Fubar Blog Posts 3

Mirror Image
You voice makes me sick, and all you do is nag. Maybe I should decapitate you, and put your head in a garbage bag. I have had bad dreams, of driving you over with a car. Some may say that, is going a little to far. Darkness is all you bring, when I think of you. Shoot you in the head, then grind you up into some glue. Sick in the head , that I may just be. Maybe I should get a rope, and hang you for a tree. Sometimes I hate myself, just as much as I do you. Then is when I think, maybe I can kill myself too. Take only two bullets, you think I don't have the nerve. We all are going to die, because sometimes that`s what we deserve. I look in the mirror, you is all that I see. So afraid of what, it is you have become to be. Monster,Terror,Gore, and Horror... why is it you have come my way. I just want you to go inside, stay away forever and a day.

Superstition
So I was thinking..since a black cat crossing ur path is bad luck what if you own a black house cat. Eventually you will end up crossing paths with that black cat. So now you have to live with this black cat and all that bad luck right? What is while u was sitting down the black cat walked across your lap? Does that mean you only have half the bad luck? or does it mean only the lower half will have bad luck? Or does the top half have the bad luck? Fucking black cats...selah

Breaking Out The Sewing Machine
Im Totally bored tonite and i decided to take a break for the nite from Fu to do something a lil more constructive .. Sewing ! . something i enjoy .. i guess im just a DIY nerd lol .. anyway . im looking for a site that has patterns for hoodies or anything of the like .. I made a scoodie a couple of weeks ago and it came out just as i wanted *SHOCK* .... Its either a hoodie or start a new quilt so i chose the hoodie cuz i can make mike be my guinea pig and try it out hahahaha poor kid .. Anyway .. if anyone has any good pattern sites please let me know Thanks :) Wen :)

N Ice Guys
m sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. ****I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date***** I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am whe

Wishy Washy
A few of my fans have noticed that I sometimes answer mumms seriously, almost with the wisdom of the ancients, but other times sarcastically or downright rude. I generally apply the following rules to my responses: 1) Stupid mumm gets a stupid response. You asked for it. 2) Serious, thought-provoking mumm will still probably get a stupid response. You're taking life too seriously and need some enlightenment. 3) Really stupid, pathetic mumm that leaves me feeling violated for having 30 seconds of my life stolen from me... I'll probably give you a serious, thought-provoking response out of pity.

The Joys Of Having A Caring Kid.
My 9 year old son asked me when I was getting married. At least this time he didn't ask me when I was going to have a baby brother or baby sister for him. And at least he waited until AFTER Valentine's Day to ask.

Phone Sex
late at night my ear pressed to the phone, my body stolen by the theif of your seductive tone, your words come to me with senses unaware, and touch the very depths of me with ecstacy that cannot compare, Every single word you speak dances playfully in my mind, I close my eyes and I can feel your kisses on my spine, I feel the warmth of your touch, your breath upon my skin, My heart begins to race a bit I feel you deep within, Our bodies surf on passions wave, love lights beaming from our souls, Release me from this ravenous pain, lets fuck and lose control.

Bad Booboo
Ok this wonderful kind woman has helped so many people on here with there leveling and has never once asked to return the love back at all. As of right now she needs 11 million points to level. Which YES that is alot of points to come down and YES she is one of the highest people on this site. Really that shouldn't matter at all. If that really matters and ur her friend on here and she has helped u out. then really ur one of the people that should go by her page and do something about it. if not. then u should remove her as a friend and so on But really there is 1.6 million people on this site and if everyone on this site goes and rates 1 album of hers or even some of her stash. Then this could be done. ¢¾ BooBoo ¢¾ Founder of Shadow Levelers.@ fubar So if u can PLEASE go by her page and show her some luv by rating some of her stuff. Lets all see if we can get BOOBOO to level 27 within a few days!!! (repost of original by '♥CANADIAN ®- MR. SWEETNESS - SWEET

Assemblage 23 - Let Me Be Your Armor
Let me take the fall Let me take the blame Let me carry you from hell To home again. Let me walk for you When your legs are weak Let me find the words for you When you can't speak CHORUS: Let me be your armor Let me be your shield Let me take away the pain you feel (your armor) Let me be the light That guides your way through darkest night Let me be your armor. Let me take the blows That were meant for you Let me help you the trials You're going through Let me keep you safe From the world outside Let me wipe away the tears That fill your eyes (CHORUS) Let me keep you from Experience you need Let me bind you with my selfishness And greed Let me stifle you Let me have control Let me smother Every aspect of your soul (CHORUS)

Peace Of Mind
Kottonmouth Kings needa open up YOUR mind with tha KIND come and get a little DOSE of REALITY. Think about the GOOD THINGS in life, because NEGATIVITY only brings FATALITY, FATALITY brings BROKEN HEARTS, tears, flowers, caskets, people cryin', loved ones DYIN'. I see my friends goin' down the wrong path so I realize keep on strivin' stay TRUE to MYSELF and try to find MY PEACE of MIND. -D-loc

Own Me!!
I am in a FU BUCKS ONLY auction and I WANT YOU TO OWN ME! Min. bid is 50k I am offering the following: rate pics and stash during Happy Hour sfw salute 1 pimpout a month done with you right at the top owned by__ in my name pimpout in my about me section for the month random gifts thruout the month at least 7 drinks a week if fu bucks are high enough i will rate pics with 11's and add person to my yahoo and will also make you 6 tags....

38k To Level
Rich aka The Universe tends to unfold as it should ...Is only a little over 38 K to Level up .. If you've got some time Please stop by and show him some luv ... the universe tends to unfold as it should..@ fubar Thanks Xoxox Wen :)

What Went Wrong?
how are u supposed to feel when ur girlfriend of 8months (mind u buyin a house together) comes home from work and asks u that she needs some space and asks u too leave for a couple days so she can get her "head" right....fine i did that ...3 weeks later im still not back in her life...shes tells me she misses me and loves me but is still not sure if she wants me to come back home...I have been completely miserable and lonely with out her and have spent these days killin my self tryin to figure how to fix this...any answers?

Rating...omg
ok...wtf is wrong with you people? who REALLY cares about stupid rating on a website,lol??? Pathetic... I aint in it..who wants to rate me-he`s welcome to,who doesnt want-its ok..rate me 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9 or whatever,I dont care.. Its really idiotic to worry about anything thas involved with this cyber world.. ...maybe I`m the only one who`s here just for fun..not because of creating the life you cant live in reality,because you`re too scared to be YOURSELF,so you have to be somethin that you just want to be.. Stay true,kisses

Omg This Is Funny!!!
Dear Wife: I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you forever. I've been a good man to you for seven years and I have nothing to show for it. These last two weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today and that was the last straw. Last week, you came home and didn't even notice that I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal and even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You ate in two minutes, and went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don't tell me you love me anymore; you don't want sex or anything that connects us as husband and wife. Either you're cheating on me or you don't love me anymore; whatever the case, I'm gone. Your EX-Husband P.S. Don't try to find me. Your SISTER and I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life! Dear Ex-Husband - Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It's true that you and I have b

The Day The "dream" Died
January 6, 1964, was a long day for Martin Luther King Jr. He spent the morning seated in the reserved section of the Supreme Court, listening as lawyers argued New York Times Co. v. Sullivan, a landmark case rising out of King's crusade against segregation in Alabama. The minister was something of an honored guest: Justice Arthur Goldberg quietly sent down a copy of Kings account of the Montgomery bus boycott, "Stride Toward Freedom," asking for an autograph. That night King retired to his room at the Willard Hotel. There FBI bugs reportedly picked up 14 hours of party chatter, the clinking of glasses and the sounds of illicit sex--including King's cries of "I'm f--ing for God" and "I'm not a Negro tonight!" Note: What is not mentioned in this article is that Martin Luther King was having sex with three White women, one of whom he brutally beat while screaming the above mentioned quotes. Much of the public information on King's use of church money to hire prostitutes and his beatin

He's Supposed To Be The President :(
PARIS (Reuters) - A video of French President Nicolas Sarkozy telling a bystander to “get lost” has become a hit on the Internet. Sarkozy was filmed by a journalist from the daily Le Parisien on a walkabout at the annual farm fair in Paris on Saturday. Sarkozy offered his hand to a man who said: “Don’t touch me, you are soiling me.” In reply, Sarkozy said, without dropping his smile: “Get lost, dumb ass.” he's not my friend, that's for sure; now i feel less and less lonely when saying that ;)

Monday Februaary 25th, 2008 11:05 Am
well things could not be peachier..another lonely day in an apt. sitting and reading abouty how everyone is with their love of their lives lol am actually happy for them but i guess some are more opened to tell everyone in the world about the happiness they are living oh well...so be it

Sfa Chief Defends Under-fire Refs
SFA chief defends under-fire refs Motherwell players were unhappy with referee Craig Thomson Scottish FA chief executive Gordon Smith has called for more respect to be shown towards referees. "I feel that there has been a little bit of momentum built up against referees," said Smith. "Referees have a very difficult job to do and we want to try to encourage people to become referees because without them we don't have a game. "So I think they deserve a lot more respect than they have been given, all through the different levels." Premier League referees were once again under the spotlight at the weekend. Motherwell players reacted angrily when Hearts scored after Craig Thomson waved the action on following a head knock to David Clarkson. And St Mirren manager Gus MacPherson was outraged at the decision from Eddie Smith which led to Shunsuke Nakamura netting a late free-kick winner for Celtic at Love Street. I would point out that referees are being ask

The Weekend Not There
Hey whats up? I haven't written a blog in a while but i thought i needed to write some bad stuff out so i could get it off my chest. Well the comparison of my girl being my eye of the hurricane is more apparent than ever now. Her and I had the most relaxing time together.. I saw Jumper with her which was pretty good. She likes the butter on the popcorn.. uu lala Couple of other things were amazing but thats hush hush :) So thank god "goddess" for her. But Shanes dad was having a rough time with his family..Kinda felt his pain about the whole thing as much as its kinda strange staying with your girlfriends ex. It makes me appreciate Pamela a lot more cause of how she eases my pain when i need to ventilate. As for my own family, Shannon is moving back home. You may be asking yourself isn't she married? Well she found some other email address her "husband" had. She printed out the chain of emails from girls about how great the weekends were. So im glad she figured that

Do You Want To Fu Own Me?
ok so heres the deal, there will be an auction to fu own me the auction will start at 75000 fubucks send me a privite message with your bid and the top bidder will fu own me. Your name will be in my name saying that you fu own me and the top bidder will get thier entire profile rated, you will be on my familly list as well. bidding opens up now and will close in 3 hours ( 4pm mountain time) good luck. also the winner will get a personalized salute.

