quickly loosened his seatbelt, leaned over and started to kiss you demandingly. You tried to get away, you tried to close your legs but he wouldn't let you. You had gotten into his car a few miles back and now where HIS! How you got into this mess? Well let's say you ran away from home and went hitchhiking along the road. A dirty red mustang pulled up along side of the road, a window opened and a nice looking fellow sat in the divers' seat. "Where are you heading pumpkin" the man spoke in a soft and silky voice as he looked you up and down unnoticed with hungry eyes. You told him where you were heading and he told you that you were lucky, because he happened to go that way too. He motioned for you to walk too the passenger seat and he opened the door from the inside for you. Pretty soon you were on the road again and found out his name was Damian, he was 28 years old, had

My Mythical Creature
Which mythological creature cryptid are you? NAME: ChupacabraCOUNTRY: Puerto Rico, MexicoLOOKS LIKE: A reptileAND....: Originally, owners of the victims thought the Chupacabra to be a half-human, half-vampire beast. The victims, most often goats and chickens, are reportedly drained of all their blood, but are otherwise left intact. There is usually no other evidence of a struggle or attack- simply two or sometimes three puncture marks (almost large enough to accommodate a human finger) in the animal\'s neck.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Help.....would Greatly Appreciate Any Advice Out There
PLEASE, if anyone out there knows any thing about Sciatic nerve, and Lumbar disc damage.....I really could use your advice, support, etc of any kind. I have had sciatic pain since Jan. of this year. Progressively got worse, though I thought it was something that would go away. The last three months, I have been back and forth, with my family physician, a chiropractor, orthopedic.....Last week, had a MRI...basically, I have a Lumbar disc in my lower back, that is deteriorating, and pressing on the sciatic nerve, in my left leg. The pain is HORRIBLE, and constant. My next and only step, after my recent MRI, is a series of three epidurals, in hopes of lessoning the pain, and nerve irritation. After doing alot of reading, and researching, I have found out, that there is a BIG possibility, I may, eventually, have total nerve damage, or, it could take 3-5 years, maybe longer, before, most of the pain goes away, well enough so, I can learn, to DEAL with it. (I'm not used to just "dealing"

On Here
why is everybody so mean on here???? No body really cares it"s all play and no one really wants to get to know you they just want a booty call.I think i'll just delete my profile and find somewhere else to go.

My Life Thus Far
This the last place that I have for actual blogging. Myspace is one cause mom is on there and so is face book cause the same reason and well shes not on fubar... but I don't want to blog on fubar, it keeps changing its name though with how I've been lately it wouldn't be a bad idea. I've been trying to change things, my hair, my style, my body, not it harmful ways. The world just changes so much that its hard to keep up, I want to keep myself interesting, and the only way to do that is to have people who are interesting to hang out with or to do things yourself. its hard, with work and school and trying to have a social life, and now that I have internet again too, crazy. I have trouble keeping myself away cause of my addition. Television isn't a problem though cause they keep take the things I love away like Passions and Buffy. TV is a trader, I hardly ever watch i anymore. I think I need to just stay in bed till the boys come to visit me Friday by then I might have chilled. It just f

The 11 Th Husband
A young man married a beautiful woman who had previously divorced 10 husbands. On their wedding night, she told her new husband to "Please be gentle; I'm still a virgin". "What?" said the puzzled groom. "How can that be if you've been married ten times.?" "Well, husband #1 was a Sales Representative; he kept telling me how great it was going to be. Husband # 2 was in Software Services; he was never really sure how it was suppose to function; but he said he'd look into it and get back with me. Husband # 3 was from Field Services; he said that everything checked out diagnostically but he just couldn't get the system up. Husband # 4 was in Telemarketing; even though he knew he had the order, he didn't know when he would be able to deliver. Husband # 5 was an Engineer, he understood the basic process but he wanted three years to research, implement, and design a new state-of-the-art method. Husband #6 was from Administration; he thought he knew how but he wasn't

Dose This Girl Need Help Or What? Why? Why Not?
(this girl is 23 years old and lives in the basment of mer partents home, she is in a wheelchair. she never had a job and refuses to learn to drive even though she knoes darn well she can drive. she loves to make fun of people, more so of me. she has only had 2 boyfriends and wants to marry her curnet [#2] boyfirend. she has never lived out side her parents home on her own. she says she's sorry for something and then just ends up doing that something again and being sorry for it and doing it again and being sorry for it. i told her "I am so done with you" and here is her responces...) speedergir...: it is also incorrect due to the fact that I am still 22... i wont be 23 till thursday speedergir...: please take down this blog its not right to do, and you are just doing it out of spite! speedergir...: so that is no reason... your just bored and like upseting me and then pretending to be inocent speedergir...: so that is no reason... your just bored and like upseting me and then

Whatever
why do I keep attracting the wrong people all i want is to have some fun on here.Not looking for anything from a guy now if a girl wants to be friends thats different. But i'm tried of blocking people and guys talking dirty thats a complete turn off.I just want to be liked for me a bisexual woman who wants to play with a girlfriend and i love to flirt.

If You'e Going To Be A King, Be A King
"In the second year of Joash son of Jehoahaz king of Israel reigned Amaziah the son of Joash king of Judah." 2 Kings 14 is the first of several chapters which deal more with the kings than the actions of the prophets in Israel and Judah, and the events of this chapter cover a total of fifty-six years. We'll be jumping back and forth a bit, and some of what the author assumes his audience knew about their roots may sound strange to our ears, but the usual suspects in the collapse of any civilization -- national apathy and spiritual indifference with a healthy dose of foreign invasion thrown in -- are all too common in history. We just change the names. So Amaziah becomes king of Judah when he's twenty five and rules for twenty-nine years from Judah's capital of Jerusalem, it's said in verse two. Verse three continues that Amaziah did what was right in the eyes of the LORD, but not as intensely as David (his ancestor, who in Israel and Judah cast a long shadow as George Washington doe

Wide Awake, Or Sleep Walking?
Since Saturday, I've slept a total of 4 hours. I washed walls today. Who honestly does that? I wore unfamiliar pants. I kicked a lot of rocks, and sent too many text messages. I was out smarted by a staple. I should sleep, probably. I'm on autopilot. Maybe I'm not even awake anymore...maybe I've been asleep since Saturday and the fight I had was a dream, along with everything else. It seems like a dream. Maybe that's because I'm so tired. I'm too tired to go to sleep, and I feel like vacuuming. I must be really tired, because I'm listening to the same REO Speedwagon song over and over. "I can't fight this feeling any longer...and yet I'm still afraid to let it flow...what started out as friendship has grown stronger...I only wish I had the strength to let it show..." Yes, there is definitely something wrong here. Vital organs are going to begin to fall asleep without me soon. I fell down on the sidewalk and no one noticed. Or they did, but it must have been funny. I wasn

Seriousness
people take things a bit too serious for me. for instance i posted a mumm to see who would date me. Yea i am single but im not looking for someone right now, i have 2 girls in mind of who i want to date and neither of them are on this site. People are saying oh hes so desperate. Im not desperate im weird, ill ask a question just to ask it nothing behind it and not because im desperate

Force....
Right away when he walked in I could tell he was nerves so I asked him to mix us a drink. After chit-chat, and several drinks later; it was time for the kid gloves to come off. A small gesture of bumping into someone can be the opening for a lot of things....(smiling). A quick turn while moving the breast close enough to tease, does wonders. From there a very soft whisper makes him get close into you and before you know it your lips are feeling the smoothness of each others (for lack of a better word) alpha for the first time. Then, a roaming of the hands lets the other one know it's ok to touch and your off to a wonderful, investigating touch and experimenting session. This one became different, he laid on the bed with his clothes on, waiting for me to lay in his arms. After a very nice, long, sometimes heavy, sometimes soft kissing session and some more whispering about things to come; my clothes came off, and his half way did. He wanted to please me first. He when down on me a

Dead Beat Ass Dads
By definition, the term "Deadbeat Dad" is a noun that refers to a father that does not fulfill his obligation to provide financial support for his children. However, there is much more to a deadbeat dad than just money. Deadbeat Dad can almost be classified as a catch phrase. As the statistical amount of divorces accrue, so do the numbers of absentee fathers. Many children grow up with extreme emotional and behavior problems due to their lack of a father. Sixty-three percent of youth suicides occur in households where fathers were not present. Fatherless homes also account for 90% of runaway children, 85% of children with behavior problems, 71% of high school dropouts, 85% of youths in prison, and more than half of teen mothers. Deadbeat Dads don't come to pick up their kids on Friday night and keep them for the weekend. They don't order pizza and play monopoly. They don't take the kids to the park on Sunday afternoon. Deadbeat Dads don't invite their children to meet their new

American Churches Embrace Violent "christian" Video Games".
10/9/2007 American Churches Embrace Violent "Christian" Video Games". Dear Readers: Some readers especially Craig (a student) is really doing their homework and pay attention to the current news. Those emails have always interesting facts about them and I am glad for many of you sampling your curiosity, intelligence and dedication for the truth. As always if the material receives is worthwhile to share with you I will make sure to pass it on. In this case the reality behind Christopher Columbus "voyage" endorsed and supported by the church. Combined with the "Cetera Bull" written by the Pope ordering the slaughtering of all indigenous people because they were pagans and could not be converted into Christianity "Columbus Day" thoughts by Thom Hartmann must be shared to the world. When I wrote many times in the past that the (Church Inc.) was more interested in the real estate, priceless artifacts and especially gold than the Indian's welfare I did n

Almost 1/2 Way There...
Please help comment me! I need 10,000 and I have over 4,000 now. Any little bit you can do helps! I will send you little gifts to show my appreciation. If I'm not on or not around, just send me an email to let me know you sent some comments and I will stop by your page and send you some love!

Lifes Changes
My life as I know it has changed. Some of it for the better, some for the worst. For those who dont know me, I have a rare mental disorder called intermittent explosive disorder. I have trouble controlling my temper and impulses. I just got out of the hospital today after attempting police suicide. Me and my girlfriend had a big falling out and I basically snapped. I was hauled off to the psych ward. I'm very lucky to be alive! I'm seeking the help I need to be a better person and to be happy with life. My girlfriend has left me, but I'm hoping to prove myself to her and maybe get my family back together. First I need to focus on myself and address my own issues before I can begin to get them back. It is quite possible that wont happen, but I can only hope both my daughter and my girl will be patient and supportive. I've ignored my problems so long it cost me my family. I'm going to try my best to be a better man and father to my child. The pain right now seems almost unbearable, but I

This Past Weekend At The Race In Talladega
This past week was a riot. I attended my first race. It was nice. I never partied as hard as i did for 3 damn days. I enjoyed it, it was a experience. Boobs, Beads and Beers and Nascar. What more could a girl ask for. Also if your a guy and u bring your wife or girlfriend... Dont get all shitty when somone asks her to see her boobs.. your the dumb ass who put her in that situation. Ok Its all fun.. I mean come on its just tits its not like the pootane!! I have tons of pics i need to up load. If u never have been be sure to check it out one day. Amy

Attition All
this is to my dragon song inn staff i have reopened the lounge under the "new" and more fucked up version of the lounges so please drop by and re join the lounge the skin will be fixed as soon as i can get it done thank you and ttyl

Goodbye For Now.
Hello fubar friends. I wanted to let you know that due to the fact that I had a wonderful meltdown last night.... I will not be on fubar for a while. Sorry, but I just can't do it. I am boycotting all nternet social sites for not because....I dont know. I appreciate all the help and advice that has been given to me. I guess....I just need some time alone to mourn. I will be back eventually, but not for a while. Sorry! Don't forget about me!! I Will be back!