More Lyrics
Everything Zen there must be something we can eat maybe find another lover should I fly to Los Angeles find my asshole brother minnie mouse has grown up a cow dave's on sale again we kissy kiss in the rear view we're so bored you're to blame try to see it once my way everything zen everything zen I don't think so raindogs howl for the century a million dollars a steak as you search for your demi-god and you fake with a saint there's no sex in your violence there's no sex in your violenc try to see it once my way everything zen everything zen I don't think so I don't believe that elvis is dead I don't believe that elvis is dead I don't believe that elvis is, elvis is there's no sex in your violence

For My Darker Friends
Yes, another pimpout. This is for my "darker" friends...not all of them are "dark" so to speak, but by names and pic's that they may have in their collection of pictures...They are great people and return love! Stop by and check them out (here they are in no particular order....:D) ~Pitbull~ Infamous Pitbull ~ The Psi Sanguin~ Fire_Pixis Real Life Fiance~@ fubar ~Pierced~ Pierced tattooed texas gurl R/L best m8 to aussiecraig1971 R/L sister to BB@ fubar ~Twisted~ Twisted&Transparent~ Wifey to My soldier John~@ fubar ~Dark Angel~ Dark Angel@ fubar ~And last but not least ~The Angelic Enigma~ The Angelic Enigma ~Protector to cRaZy BiTcH, D.A., Wenchie and BrownSugar~@ fubar i have pimped out some on this page before and some I have not. Sorry for the redundancy :P This pimpout brought to you by me : ♈ BrownSugar ♈ Protected by The Angelic Enigma ♈@ fubar

I Ask You
Tonight, I ask you,"would You please come in here?". I wanted too show you some deer, You said you had no shoes on... Yet,I herd you walking around, In the kitchen,& other rooms, In your bedroom slippers,, You never did come in with me, Too see the deer,, Just like always, I'm put on the back burnner of, Your not imporant list,, Do you know how worthless, useless,& non careing,you make me feel? Pat/Oct.27,2006

Hurt!
Hurt? Yes,hurt, You hurt me deeply, down to the core of my being, You lied, Lied? Yes,all the lies you told me...some stupid,some dumb,dumb,stupid lies all they were. Cheated? Yes,Cheated! Cheated me from knowing the truth, Truth? Truth about you and your lies. Belive? Belived in you,belived your lies, lies,you told me,, But no more! My eyes have been opened, Open to your trickery,lies,and cheating, You'll hurt me no more! No,no more, No more lies, No more cheating; No more trickery; I found you out! I was taken in at first, It's over,no more, no more do I care, no more will you hurt me, You broke my heart, thats my fault too... I shouldn't have given it to you. Lesson? Yes,you taught me a lesson, Never to belive,trust,or have faith, in another human being. Lies,all lies from you, you taught me well. In the end,you lose, You'll not lie,decive,use or abuse me ever again,,, You lose in the end! Pat

Spring
Covered in rosesbuds, lavender, and oils from several other flowers, my cleansing thoughts were interupted by sexual thoughts of you. Because of these sexual thoughts and feelings my bath turned more into a sensual arousing preparation for a lover. With those thoughts in mind and my body aroused , i went to the ceromony anyway. Skin flushed and obviousley aroused I danced around the open fire. Instead of feeling the heat sluff off last years crap, it licked at me with a fever of a hungry lover. As I came into contact with the others hands, if felt hunger instead of soothing acceptance. As they circled my body and laid there hands upon my shoulders, my breasts would swell, making it obvious. thier hands found their way over my entire body, rubbing and probing to see if they were correct. Instead of admonishing my desire they embraced it, letting it wind its way out of my body and onto my skin. Laying me down their tongues found their way all over my body. Licking and sucking , chanting

Thank You!!
Thank you everyone who has shown me love on here past few days. and MOST ESPECIALLY THANK YOU Pebbles!!!! You didn't have to pimp me out but you are. I will personally return EVERY rate and fan and EVERYTHING i've been shown when i get time (maybe after work today) But i guarantee if you've givin me a rate you'll get one in return on everything thanks again!!!!!! Drew

What The Hell.....
....is wrong with people? Not every person,of course. But dang! Two months ago my parents were robbed a gunpoint. They had no more pulled into their driveway, from dinner one evening, and got out of the car when a car pulled up behind them, blocking their driveway. Three guys (young guys) got out of the car and the one with the gun, went up to them demanding their wallets, keys to the car, etc. Of course my parents handed it all over and fortunately the guys just got in their car and left. My parents were safe....thank God! The guys didn't get anything of any real value....I mean the $$$ they took was only about $16. But, my parents were safe. Now, at 6:30 this morning, my mother calls me....my uncle was robbed at gunpoint this morning at 5am as he was leaving for work. Again, they didn't get anything of real value and my uncle was safe....again Thank you Jesus! But....why...and we all know why....maybe I'm just venting...it IS MY blog...I can write what I want.

Odd Facts About Me.....
Odd Facts about ME DO YOU SNORE?: yes LOVER OR A FIGHTER?: both WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?: snakes AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO BUILDER?: NO WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY TV"?: depends on which show DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?: Not really but I do nibble on things. WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?: Gawd I hope so ... HOW IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU?: not for me WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?: Ivory DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?: No But I hum a lot HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?: YIKES!!!!! ANY SECRET TALENTS?: I write erotically and I sketch nudes WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?: Greek Isles HAVE YOU EATEN SUSHI?: NO...ewwwwwwwww HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"?: no DO YOU GIVE A DARN ABOUT THE OZONE?: yes HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE POP?: 1...2...3 Crunch ..it takes 3 Licks to get to the center of a tootsie Roll Pop...any other questions about licking? CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS?: I can't even recite it backward

Between Dreams And Reality
voices resonate out into the darkness earth in all it's vastness which is our lives we center upon ourselves uncertain one by one racing toward divination faster looking for that one perfect thing that is certain which is nothing with are needs and greeds most of us still searching for some semblance of life's meaning our daily struggles and repetative routines our voices resonate out into the darkness at days end hoping for reaching for one true moment of clarity

My Friends/fans
I realized I dont know 3/4ths of my friends/fans on here, usually I just accept all of them in bulk and thats then end of it. So I just wanted to say thanks for being my friend/fan. Make sure you stop by and say hi more often! XOXOXOXO Shawna

Depressed
Drepressed? Yes, Who wouldn't be? There is no me, Only you, You,you,you! My wants don't mean a thing. Long as you get to do your's, Been twenty plus years. How many more? How many more? Whats in store, for you and me? You lost in your world, Me,holding on in mine. Times running low, Times running out, Time for you, to make time for me. by:Pat Crow,2003

The Wooden Bowl
The Wooden Bowl I guarantee you will remember the tale of the Wooden Bowl.. tomorrow, a week from now, a month from now, a year from now. A frail old man went to live with his son, daughter-in-law, and four-year - old grandson. The old man's hands trembled, his eyesight was blurred, and his step faltered. The family ate together at the table. But the elderly grandfather's shaky hands and failing sight made eating difficult. Peas rolled off his spoon onto the floor. When he grasped the glass, milk spilled on the tablecloth. The son and daughter-in-law became irritated with the mess. "We must do something about father," said the son. "I've had enough of his spilled milk, noisy eating, and food on the floor." So the husband and wife set a small table in the corner. There, Grandfather ate alone while the rest of the family enjoyed dinner. Since Grandfather had broken a dish or two, his food was served in a wooden bowl. When the family

Realize ~ Colbie Caillat
Take time to realize That your warmth is Crashing down on in Take time to realize That I am on your side Didn't I, didn't I tell you But I can't spell it out for you No it's never gonna be that simple No I can't spell it out for you If you just realize What I just realized Then we'd be perfect for each other And we'll never find another Just realize What I just realized We'd never have to wonder If we missed out on each other, now Take time to realize Oh oh, I'm on your side Didn't I, didn't I tell you Take time to realize This all could pass you by Didn't I tell you. But I can't spell it out for you No it's never gonna be that simple No I can't spell it out for you If you just realize What I just realized Then we'd be perfect for each other And we'll never find another Just realize What I just realized We'd never have to wonder If we missed out on each other, but It's not the same No it's never the same If you don't feel it too If you meet

Ghosts
Just when I think on my own When I've broken every door The ghosts of my life Are louder than before Just when I thought I could not be stopped When my chance came true The ghosts of my life They bring up memories All my time, all my tears

I Promise
""I promise you my love I promise you my heart I promise you my life I promise we'll never be apart I promise not to hurt you I promise to never make you cry I promise to always trust you I promise not to lie I promise you forever I promise you tonight I promise you my respect I promise to do things right I promise to always be there I promise until the end I promise to always love you I promise to be your best friend I promise you my love I promise you my life I promise this forever I promise our friendship is my life" Love, Waya

15 Min More
Do u remember that time I came to your house for the very first time And although we weren’t alone Our eyes couldn’t help but glance And take a chance both turn away, blushing Hoping no one saw that shine in our eyes revealing a secret we shouldn’t hide now I hardly see you only a moment at a time but we can say a lot in 15 minutes and the world seems to stop when we’re together hearts intertwined I’m in you like your in me and like a rose in the desert or a dove in a storm I can’t last very long If I cant see your smile For 15 minutes more…

Re: Independent Polls Confirm Ron Paul Is Drubbing Peden
RE: Independent Polls Confirm Ron Paul Is Drubbing Peden ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 29 Feb 2008, 22:38 Independent Polls Confirm Ron Paul Is Drubbing Peden There's more bad news for Pedenphiles - supporters of Ron Paul's Neo-Con rival Mark Peden - as new independent polls show Congressman Paul enjoying a massive 33 per cent lead in the race for Texas' District 14. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/february2008/022908_drubbing_peden.htm

Missing You
MISSING YOU WRITTEN FOR MY POP CHARLES GRUDINSKY BORN 7/29/1914 PAST 2/28/1998 TODAY I WOKE UP AND FELT EMPTY. I KNEW THAT THIS WAS YOUR ANNIVERSARY, THE DAY YOU LEFT ME. I REMEMBER SO MUCH ABOUT MY CHILDHOOD, AND HOW IT WAS A HAPPY TIME. AND HOW MUCH LOVE YOU GAVE ME, EVEN WHEN YOU EMBARRASSED ME AND TOLD STORIES OF ME TO MY FRIENDS. I REMEMBER, HOW WHEN I WAS RIDING A BIKE I WANTED TO HAVE THE TRAINING WHEELS TAKEN OFF. AND HOW YOU DID IT AND HELD ME ON THE BIKE STAY STRAIGHT TO I WAS ABLE TO BALANCE IT FOR MY SELF. I REMEMBER, YOU PUTTING UP MY BASKET BALL HOOP. AND HOW YOU PLAYED WITH ME AND HELP ME GET GOOD ENOUGH TO PLAY IN THE AFTER SCHOOL TEAM. AND WHEN YOU COACHED ME IN HURDLES. AND HOW TO JUMP THEM WITH KNOCKING THEM OFF. THAT WAS SUCH A TASK FOR YOU POP. AND COMING HOME FROM SCHOOL AND YOU GIVING ME COUPONS TO GO TO MCDONALDS. EVERY DAY YOU DID THAT. KNOWING THAT I WAS PAYING FOR COLLEGE. YOU KNEW THAT I HAD NO MONEY. AND THE

Shit U Do When U Shouldnt
ya know when u stay up for like 3days...then get drunk...not a real good idea...u end doing stupid shit and hurtin waaaaaay too many ppl includin the ones u love most....so fo those who might read this im sorry for what ive done or not done...and for things ive said or not said...... im sorry

For My Cowgirl In Pink-given To Me By Pagancowboy Just Now Love Ya Babe
subject: For My Cowgirl In Pink post date: 2008-03-01 17:36:10 views: 1 comments: 0 ratings: 0 Forever And Ever Amen Lyrics You may think that I'm talking foolish You've heard that I'm wild & I'm free You may wonder how I can promise you now This love that I feel for you always will be You're not just time that I'm killing I'm no longer one of those guys As sure as I live this love that I give Is gonna be yours until the day that I die -- Oh baby chorus... I'm gonna love you forever, forever & ever amen As long as old men sit & talk about the weather As long as old women sit & talk about old men If you wonder how long I'll be faithfull I'll be happy to tell you again I'm gonna love you forever & ever, forever & ever Amen They say that time takes it's toll on a body Makes a young girl's brown hair turn grey But honey, I don't care, I ain't in love with your hair And if it all fell out well I'd love you anyway They say time can play tricks on a memor

Medvedev Set To Win Russia Poll
Medvedev set to win Russia poll Mr Putin (left) congratulated Mr Medvedev on his big lead The man initial results suggest has won Russia's presidential election, Dmitry Medvedev, has vowed to continue the course of predecessor Vladimir Putin. While cautioning that the full results were not in, Mr Medvedev told reporters he hoped to work in an "effective tandem" with Mr Putin as his PM. As president, he said, he would control foreign policy with the defence of Russian interests his chief priority. Mr Putin, he confirmed, would be moving out of the Kremlin. Mr Medvedev was leading with about 70% of the vote with more than 90% of ballots counted, the Russian election commission reports. Such a result would hand Mr Medvedev the election outright, without the need for a second round. His nearest rival was Communist leader Gennady Zyuganov, on about 18%. He vowed to go to court over alleged fraud, Itar-Tass news agency reports. Joint appearance Mr Putin

Nfg - My Heart Will Go On
Every night in my dreams I see you, I feel you, That is how I know you go on Far across the distance And spaces between us You have come to show you go on Near, far wherever you are I believe that the heart does go on Once more you open the door and You're here in my heart And my heart will go on and on Love can touch us one time And last for a lifetime And never let go till we're gone Love was when I loved you One true time I hold to In my life we'll always go on Near, far wherever you are I Believe that the heart does go on Once more you open the door and You here in my heart And my heart will go on and on (Yeah) You're here, there's nothing I Fear, and I know that my heart will Go on we'll stay forever this way You're safe in my heart and my Heart will go on and on.

Eyes
What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)Updatedcreated with QuizFarm.com You scored as MysteriousYou wish to hide who you are from all those around you. You find it very hard to trust people. You also may enjoy the fun that comes from playing mind games with others around you.My advice Get out there and reveal the true you if only to one person! Mysterious 88%Anger 75%Passion 75%Diamond Eyes 63%Eyes full of Pain 50%

Empty Streets
the city feels clean this time of night The empty streets And me riding home to clear my head I know it came as no surprise I'm affected more than I had guessed on what was said if the smile's not meant to be The heart's not ready to open If we make it I won't see it's broken It's the quiet time before the dawn and I'm half past making sense of it Was I wrong? should I claim to give it all in a world where not much ever seems to last long the city feels clean this time of night The empty streets

Don't Kick The Cat!!!!!!
DON'T kick the Cat!!!!!! A young boy comes down for breakfast. Since they live on a farm, his mother asks if he has done his chores. 'Not yet,' said the little boy. His mother tells him no breakfast until he does his chores. Well, he's a little ticked off so when he feeds the chickens, he kicks a chicken. When he feeds the cows, he kicks a cow. When he feeds the pigs, he kicks a pig. He goes back in for breakfast and his mother gives him a bowl of dry cereal. 'How come I don't get any eggs and bacon, and why don't I have any milk in my cereal? ' he asks. 'Well,' his mother says, 'I saw you kick a chicken, so you don't get any eggs for a week. I saw you kick the pig, so you don't get any bacon for a week either. I saw you kick the cow so for a week you aren't getting any milk.' Just then, his father comes down for breakfast and kicks the cat halfway across the kitchen. The little boy looks up at his mother with a smile, and says, '

Ran Away
You ran away the other day To get away from the pain But, my love, I say unto you The pain will only worsen The longer you are gone I want to tell you to come back That I will keep you safe Away from all the pain But that would be a lie Life without pain does not exist However, I can promise this If you come back to me I will hold you close In my arms and in my heart From now until my last breath And I will never leave your side

Top 10 Worst Suggestions To Give Someone With A Chronic Illness
The top ten worst suggestions commonly given to someone with a chronic illness: 1)Have you tried holistic options? (many. I'll bring it back up with my doctor on my next visit, thanks.) 2) Could it be your stress? (My opinion is, it is my illness. I'll bring it up with my doctor though, thanks.) 3) Could it have to do with the altitude? (I'll bring it up with my doctor...thanks.) 4) I read in {insert any generic magazine here} about a new medication. Have you heard about it? (I was on it when it came out 17 years ago. but I'll bring it up with my doctor. thank you.) 5) Have you thought about being in a trial study? (I'll ask my doctor. thanks?) 6) WOW. If I were you, I don't know what I would do. I might just kill myself. (Thanks?) 7) Have they found what is causing the problem? (no. my doctor is an idiot. I'll remind him, thanks!) 8) Have you tried hypnosis? (I'm still sick, but when the phone rings I bark like a dog.) 9) Have you googled your illness? (..

Middle Man
"Middle Man" Well he's not necessarily trying to say that he minds it But someone plays evil tricks on that kid Well he's not necessarily trying to say god can't be trusted But someone plays evil tricks on that kid And certain situations scream for deviations But somehow he always gets stuck in the middle Of this and that and man he should try less Because every time he's rejected man he loses affection But don't we all, don't we just got to give a little time Maybe give a friend a call instead of making him confused What a terrible thing for you to do What an awful thing for you to say What a terrible thing for you to relay Well I know some people's they got a little less than nothing But still find some to spare And other people got more than they could use But they don't share And some people got problems man They got awful complications Other people got perfect situations With no provocation But don't we all, don't we just got to g

A Shy Confession
I can't find the words to make everything feel right. My head is spinning like a big rig hitting a joker. I wonder what it would be like if I told you. I can't help but feel shy about all of this. Your wondering who this is and that's just it no one truly knows the real me. And all the pain I've gone through. I want to see the real you. Not the "if you love a girl prove it." All I want is for one guy to love me for who I am. Most jerks don't even care. So here you go. This is my letter to you.

Hillary And The Fortune Teller
Hillary and the Fortune Teller After Bill had spent several days campaigning for her and had lost his temper many times, costing her votes and finally escaping from her overly controlling campaign manager for the evening, Hillary sneaked off to visit a fortune teller of some local repute. In a dark and hazy room, peering into a crystal ball, the mystic delivered grave news. 'There's no easy way to say this, so I'll just be blunt: Prepare yourself to be a widow. Your husband will die a violent and horrible death this year just after you lose the election.' Then the soothsayer looked up and locked eyes with Hillary, who was visibly shaken at this news. Hillary stared back at the woman's lined face, then at the single flickering candle, then down at her shaking hands. She took a few deep breaths to compose herself. She simply had to know. She looked back, deep into the fortune teller's gaze, steadied her voice, and asked her the big question: 'W

Bloody Wench
doubleo... Hey goatse I say you and I go get a beer, find rik and strip him buck naked and drop him off in the wrong part of clevland with a tattoo of a swasticka on his forehead......ah good times. Jedi Ma... WHat place does civility hold in a society based upon glorification of carnage and evil? Civility is for those who can not come to terms with what we All are, deep down inside ourselves. Brain N... All I have to say is, You guys should be able to handle this more civilly than this :s. Holy hell. This is like middle school level. Jedi Ma... Non existent at the start or not, speaking a word makes it true, and substantial somewhere in the cosmos. That statement would not have been made, unless there was fire, along with the smoke. SOmeone said something; and it wnet on down along the communication lines. The end of it will be handled in one of TWO ways Ms. Moj... So... as I was you know... stalking the fuck outta Punkin.. I've come

Could He Be Out There
could he be out there by melissa kenyon 2005 I only want a man to love to fall in love with to marry and start a family knowing hes out there looking for me and one day we will find each other and fall in love that would be a dream come true where could he be wondering if hes looking at the stars like me is he thinking of me like i am thinking of him would he hold me tight and make everything alright whipe my tears away when i have cryed be a father to a son that is not his own care and love me like i'm the only one hold me tight when i am cold at night be there though thick and thin or is there not a man like that could i just be dreaming

School
I was going back to School. Not that I needed another degree, I already have my Doctorate in Philosophy. I wanted a chance to be near you. To see you everyday. To soak in your beauty. To fantasize about you. I think it is a business class that I signed up for, haha... I didnt even pay attention to that. Just wanted to be able to see you. Its the first day in class and there you are, about three rows in front of me and a little to the left. I wanted to see your profile. I can see the outline of your breasts and your profile and I already have the stirrings of a hard on. You would think I was too old to be reacting like that. The first few days are uneventful. The teacher just drolling on, half assed paying attention. Then it happened, you noticed me starring at you. But you smiled.... Maybe I should say hi. Why Am I being like a child. After class I waited for you in the hall and when I saw you I felt flush, worried - what if you dont like me??? But I stood my grou

Chance To Own Me For A Month
Come check out me or one of the other beautiful ladies in this auction and be prepared to bid on one of us Link to my pic in auction. http://fubar.com/images.php?u=1377182&albumid=882845&idx=4 Thanks Huggles Ladee

Jaded Heart
Jaded Heart I didn't know you, but I could see it in your eyes Shattered dreams and hopes, you'd been hurt too many times Well I've heard your past from a friend I'd seen today Told me of your heart, that you had been away How I wish I could take you away I would show you that my love's not the same But I see I've found you too late Jaded heart You look but don't see Love in front of you You can't believe Jaded heart Love can't get to you To bring your heart to me I realize you've heard it all before Lies and promises, you don't listen anymore How I hope that I will find a way To break down all these walls that you have made But my eyes see that it's too late Jaded heart You look but don't see Love in front of you You can't believe Jaded heart Jaded heart Love can't get to you To bring your heart to me How I wish that I could take you away I would show you that my love's not the same Can it be that I found you too late Jaded Heart You loo

The King Of Fuck Ups
So 5 months 2 days, it's going to be a boy, or so they say. I myself am excited but right now I'm just depressed because I can't afford to do shit, I have no help from my family and friends, and all the help finacially we are getting is coming from her mom, which she is already saying how I'm not going to amount for anything and she is buying into it. I don't know what I can do.

It's Almost Official
I will be moving to the East bay (full time) as of April 1st. Same phone number, new address. We just have to talk to evergrey's landlord and find out what changes in the rent this will cause. But I am going to be living here full time. Which means I can get a kitten!!!!! YAY!!!! Of course it also means that I will have to get everything changed over to the new address as well as move all of my crap from Santa Rosa to El Cerrito. Luckily I have a month to do that in. Even though we are moving in together we are still going to remain polyamorous. But I get to get a KITTEN!!!