Why Is It So Hard
You know I have spent most of my life looking for what most people call a soulmate. I use to laugh at them and think how foolish they were to believe in such. Hell I didnt really believe in love at all. Then this year she walked into my life and turned it upside down. I wont ever be the same again. I have found what everyone looks for, MY SOULMATE. I am in heaven everytime she holds me, touches me, and kisses me! Then along came everyone else, trying to break us up, split us apart. If they truly loved her then it seems they would want her to be happy. Instead they do everything they can to make us fuss and fight. After almost one year of us being together they are still trying. Even here on this sight there are those who call them self friends and yet do things that hurt her and me. We left this sight once before because of these people. Thought maybe it would be different now. Nothing has changed but the date. I asked her to marry me two months ago and she said yes. Sh

Respect.
I respect my family, people who help others, soldiers, firefighters, EMS, cops, friends of mine and AC/DC and thats about it. I get tired of people I don't even know telling me I should respect them. Women like "KinkStar Sin ** Rate/Fan/READ PROFILE." who go on here and show strangers pics of herself getting plowed and shoving a dildo in herself, in my eyes don't deserve my respect. No matter how much she asks for it. So if I have no clue who you are and you want my respect, don't bother!!!

My Son
my son is weird, he is walking around with a hairbrush sticking out of his mouth, yesterday her tried to see how much stuff he could shove under the seat of his dad's chair. also he does this super cute and funny happy dance

10 Facts I Found Qi
During his entire life, Vincent Van Gogh sold exactly one painting, “Red Vineyard at Arles”. Charlie Chaplin once won third prize in a Charlie Chaplin look-alike contest. In “Silence of the Lambs”, Hannibal Lector (Anthony Hopkins) never blinks. Lassie” was played by a group of male dogs; the main one was named Pal. Around 2,000 left-handed people die annually due to improper use of equipment designed only for right handed people. In the movie "Casablanca," Humphrey Bogart never said "Play it again, Sam." Research indicates that mosquitoes are attracted to people who have recently eaten bananas. Glass can be considered as a liquid rather then a solid. It will flow much like other liquids at room temperatures, just very, very, very slowly. Thomas Edison was a fraud. He didn't invent the lightbulb, or anything, really: Tesla did. Edison and his thugs hired him as a partner, then left him on the street with "That's business" after the design was finished and copyw

Vaccinations-if You Are A Parent-this Is A Must Read!!
Q. TESTIMONY OF MICHAEL BELKIN BEFORE THE ADVISORY COMMITTEE ON IMMUNIZATION PRACTICES -- CENTERS FOR DISEASE CONTROL AND PREVENTION (February 17, 1999) -- Atlanta Georgia My name is Michael Belkin. I am a father, businessman, former quantitative strategist at Salomon Brothers, and Director of the Hepatitis B Vaccine Project of the National Vaccine Information Center(NVIC). The NVIC has studied Vaccine Adverse Event Reporting System (VAERS) data obtained under the Freedom of Information Act covering the last nine years on hepatitis B vaccine adverse events -- and in 1996 there were more than three times as many reported serious adverse reactions as reported cases of the disease in the 0 to 14 age group. Of the total 2,424 adverse event reports made between 1990 and October 1998 in children under age 14 who only received hepatitis B vaccine, there were 1,209 serious events and 73 deaths. Thus, one half of the reports for children under age 14 who received only hepatitis B vaccine

Possessing Time
Human kind can only possess time by being fully aware of the actual moment we are experiencing. In that moment, we all stand in the sacred human presence, dedicating ourselves to the sacredness of our combined human potential. We welcome and become eternal now.

I Am A Fuyearold!
Yep, it will be one year on tomorrow that I have been here. I joined at the insistence of my Friend from yahoo, Pebbles,aka Matt's Girl. I guess the 500 points were needed ;) Shot at 2007-07-26 I just wanted to thank my friends on here for being here and putting up with me. Special Mention to.... Redbeccaz, for putting up with my butt, Love Ya Sis, in many many ways you have been more of a real sister than my own blood sister. To Tew Dope, Thanks for all the laughs, and that sweet morph of me! To Fuzzy Bunny, I would have loved to taste the cookies but I assure you the Ants Loved them! To Teresa, your comments on my page let me know someone remembers me daily, Thank You, sorry I never have the time to reply in kind. To My Buddy Nasa Fan/ Jason /Eagle, you are a great dude! I am proud of you for coming out of that fake shell you had, that took courage bro, Thanks for sharing all that Nasa Space program info that were it not for you I would never be able to

Is It A Guy Thing
Is it a guy thing to look at naked women on the net . when they have a women at home And not want to make love to her . and is it a guy thing to lie and say it is always a pop up when you catch them on it .

Now That's Entertainment
Every few weeks, there is a sort of merry holy war on the campus of UNL. Non-denominational fundamentalist christians come onto the campus and preach, generally spreading the general message that all homosexuals, Buddhists, Moslems and the majority of other Christians are going to hell (this week frats and sororities are added). It has one of the largest draws of students than any other event on campus, not to be saved, but rather entertained. Games have even formed up around this, todays being evangelical Bingo, where key words are placed on a bingo card and when they say it, you cross it off (I got three bingos today). In the past other entertainments have been the forming of a cookie monster cult, alternative readings from Tales of Asgard by a girl dressed as Thor (it was halloween), an alternative reading from an engineering Text book and other wonderful distractions. Some of the bible thumpers even bring their kids along parading them and teaching them the preaching ways, and

Yes The Posse Feels So Good..
THESE ARE IN ORDER OF PRIORITY, CONTESTS THEN GIVE AWAYS. MAKE SURE YOU RATE THEM ALL. PLEASE KEEP INTOUCH WITH MIZZ SHADY OR MS. RETTA IF YOU NEED TO BE ADDED. THIS IS A CONTEST. FINZ NEVER ASKS FOR HELP BUT ALWAYS HELPS IN ALL CONTESTS. LET'S GET HIM THE WIN. THIS ENDS OCT. 15TH AT 9PM EST THAT'S 6PM FUBAR TIME. Mish in a give away for a 3 months VIP. She needs 25,000. She's at 9871 Mish in a give away for a Happy Hour. She needs 50,000 all rates equal 10. She's at 19,187 This is a good deed here posse.. very very sweet person.. Give away contest.. Needs 14,500 and has hardly any now. ****THIS WILL BE POSTED OVER AND OVER AGAIN. PLEASE REPOST EVERYTIME YOU READ IT.****

You A Gamer?
Well I was thinking.. some people overrate gamers sooo much. Thinking we have no life, that games are childish. So on and so forth... but to me that is soo false. I love gaming. I have gamed since I was around 6 years old I'm guessing. My parents suprised me with the 1st Nintendo and I fell in love. Gaming is my love, I can play and just forget about the world. Its just like reading or watching a movie. I get soo caught up into the storylines and trying to do my best at them Now online play omg I love it.. meeting gamers such as myself and just showing what I'm capable of and somedays haha thats not much. Though I try!! I just get sick of people putting videogames down. I'm a Gamer and proud of it! So if you want to show your love of gaming then all you have to do is make me a gamer salute. It can be with your fave game or fave console. Or a game with a written salute saying your a gamer. Then I will put you in my Gamer and Proud of it or whatever it is I will cal

Karaoke In Acton California
Current mood: pleased Category: Music hay karaoke fans here is you chance for a one time only Fubar/Cherry Tap Karaoke Party check it out on Friday Oct. 19th... Please repost this... Gold Rush Karaoke October 19, 2007 STILL WANT MORE KARAOKE... Get ready to party at the KARAOKE GOLD RUSH @ Sutters Mill Restaurant... So please drop by for tons of fun and karaoke w/ me "COWBOY" Dan. Karaoke Night @ Sutters Mill Restaurant. Sutters is one killer BAR offering Karaoke Affordable Drinks and Food. This Karaoke show will be KICKin' KARAOKE hosted by "Cowboy" Dan a REDNECK SING-A-LONG DJ. Come out to the city of Acton California. IF you are Pure Gold Come on in and take part in the fun at the party year with tons of fun loaded with karaoke. You'll find over 33,000 songs to choose from, and save cash with Sutters Mill Restaurant's low Drink Prices. Address; Sutters Mill Restaurant 31908 N. Crown Valley Road Acton, CA, 93510 (Phone) 661.269.1360 K

Kiss Me Kiss Me Kiss Me More
kiss me and make the sorrowful pain go away kiss me and tell me everything will soon be okay kiss me and hold me tightly close to you kiss me and whisper sweet words that are true kiss me and and lay me on the bed kiss me from my toes to my head kiss me here and kiss me there kiss me all over and anywhere kiss me softly and kiss me hardly kiss me while you caress my hips kiss me after you lick my lips kiss me kiss me kiss me more and if you can't do that at least for once let me through the door

Bombers
OK HERE IS THE DRILL, AND SOME OF YOU ARE GOING TO TAKE THIS THE WRONG WAY, AND I AM SORRY, FOR YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND IF I AM TALKING TO YOU. ALL OF YOU CAME INTO THIS FAMILY KNOWING THE RULES AND WHAT WE EXPECTED OUT OF YOU SO THIS IS NOT NEW. NOW THE WAY I SEE IT THERE IS A FEW THAT DON'T WANT TO BOMB OR MAYBE EVEN BE IN THIS FAMILY AND IF YOU DON'T ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS SAY SO. NOW THIS IS WHAT I AM GOING TO DO. SOME, I AM SURE, ARE GOING TO BE LEAVING THE FAMILY FOR I AM VERY TIRED OF GETTING OTHER FAMILIES TO HELP IN OUR CONTEST AND SEEING ONLY THEM AND 1 OR 2 OF THIS FAMILY IN THERE. THIS IS YOUR DAMN FAMILY, WHY SHOULD WE HAVE TO DEPEND ON OTHERS SO MUCH? THAT IS WRONG, WE ARE BIG ENOUGH AND HAVE JUST AS STRONG OF BOMBERS AS ANY ONE DOES. BUT WHEN YOU DON'T WANT TO APPLY YOUR SELF OR JUST LEAVE 20 OR 30 COMMENTS THEN YOU ARE SEEN POSTING BULLETINS AND LOADING PHOTOS AND ECT.. THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS AND THE ONLY REASON I CAN FIND IS YOU HAVE NO LOYALTY OR RESPECT FOR THIS

Taco Pot Pie
A great recipe to feed the kids for lunch or dinner. Ingredients 1 lb. ground beef 1 medium onion - chopped (1/2 C.) 1 jar taco sauce - (16 oz.) 1 C. shredded cheddar cheese - (4 oz.) 1 C. Original Bisquick 1/2 C. milk 1 egg Directions Heat oven to 400 degrees. Cook beef and onion in ovenproof 10-inch skillet over medium heat, stirring occasionally, until beef is brown; drain. Stir in taco sauce. Sprinkle with cheese. Stir remaining ingredients until blended. Pour over beef mixture. Bake about 30 minutes or until golden brown. You can add sour cream, chopped lettuce and tomatoes for toppings. Yield: 6 Servings.

Crockpot Tender Roast
Not so heavy, but very filling and flavorful, this roast won't be around for long. Ingredients 3-4 lb. beef roast 1 lb. carrots 4 or 5 potatoes, peeled and halved Thyme (dried or fresh) Herb, regular or wine vinegar Salt, pepper 1/2 onion Directions Brown your roast in a skillet and season with salt and pepper on each side. Turn off burner, and prepare vegetables. Peel and halve potatoes, peel and quarter carrots. Put a 1/2 C. water in bottom of the crock pot, add carrots and potatoes. Set roast on top, if it is too large you may cut it to fit. Drizzle about a Tbs. of the vinegar slowly over the roast, sprinkle a tsp. of fresh of dried thyme over the roast. Cook on high for about 6 hours. Serve with rolls or bread.

Life
If you woke up this morning with more health than illness, you are more blessed than the million who will not survive this week.If you have never experienced the danger of battle, the loneliness of imprisonment, the agony of torture or the pangs of starvation then you are ahead of 500 million people in the world. if you can attend a church meeting without fear of harrassment, arrest,torture or death, you are luckier than three billion people in the world. If you have food in the refrigerator,clothes on your back, a roof over your head and a place to sleep, you are richer than 75 percent of the world. If you have money in the bank, in your purse and spare change in a dish someplace, you are among the top 8 percent of the worlds wealthy, and by reading this you are doubly blessed because I was thinking about you and care about you

Pumpkin Ravioli
This mildly seasoned filling makes for an unexpected, though delicious, ravioli that needs no sauce. You can call it "pumpkin pie in pasta." Ingredients 14-oz. can pumpkin (not pumpkin pie filling) 1 Tbs. maple syrup 1 tsp. ground cinnamon 1/2 tsp. mild curry powder 1/2 tsp. ground ginger 25 wonton wrappers Directions In a medium bowl, mix together the pumpkin, syrup, cinnamon, curry powder and ginger until blended. Fill a small bowl with water. To assemble the ravioli, place 1 tsp. of the filling in the center of a wonton wrapper. Dip your finger in the water and wet the edges of the wrapper. Bring the edges of the wrapper together, sealing it firmly with your fingers and gently pressing out any air bubbles. This will go much faster than it sounds. Repeat with the remaining wrappers and filling. In a large saucepan, bring about 3 inches of water to a boil over high heat. In batches, boil no more than 6 ravioli at a time for 2 to 3 minutes or until they float to the top, t

16
Expedition 16 Ready for Launch The Soyuz rocket that will launch Expedition 16 to the International Space Station was placed at its launch pad over the weekend. Commander Peggy Whitson, Flight Engineer Yuri Malenchenko and spaceflight participant Sheikh Muszaphar Shukor will launch from the Baikonur Cosmodrome in Kazakhstan Wednesday at 9:22 a.m. EDT. Two days later the Soyuz TMA-11 vehicle carrying the new crew will dock to the Earth-facing port of the station’s Zarya module. Image above: The Soyuz TMA-11 spacecraft was transported by railcar to its launch pad at the Baikonur Cosmodrome in Kazakhstan Oct. 8, 2007 for launch Oct. 10. Credit: NASA/Bill Ingalls The Expedition 15 crew continues readying the station for its new residents. Flight Engineeer Clay Anderson has been resizing U.S. spacesuits for Whitson and Malenchenko. Commander Fyodor Yurchikhin and Flight Engineer Oleg Kotov set up a work space in the Zvezda service module that will allow the visiting S

Lobster Ravioli With Lobster Stock Reduction, Saffron Emulsion And Toasted Pumpkin Seed Oil
This incredibly elaborate dish is for the very adventurous chef. Every bit of the dish is made from scratch, including the ravioli, so make sure to leave plenty of time to cook. It will surely impress dinner guests! Ingredients 2 chicken lobsters (about 1 1/4 lb.) Browned Lobster Stock Reduction: 2 lobster bodies and shells 2 Tbs. vegetable oil 1/2 tomato, chopped 1 Tbs. tomato paste 1/2 C. brandy 1 small yellow onion, peeled and sliced 1 clove garlic, peeled and crushed 1 leek, cleaned and sliced 1 stalk celery, cleaned and sliced 1 green onion, cleaned and sliced 2 branches basil 2 sprigs thyme 1/4 vanilla bean, cleaned and scraped Saffron Emulsion: 1 medium parsnip 1/2 Tbs. extra virgin olive oil 1 Tbs. unsalted butter 1/2 clove garlic, peeled and crushed 1 small shallot, peeled and sliced 1/2 leek, with roots and greens removed, cleaned and washed 1 sprig thyme 2 bay leaves 1/2 Tbs. black peppercorns 1/2 Tbs. saffron threads 1/4 C. white wine 1 C.

Beware Of Garbage Trucks
This was sent to me by a friend... How often do you let other people's nonsense change your mood? Do you let a bad driver, rude waiter, curt boss, or an insensitive employee or coworker ruin your day? Unless you're the Terminator, for an instant you're probably set back on your heels. However, the mark of a successful person is how quickly they can get back there focus on what's important. Sixteen years ago I learned this lesson. I learned it in the back of a New York City taxi cab. Here's what happened . I hopped in a taxi, and we took off for Grand Central Station.We were driving in the right lane when, all of a sudden, a black car jumped out of a parking space right in front of us. My taxi driver slammed on his breaks, skidded, and missed the other car's back end by just inches! The driver of the other car, the guy who almost caused a big accident, whipped his head around and he started yelling bad words at us. My taxi driver just smiled and waved at the guy.

Gorgonzola Walnut Ravioli With Sage Butter
You could use any pasta here, but the ravioli named in the title makes this dish positively decadent. I got this pasta at Trader Joes, my new favorite place to shop. I'm a latecomer to the TJ party and only recently discovered how fantastic and inexpensive they are. Ingredients 1 lb. package of gorgonzola walnut ravioli 4 Tbs. butter 1 Tbs. fresh sage leaves chopped Grated fresh parmesan cheese to garnish, optional Directions Cook pasta according to directions. Meanwhile, heat butter in a skillet over moderate heat until foam subsides and butter begins to turn brown. Stir in sage and cook, stirring, until sage is crisp and butter is golden brown. Very gently fold the ravioli into the sauce until well-coated and serve. Serving Size 3-4

Pick-up Lines Gettin Older And Older....there Comebacks Not ;-)
I hope you enjoy this one guys.... Man: Where have you been all my life? Woman: Hiding from you. Man: Haven't I seen you someplace before? Woman: Yes, that's why I don't go there anymore. Man: Is this seat empty? Woman: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down. Man: Your place or mine? Woman: Both. You go to yours, and I'll go to mine. Man: So, what do you do for a living? Woman: I'm a female impersonator. Man: Hey baby, what's your sign? Woman: Do not enter. Man: How do you like your eggs in the morning? Woman: Unfertilized. Man: Your body is like a temple. Woman: Sorry, there are no services today. Man: I would go to the end of the world for you. Woman: But would you stay there? Man: If I could see you naked, I'd die happy. Woman: If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing. Man: If I could rearrange the alphabet I'd put u and i together Woman: Really, I'd put f and u together Man: Oh Baby, you can take every in

A Well Much Needed Venting Session!!!!!!
well it is me again. with more drama that people trying to put on me. well here is a msg for u and that drama. if you dont want to talk to me that is fine. i dont care but dont expect me to sit here and believe you when u tell me things n then you come up and do the total oppisite. i am sry that if u cant be truthful to me from the stop then get the fuck off my list andf i am goin to do just that. i am not i say again AM NOT HERE TO PLAY FRIGGING MIND GAMES with grown adults that wants to act like frigging children if i wanted that i would turn to my father which has alsetimers and emphazima. so if any of my freinds read this n you think its aimed at u ill tell u the honest truth all u got to do is grab a set of courage n ask me i will tell u if it is cause of u or not dont be chicken n dont there many that this isnt not to n most of them r on my family so if ur on my family list n u read this dont worry not bout u. now im goin to study ill probily be back to vent again but this time i

Leave The Pieces When You Go!
You're not sure that you love me But you're not sure enough to let me go Baby it ain't fair You kno you just keep me hanging round You say you don't wanna hurt me Don't wanna see my tears So why are yous till standing here Just watching me drown (Chorus:) And it's alright Yeah, I'll be fine Don't worry about this heart of mine Just, take your love and hit the road Cause nothing you can do or say You're gonna break my heart anyway So just leave the pieces when you go Now you can drag out the heartache Baby you can make it quick You can get it over with and let me move on Don't concern yourself with this mess you left for me I can clean it up you see Just as long as your gone (Chorus:) And it's alright Yeah, I'll be fine Don't worry about this heart of mine Just, take your love and hit the road Cause nothing you can do or say You're gonna break my heart anyway So just leave the pieces when you go You're not making up your mind It's killin' me You'r

How Horny Are You?
How horny are you? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.comYou scored as A little horny You're a little horny. It takes a lot to get you aroused though it will be all the more enjoyable when you do. Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!A little horny63% Not horny38% Super Horny31% Normal Horny19% Very horny13%

Go Show These People Some Love! They Are Awesome!
My awesome RL Husband! Will {RL HUSBAND TO DRKREFLECTIONS}@ fubar My Two very best friends... online AND offline! Go show them some love! They are awesome people! Heartistic Soul@ fubar RogerLee ~Founder of "The Pride"@ fubar And..... A few of my close Fubar friends! These guys rock! Fan/Add/Rate them! They are way cool friends to have! ¤_(¯`•.__♥ Mî§†®è§§ Ñåµgh†ý ♥__.•´¯)_¤ ~~ Club F.A.R.~~OCL~~Proud rider of da Short Bus@ fubar Tiny ~WindTalkerBombers~Spirited Member of The Pride~@ fubar Steak@ fubar ~*~DJ Forsaken Silk & Satin Radio~*~R.I.P. Anti-Cupid~*~@ fubar

Bein Mature
I've decided that I am gonna take a break from being on Fubar. There are way too many people on here that just want to mess with peoples HEARTS, SOULS N MINDS. A long with being liars, users, players, etc. This is an adult site and if you can't be an adult then ya don't belong on here. If you can't be MAN or WOMAN enough to admit your faults, then WHY are you on an ADULT site? Do you get a KICK out of hurting people? Breaking their hearts? Messing with their hearts? Playing Mind games? GROW THE HELL UP!!!!! My REAL TRUE FRIENDS KNOW HOW TO GET IN TOUCH WITH ME. ALL OTHERS CAN JUST KISS MY WITTLE WHITE HINEY!!! I will occasionally come on to rate True Friends stuff and help them where they need help. Otherwise, the rest of you can GET LOST, GROW UP N BE MAN N WOMAN enough to admit your losers.