Harm None
"An ye harm none, do as ye will." Humans have worshipped goddesses since before recorded history, and while the style grew with age, Wicca is still alive today. Coming through the Burning Times in the 1600's, witchcraft re-emerged in the mid 1900's and has been growing in popularity since that time. Unlike the times when witches were burned or punished for practicing their Craft, now witches have rights. In the United States, Wicca is protected as a legal religion. Wicca is a earth religion, far older than Christianity and came before even the Greek and Roman Empires. It was a widely practiced religion, one which honored the spirit and life in all things, all the time. When Christianity was adopted as the official state religion by the Roman Empire, Wicca was forced into the background. As the Roman Empire grew, the number of Druids, priests, and priestesses dwindled. Witches Someone who practices Wicca is sometimes called a Pagan. Howeve

Earth Trembles Waiting
i wait for HIS foot fall, Eager, Afraid, Each evening hour when the lights fade... i wait for HIS voice to speak low to me-- as a mariner lost dreams of harbor, at sea.... i wait for HIS lips when the dusk falls. Life holds my longing behind dark walls. i wait for HIS face -- as after rain, Earth trembles waiting for the sun again...... BY BLANCHE SHOEMAKER WAGSTAFF This one speaks to the hopeless romantic within...(sigh)

Allow Me To Ramble.
The single mom.. Is tired. Horny. Tired. On information overload from chem class today Horny. Needs a drink, maker's mark n dr pepper on ice. Needs a babysitter. Needs some for real quiet time away from the single moms beautiful pre-preteen twins and pre-schooler. Needs friends with common fucking sense. Needs a pepsi. Needs to lose just a little more weight. Needs a hug. Needs a spa day. Needs her nailz did. (lol) Needs to wash her car. Needs a hysterectomy because she doesnt need her uterus anymore. Needs to remove the weeds from the garden out front. Needs to listen to STP Needs someone outside her circle to listen Needs someone to tell her it's ok to wanna scream. Needs someone to tell her it's ok to cry. Needs someone to lend a shoulder for her to cry on. Needs someone... The single mom... Is tired.. Horny.. Tired... Post- Menestrating Tired....of being tired... Fin~

Freak
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I Have Something To Talk About
OKAY THE OTHER DAY AT MY MEETING WITH THE DB'S...I HAD A THOUGHT PEOPLE SHOULDNT BE PLAYING OTHER PEOPLE WHAT SO EVER....YOU FUCK WITH ME OR MY FRIENDS YOU WILL GET THE WRATH OF THIS DIRTY BASTARD IM SORRY...I LOVE MY FRIENDS, I LOVE MY GIRL, I LOVE MY FAMILY, AND I LOVE MY OTHER FAMILY WHICH IS THE DIRTY BITCH AND THE DIRTY BASTARDS CREW...YOU FUCK WITH ANY OF THEM YOU WILL PAY FOR WHAT YOU GET FROM ME...DONT FUCK WITH MY HEART AT ALL PERIOD!!!! IF I FIND OUT THAT YOU ARE MESSING WITH ANY OF MY FRIENDS OR FAMILY....OOOOOOOOO JUST YOU WAIT AND SEE WHATS COMMING AT YOU....LUMINA IF YOU ARE READING THIS PIXI AND I WILL ALWAYS HAVE YOUR BACK AT 120% AT ALL TIMES...I DONT FUCK PEOPLE OVER I KNOW WHERE MY HEART IS AND MY HEART IS IN THE RIGHT FUCKING PLACE SO PLEASE DONT PLAY ME WHAT SO EVER AT ALL...GET TO KNOW ME FOR WHO I AM CAUSE IM ALL REAL AT 100% THATS ALL I GOT TO SAY

Pogues (with Pics)
So I went tonight to see the Pogues in Chicago! They seriously kicked-ass. I had been told my several people that Shane McGowan wouldn't be there because he couldn't stay sober long enough to perform, but he was there, in the FLESH! I love that man's voice! Granted, he became obviously more drunk as the night went on, but it was an awesome show, and toward the end he began making up his own lyrics. He also went back to the drum set and was hitting the cymbals, off-beat must I mention. It was fun to watch :D The crowd? OMG! The crowd. I must say that it was a rougher crowd than the crowd when I went to see Korn. There were several people who were threatened with arrest if they didn't stop acting like an ass... That was fine with me because while security was jumping in and everybody was moving out of the way, I used that to my advantage to push my way up front and up against the rail. YES! There were two encores, and while they didn't play my favorite Pogues song (H

Ummm, Yeah She Seriously Did
so my sister went off and got married sometime today. Did she tell any of us in advance so we could have been there? NO But she did call my mom this evening and tell her. While on the phone with my sister, mom comes to my room, pops her head in and is all like "your sister got married today" and I (kinda shocked and couldnt think of anything else to say) said And??? For one, me and my sister dont talk. I havent even seen her in over a year! WTF? Yeah, I wish her the best, and hope her marriage doesnt turn out like mine did, but hell... im not just going to waste energy jumping up and down for her. She wouldnt do it for me if I had new like that or any other important, life changing news. She could care less!

3/08/08
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I Am Back!!!!!!
WELL TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY ON HERE I JUST WANTED TO SAY IM BACK......IT WAS A LONG TRIP ON A BUS TO GET TO LOUISEANA BUT I MADE IT.....I LOVE BEING HERE WITH MY MISTRESS MOONBABY AND FIRESTAR.THEY ARE AWSOME FUCKING PEOPLE.AND I AM SAFE AND OUTA THE ABUSE AND YELLING THAT I WAS IN.I AM ENJOYING MY TIME WITH THEM AND I LOVE THEM ALOT AND I AM HAPPY TO BE BACK ONLINE TO TALK TO ALL MY SEXXY ASS FRIENDS ON FUBAR.SORRY I WAS GONE SO LONG BUT HEY IM BACK NOW!!!!LIXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX AND I MISSED MY DBC FAMILY ALOT!!!!!

A Look At My Life
I don't know what has been going on with me here lately. I guess I just try to make to many people happy before making myself happy. I just started a new job and I'm not sure how its going to work out. Its not a full time job so IDK. I'm still looking for a full time job but this is just to bring in some money untill then. I really like this one girl but it seems I can never say or do the right things any more. As see says "we grew up so different" and the way she grew up is the right way and I'm just stupid for the way I grew up. I just want the best for her and I'm starting to see I'm not the best for her so I guess I'll just try to move on but still be there for her. I just can't seem to comprehend women. They say they want a nice guy and can't seem to find one. Well here is one that can't seem to find anyone. I know I'm "extremely picky" but thats what makes me, well ME. I love to talk to listen and help out anyone that needs the help or just wants someone to talk t

How To Train A Cat
Our young daughter had adopted a stray cat. To my distress, he began to use the back of our new sofa as a scratching post. "Don't worry," my husband reassured me. "I'll have him trained in no time." I watched for several days as my husband patiently "trained" our new pet. Whenever the cat scratched, my husband deposited him outdoors to teach him a lesson. The cat learned quickly. For the next 16 years, whenever he wanted to go outside, he scratched the back of the sofa.

The Cry ( I Didnt Write This)
He stands alone at the top of the hill And sings his mournful cry, His mate and cubs are missing He's not certain why. He had been out hunting Was gone for only a day, And hurried back with empty jaws So scarce now was their prey. He wasn't gone long Eager to get home, But the den was cold and empty And he sensed something was wrong. The smell of man was everywhere With footprints in the dirt, And blood shed from his family He knew they had been hurt. He sat and waited day by day With hopes they would return, There wasn't much he could do Except quietly sit and yearn. Why would man come all this way To hunt and shoot them down, To interrupt their quiet lives When no harm had been done? Their territory plainly marked And not once did they stray, For they would rather starve to death Than to get in man's way. The smell of chickens, cows and sheep Were so tempting at times, But instincts warned not to hunt them Or they would lose their lives. And so they li

Where?
A breath a breeze, A leaf floats gently through the air. Where it will land, I could not venture a guess where. Where life will take you, Its a guess you can't count on. All I know is when the moon sets, The sun brings a new dawn. With that little wisdom, I will embrace this new day. And thank God for you in my life, Because you make it better in every way.

Wake Up!
Early morning hours the ones I hardly ever see; Sun shining ever so bright, birds singing tweed-a-la-dee I wake with an eagerness to start my day; Is this really me? lol....What the hey??? I am not a morning person at all, y'all know; So how is it I am sitting here raring to go? Perhaps it was the dreams I enjoyed in my sleep; Dreams of a love one true and deep Dreams of a future that may well be in the stars for me; Dreams of a man I will one day get to see Whatever the reason, here I now sit ever so cheery; my hopes are that you too will wake up refreshed and not weary. This is a new bright and beautiful day, wake up! wake up! Be on your way! ****** just a silly little poem that popped in my head and rolled off my fingers...tee hee...hope y'all liked it & I do hope y'all have a fabulous day!!!! ***********

Wtf!!!
Traveling down the interstate and needing to use the restroom, I stop at a rest area and headed to the restroom. I barely sat down when I heard a voice from the other stall saying, "Hi, how are you?" I'm not the type to start a conversation in the restroom and I don't know what got into me, but I answered, somewhat embarrassed, "Doin' just fine!" And the other person says: "So what are you up to?" What kind of question is that? I'm thinking this is too bizarre so I say, "Uhhh, I'm like you, just traveling!" At this point I am just trying to get out as fast as I can, when I hear another question. "Can I come over?" Ok, this is just too weird for me, but I figured I could just be polite and end the conversation. I tell him, "No...I'm a little busy right now!" Then I hear him say nervously, "Listen, I'll have to call you back. There's an idiot in the other stall who keeps answering all my questions." Cell phones......don't you just love them.

Just Moved Out Of My Old Place
just wanted to let all my fubar friends know I will be without the internet for a few days caused I just moved. I have to wait for about 4 or 5 days before they can come set me up at my new place. Until then, you all have fun. I will be back shortly.