Walk The Streets
i walk the streets thinking of you all i see is your smile in my mind and all i do is smile i sit down and write you but never hear back i do not know if u read them or not i guess maybe you forgot i walk the streets dreaming of you i think i hear your voice oh hell its just someone else making other noise, my mind is on you so i keep walkin thestreets..its cold andwet out here...do not worry my love, iam almost near 2007

Sweet
ok these are two great girls that i know very well the first is my cuz and the second is my best friend so go and check them out rate,fan & add them show them fubar love they are both new on here Melissa@ fubar Amiee@ fubar

Rearrange Words....some Kool Thing'll Come Out
This has got to be one of the cleverest E-mails I've received in awhile. Someone out there either has too much spare time or is deadly at Scrabble. (Wait till you see the last one)! DORMITORY: When you rearrange the letters: DIRTY ROOM PRESBYTERIAN: When you rearrange the letters: BEST IN PRAYER ASTRONOMER: When you rearrange the letters: MOON STARER DESPERATION: When you rearrange the letters: A ROPE ENDS IT THE EYES: When you rearrange the letters: THEY SEE THE MORSE CODE: When you rearrange the letters: HERE COME DOTS SLOT MACHINES: When you rearrange the letters: CASH LOST IN ME ANIMOSITY: When you rearrange the letters: IS NO AMITY ELECTION RESULTS: When you rearrange the letters: LIES - LET'S RECOUNT SNOOZE ALARMS: When you rearrange the letters: ALAS! NO MORE Z 'S A DECIMAL POINT: When you rearrange the letters: IM A DOT IN PLACE THE EARTHQUAKES: When you rearrange th

Retard Of The Day!
i know you all love these posts... its through the mail, he's been blocked already... bottom up as usual cause my lazy ass doesn't feel like fixin it :p Date: Tue, 09 Oct 2007 12:57:39 -0700 From: Size: 3 KB To: bigfrank@fubar.com Reply-To: No, i expect people to realize there's more pictures than just those. considering you didn't have the decency to rate a single one of the others, and obviously by your attittude had no intention of it. You really should learn some fuckin respect. Remember you have TWO heads asshole, you don't have to always think with the lower one. Most of my friends have the decency to treat me with respect regardless of the pictures i post because they know that i am a beautiful woman both inside and out and they REALIZE that's more important than just a fucking pussy. Learn some fucking respect, dick. On 10/9/2007, bigfrank@fubar.com wrote: soooo... you have nude pics but you don't want guys to look at them? you silly bitch On 10/9/

News About My Friend Whose In Iraq
ISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK WOOO HOOOO FUCKING AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA LOL MY FRIEND WAS IN IRAQ FOR ABOUT 7 YEARS N THEN CAME BACK N GOT MARRIEND N HAD A KID THEN A FEW MONTHS B4 HIS SON WAS BORN HE WAS SUMMONED BACK 2 IRAQ ON THE ORDERS OF BUSH N OTHERS N MISSED ALOT OF HISSON GROWING... TODAY I GOT THE MESSAGE IN AN IM SAYING HES BACK HOME....FOR 3 YEARS OUT OF THE 4 YEARS THAT HE WAS GONE HE WAS IN ANOTHER ISLAND SEPARATED FROM THE OTHERS N WAS IN A COMA FOR 2 TO 3 YEARS N 2 MONTHS AGO AWOKE FROM THE COMA N HAS RETURNED HOME 2 HIS WIFE N SON IM SO HAPPY. MY PRAYERS HAVE BEEN ANSWERED ..IT FEELS LIKE A DREAM IM SO EXCITED N HOPE 2 SEE MY GOOD FRIEND SOON...SIGHS,,I HOPE HE DOESNT HAVE 2 GO BACK CUZ IN THE ARMY IN TOTAL HE SERVED ALMOST 25 YEARS OF HIS LIFE N HIS SON DESERVES HIS MOM N DAD OK I LOVE U ALL BUT I HAD 2 SHARE LLOL...MANY KNOW N ARE HAPPY N I KNOW MANY WONT CARE BUT IM EXCITED SO I AM SHARING MY HAPPINESS WITH MY FRIENDS N FAMILY...

Intro Into Who I Am
Ok to tell a little about myself, I am a freelance writer. I write many things for many different places. One of those places puts my work up on the internet. I will ocassionally share with you certain articles that I have had published. So check back often to my blog. Who knows I may have written something you might be interested in. Also I am a soldier in the Missouri National Guard. Yep who would have thought little me would do something like that but I did. I swore in a couple months ago and so far have no regrets. I am in college right now working on my associates degree in criminal justice. I have a facination with the law. That is probally why I went for military police when I joined the Guard. I am hoping to one day to get the chance to take the bar exam. Then I can practice law in the court room. Don't let the choice of professions fool you, I am not a straight laced person. I have an extremely wild side that I like to show off often. Well that is all for now.

Haha. One Bright Spot In My Work Day...
Not counting the ever amazing conversation with Ms. Evil, of course, but this was the best part about my work day so far. I just out-teched a database storage network system administrator.. Hell yeah. Goddamn that makes me feel really nerdy to say, but it's a nice feeling. Especially when it's one of those "D'oh!" fixes. :D Okay... lunch time. Call or text me if you want to, or rate my profile and pics and leave me love and whatnot. :D

Parental Drama
Raise your hand if your parents are fucking nuts. *Raises both high into the air* My folks have been divorced so my drama, instead of being a collective chaos, is individual (meaning it's times-two). I won't bore you with details, but I say I should just shoot them both and put them out of their misery*. I don't think they can be happy any other way. *note to law enforcement: please read as sarcasm.

Lost Freinds And Lost Loves
During the past 6 years I have I have lost my dad, two marriages and a few freinds. It hurts to think people who said they love me and they could turn that love off. My dad went to Heaven and I wouldn't want him to see just how much i miss him so much. Today more than ever I wish my dad was here talking to me helping. Dad isn't here. I left hubby #2 in fear. It was a few months later dad was told he had cancer. I watch my strong dad lose weight and get weak in just a few months. My dad still took his grandkids outside ot throw a ball around up untill he was to weak to get out of the bed. The last week dad was with us I took my children into his room and each child ltold him that they loved him. It was two days later Dad, i na weaken state lifted his arm into the air as if someone heavenly body was holding his hand and leading him around that heavenly plain. It was so awesome. I knew my dad would be gettign his rewards. God was showing him what was there waiting on him. Th

Another H8ater
this guy blocked me after i was nice enough to give hes sorry ass 10s and everything and i can't even put his link in here becase hes blocked me. jus look for a weezel looking guy in a pool who cant even speak english because i read his mum and no one else could read what he say

Save Me
Save me from myself I call out But no one hears my plea Burn my candle fast from both ends Nightmares grow from dreams You don't know, you can't see through my eyes So you don't know me You don't know what's going through my mind But can you help me Save me from myself if you ever really cared Save me from myself, tell me you're not scared Intensity that grows within me Reflections of my pain I'll create or I'll destroy But either way it's always in my veins You don't know, you can't see through my eyes So you don't know me You don't know what's going through my mind But can you help me Save me from myself if you ever really cared Save me from myself, tell me you're not scared Save me from myself, if you ever really cared Save me from myself, tell me you're not scared Save me from myself, if you ever really cared Save me from myself, tell me you're not scared Save me from myslef, if you ever really cared Save me from myself,

Happy Birthday Sean {nsbd}
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEAN! We are a bit late.... !!!!BUT HERE WE ARE!!!! PLEASE come show this great guy some loves! He has been through a rough yr and we are so proud to have him in our family and on FUBAR! Rate is pics, stash, page....show it lots & lots of love! P.S. Gift {{bunches}} are needed...someone give the man a TV...every man needs one of those....please you wanna know just how great a man Sean is...follow this link here and read: http://www.wave3.com/Global/story.asp?s=1540374 Come see him guys and show love: SEAN ~NBSD~@ fubar imikimi - Customize Your World imikimi - Customize Your World

Bacardi Mojito (say 'mohito,' And Enjoy!)
An easy mojito recipe to liven up your evening: 1.5 oz BACARDI Rum 12 fresh spearmint leaves 1/2 lime 7 oz club soda 2 tbsp. simple syrup (or 4 tsp. sugar) The coolest summer drink recipes from the hottest bars always include Bacardi mojitos. Follow us step by step through our no-fail mojito cocktail recipe and mix up the sparkle for your party. For the smoothest summer cocktails, gently crush mint leaves and lightly squeeze lime in a cool tall glass. Pour sweet syrup to cover and fill glass with ice. Add Bacardi Rum, club soda, and stir your emerging mojito well. Garnish with a lime wedge and a few sprigs of mint. The best bar recipes then add these essential steps: toast, sip, and enjoy fine Bacardi mojitos with your friends. Share the secrets of your original or favorite Bacardi bar recipes with your friends - send an e-recipe for mojitos today! For over a century, the Bacardi Mojito has channeled the spirit of old Havana. Use our original mojito cocktail recipe

Guys!!! Guys!!! Guys!!! Change After Marriege
There were three guys talking in the pub. Two of them are talking about the amount of control they have over their wives, while the third remains quiet. After a while one of the first two turns to the third and says, "Well, what about you, what sort of control do you have over your wife?" The third fellow says "I'll tell you. Just the other night my wife came to me on her hands and knees." The first two guys were amazed. "What happened then?" they asked. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * The third fellow says , "She said, 'get out from under the bed and fight like a man'."

A Parent's Prayer
A Parent's Prayer Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray my sanity to keep. For if some peace I do not find, I'm pretty sure I'll lose my mind. I pray I find a little quiet, Far from the daily family riot. May I lie back and not have to think About what they're stuffing down the sink, Or who they're with, or where they're at And what they're doing to the cat. I pray for time all to myself did something just fall off a shelf?) To cuddle in my nice, soft bed (Oh no, another goldfish--dead!) Some silent moments for goodness sake (Did I just hear a window break?) And that I need not cook or clean well heck, I've got the right to dream) Yes now I lay me down to sleep, I pray my wits about me keep, But as I look around I know, I must have lost them long ago! Author Unknown

Making Some Changes Here
After a whole lot of problems being caused because certain people seem to not understand the word married means not available, i am changing my account to a joint account with my husband. I am going to be a little tied up making changes to the page so if i don't get around to saying hello it's not that i am ignoring you so please understand. I just got back from a doctor appointment as well (what a waste of perfectly good time)

Made Me Cry
my mom only had one eye.. i hated the fact that i had to be stuck with a retard for a mother. i hated her... she was such an embarressment.. my mom ran a small shop at a flea market. she collected little weeds and such to sell... anything for the money we needed she was such an embarressment. there was this one day during elementary school.. it was field day, and my mom came. i was so embarressed. how could she do this to me? i threw her a hateful look and ran out. the next day at school... "your mom's a retard with one eye?!?!" ..and they taunted me. i wished that my mom would just dissappear from this world so i said to my mom, "mom.. why dont you have the other eye?! if you're only gonna make me a laughingstock, why dont you just die?!!!" my mom did not respond.. i guess i felt a little bad, but at the same time, it felt good to think that i had said what i'd wanted to say all this time.. maybe it was because my mom hadnt punish

Can Ya Check My ...
hey all, for those of you that know me well enough by now.... i tried to update my about me section of my profile to make it shorter since it seems that most can't be bothered to read that much... those of you that know me know what pisses me off most, can ya tell me if i left anything out? i'm so not thinking straight this afternoon yet, lol much thanks if you do, Sin (p.s. if you don't know me that well or haven't read my profile, please read the about me and let me know if you think anything's missing as well)

Hey All
hey just been really busy so i havent really been on much again :( but am trying to be on more! i have new pics but will try to get those on here and getting new music too! well gotta run for now thanks for all the ratings and comments keep them up!

Press Send....
Thinking about you every 5 minutes Not wanting to call you to much I dial your number I do not press send. Needing communication Missing you dearly I type a text I do not press send. Logging into my messenger I want to voice my feelings 10 keystrokes later I do not press send. My email account open A message I've wrote 1000 characters I finally press send. I've told him how I feel What happens now I guess I'll wait Please press send.