Nihilism And Me.
Nihilism and me Current mood: tired Nihilism. Nihilistic. Nihilist. What does Nihilism mean to me? Rik L. Rik of the 80s band F-Word said it best when he sang "We we Can can Do do What what We we Wanna Do/If they do not like it we'll just say fuck you!" (F-word-Do The Nihil). That pretty much sums it up for me. Spiritually? Well there is a Zen like beauty in not giving a fuck, and like an enlightened Buddhist striving for Nirvana, achieving the ultimate state of not-giving-a-fuck takes years of meditation, practice and drugs. Lots and lots of drugs. A Nihilist believes that there is no right or wrong. Taking path A is no better or worse ethically, than taking path B. No matter what you do either action is going to bring either positive or negative consequences sometimes both. Therefore, in the big picture, morality is meaningless. Doing the right thing is an exercise in futility. The thing to do is to do the BEST thing. Whats best for you and the people around you. We all end

T.r. Bacon
Deus ImmanensI sometimes wonder that the human mind, In searching for creation's hidden things, Should miss that high intelligence that springs From that which is not seen, but is divined. Does knowing much of nature make us blind To nature's better self? The Greek could see A conscious life in every stream and tree,— Some nymph or god. Our broader faith should find A life divine, whose fine pulsations roll In endless surges through the secret veins Of earth and sky, which hidden still remains Save to the instinct of the reverent soul; Should know that everything, from lowest sod To farthest star, thrills with the life of God.T.R. Bacon

Poems.
Hey everyone, me again. I just wrote this poem at a spur of the moment & one of my good friends said it was great. I'd like to hear from some of ya'll too. Thanks for taking your time out. :) Is It Me, Or Is It Fate? I catch a glimpse of heaven, Whenever I see you looking at me. A million reasons run through my mind, What is it in me you see? I'm not really sure myself, But I'm so glad that you do. When you spill everything onto me, I can't believe it's true. How am I so lucky, To have found you when I did? Whenever I'm around you, I feel like a little kid. Why was my heart searching so long, To find someone who's perfect? Who can accept me for who I am, In every single aspect. In my mind I'm always wondering, When do I get to see you again? It feels like a million years have gone by, Whenever on you I'm waiting. But the moment I see you, Everything is alright in my mind. There's not a day that goes by, That I don't think of you all the time. When you're

Fake Pages!!!
I guess the new "item of the week" from DJ Shell, Chiefy Boy & the rest of those Bandwagon HUMPING Hotties, is that I am the one behind these "Hottie Hater" profile pages popping up. ANYONE who knows me, and can see from the blogs I post, that I HIDE BEHIND NOTHING AND NO_ONE... I dont even block the little crybabies from my page.. THEY chose to say their childish statements to me and then run and hide... I am the one who discovered the original page wasnt AZ. like you all thought. But now , Just because a page is started my simply clicking on the OLD GROUP PAGE... everyone thinks its ME!! HAHA, obviously you all might be stupid enough to make fake pages and still want the chance to EARN FUBUCKS from it, BUT NOT ME... that was such clever detective work there SHELL... wow no wonder Chiefy keeps you around... But sorry to say, its not me, But continue acting like I am the only one who has discovered how pathetic you all are... I never come to their pages, I may comment a bu

"featured Entertainer"
The Featured Entertainer They came. One by one, sometimes in twos or threes, they came and sat in the darkness and waited for her. The burly Latino bouncer, with his arms covered in outlandish Oriental style tattoos, took their money for the cover charge and watched them suspiciously from the front door. The place was small and dark. A few neon signs advertising different beers lit the back wall and a centrally located bar took up the middle of the strip club. The rest was filled with round tables and well worn chairs. Behind the bar was Cherry. Blonde and slim, but at thirty-two years old she was too elderly for the dance floor. She drew beers and poured shots with a weary, exhausted, and bored expression. The main feature of the club was, of course, the stage. The long narrow peninsula of a dance floor protruded from the right wall of the strip joint. It thrust itself out into the club like a mocking rendition of the hard-on that the men would be sporting when she

We Are Gathered Here Today
Chance You'll Live to 100: 39% Okay, so living until you're 100 is a long shot... But who knows how good medicine will get in the future. Take a little better care of your body, and you'll might actually see the triple digits. Will You Live to 100?

Wait For Love
Wait For Love lyrics by Matt White It’s like a quarter to 3 And I just can’t sleep Cause I’m thinking of you And all those times we cried Did we really try Now I’m dreamin’ and blue No matter where, we say goodbye I’ll tell you baby, keep your head high I’ll wait for love I’ll wait for you I’ll wait for love I’ll wait, will you? When times are hard I think of you I’ll wait for love I’ll wait for love And lookin’ in my eyes No more tellin’ lies Asking to much of you And when you kiss my lips Love is what I miss Not knowing we’d be through No matter where, we say goodbye I’ll tell you darling, I won’t cry I’ll wait for love I’ll wait for you I’ll wait for love I’ll wait, will you? When times are hard I think of you I’ll wait for love I’ll wait for love Your eyes still gaze at me Through pictures You could just be the one that got away I looked down at the phone, it’s the number Too many times a

Stil..saddam And Al Queda (9-11) No Connection
http://news.yahoo.com/s/mcclatchy/20080310/wl_mcclatchy/2875005 Exhaustive review finds no link between Saddam, al Qaida By Warren P. Strobel, McClatchy Newspapers Mon Mar 10, 7:08 PM ET WASHINGTON — An exhaustive review of more than 600,000 Iraqi documents that were captured after the 2003 U.S. invasion has found no evidence that Saddam Hussein's regime had any operational links with Osama bin Laden's al Qaida terrorist network. The Pentagon-sponsored study, scheduled for release later this week, did confirm that Saddam's regime provided some support to other terrorist groups, particularly in the Middle East , U.S. officials told McClatchy . However, his security services were directed primarily against Iraqi exiles, Shiite Muslims, Kurds and others he considered enemies of his regime. The new study of the Iraqi regime's archives found no documents indicating a "direct operational link" between Hussein's Iraq and al Qaida before the invasion, according to a U.S. offi

Just Life
Well, it's only Tuesday, and it has already been a LONG week. My week started last Monday with the finishing up of my last two days of class. Then, just kept on rolling. Thursday and Friday I got to work on an EO complaint, then told that I needed to step away from this one. It's not something I wanted to do, and not something I am really happy about doing. It came from way up higher, so I have to do what I am told. Saturday, well, that was a nice day, or started out that way. We had weapons maintenance (cleaning). We do it monthly, even though I usually try to clean mine a little when I draw it. Just make sure it is oiled and cleaned. That was easy. I was supposed to have met one of my officers to drive out to the airport at 1600, and was told to take the rest of the day off until then. I did that, and was sitting here online, playing around a bit, and my phone rings at 1425. It was one of my NCOs. She asked why I wasn't at headquarters to roll out, I said I

Seen This?
I had trouble with the idea of turning 30 and was oversensitive to any signs of advancing age. When I found a prominent gray hair in my bangs, I pointed to my forehead and asked my husband, "Oh no, have you seen this?" "What?" he asked. "The wrinkles?"

Petions To A Mistress
There isn’t a day that doesn’t go buy where an application to serve, or what I call a ‘petition’ doesn’t come across my desk. Normally, I see very few applicants that come close to meeting the criteria of serving Me, and as a rule of thumb, most don’t get past the first 5 items on my list. So, after thinking a bit, I thought I would give a general guideline as to what most Fem Doms/Mistresses’ expect and then from there, you can determine if you are going to get your foot through the front door. Every week, I get dozens of applications, inquiries and offers from men who want to apply to real time slave or submissive sissy service for me. This is my basic check list for new applicants who want to apply for such positions. You can use this criteria as a guideline to apply to most any Mistress or Goddess of your choosing. 1. Address * When first addressing Her, make sure you use Caps on any item referring to “Her, She, Mistress, Lady etc” Once you have received directi

Men!!!!!!!!!yummy.2
*with tattoos *with piercings *with sence for fashion *who are skaters *who are musicians *who hate poetry *who admit that they look at other girls when I`m not around *who have manirs *who are gentlemen *who DONT buy me cute toys n stuff

Saved
I love you , I HATE you I can't decide So maybe I'll sit here and hide Cause once again I think you lied You tell me I'm perfect and say that I'm worth it And than I said so prove Than he turned away and I think I heard him say I'm sorry But maybe another day So I whispered to my self I don't want you I don't need your help Today is the day that I'm gonna save myself

Very Nsfw
CARD GAME "Who wants to start," Paige asked excitedly as she shuffled the cards!?! "This was your idea, Page," Anna replied nervously, "I think you should lead it off, don't you girls!?!" Both Glenna and Mo nodded their heads in unison and while waiting for Paige to finish shuffling the erotic game cards!!! "Okay," Paige replied with a shiver, "I'll go first but you all gotta promise to play at least one round, agreed!?!" The three other girls glanced back and forth between each other before Mo replied, "Agreed, we'll all draw at least one card, after that we'll see how it goes!!!" After Paige completed her shuffle, Glenna cut the deck and all eyes turned towards Page in anticipation of her draw!!! Paige licked her lips nervously as she drew the top card and gingerly turned it over to read, You're lucky, all you have to do is show your pussy!!! The other girls whooped and hollered as Paige stood up and in defiantly pulled down her jeans and panties and showing off her auburn haired

Tears
Tears welling in my eyes, Feeling it stung on my eyelids, Coursing down my heart and soul, The ache somehow still crushing unceasingly, Desperation almost writing themselves around my face, Sense of grievance lingering thoroughly, Letting emotions ruled my senses, Indeed all in vain, My, Strenuous mask crumbling abruptly, Revealing that I'm emotionally fragile, Resembling marooned at an isolated place, Which out of anticipation of that so unfamiliar, But, Wishing there was one stood for me, Lending her lukewarm palm, As a gain for balancing my hurt soul, Much indebtedness utterly owning by you, Alas it's proving futile, As, There's always no one knew me better of well, Which I wished almost for an ancient

Breakfast At Tiffanys
"But I am mad about Jose. I honestly think I'd give up smoking if he asked me." "I've got to do something about the way I look. I mean a girl just can't go to Sing Sing with a green face. " "He's all right! Aren't you, cat? Poor cat! Poor slob! Poor slob without a name! The way I see it I haven't got the right to give him one. We don't belong to each other. We just took up one day by the river. I don't want to own anything until I find a place where me and things go together. I'm not sure where that is but I know what it is like. It's like Tiffany's. " "No. The blues are because you're getting fat and maybe it's been raining too long, you're just sad that's all. The mean reds are horrible. Suddenly you're afraid and you don't know what you're afraid of. Do you ever get that feeling? " "You could always tell what kind of a person a man thinks you are by the earrings he gives you. I must say, the mind reels. " "You know what's wrong with you, Miss Whoever-you-are? You're c

Henry Ford The Innovator
Ford was looking for projects that combined industry with the output of agriculture. Among other things, Ford had an abiding interest in developing soybean-based plastics. Throughout the 1930s Ford pioneered the use of soybeans in plastics that he used in his automobiles. The soybean components included plastic parts (even body panels), seat covers and paint. Ford's soybean-automobile project culminated in August 1941, when he patented an automobile made almost entirely of soybean plastic, attached to a tubular welded frame. Ford's soybean-car weighed 30% less than a car made of steel. Even better, the plastic panels did not rust. And an array of experiments concluded that they were ten times as durable as steel. Ford claimed that plastic panels made the car safer than traditional steel cars because the car could roll over without being crushed. Ford hoped that the new soybean plastic would replace metal, which was in short supply in the years just before World War II as the U.S. go

Spring Break!!
Spring break is on its way for the schools...and for me to lol 9 days of squat..time to do spring cleaning, get the dog neutered, attend those doctors appointments I been putting off...wash the truck, meet new friends and just get some things done that are piling up. It promises to be a busy nine days. First I need to get rid of this cough and sinus cold. I can't believe my immune system ...it sucks!!! Anyhow, then we have to make up a snow day...and work the 24th. But hell it's better than not working and not getting paid. lol Well best get going..some pervert just IM'ed me on yahoo messenger...lmao hugs to all luv Kris

Rip
Even the closest of friends have difficult times and may think it may not pan out, but when a tragedy hits you realize either you stand next to them and your love is stronger than before or it is over and you walk away. Sometimes it takes that tragedy for a person to realize how to grow and become the person that was hiding with in. Today baby Andrew was delivered and sadly was not alive. He will be in our hearts forever. I love you Laura, and am here.

03-14-08
People spend a lifetime searching for happiness; looking for peace. They chase idle dreams, addictions, religions, even other people, hoping to fill the emptiness that plagues them. The irony is the only place they ever needed to search was within. ~Charles L. Morgan

This Is Bullshit
What is the difference between a str8 guy having his shirt off and a gay guy having a pic of a guy with his shirt off on his page alot the str8 guy can get away with it while the gay guy has to mark theirs not safe for work same thing just 2 different orientations this needs to stop and needs to stop now for we are all equal one shouldnt be treated or given more privileges then the other they all should have the same rules that they must abide by but no in this day and age its a crime to be and show who you really are especially if you are gay people look down and judge on what others do in their own personal life i cant even show a picture on my page of me and my boyfriend kissing because Fubar marks it not safe for work but a str8 couple can show the same kind of picture i cant upload gay pride stuff into my pictures without them being marked not safe for work now come on what the hell is so freaking wrong with it nothing there is just to many small minded people out there that is af

Another Poem
In My Dreams In my dreams there is no visions but the sight of you sweet face In my dreams is where you hold me close as you wrap your arms around me In my dreams its the only place I can see you look me in the eyes In my dreams your lips touch mine under the moon In my dreams my only world is you In my dreams I'm never far from you In my dreams I'm safe with you around In my dreams is where I found my heart, my soul and body with just you I am longing for In my dreams is where I found peace, happiness and love. for my world revolves around you In my dreams theres no one else but you In my dream all of this comes true So Ill see you in my dreams tonight.

Resist That Stalker Urge :/
So I was jammin to my ipod on my drive home from work when this song came on. I was singing it at the top of my lungs while onlookers gawked at me (I can sing pretty well. Ask about me.). I started thinking about a conversation my friend and I had about still having feelings for someone who no longer/never had feelings for you. I know it's hard to get over someone once you've opened your heart to them. You've shared and laughed and made love. There was this intense connection that both sides reciprocated. But now one person wants out. All of a sudden they're a walking robot with 0 feelings! WTF! How can someone shut off like that?? Wanna know the answer.. IT DOESN'T MATTER. When one person in a relationship wants out the other doesn't have a choice. Don't make a fool out of yourself trying to convince them to come back. You shouldn't have to convince someone that loves you to stay with you. They should want to of their own free will. Let them go. If they come back t

Its Life
Saturday, March 15, 2008 hare rama and the life The quotes of his glory really helps the life to achieve true wisdom for ultimate success their in for here and here after. Supplication before and idiot, friendship with a rough, inculcating liberty in a born miser, taking wisdom to one steeped in worldliness, glorifying dispassion before a man of excessive greed, a lecture on mind control to an irascible man and a discourse on the exploits of lord to a libidinous person are as futile as sowing seeds in a barren land. Though one may take infinite pains in watering and caring so much all the way a plaintain it will not bear fruit unless it is hewed, similarly a vile fellow heeds no prayer but yields only when reprimanded. So it is for life to attain the wisdom of knowledge to reach at the ultimate glory of life as human. It is for life to realize the motto and means their in for life as human. It always better be late then never to avoid a sorry figure at the conclusive mod

"ta-heart-o-da-madder"
This is a poem I composed today as I was getting ready for work...It was written innitially for my "Irish" friends, but it is something I feel anyone can take in and consider...so let me know what you think of it. ~ Confessor "TA-HEART-O-DA-MADDER" I would a silent stranger be, as folded on the cornered ledge, beyond the dungeon portal dim, strolling carts give hearts away. The posted lights of field are shown, as beauty parades on graceful display. Not without purpose or curious eyes, though deep in dark they do see me. About the upper battlements, my ruin in the dark of day. I ponder beneath the clouded skies, Be she as intrigued as I? Say I. Only she can know for certain... The spiral holds the downward square, I could try to escape, but from what & to where? I cannot ellude her sensual stare, nor should I wish do do so... I think I'll linger in the clear, For if she cares she will come near, I stand front & center & wait without fear, For I sen

Just Got This Done Via An Online Service
So here is what is is all about: a very important Transit period is on the way and you are perfectly positioned to get the very best out of the opportunities it is set to bring. Indeed, in a very short time you will find yourself in the glare of several powerful astrological influences. These influences will place you in a very rare astrological Transit which will not occur again in your skies before a very long time. This is a period of 72 days during which a great number of opportunities are going to be offered to you. These opportunities are going to have a great impact on your life and here is what comes out of my analysis: During this period you can expect some very positive business developments and a number of very important opportunities will be open to you. You will have the chance to work on a project which will be very important for your business and for the rest of your Future. This project is large-scale and it will allow you to make lasting, positive changes to your f

If I Told You I Was In Love With You
if i told you i was in love with you would you tell me i was crazy? if i told you i was in love with you would you love me back? if i told you i was in love with you what would you do? if you told me you were in love with me i wouldn't say you are crazy if you told me you were in love with me i would love you back if we were in love would we get married? if we were in love would we get our own place? if we were to fall in love what would happen?

Bare Facts
Hare Rama__ Glory of lord speaks on the version of life and the peoples on the board of life on the verge of acts and their results for them. What one saw the same one reaps is the bare fact of life but a time gap prevents the direct collision? Life expects a lot from itself on varying stages with out anticipating the mode and the orbit it bears their in. a servant who aspires for happiness, a beggar who expects honor, a person addicted to some vice who hopes for riches, a profligate who seeks a blessed state after death, an avaricious man who coverts fame and a proud man who expects four virtues of life esteem wealth, religious merits, sensual perfection and final beatitude ---all these ones expect to get milk by milking heavens. Life do needs realization for a better pace their in to achieve ultimate glory for here and here after. May god bless all on the subject of life as human. Thanks plesse

Encounter 2
A Touch Our boundaries agreed we move and dance Light and shadow, teasing eyes perception Your movements slow deliberate grace, curves accentuated My eyes appreciate your feminine charms. Our voices low tones touch our desire with gentle caresses, eliciting desired response we express our needs. Blood flows through dilated capillaries skin flushed glowing Our senses heightened to caresses expectation. Modesty dissolves like morning mist. Veils shed like autumn leaves. Musk and jasmine fill the air exotic passions conjured Music vibrates to slow jazz rhythm notes You close your eyes facing the open window The sunset's silhouette exposed skin honey and silk Silk clings to curve and shadow The breeze raises texture as raven locks shiver. My eyes appreciation full, I move towards you I stand close your body radiates warmth, your head tilts A smile curls those silken lips parted in desire I blow softly upon your exposed neck Hairs rise to the sensation lea

He Makes Me Hate
I wonder sometimes about you About where we may have ended up I wonder if that was really worth it, But I remember the tidal wave you were. You never seemed to hold me as close, or speak of me as softly as I did. When our worlds collided again, I wanted to hurt you. I was ready to spill the blood I never could before. You make me absolutely sick with disgust. I never want you back again, so why does this torture eat at me? I wish you would disappear from my life, I wish you never existed. I wish I could tell you that I never gave a shit, I wish I could say so much, but even a spoken word in your direction makes smoke rise from my heart. Leave me, leave me alone. I won't hold you up high, I won't make you feel wanted. I will never love you, I will never forgive you. I want nothing of you.

Big Is Beautiful
I am letting ya'll to know that big is beautiful. I am proud of my curves. I am thick and I love it & so does my man. I turn heads where ever I go because of my curves. Ladies I want you to be proud of what the lord gave ya. Let it all hang out. You know what they say, if you got it ,well u know the rest. Be true to urself and others will follow. Stand up for urself and stop letting people and the media make u feel bad about urselves!!!! U are beautiful. To all my BBW, I think ur the best. a friend of mine wrote this and i totally agree with it.

Bake Me Sketti
Make spaghetti like you normallly do. Then layer it in a pan with cheese and baco bits in between the layers. Put some fresh parsley on the top layer of cheese Put in the oven till the top layer o cheese makes a crust but it's not burnt! DON'T BURN IT OR YOU'll FUCK IT UP. Makes 2 pans. Bam! Dinner is Served.

Hope
HOPE by Brian Quinn When all about you is black with gloom, And all you feel is pending doom. When your bones are racked with grim despair - When every breath is a gasp for air. Keep on going, though you need to grope, For around the bend is a ray of hope. A ray of hope is perhaps all that's left, As your will to live has been bereft. You've lost it all, it's just no use! You can end it all, you need no excuse. But throw away that piece of rope, And give yourself a chance of hope. Just give yourself another day, Brushing aside what your thoughts may say. This is your life and you can make a new start, By ignoring the brain - just follow the heart. Taking baby steps in order to cope, And minute by minute you'll build on your hope. Build on your hope,. one day at a time, Though the road be steep and hard to climb. The hurts of the past - they should be dead. The fears of the future are all in your head. Just live in the present and refuse to mope Your lif

Memories.........
I found you picture today. the one at the party New Years Eve. Remeber how much we drank? we never wanted to leave. And then there morning after the long night of making love theser the things i think about. Memories from up above. And the time we stayed up all night long playing games and talking by candles light. Next thing we knew it was morning sun was shining so bright And when we went to the falls you held me oh so tight you swore u would love me forever. These memories keep me up all night. *But with pain in my heart and a tear in my eye I go on... I wake up everyday and i pray.. but ur still gone.... Theres no easy way no matter how much i try... still have all these memories.. and i still cry. No matter what the day holds dont matter what's going on. you're always there in my memories.... i am never alone............