So Much To Offer (poetry ?)
Seems I've been doing some thinking, of life's many ups and downs Countless tears that I've shed, and so many wasted frowns Many times I've criticized myself, hating the inner me All those painful days alone, yearning to be free Replaying everyone's cruel laughter, spiteful things said Taken so many years, to erase those voices from my head "You'll never amount to anything, you'll always be alone" Salty tears would fall, while those woeful thoughts roamed Continuously beaten, always pushed down to the ground Yet I never fought back, never made a single sound Never believed in myself, heart left bruised and broken Left with a tattered soul, from the cruel words spoken Believing I was no good, thought those words were truth That's why melancholy and loneliness, took up most of my youth Numbing out pain with drugs, self harm and drinking Only now got my act together, had time to do some thinking Overcome so much, know now I'm stronger than I show While some may no

My Stash
Hello. I understand that it will take years for people to really view all of my stash iteams. however I would like to say that all of the songs/ vidoes are facet's of me. I will add to it as I come accrossed things that are truly reminecent of me. If you like something or have any questions please let me know. ( I also take sugestions LOL)

All About Me
Hi I'm a 24yr old Barista Living in AZ. I'm supposed to be in KY but i got stuck. I'm a single mom of 3 I have custody of 1. I'm in love with life but haven't found the love of my life yet. Check me out. I love meeting new ppl. and going new places. My fav trip was going from Owensboro Ky to Kingman AZ. Great road trip!!! hit me up if you wanna talk

Has Anyone???
"Has Anyone Ever Tell You, Just How Special You Are The Light that You Emit Might even Light a Star Has Anyone Ever Tell You How Important You Make Others Feel Somebody out here is Smiling About Love that is so Real Has Anyone Ever Tell You that Many Times When They were Sad Your E-mail made Them Smile a bit In Fact It made Them Glad For the Time You Spend Sending Things And Sharing whatever You Find There are No Words to Thank You But Somebody, Thinks You're Fine Has Anyone Ever Tell You Just How Much They Love You Well, My Dearest Friend Today I am Telling You I HOPE I GET THIS BACK I believe that without a friend you are missing out on a lot!!! But don't just send it back, send it on to everyone.. Have a nice day, and I'm glad we are friends!!! THIS IS A HAND OF FRIENDSHIP YOU MUST PASS IT TO AT LEAST 4 FRIENDS"

Pass It To Your Friends :)
"Did Anyone Ever Tell You, Just How Special You Are The Light that You Emit Might even Light a Star Did Anyone Ever Tell You How Important You Make Others Feel Somebody out here is Smiling About Love that is so Real Did Anyone Ever Tell You that Many Times When They were Sad Your E-mail made Them Smile a bit In Fact It made Them Glad For the Time You Spend Sending Things And Sharing whatever You Find There are No Words to Thank You But Somebody, Thinks You're Fine Did Anyone Ever Tell You Just How Much They Love You Well, My Dearest Friend Today I am Telling You I HOPE I GET THIS BACK I believe that without a friend you are missing out on a lot!!! But don't just send it back, send it on to everyone.. Have a nice day, and I'm glad we are friends!!! THIS IS A HAND OF FRIENDSHIP YOU MUST PASS IT TO AT LEAST 4 FRIENDS"

Your Embrace....
As the rain pours down the chill of the wind embraces me keeping me warm and relaxed it feels so good thinking that it is your arms that surrounds me and it is you who takes away the coldness in my heart i want to feel your embraces and sweet kisses these baneful wounds would heal if only i could feel your presence.

Top 10 Lovers
The 10th Place Goes To The 9th Place Goes To The 8th Place Goes To The 7th Place Goes To The 6th Place Goes To The 5th Place Goes To The 4th Place Goes To The 1st Runnerup Is Shared By Two The 2nd Runnerup Is Shared By Two The Lover of The Lovers The 1st Place Is For Congrats To All Of YOU

How Much I Love U
I write these words for all to see, To say how much you mean to me, and for all who read i need to show, Just how much I love you so, I love you more than the skies are blue, Thats the love, from me to you, I love you more than the deepest sea, Thats how much you mean to me, I love you more than the desert needs rain, It helps me get through the pain, I love you more than the tears I cry, I'll have this love until I die, So to all who read this you now know, Just how much I love him so, So no matter how long I must wait, I will for you, my soul mate.

Retirement Sucks
Well after thinkin about it for a while, I have finally decided to "come out of retirement" so to speak. I haven't lifted weights in close to 3 years now. I think it's time I went back at it for as long as my back can stand it. When I quit I was benchpressing 430 lbs. I was also incline & decline benching over 300 lbs. I'm gonna try my best to get back to where I was and then some. This is gonna sound really weird to some of you that read this but, I actually MISS getting in my friend's gym & working my a** off on Mon and then by Wed not hardly being able to move because I am so sore. When I quit lifting I told myself I would NEVER miss that feeling but I do. I can remember wanting to lift so bad that Will & I would go out to that old tin shed in the middle of winter with it 30 degrees or colder outside & NO HEATER. We could stay in there for hours and hours because we loved workingout. It didn't matter to us how hot or cold it was.

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First a gentle flicker then the flame begins to move Darkened shadows lurking in the corners of the room As the light gets slightly brighter The shadows start to dance Light entwined with darkness Seem like lovers at first glance, Across the floors and ceilings, The lovers now do play, For this is there only chance, In the failing light of day. But the dancers seem to tire, As the flame begins to fail, But they'll meet again tomorrow, In another romantic tale.

What?
I can't even get a ticker from anyone to show me love? Come on now, you can use fubar bucks for that!..LMAO Of course still no family pics, but hey..I would luv ya forever...being silly I guess...:( giggling Hugs and kisses! LOL

Found It
I did a test, i posted a bullshit humm to see the real side of folks. People want my rates but yet i know nothing about them. Now i do so to all those that fell for the bullshit and posted negative shit. Kiss my ass to others u got my rates.

Worlds Smallest Cities
1. Vatican City Size: 0.17 sq. mi. (0.44 km²) Population: 783 (2005 census) Location: Rome, Italy The size of a golf course, the Vatican City [ wiki | official website ] is the smallest country in the world. It's basically a walled enclave inside of Rome, Italy. It's so small that the entire country does not have a single street address. The Vatican City may be small, but it is very powerful. It is the sovereign territory of the Holy See, or the seat of the Catholic Church (basically its central government), which has over 1 billion people (about 1 in 6 people on the planet) as constituents. The Vatican City was created in 1929 by the Lateran Treaty (which was signed by one of history's most repressive dictators, Benito Mussolini) and is ruled by the Pope, basically a non-hereditary, elected monarch who rules with absolute authority (he's the legislative, executive and judiciary all rolled into one) - indeed, the Pope is the only absolute monarch in Europe. Another unique

Wedding Day
THE WEDDING Mike was going to be married to Karen, So his father sat him down for a little chat. He said, "Mike, let me tell you something. On my wedding night in our honeymoon suite I took off my pants, handed them to your mother, and said, "Here - try these on." She did and said, "These are too big, I can't wear them." " I replied, "Exactly, I wear the pants in this family and I always will." "Ever since that night we never had any problems." "Hmmm," said Mike. He thought that might be a good thing to try, so on his honeymoon Mike took off his pants and said to Karen, "Here - try these on." She tried them on and said, "These are too large. They don't fit me." Mike said, "Exactly. I wear the pants in this family and I always will. I don't want you to ever forget that." Then Karen took off her pants and handed them to Mike. She said, "Here, you try on mine." He did and said, "I can't get into your pants." Karen said, "Exactly.

The Missing Pieces....
Time goes by but I do not feel complete He is the one I want, he is the one I need Every time I see him, my heart just cries Missing from my life is he? I would love to say hello Since the first day I saw him Somehow my love did grow I know I have never met him Never said a word like hello Growing in my heart, he is Proving to me that love does exist I now believe in love, but I cannot smile Each time I walk by him, I just frown, I Cannot say a word, my hearts just melts Every day I go back, just to see his face Only if he knew I loved him, and how I Felt, I wish I was not so scared, but My dream will not be complete until I have him Yearning for his touch, to hear his soft voice Day dreaming that he loves me and my heart Racing as he starts to come over to me Eased by him stopping to talk to someone else Anxiously waiting for that one word to be said Making my life incomplete, knowing I cannot have him Silently waiting for the missing piece of my drea

Ok Here's The Deal..
I am on the verge of deleting people from all my lists.....No one makes an effort to even stop and say hello or thinking about ya anymore...and Why in the heck do i need to waste my time and people dont even give a shit. SO starting soon people are going to be gone.. I rightly dont care who this pisses off..Maybe if ya would stop by once a month n show a lil love things wouldnt put ur damn fruit of a looms in a wad.....SO there it is straight from the Bitch's mouth... I will say If u want to stay let me know Ill keep u if not ty for your precious time and all that jazz....... Mel { Texas Bitch }

Changing Of Seasons
She sits alone on her perch... Looking out through dirty windows as the world starts to turn its beautiful colors, flooding Her mind with memories of a once warm and gentle master who's love has grown cold and bitter. She knows that winter will soon be here... and she wipes a tear from her cheek. by Mary {First Draft}

Waiting...
Waiting. For a drink, for a show, for a moment, for the right time. It's the anticipation that I'm waiting for. Zippers and tights, laughter and red wine slipping to the floor; getting ready for the evening is more fun than what we're priming for. The ride took cramped days, unstretched legs. There were bathrooms that made as swear we could hold it and gallons of blackened sugary, caffineated water that promised we couldn't. You fell asleep and I couldn't reach the CD's. Sleepy eyes created flocks of birds on empty freeways. All this and more we endured to get there, yet while the trip remains clear, I can no longer remember the where that was there. The firsts...kiss, move, adventure, love, heartbreak, travel, glimpse, lick and taste, it's the anticipation I recall. I anticipate missing you, later will I rembember your name? Getting there is half the fun they say, but is there anything or anyone half worth the loss of anticipating for?

New Meth Warning!!!
I saw this in a bulletin and it really hit home for me. As some of you already know, I am a recovering Meth addict. I have been clean for 35 months. I am very proud of this accomplishment. I hope that by passing this information along, I may be able to help someone to not end up where I was. Any person who would give this terrible drug to a child is lower than low. I hope that these people are caught and put under the next federal prison that is built. Please read and pass this along. Thanks, Mystie There is a type of crystal meth going around that looks like strawberry pop rocks. It smells like strawberry also and it is being handed out to kids in school yards in AR. I'm sure it will make its way around the country. Kids are ingesting this thinking it is candy and being rushed off to the ER in dire condition. It also comes in chocolate, peanut butter, cola,cherry, grape and orange. It looks just like pop rocks. Please instruct children to not accept candy that lo

If Everyone Cared
***If we did as much with love as we do with hate, judging, stereotyping...this world would be a better place...*** "Be the change you wish to see in the world" -Gaundi "If Everyone Cared" From underneath the trees, we watch the sky Confusing stars for satellites I never dreamed that you'd be mine But here we are, we're here tonight Singing Amen, I, I'm alive Singing Amen, I, I'm alive [Chorus:] If everyone cared and nobody cried If everyone loved and nobody lied If everyone shared and swallowed their pride Then we'd see the day when nobody died And I'm singing Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive Amen I, Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive And in the air the fireflies Our only light in paradise We'll show the world they were wrong And teach them all to sing along Singing Amen, I, I'm alive Singing Amen, I, I'm alive (I'm alive) [Chorus x2] And as we lie beneath the stars We realize how small we are If they could love like you and me Imagine what the world

Another Great Read Re: The War
Another assessment of where the US stands in relation to the Middle East problems, this one is from the guy who had his finger on the nuclear trigger for three years as head of our defense and response complex buried under Cheyenne Mountain at Colorado Springs. He was the only person who could initiate a nuclear attack after advising the sitting president of a missile launch by our enemies and our need to respond. No political or civilian type in the US had more knowledge about day to day military actions around the world. Everyone should find quiet time to read this. As far as I am concerned, it is exactly the direction we should go and the consequences of not doing so are well thought out. John R. (Jack) Farrington Major General, USAF (Retired) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Middle East Imperative BY: JIM CASH, Brig. Gen., USAF, Ret. I wrote recently about the war in Iraq and the larger war against radical Islam, e

Wanna Know?..lol
Ok..I get this asked a lot..everyone wants to know who takes my pictures...well truth be told....its a timer!! Yay! I have ten seconds to stike a pose...just in case you were wondering..LMAO Hugs and kisses all my sexy friends! giggling