Kiss Me
Kiss me When its pouring out side and the wind is blowing hard holding me close embrass my lips while the drops fall down our bodys with pashion like the thunder with all emotions free just kiss me and let our love flow free with every drop and every touch get lost in the moment for only us to share. By: Elizabeth Sue Pennington

Macintyre : Mad Dog - Promo
Macintyre : Mad Dog - promo MacIntyre's Underworld - Mad Dog and N4zi Nick Johnny Too Bad - UB40 The Shankill Road Gang The Shankill Bomb omagh bomb I.R.A vs The British Army : Northern Ireland UVF AND UDA VIDEO

Celtic 0-1 Aberdeen
Celtic 0-1 Aberdeen Aberdeen bundled Scottish Cup holders Celtic out of the tournament thanks to Darren Mackie's second-half strike. Celtic laid siege to vistors' goal in the first half but strikers Scott McDonald and Jan Vennegoor of Hesselink wasted good opportunities. And in a rare Aberdeen attack, Mackie slammed in a smart 69th-minute finish. Celtic poured forward in the closing stages but it is the Dons who will now meet First Division Queen of the South in the semi-finals. Aberdeen had been denied by a last-minute goal in the first tie but turned in a stubborn defensive display to make the most of the replay. Celtic started strongly and midfielder Massimo Donati drove over from 30 yards with less than a minute gone. Moments later, Vennegoor of Hesselink headed a Lee Naylor cross over the crossbar from eight yards after good work from Aiden McGeady on the left flank. Celtic remained camped in the Dons half and visiting midfielder Karim Touzani had to

Chinese Riddle
Home from work, time to get my sleep sauce on. I'm hungry, tired...tired....more tired.....and uhhh....so this is going to be short...and by 'short' I mean not long. Now you may say, "well the shortitude is relative to the longitudeness" or you may not say this...either way you are right. That brings me to my next point: Since the dawn of time, man has struggled with the idea of which came first; the chicken or the egg. The answer is neither. Now to solve the next great mystery: Why do all the toys in cereal boxes suck? This is a three part answer 1. First off The good shit is expensive (like drugs)...that's why every god damn toy in my Fruity Pebbles is made in China. China is great at making shitty crap & commie neighbors ....nothing else...Oh! and people and ridiculously long walls...NowWwW nothing else... 2. Like a black man dating an Asian; the good prize just won't fit. As a youth I often found myself suckered in by C

For One Person In Particular...don't Take My Kindness For Granted!
What is your definition of a friend? Why would you befriend someone and then just stop talking to them? Using the excuse you're too busy but yet you're able to talk to your other friends and even come online but can't talk to someone who's been there for you. Why do people take kindness for a weakness and then use it to their advantage? Just know this...one day that kindness will come back to haunt you cause I can be just as much of a bitch as the next and when you are left alone and need someone to turn to...there will be no one there! Take this to heart...and you know who you are.

Rebel To Fu-gee
Hey everyone, Rebel_128 needs a little less 10k to level up. Let's go help him level by rating pics, leaving comments, etc. He needs our help to get to Fu-gee. Thanks! Rebel'sAngel Click on the pic to take you straight to the profile! ~Rebel_128~

I Wish
I have wished for many things in my life ~ among them are these: I wish for: the terminal to be healed all of my kisses to be sealed one man to be true that one man to be, you. happiness in my life the absence of strife. all to experience the act of humanity not hostility; peace among us not only for love; but also for lust. looking at the stars with only you love making under the moon - ya, ya, I do. all of our dreams to come true. most of all ONLY YOU! you being here by my side you to hold me tight the ability to kiss you just because I could. My greatest wish by far though - is for HOPE in all of the above! ♥ ♥ ♥ ~Sussie

I Will Be
There's nothing I could say to you Nothing I could ever do to make you see What you mean to me All the pain, the tears I cried Still you never said goodbye and now I know How far you'd go I know I let you down But it's not like that now This time I'll never let you go I will be, all that you want And get myself together Cause you keep me from falling apart All my life, I'll be with you forever To get you through the day And make everything okay I thought that I had everything I didn't know what life could bring But now I see, honestly You're the one thing I got right The only one I let inside Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me And if I let you down I'll turn it all around Cause I would never let you go I will be, all that you want And get myself together Cause you keep me from falling apart All my life, I'll be with you forever To get you through the day And make everything okay I will be, all that you want And get myself tog

Single Rose
A single rose, reminding them of, Their commitment and never ending love. Of their dreams, and the promises made, And how their feelings will never fade. The way he knew, right from the start, That she was the one, who held the key to his heart. How he stops at nothing, and goes the extra mile, For one more chance, to witness her smile. They pressed the rose, so it would withstand time, To remind them of, the greatest love they will ever find. I wrote this Jamie

5 Rules For Being Better At The Internet
1. Forfeit all Caturday/lolcats photos. Congratulations, you have found pictures of cats making stupid (probably photoshopped) faces that were made 4-5 years ago and are only found humourous by 4chan rejects. The website that makes sure you know everything that was once a phenomenon once existed. Here's a mesage from French Cat: 2. Chuck Norris is a douche. If you're still huddling around Chuck Norris "facts" - stop it. First of all they aren't even the original. Jack Bauer, Vin Diesel and some others were before. I guess it was all the beard jokes some fatass trolls made up that made the Chuck Norris ones more popular. And now, 4 years later, there's a book on it and the Texas Ranger sues over "false information". Way to go Chuck, you're an inspiration for morons everywhere. 3. Do not be the kettle that calls the pot black. Nothing tickles my fancy more than reading things like "your an idiot" and "get a life/get laid" from some retard who gets online for maybe an

Should Children Witness Childbirth?
Should children witness childbirth? > > Due to a power outage, only one > paramedic responded to the call. > > The house was very dark so the paramedic > asked Kathleen, a 3-yr old girl to hold a flashlight high over her > mommy so he could see while he helped deliver the baby. Very > diligently, Kathleen did as she was asked. > > Heidi pushed and pushed and after a > little while, Connor was born. > The paramedic lifted him by his little > feet and spanked him on his bottom. > > Connor began to cry. > > The paramedic then thanked Kathleen for > her help and asked the wide-eyed 3-yr old what she thought > about what she had just witnessed. > > Kathleen quickly responded, 'He > shouldn't have crawled in there in the first place . . . > > Smack his ass again!'

Poetry
The horrors of sleep Sleep brings no joy to me. Rememberance never dies. My soul is given to mystery, And lives in sighs. Sleep brings no rest to me; The shadows of the dead My wakening eyes may never see Surround my bed. Sleep brings no hope to me, In soundest sleep they come, And with their doleful imag'ry Deepen the gloom. Sleep brings no strength to me, No power renewed to brave; I only sail a wilder sea, A darker wave. Sleep brings no friend to me to soothe and aid to bear; They all gaze on, how scornfully, And I despair. Sleep brings no wish to fret My harrassed heart beneath; My only wish is to forget In endless sleep of death. By Emily Bronte

Accumalations
With the full moon only a day away I'm placing myself into retreat from most things that I do around here. I'm going to be like a dragon fly with ordinary life things for about a month while I pace myself through a very heavy practice that is needed for my well being. This is life and this is what is truly needed for me to be the person that I could one day be. My placement on things are going to look weird to most people, which is something other people need to learn, ignorance is not my friend. So when I do come back after my retreat however long it takes to do my accumalations, I'll be taking dragonfly steps in understanding where I stand again in the thoughts and which direction would suit me best. To my family, you know how to contact me away from here. And I suggest for my time of retreat you contact me via those ports of call. Work, where I live aren't good conditions, It's time for me to step up to my own plate and do something about these conditions without a

Trust
"As soon as you trust yourself, you will know how to live." - Johann Wolfgang von Goethe "You may be deceived if you trust too much, but you will live in torment if you don't trust enough." - Frank Crane "Love all, trust a few." - William Shakespeare What is trust? Trust is: Letting others know your feelings, emotions and reactions, and having the confidence in them to respect you and to not take advantage of you. Sharing your inner feelings and thoughts with others with the belief that they will not spread them indiscriminately. Placing confidence in others so that they will be supportive and reinforcing of you, even if you let down your "strong'' mask and show your weaknesses. Assuming that others will not intentionally hurt or abuse you if you should make an error or a mistake. The inner sense of acceptance you have of others with whom you are able to share secrets, knowing they are safe. The sense tha

Right Now
What is love in all its complexity. Take it apart and examine the finer parts of this miraculous thing that can make a man cheat on a woman a man stay faithful a woman abondon her life. What is it really. To me Love is a combination of Hope, Faith and a desire to be desired. How is this love you may think when we so often are miserable and jelaous as well as pained by these people. I think I have figured it out, at least how it is to me. I want to to have HOPE in the fact I will not always been alone. I want FAITH that my future is going to be secure for my son and myself. I want a man to desire me and to feel that as well as to desire him. I am miserable in all the worries I fret over. I am jealous that some people have there lifes already figured out and lead the lives they want. And finally I am pained knowing the sacrafices I have and will still have to make to get to that place. Aye, Life is a complex mistress who must be pampered on days

Margarita Madness
Thursday, March 27th, starts Margarita Madness at Chili's. if you're in wichita falls and feel like having a few drinks, ask for my friend Andy. Because there is a competition between the servers for who can sell the most margaritas. So, help my friend out and also, he is the most awesome and fun server you can get and he'll take really good care of you while you're there. Okay enough said, so head there.. and THANK YOU!!!

Bored And Can't Sleep
well, i'm really fucking bored right now. it's a little after 5 am....my fiancee' is asleep because he has to watch his niece and nephews tomorrow.....and i'm too hyper to sleep. really can't figure out why...but ok. i feel like just spouting off random shit...but then again my brain's too dead to think right now. i'm seriously considering making a pizza....yup...a pizza. but i really don't need one... fuck....hate boredom hunger....time to stop thinking about food.... let's think about sex. nah....nope....bad idea....i'd just get me horny, and my release from that is downstairs asleep....so yeah. fuck....nothing safe to think about. i could think about hacking up that tree stump in the back yard some more with nate's meat cleaver....but i don't wanna dull it down after he just sharpened it...and it would only awaken my bloodlust and make me wish it were a real person....damn. i could go work on my story...but nope...damn writer's block again...like always.... 5 different stor

Update On My Mom
For those who know me... My mom had back surgery last week Friday. I got word that she was having one continuous severe headache yesterday and they took her in for a brain scan. My dad got a call at 4 a.m. EST today indicating they were taking my mom back to the ICU. They have since given the results of the scan... At some point either during the back surgery or since, she has developed a rip in her "duma" which caused her cerebraspinal fluid (or something like that, I'm not a doctor) to allow air bubbles to escape into her brain. This part is not life threatening, but the infections she has developed are. She had to go in for exploratory surgery and they found numerous infection in her back, which explains the intense pain she was/is feeling. They have her on at least two different antibiotics right now, and she is still sedated and listed as "critical"... I'm waiting to hear from my dad, probably tomorrow morning, how she's doing. If she's not well, I'll be heading to V

Homeless
Well my unemployement will run out soon. And I still have no job. I guess that means I will be homeless and living out on the street. Lucky me I guess. Thats the way my life goes. Just when things are great, something stomps a mud hole in my life. Thier can’t possibly be a God. If thier was, life wouldn’t suck so bad. I wonder if i can find a nice cardboard box to live in. Yes I posted this before. And it got erased some how.