To You........
If I happened to show up on your door step crying, would you care? If I called you and asked you to pick me up because something happened, would you come? If I had one day left, to live my life; would you be part of that last day? If I needed a shoulder to cry on, would you give me yours? This is a test to see who your real friends are or if you are just some one to talk to you when they are bored . . . send this to everybody on your list including the person who sent it to you. I just did.....because you are my friend. If I don't get this back I guess your not my friend. If you have a lot of love for someone... Copy and send this to your whole buddy list. ""Do you know what the relationship is between your two eyes? They blink together, they move together, they cry together, they see things together and they sleep together, BUT THEY NEVER SEE EACH OTHER... that's what friendship is. Your aspiration is your motivation, your motivation is your belief, your belief

I'm A Woman And A Dork , Deal With It!
Sometimes I hate having feelings, I mean , I will give my all to 'my man' ( when I have one ) and show the world that I love him etc etc etc. .......... but why is it that men don't get it!? They don't seem to understand that MOST women, especially one that loves you more than anything, NEEDS for her man to let the world know that he loves her too just as much!? It's partially some insecurities sure, but there are worse things than some small insecurities c'mon! It's mostly about respect and 'rejoicing' in your love for one another, and I don't see that as a bad thing at all! Is there something I'm missing? Am I not supposed to want or need that?? It's damned if I do and damned if I don't anymore, I'm effin lost!! They love me for my caring n love n all the 'good shit' yet, they hate me for the same things. I'm tired of being wrong for just wanting to show others that I love my man and him show that he loves me( when I'm with somebody ) There's certain things that a wo

Ryde The Rainbow
Never to ryde the rainbow, Or taste the falling rain, Only to be the dirt below your feet, And to remain without a name. A useless little never-see, Whom for no one really cared, Never you mention the name of another, As you sit in your nobody chair. Who that sleeps at night, And still hides admist the day, Never thought anything really mattered, And had nothing important to say. Never bled a drop, From skin soft and clean, But still as dirty as the next man, No matter how much the outside gleams. Never one of the others, Never did you belong, No one ever missed you, Because they never knew you were gone. Never missed or thought about, And no one ever mourned, No one felt sorry for you, Because they were sorry you were born.

Siren Song
Most of the year I live in this sort of translucent shell if you will...people see me, but whats inside is partially hidden. Does anyone wonder why you get chills when you look into my eyes? I do. It disturbs people, so I reel it back. I tone it down. Most of the year...but then summer days fade like sunsets on the Caribbean Sea.Then the days get shorter, the leaves start dying...and the air smells like somethings burning. And then those wicked urges inspire a blood lust in me... And I shed my shell. I am your aggressive daydream with a happy ending... I want to dream, and fight, and fuck, and be FREE... All others be damned...yes that would mean if you don't like it, get the fuck out of my face! If you do like it well... I pity you...I have a book of broken hearts, treasuring every one... But thats my flaw, I feel too much....so much I make you feel... But you love it don't you? The sinful thrill you get when our eyes meet, and you know I see right through

Lost
People can say long distance romances can't work, but I believe they do. There is no distance that is too long for a heart. Yes the distance will be a difficult thing to deal with. But if two people can make a connection over the internet or phone line or whatever then ther is something there. We all have soul mates. God made sure of that. But he didn't always put us in the same city or town. Our soul mates can be scattered across the globe. Our hearts will seek the other out and one day they will find each other. Love should not be bound by distance or time. Love is never ending. Love is part of who we are. When we find that special someone, and we truly fall in love with them, that's all the matters. Distance, race, color etc. should NOT matter. All the matters is the love we share. To those who know me, I thank you for reading. To those who don't know me, I hope this will give you an inside look of a person who can love absolutely, unconditionally, and with all his heart.

3 Words
I have 3 words for today that everyone should try to live by....."GET OVER IT"..... You get caught talking behind someones back. You betray them. Get Over It. You lie and tell secrets. You hide things and get caught. Get Over It. Get Over It...Get Over It...Get Over It... You have already hurt people with your actions and words so move on and Get Over It. Let things cool down and then sort them out and apologize to those that deserve apologies.

Thanks Sherry For Finding This :)
Jay Leno wrote this; it's the Jay Leno we don't often see.... "The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and came across some poll data I found rather hard to believe. It must be true, given the source, right? The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy with the direction the country is headed, and 69 percent of the country is unhappy with the performance of the President. In essence, 2/3's of the citizenry just ain't happy and want a change. So being the knuckle dragger I am, I started thinking, ''What are we so unhappy about?'' Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 days a week? Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer and heating in the winter? Could it be that 95.4 percent of these unhappy folks have a job? Maybe it is the ability to walk into a grocery store at any time, and see more food in moments than Darfur has seen in the last year? Maybe it is the ability

Pick One
I thought this was fun. I look forward to getting your responses. If all of the desserts listed below were sitting in front of you, which would you choose. (you can only pick one!) Trust me...this is reputed to be very accurate. Pick your dessert, then look to see what psychiatrists think about you. After taking this dessert personality test, Leave a Comment as to what you are, and then post this in you blog or stash.. It will be great seeing how other people are. Here are your choices: 1. Angel Food Cake 2. Brownies 3. Lemon Meringue 4. Vanilla cake with Chocolate Icing 5. Strawberry Short Cake 6. Chocolate on Chocolate 7. Ice Cream 8. Carrot Cake No, you can't change your mind once you scroll down, so think carefully what your choice will be .... OK - Now that you've made your choice this is what research says about you... 1. ANGEL FOOD CAKE -- Sweet, loving, cuddly. You love all warm and fuzzy items. A little nutty at times.

Will It Never End?
Four o'clock in the morning Afraid to open my eyes Another day of grief, A day of fear. All alone I feel. I try to justify all the pain, All of this guilt before my eyes. Another day of confusion, A day of wondering. Is it ever just going to go away? All this pain that I feel, And all this anger, is it going to stay? Ten o'clock in the evening, Afraid of the nightmares. Again my breathing stops. All I can do is stare into the night. What is it that causes this feeling? Another night of crying, A night of hiding, Alone once again. My heart feels empty, And I can't cry another tear. Another day wasted on insecurity, A day of wonder. Is this ever going to end?

Your Whore
I whisper in your ear, all the things i wanna do, making you ask for more as i tell tales of joy, I caress your soft skin, with my tongue against your neck, making you moan and beg for a longer story, I run my hands through your hair, pulling your hair back, as I press against you firmly and bite your lips, Running my hands over your body, feeling your firm breasts between my fingers, you're sitting my lap and slowly moving your hips, I make you beg for more, make you call my name, make you scream for me to be in you, I tease your senses, playing with your nerves, you start to writhe, you're beggin to be screwed, Fingers gliding over you, making you gush and drip cum, closer to me as i give you what you want, raising your skirt, crying out for more, as I slowly move to be in your. . .

Couldn't Have Said It Better Myself!
Jay Leno wrote this; it's the Jay Leno we don't often see.... "The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and came across some poll data I found rather hard to believe. It must be true, given the source, right? The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy with the direction the country is headed, and 69 percent of the country is unhappy with the performance of the President. In essence, 2/3's of the citizenry just ain't happy and want a change. So being the knuckle dragger I am, I started thinking, ''What are we so unhappy about?'' Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 days a week? Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer and heating in the winter? Could it be that 95.4 percent of these unhappy folks have a job? Maybe it is the ability to walk into a

Why
why are people so full of themselfs why cant everyone be friends why do people hurt others why are people so mean why are they so closed in theyre shells why why why why why do people break our hearts why do we have to suffer so much why isnt life better why do we have to be sad why cant we just be always happy why why why why probably cause everyone just wants to take advantage from each other . i dont know anything anymore , probably we were just meant to be sad and lonelly at the end , like when death comes and takes the ones we like and care for . why why why makes me sad cause the good ones are the first ones to go . why not take the rapers and murderers first and leave the good people behind. why

Calling All Freaks.....
If you are a couple (prefer married) and interested in couples play...then get back with me. My wife and I are looking for new couples to have sexxy fun with....Check out our profile and tell us what u think. negative comments...keep yuor damn mouth shut! We really are nice down to earth people just looking for fun. Hope to hear from you soon :)

Men
Ok, I was told that if he bothered me by living with me, I was to let him know. He does, I did. I have been alone so long I just can't do it. Now he's all saying he's gonna move to Clovis cause there's nothing here for him. I was the only reason he was staying in Plainview. Fine, but I'm not breaking up! I just don't wanna be fucking married! GOD! Men are so insecure. What the fuck is wrong with 'dating'? Anyway he's not living with me. I can't do it. Maybe never will be able to live with someone. Maybe after my medication, but things are just so crazy in my head right now. Don't you think he could understand that? I am a fucking lunatic.

Foundry Cams: Sasha Is A Dirty Little Girl
Sexy Sasha from FOUNDRY CAMS has outdone herself in this video. She's decked out in a F*CK ME shirt and the tiniest pair of black panties, but before long, she's topless and showing off her perfect breasts for us all to drool over. Music by PAUL MAHOS & NEW LIFE CRISIS. CLICK THE PIC TO SEE THE VIDEO And if you can still think straight after watching that clip... GO TO FOUNDRY CAMS TO CHAT WITH SASHA LIVE! ***end of shameless plug***

Heh
I think its funny how so many people try to run your life weather they think its for the best or because they might not agree with you.. be it relationships how you raise yoru kids the food you eat so on.. i think its funny how no matter what yrou in the wrong if they dont like it.. I think friends should suport you no matter your choice and be there for you.. BESIDES I WASNT PUT ON THIS EARTH TO MAKE YOU HAPPY SO STFU, ALL THAT MATTERS IS IM FINALLY DOING SOMETHING THAT MAKES ME HAPPY AND IF YOU CANT LEARN TO LIKE THAT THEN KISS MY WHITE ASS CAUSE IM NOT CHANGING ME FOR YOU.. heh..

Ugh...
this is a first time for me... be gentle..LOL.. god.. makes me wonder.... rememeber , peeps, bottom to top... lonely_har...: so u arent bi then okay sorry ->lonely_har...: now why the fuck would you ask that?? lol lonely_har...: hey are you bi bad enough i get 18 yr old girls, but now 18 yr old boys as well??

New Meth Warning!!!!!!!!!!!!
There is a type of crystal meth going around that looks like strawberry pop rocks. It smells like strawberry also and it is being handed out to kids in school yards in AR. I'm sure it will make its way around the country. Kids are ingesting this thinking it is candy and being rushed off to the ER in dire condition. It also comes in chocolate, peanut butter, cola,cherry, grape and orange. It looks just like pop rocks. Please instruct children to not accept candy that looks like this even from a friend and to take any that they may have to a teacher, principal, etc. Pass this around it could save some family a lot of heartache! They call it strawberry meth or strawberry quick. Special Agent Todd V. Coleman U.S. Department of Homeland Security U.S. Immigration & Customs Enforcement Direct Office Line (956)753-4678 Office Fax Line (956)753-4673 todd.coleman@dhs.gov

Still Not Convinced 9/11 Was A Hoax.......
Written by Uncle Samwww.myspace.com/unclesam9112001Bush is giving a speech about September 11th. He speaks of his reaction and feelings when he saw Flight 11 hit the North Tower at 8:46am, before he went into the classroom! He is caught in an unexplainable lie by saying that he saw the crash as it happened. There was only one video (that the public is aware of) of Flight 11 hitting the Tower and its existence was not known by the media until September 12. Be sure to subscribe to my blogs!The video should open the eyes of every American and get people to start asking questions. How can anyone explain what Bush says in this video? Why is there not a large public outcry for truth and answers? I just don’t get it. I just do not understand. People follow blindly, like sheep, to whatever Bush, our government administration, and the media say, and whatever they do. This slip-up was on shown on National News, but still the public simply shake their heads and forget about it thirty seconds late

Party At My House
Hi i'm Robin: i just moved to plano,tx an i'm having a hallowween party at my house guys an girls from the age of 20 to 45 will be here so if your close an looking for a kick-ass party just let me know,oh an you have to come dressed up

You Werent There
Its dark and Im lost, I reached for you.... You werent there. My heart is broken and incomplete, I reached for you.... You werent there. Im cold and the tears wont stop, I reached for you.... You werent there. You left without so much as a goodbye, When I needed you most... You werent there.

Proud Native American..:)
Here we go again guys...show her some sexy Fubar love will ya? You know what to do...you all are great!!..:) hugs and kisses Proud Native American ~CLUB F.A.R. ROCKS~# 1 FAMILY ON FUBAR~Te Amo Mi Rey~DSC~@ fubar

Updates
ok still not sure of whats going on with kayliegh, we r tryin to get the money to take her to the childerns hospital,bc we r tried of being put off here bc we have a state medicalcard plus on top of it her grandma had a heartattack today, shes doing ok but the stress is getting to us all thanks for all ur prayers and support.. much love to u all

Hellenism
HELLENISM BY Richard Hooker The debate which inspired the innovations of Paul of Tarsus and radically changed the face of Christianity was that between the Hebrews and the Hellenists. For many centuries, that debate has been regarded as a volatile and sometimes violent debate; historians have begun to question whether or not such a conflict even occurred. At some level, however, there emerged doctrinal and social friction between Christian communities composed of Hebrews and those composed of non-Hebrews, mainly Greeks. That conflict, at whatever level it was played out, eventually resulted in Paul's formulation of Christianity as a universal religion and a reorientation from eschatological concerns to concerns over personal salvation. Much of our history of the very earliest years of Christianity after the death of Jesus come from two texts: a history written by Luke, The Acts of the Apostles, and a shorter history written by Paul in his Letter to the Galatians. After

Fubarians Rock Lol..check It
THANK U 2 EVERYONE WHO RATED MY STUFF I HAVE HERE I HAVE BEEN ON FU-GEE FOR 3 MONTHS N I LOOK 2DAY N IM A FUBAR PIMP YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY TY SO MUCH 2 ALL THAT MADE THAT POSSIBLE I LOVE U ALL LOVE TESS

How Long
How long.... How long do I have to wait? Ive asked you time and time again. How long do I have to wait? Ive been honest from the get go, no beating around the bush. How long do I have to wait? Ive begged and pleaded, what can I do. How long do I have to wait? You know what I need, How hard can it be? So..again..Ill ask... How long.....

Missin My Brother~rip Chris~
TODAY IS 10YRS THAT MY BROTHER HAS BEEN GONE FROM US...IT IS A HARD DAY FOR ME.....I WAS TOLD IT GETS EASIER BUT I CAN SAY IT HAS DONE NOTHING BUT GOTTEN HARDER...IT COULD BE CAUSE WHAT ALL I HAVE GONE THROUGH SINCE HE HAS BEEN GONE...I KNOW HE WOULD NOT HAVE LET ME PUT UP WITH WHAT I DID IF HE WOULD HAVE BEEN HERE...HE WAS MY VERY FAVORITE BROTHER OUT OF 4....IF IT WASNT FOR HIM AND TAMI AFTER I HAD MY SON THERE IS NO TELLING WHAT WOULD HAVE HAPPENED..THEY REALLY HELPED ME AND I WILL NEVER FORGET THAT!!! I JUST WISH HE WOULD HAVE STAYED HERE TO SEE AUSTIN GROW....I LOVE AND MISS YOU BUBBA.....I KNOW U R WATCHING OVER ME AND TRYING UR DAMNEST TO GUIDE ME IN THE RIGHT DIRECTIONS...I MISS YOU SO MUCH...LOVE YOU AND THINK ABOUT YOU EVERYDAY....I KNOW I AM BEING SELFISH BUT I WILL BE GLAD WHEN I CAN SEE YOU AGAIN...I AM ONLY HERE FOR AUSTIN~~~ THANK YALL FOR READING SORRY JUST NEEDED TO GET A LITTLE OFF OF ME!! THANKS KATIE

Earning Money
So why not come visit us over at Yuwie? Instead of hoarding all that rediculous profit to themselves, they actualy developed a method to pay its users. There is no cost to join, you neednt provide any personal info untill you're perfectly comfortable. Your email wont get spammed with messages, and you wont get a bunch of friend requests from people that dont even exist So what are you waiting for, come join the other 130,000 members of Yuwie. And dont forget, bring your friends

The Cost Of A Miracle...
A little girl went to her bedroom and pulled a glass jelly jar from its hiding place in the closet. She poured the change out on the floor and counted it carefully. Three times, even. The total had to be exactly perfect. No chance here for mistakes. Carefully placing the coins back in the jar and twisting on the cap, she slipped out the back door and made her way 6 blocks to Rexall's Drug Store with the big red Indian Chief sign above the door. She waited patiently for the pharmacist to give her some attention, but he was too busy at this moment. Tess twisted her feet to make a scuffing noise. Nothing. She cleared her throat with the most disgusting sound she could muster. No good. Finally she took a quarter from her jar and banged it on the glass counter. That did it! "And what do you want?" the pharmacist asked in an annoyed tone of voice. I'm talking to my brother from Chicago whom I haven't seen in ages," he said without waiting for a reply to his question.

Left
I saw the river, just pulled him down I knew the man who hunted him down We watched the river, take him away Before he died, I could have sworn he said I am the only one I am the only one left Tired and afraid lies a saddened man Knelt beside him with head in hand And escaped on a lonely breath But before he died I could have sworn he said I am the only one I am the only one left Who ever gave a damn about you I am sorry I am sorry I was wrong I was wrong I've been wrong for way too long I am sorry that you're gone

10 Bad Things That Are Actually Good For You
10. Beer The newest bad kid on the block, beer has long been overshadowed by its healthier alcoholic cousins. While no one's suggesting you switch that glass of antioxidant-rich Pinot Noir for a tall glass of lager--there's still that beer gut to worry about--new research has suggested that moderate beer intake can actually improve cardiovascular function. Now if only a scientist will discover the health benefits of ballpark franks and chicken wings. Heaven. 9. Anger If you're one of those people who tends to bottle things up, only to explode ... don't hold it in so long. Studies show that bursts of anger here and there are good for the health, and can be an even more effective coping mechanism than becoming afraid, irritated or disgusted. Anger, like the consumables in this list, however, is best in moderation: stay angry for long periods of time and you'll be plagued with a host of health issues, like blood pressure, sleep disorders and lung damage. 8. Coffee Java is one o

Enoughzenough
so, as we all know, anything goes on this site...but as a trusted loving girlfriend and mother, sorry to say but i'm downsizing. not everyone, but all those who make rude comments or ask me stupid questions. if i think you havent gotten the clue from reading my profile, you will be deleted. so if YOU think it could be you then please help me out here and get off my friends list. nothing really against anyone, but we all have different tastes, ideas, and views on life. i have no need to look at you jerking off on yer webcam. i get what i need from my man just fine. thanks to everyone for putting up with me and props to myself for finally standing up to "in your face freedom"... some people just take it tooo far and push it onto the unwilling. sorry thank you and have a good week.

Numb
I'm tired of being what you want me to be Feeling so faithless lost under the surface Don't know what you're expecting of me Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) Every step that I take is another mistake to you (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) [Chorus] I've become so numb I can't feel you there Become so tired so much more aware I'm becoming this all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you Can't you see that you're smothering me Holding too tightly afraid to lose control Cause everything that you thought I would be Has fallen apart right in front of you (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) Every step that I take is another mistake to you (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) And every second I waste is more than I can take [Chorus] I've become so numb I can't feel you there Become so tired so much more aware I'm becoming this all I

End Of Argument!
->lifesez/*~...: shows how stupid you are again,you got married. WHO WANTS ...: have u seen my pics of me or my hot ass wife no and u could only dream of someone that hot ->lifesez/*~...: this coming from someone with no pic.and i am glad you know so much about my sex life.shows how stupid you are. WHO WANTS ...: your mad case u cant get a bitch to fuck so u have to play with yourself while looking at all these women ->lifesez/*~...: fuck off with your homo fantasys of me nancy boy! WHO WANTS ...: ya i maybe a asshole but you take it in the ass bitch I HATE WHEN THEY STOP BITCHING SOMETIMES!ALL I DID WAS CALL HIM AN ASSHOLE FOR HIS SWALLOW MUMM.

What Hurts The Most
I know this another song but it fits also!!!! I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house That don’t bother me I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while Even though going on with you gone still upsets me There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok But that’s not what gets me What hurts the most Was being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing What could have been And not seeing that loving you Is what I was tryin’ to do It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go But I’m doin’ It It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone Still Harder Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret But I know if I could do it over I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart That I left unspoken What hurts the most Is being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away

10/9/07 ~ I Am Not So Good At This
You may find that it's much easier to rely on others today. Whether you're at work or taking care of stuff around the house, your people are there for you and much more attentive to your needs.

Pain
I know this is a song, but I don't care it fits!! Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Anger and agony Are better than misery Trust me I've got a plan When the lights go off you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel p

How 'bout 'em Cowboys
In impressive fashion the Dallas Cowboys opened a can of comeback whupass on the deplorable Buffalo Bills last night on MNF. Tony "Romeo" Romo & Terrell "T.O." Owens lead my beloved Boys to a perfect 5-0 start (first in franchise history). The Dallas Cowboys being the only undefeated team in the wretched NFC can start making their reservations for Arizona cause we're gonin all da way baby whooohooo

Take Me To The Place...
Take me to the place inside you where as one our souls entwine. Tell me the tale of how you found my heart lying beneath my own self-destruction. Let the moonlight bathe us as we trace the scars of our pasts, writhe in the passion of our present, and grope for the light of our future. You can search for my heart while your tongue checks my pulse but you'll find it's already beating in your strong but gentle hands. The hands that pulled me from the fire, they're in my hair and on my face, divulging whispers of the passion they've found on a route they never actively sought. Take me to the place inside you. I feel your mind search the catacombs of mine while your mouth seeks the switch to release it. The train of thought lost on the tracks of passion with the building speed only a newfound love possesses. Lay there and let me take you; let me shower you with the light of angels while I whisper in your ear about temptations known only to the night. L

How To Simulate Shipboard Life At Home
How To Simulate Shipboard Life At Home ( Notice the Background is "Haze Gray and Underway" ! ) * When commencing this simulation, remember to lock yourself inside your house and board up all windows and doors with all friends and family outside. Communicate only with letters that your neighbor will hold up for four (or six) weeks before delivering, losing one out of every five. Have a bleary-eyed, overworked, disinterested slob yell "Mail Call!" at random intervals through one week of each month, only to tell you with a smirk, "You didn't get anything" nine out of ten times. * Surround yourself with people you would not choose to be with, roughly one person per squarre yard; those you do know, you don't like. Suggested choices are those who: chain smoke, fart loudly and often, snore like a steam locomotive on an uphill grade. Also, they must: complain incessantly, seldom shower and/or brush their teeth. Lastly, they must use expletives in speech like children use sugar o

Hmmmmmmm
What to do anymore I've opened up and shown you who I really am and what I am about. Always afraid that you'd never want what you see or what you heard. Guess I was right that bein' open and honest isn't always the right thing to do or how to be. I thought you wanted someone to be sweet and nice and not an ass! I opened up and shared with you my feelings and to have them slapped back in my face. I guess you didn't want someone to be nice and sweet. You made me realize that, bein' nice and sweet gets you nothin' but pain... WHAT TO DO NOW!!!!!!!

Yankees Suck
For the third straight year the New York Yankees were bounced out of the first round of the MLB playoffs. This also marks the fourth season in which they have failed to make it to the World Series and its been seven years since they even have one a title. I guess having an all-star line-up and the higest payroll in all of major league sports doesn't get it what it use too. Once again my beloved Red Sox have shown the Bronx Bombers what it means to be a winner.

Warpage
have you ever thought about how much energy is contained in matter? it's insane to think that there is so much that matter actually warps the space around it. that's what we call "mass" - the effect that an object has on gravity, influencing the momentum and trajectory of other objects. what i wonder about is whether gravity is created by objects that have mass, or if gravity is an inherent property of the universe that is merely affected by mass. the two are intimately tied together. mass would not exist if it were not for gravity. gravity would be imperceptible if it were not for mass. so which came first - the chicken or the egg? why would energy condense into matter? why would matter evolve such that it gives rise to the structures we see in the universe - especially living things? why do the hairs in my nose keep growing? did i really do too much lsd back in college? *shrugs*

~~memories~~
Memories by BlueWolf © While cleaning out my closet, In case you wanted to know, I ran across your picture And suddenly felt a glow. The feelings I once had for you I quickly began to trace, Back to the time I met you... Remembering that special place. While sitting all alone At a table made for two, I happened to look up and Guess what there was you. You asked if something was wrong As you quickly took a seat And stared so deeply into my eyes, While wishing I could speak. I guess those were the good ole days and now I can't pretend, But, yes, I found your picture And fell in love again..............

Im Back!!!!!!
Hey everyone, Im sure you know by now Im back, lol. Most of you have already rated the pics im uploading, Im getting them back in there after them being deleted. Anyways don't worry about rating them, I just want my cool pics back on there:) I have missed everyone and I want to thank Dark Prince, Dark Princess Lillith for keeping my page going while I was out:) I love you all!!!! Bloody Kisses MINA p.s Im trying to catch up on everyone's new stuff so please bear with me:)

Hugs
No moving parts, no batteries. No monthly payments and no fees; Inflation proof, non-taxable, In fact, it's quite relaxable; It can't be stolen, won't pollute, One size fits all, do not dilute. It uses little energy, But yields results enormously. Relieves your tension and your stress, Invigorate your happiness; Combats depression, makes you beam, And elevates your self esteem! Your circulation it corrects Without unpleasant side effects It is, I think, the perfect drug: May I prescribe, my friend,... the hug! (and, of course, fully returnable!) -- Author Unknown

Byrd's Uplifting Outing Clinches Alds
NEW YORK -- Overmatched in payroll, but not in perseverance, the Indians toppled the vaunted Yankees and punched their ticket to an American League Championship Series berth against the Red Sox. Behind a patient offensive attack, a bend-but-don't-break start from Paul Byrd and some resolute relief work on Monday night, the Tribe pulled off a captivating, 6-4 victory in Game 4 of the ALDS at Yankee Stadium. Now, it's on to Boston, where the Indians will open the best-of-seven ALCS on Friday night at Fenway Park. It will be the Tribe's first ALCS appearance since 1998. "This is what you dream of," center fielder Grady Sizemore said. "When we broke camp, this is where we wanted to be, and we believed we could do it." To beat a Yankees team that had the best record in baseball over the last four months of the season and packs the punch of the most recognizable and robust lineup in the game, the Indians had to believe. And their faith was tested further when the Yankees ca

Quotes
John Wayne Quotes Oscar Winning Speech On receiving the best actor Oscar for his role as Rooster Cogburn in "True Grit." "Wow! Ladies and gentlemen, I'm no stranger to this podium. I've come up here and picked up these beautiful golden men before, but always for friends. One night I picked up two: one for Admiral John Ford and one for our beloved Gary Cooper. I was very clever and witty that night--the envy of, even, Bob Hope. But tonight I don't feel very clever, very witty. I feel very grateful, very humble, and I owe thanks to many, many people. I want to thank the members of the Academy. To all you people who are watching on television, thank you for taking such warm interest in our glorious industry. Good night." Personal Philosophy "When you come slam bang up against trouble, it never looks half as bad if you face up to it." "I have tried to live my life so that my family would love me and my friends respect me. The others can do whatever the hell they please.

The Talisman.......kinda Weird, Kinda Funny...hmmmmm
The Talisman is the Longest Man by DJBlax© Tim was never that fond of holidays. But for some reason, Halloween had a strange appeal. Maybe it because it was an excuse to act weird. Or maybe it was just the fact that people loaded up on beer and/or candy and just had a great time that made this an exception. With Vampires promising to dig teeth into the succulent flesh of necks and the thought that a hairy beast might out and plunge into the deepest, darkest valley, what's not to like? For some reason, Tim was especially inspired to do something different this year. He had avoided dragging out his usual sci-fi movie uniform and chose to go with a new costume: this year he inexplicably chose to be Guy Manley, the famed editor/publisher of "Broadsword" Magazine. The garb was pretty simple. It consisted of one of those specially made "male dancer thongs" with the "enlarged" banana hammock in front. There were the mirror aviator glasses, and the white windbreaker with the upturned

Wishful Thinking Needs Our Help!!! Bombs Away!!!
Yep our great friend Wishful Thinking has entered a contest and needs our help...She is behind right now but with some help she can win this! It ends Oct. 10th at 9 pm eastern...So come on and bomb away!! Thanks everyone!!!

Our Night
Taking your hand Fingers to my lips I want to love every inch of you Taste every part of your body As if I can drink your loves blood Through your very pores I want to get lost in your eyes Consumed by your kiss Set my body on fire Quench the fire in my blood With sweet caresses Touch my soul with your passion Lay down beside me Feel my body crying for you Let's get lost in each other Touching, exploring, tasting We will exceed passion, go beyond bliss For this is our night Want me, like no other Need you, like the air that I breathe Together, one mind, one soul Fused in the heat of passionate love Existing in this moment Forever.........

Killer Music!
This is an album from 1990....It's big hair music I know,but it totally rocks out!....The band is called Tokyo Blade...The album is titled:No Remorse,you need to go an check it out!..I swear you won't go away disappointed!....5-Inch Catwalk is totally rawkin!......Rawk on dudes an dudettes!

How Bout Them Boyz
October 09, 2007 GAME RECAP: COWBOYS 25 - BILLS 24 Yes!!! Folk Kicks Game-Winner as Time Expires in Thrilling Comeback Win! An NFL game is 60 minutes long. Apparently someone forgot to tell the Buffalo Bills that. The Dallas Cowboys stunned the upset-minded Bills and their crowd after Nick Folk kicked the game-winning 53-yard field goal as time expired in a classic that improved the Cowboys' record to 5-0 headed to a battle next Sunday against the also 5-0 New England Patriots at Texas Stadium. What more can I say about this game? Tony Romo had what was the worst game so far in his young career stat wise, completing 29/50 passes for 309 yards and 2 TD's, but threw 5 interceptions and also fumbled once, committing 6 turnovers for the game. It was very hard for Cowboys fans to watch, but he did his job on the last two drives of the drive to give us a chance to win. That's all I was asking for tonight, and it turned out great. Not many teams could've overcome what the Cowboys

Re: The Nazi Deleted Ed And Elaine Brown Profile!!!!
RE: THE NAZI DELETED ED AND ELAINE BROWN PROFILE!!!! ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: FREE THE SIX RALLY!!!!NOVEMBER 6TH Date: 09 Oct 2007, 09:39 THE NAZI BASTARDS HAVE DELETED ED AND ELAINE BROWNS MYSPACE....PEOPLE, MAKE AS MANY ED AND ELAINE PROFILES ON MYSPACE...TELL EVERYONE THAT YOU KNOW TO MAKE ONE AS WELL!!!!WE MUST NOT BE SILENCED BY THESE NEW WORLD ORDER SCUM!!!!LET THEM KNOW THAT YOUR ARE NOT GOING TO BACK DOWN!!!!THIS WAR IS NOT OVER, THIS FIGHT HAS JUST BEGUN!!!ITS TIME TO MAKE A STAND!!!!!! NOVEMBER THE 6TH 2007U.S. DISTRICT COURT 55 PLEASANT ST. CONCORD, NEW HAMPSHIRE033018:45 A.M.!!!!BE THERE TO SHOW YOUR SUPPORT FOR Ed and Elaine BrownJason GerhardCirino "Reno" GonzalezRobert WolffeDanny RileyED AND ELAINE BROWN TRUE PATRIOTS!THE NAZI BASTARD WHO KIDNAPPED ED AND ELAINE BROWN!!!!WE WILL NOT BE SILENCED! WE WILL NOT FORGET ABOUT THE BROWNS OR THE FOUR MEN THAT YOU HAVE ALSO KIDNAPPED AS WELL!!!MARSHAL MONEIR YOU ARE A NAZI! AND YOU AR

The Coupling Of Passion And Erotic Lusts
A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, And lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I was filled with you. As a gasp broke the kiss, Your hands stroked the stray strands, Away from my forehead, then became entangled. Our slow rhythm gave way, To urgent

On Hot Afternoon In Fubar
mmmmmmmmm, just the other day, i had a lovely conversation with a friend that i thought the fans of my stories would appreciate. all names have been changed to protect the innocent (well not mine, lol, i'm not all that innocent). if you recognize this, i hope you don't mind, heheheh. please leave rates and comments if you like it!! carl ______________________________________________ Beauty: ok carl Buddha: hey there sweetie Beauty: talk to me doll Buddha: heheheheheh, are you in a good position? nice and comfy, Beauty: oh yeah Buddha: spread out, and ready? have you stripped down? Beauty: don't need to already done Beauty: I am so wet and hot right now Buddha: mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, so where was i ? Buddha: believe i had you on your tummy and i was stretched out against you biting the back of your neck Beauty: oooohhhhhhhhhhh baby keep that up and give me goosebumps Buddha: my stiff cock pressing into the back of your thighs Buddha: my fing

For All The New Members Of My Friends List
This is for all the members of the friends list who have not seen this story yet... there are others in my blog area too. This is a favorite story on eroticstories.com and on literotica.com of mine. This will be the last of the stories posted for today for the new members of my friends list. I hope you have enjoyed the stories. 36d hugs, ms. cleavage ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ First Class by Ms. Cleavage Copyright 2007 I have just taken my assigned right aisle seat in first class and opened the latest issue of “Newsweek” and begun to read a story about Terrorism in Iraq and suddenly - you walk through the entrance to the seating section of the Boeing 747. There is a certain air about you as you enter; every male in the front passenger area is staring at you. You seize the moment and demand the attention, perhaps not intentionally, but your presence shows how secure you are with your personal image and your sexuality. You are wearing a white

Re: '9/11 Truthers' Flip The Bird At Bill Maher
RE: '9/11 Truthers' flip the bird at Bill Maher ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Freedom-Fight.net AKA We Are Change LA Date: 09 Oct 2007, 09:33 '9/11 Truthers' flip the bird at Bill MaherJason RhynePublished: Tuesday October 9, 2007Raw StoryAfter being broadly denounced as "crazy people" by HBO's sharp-tongued Bill Maher, some members of the so-called 9/11 Truth movement -- a group convinced that US government accounts of the Sept. 11 tragedies do not fully explain the events of that day -- decided to give Maher a taste of his own caustic medicine.In a new video making its rounds on the internet, one band of miffed Los Angeles-based "Truthers" borrows the graphics, theme music and trademark bite of Maher's popular "New Rules" segment to push back at the comedian's charges that conspiracy theorists are lunatics. "Crazy people are defined by acting crazy," activist Stewart Howe says in the clip, sitting alongside a Maher-esque video window depicting