Thank You All So Much!!!
Let me introduce you too Fubar's newest GodMother Stop and congratulate her. So many Thank you go out too all of Fubar that helped her make it here. She started at 282k and GodMothered in 3 hours.. Thank you all again and again for all the love you shoowed too help her get here. Thank you too all of the Shadow Levelers , Family, friends and all of Fubar for making her a GodMother!!!!! ♫LilBamaGirl♫@ fubar (repost of original by '♥ BooBoo ♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned by Gary' on '2008-03-22 14:12:16')

Comment Me Please!
Here we are again. I have joined another contest. This one is a comment bombing contest. Can everyone please help a girl out........anyones support is appreciated! Thanx y'all here is the link......just click on the pic and it will take you right to it. thanx again y'all

Astral Kiss
creatures of the night passion doth ignite skin burns as fire no fading of desire words fall like rain a torturous domain midnight moon is bright eyes smolder at the sight minds escape and wander free meeting together across the sea imagination paints the scene third eye open and all is seen astral bodies touch and kiss spirits soar in hidden bliss down to earth we both shall sail having explored the darkened trail parting ways and saying goodbye each with a sparkle in our eye until next time that we meet may clouds dance beneath your feet

True Version
Sunday, March 23, 2008 true version Glory of lord speaks on the version of life as taken by the saints but peoples agitated to accept so, sages put their version on life and soul that soul bear the five elements on the planet to activate self as life where as supreme need not go on for this mode to activate here on. Though soul and supreme soul have same profile with a little difference their in that soul is influenced with illusion where as supreme is totally free the influence of illusion. This influence of illusion make soul to count as life and this freedom from illusion make supreme to count as god. Life suffer on varying subjects such as birth death, sufferings their in on various mode either on social sphere on the inner mode of body schedule and old age where as supreme enjoys the wisdom of a ruling passion. When Like thinks too much rather than a trust as if can there be anger with out duality or duality with out ignorance? Can be an individual soul, dull, finite

How To Make Each Other Happy!
How to make each other happy! How to Make a Woman Happy It's not difficult to make a woman happy. A man only needs to be: 1. a friend 2. a companion 3. a lover 4. an electrician 5. a carpenter 6. a plumber 7. a mechanic 8. a decorator 9. a sexologist 10. a gynecologist 11. a psychologist 12. a pest exterminator 13. a good listener 14. an organizer 15. a good father 16. very clean 17. sympathetic 18. athletic 19. warm 20. attentive 21. gallant 22. intelligent 23. funny 24. creative 25. tender 26. strong 27. understanding 28. tolerant 29. prudent 30. ambitious 31. capable 32. courageous 33. determined 34. true 35. dependable 36. passionate 37. compassionate WITHOUT FORGETTING TO: 38. give her compliments regularly 39. love shopping 40. be honest 41. be very rich 42. not stress her out 43. not look at other girls AND AT THE SAME TIME, YOU MUST ALSO: 44. give her lots of attention, but expect little yourself 45. give her l

The Guy Next Door
I really like my next door neighbor. He is very good looking and hot and sexy and he loves to help me. What more could you ask for? One day I was hanging out with my ex-best friend Jennifer. We are military wives, well I'm not really but close enough. So that means our husbands are not always around, they go places. In the military its called TDY, temporary duty. Well both our husbands were gone and I was at Jennifer's and we drank tea all day and talked. Then it came dinner time and she asked if I wanted to go to the pizza place. So we did, then back to her house and we just kept talking. I could see she didn't want me to go. So it was like, what the heck, just stay and keep each other company. It was summer and it stayed light out till very late. Well you know how kids get when they're overtired so finally my kids were bouncing and I decided to go home. So I went home and put my key in the door and I couldn't turn it because there was a key left in the d

Re: Ex-communist Official Accuses China Of Staging Tibet Riots
RE: Ex-Communist Official Accuses China Of Staging Tibet Riots ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 24 Mar 2008, 14:41 Ex-Communist Official Accuses China Of Staging Violent Tibet Riots A former Chinese Communist Party official has accused China of staging violent riots in Tibet in order to demonize Tibetans in the eyes of the international community, justify a brutal paramilitary police crackdown and force the Dalai Lama to resign. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/march2008/032408_staging_riots. htm

My Vows I Would Love To Say To Someone Special!
IF THERE WAS REAL HAPPINESS, THEN I NEVER KNEW UNTIL I OPENED MY EYES- AND THEN THERE WAS YOU. MY DAYS WERE ALL FILLED WITH CONFUSION AND DREAD I FOUGHT AND I STRUGGLED WITH THE DEMONS IN MY HEAD, I LONGED FOR A LOVER TO SHARE IN ALL THAT I'D DO ONE DAY I OPENED MY EYES- AND THEN THERE WAS YOU. I CRIED AND I PLEADED WITH THE SWEET LORD ABOVE TO BLESS ME JUST ONCE AND INTRODUCE ME TO LOVE. I PRAYED FOR AN ANGEL AND FOR ALL MY DREAMS TO COME TRUE. I OPENED MY EYES- AND THEN THERE WAS YOU. I HAD WAITED AND ACHED FOR SOME LOVING ARMS AND SOMEONE TO EASE MY PAIN AND HELP ME FEEL CALM, FOR THE BLESSINGS I WONDERED WHAT I HAD TO DO I JUST OPENED MY EYES- AND THEN THERE WAS YOU. I HAD NEVER BELIEVED IN THOSE FAIRYTALE THINGS HEARTS AND FLOWERS AND VALENTINE CUPID THINGS, IF THERE WAS TRUE ROMANCE THEN I NEVER KNEW UNTIL I OPENED MY EYES- AND THEN THERE WAS YOU. SOMEHOW MY LIFE CHANGED AND IT SPUN ME AROUND I WAS GIVEN A CHANCE TO ENJOY THE LOVE THAT I FOUND, I FINALLY FELT

The Silent Ranks
The Silent Ranks I wear no uniforms, no blues or whites, But I am in the Army cause I am his wife. I'm in the ranks that are rarely seen, I have no rank upon my shoulders. Salutes I do not give. But the military world is the place where I live. I'm not in the chain of command, Orders I do not get. But my husband is the one who does, this I can not forget. I'm not the one who fires the weapon, who puts my life on the line. But my job is just as tough. I'm the one who's left behind. My husband is a patriot, a brave and prideful man. And the call to serve his country not all can understand. Behind the lines I see the things needed to keep this country free. My husband makes the sacrifice, but so do our kids and me. I love the man I married. Soldiering is his life. But I stand among the silent ranks known as the Army Wife.

Early History Of The Philippines
The Negritos are believed to have migrated to the Philippines some 30,000 years ago from Borneo, Sumatra, and Malaya. The Malayans followed in successive waves. These people belonged to a primitive epoch of Malayan culture, which has apparently survived to this day among certain groups such as the Igorots. The Malayan tribes that came later had more highly developed material cultures. In the 14th cent. Arab traders from Malay and Borneo introduced Islam into the southern islands and extended their influence as far north as Luzon. The first Europeans to visit (1521) the Philippines were those in the Spanish expedition around the world led by the Portuguese explorer Ferdinand Magellan. Other Spanish expeditions followed, including one from New Spain (Mexico) under López de Villalobos, who in 1542 named the islands for the infante Philip, later Philip II. Spanish Control The conquest of the Filipinos by Spain did not begin in earnest until 1564, when another expedition from New S

I've Been Misunderstood...
Wow...I just read my blog, and I understand why I was completely misunderstood. I will start over. My point was to note that it's sad that we males are forcing women to put disclaimers up because of our ceaseless vulgar commentary. I just wanted to suggest that we men think before we allow our instincts to take over. There is nothing at all wrong with displaying hunger for sexual gratification because we are in the animal kingdom, but to do it in a thoughtful, original manner is much more appealing, in my opinion, than saying, "Hey baby, wanna fuck?" If I'm wrong, please steer me in the right direction. Obviously, I'm guilty of this, too, sometimes, but wondering how I will be perceived really makes me rethink my actions before going through with them. I apologize for the confusion, but I can clearly see why it was taken as it was. Thanks for reading.

Everyone Gets Used N That Shit Sucks...
EVERYONE GETS USED N THAT SHiT SUCKS... EVERYONE GETS USED iT HAPPENS EVERYDAY BUT U GOTTA MAKE A CHOiCE DO YOU GO OR DO YOU STAY BiTCHES WANNA FiGHT ME THiNKiN iM THE ONE TO BLAME BUT THEY DONT UNDERSTAND THAT THEiR MAN WAS THE ONE WHO CAME MY WAY i THOUGHT HE WAS SiNGLE BUT HE WAS PLAYiN ME TOO i THOUGHT i WAS THE ONLY ONE BUT THERE WAS ANOTHER GiRL, iTS TRUE. i LEARNED MY LESSON i GOT iNTO FiGHTS i LEFT THE GUY WHO USED ME AND WHOOPED HiS TRiCKS ASS ON THE SiDE. iT DiDNT MAKE ME FEEL GOOD BUT i REALiZED MY MiSTAKE NEVER AGAiN WiLL i GO FOR A PLAYA THEY THE ONES TO BLAME.

It's The Ass.
Your Inner Pop Princess Is Shakira "Baby I would climb the Andes solely To count the freckles on your body Never could imagine there were only Too many ways to love somebody" You're more a poet than a pop star. Who's Your Inner Pop Princess?

For Some Reason M0p Wanted Me To Do This One. :p
Pleh...at new blog entries every time. I'm too OCD for that shit... You Are 94% Misanthropic You are misanthropic to the point of being scary. In your view, people are a disease. You may want to lighten up a little - before you become a super villain! How Misanthropic Are You?

To Find A Friend Like You....
I've searched the skies so high - and the oceans wide and blue, I've searched the valleys and plains - just to find a friend like you. I've search in majestic forests - in canyons deep and wide, I've searched in hidden places - in towers that peak the sky. I've searched the websites over - and the quiet of the wind, to find a friend like you - I thought searching would never end. But then I stopped my searching - and just said a simple prayer, and when I was finished praying - my friend, you were there. I found who I was looking for - and my searching now is through, all I ever really wanted - was to have a friend like you. Now, I've learned a lesson - that all I really have to do, is just look inside my heart - to have a friend like you. For you were always there - and somehow I just couldn't see, that by my side you always were - a special friend to me.

For Just One Day
For just one day I wanna break all regulations, Because we all go the same way, We all pass the same stations. For just one day I wanna feel totally free. No responsibilities, just everything is OK No desires, just surviving is the key. For just one day I wanna ignore our senseless fate, Colors are victorious over the gray Stop to get controlled by the state. For just one day I wanna forget the value of money and gold I wanna live life my way lose my inhibition threshold

Torn Away.
You go through your whole married life wanting children, even just one. You see your friends having babies. You see strangers on the street pushing them in buggies or pulling them in wagons...and you think to yourself maybe one day. Then in an instant that one day comes, and in a cold emergency room your told your pregnant...but you know something is wrong. But you become elated, your husband grinning ear to ear...neither of you wanting to think what could be happening. All of a sudden you feel this incredible love start, for someone you have never met yet, but you know...or think, you will. And a feeling of needing to protect overwhelmes you. You beg God to let everything be okay, to protect this tiny creature growing inside you. Then.... Your taken to have an ultrasound, and your told nonchalantly that the heartbeat you hear is only your own, no other one can be found. So the test is over you step into a bathroom to get dressed, and out in the hallway you hear this stranger telli

Change Is Inevitable - Except From A Vending Machine.
~~~He that will not apply new remedies must expect new evils; for time is the greatest innovator.~~~Francis Bacon ~~~Any change, even a change for the better, is always accompanied by drawbacks and discomforts.~~~Arnold Bennett ~~~We all have big changes in our lives that are more or less a second chance.~~~Harrison Ford ~~~All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter another.~~~Anatole France ~~~We live in a moment of history where change is so speeded up that we begin to see the present only when it is already disappearing.~~~R. D. Laing ~~~It may be hard for an egg to turn into a bird: it would be a jolly sight harder for it to learn to fly while remaining an egg. We are like eggs at present. And you cannot go on indefinitely being just an ordinary, decent egg. We must be hatched or go bad.~~~C. S. Lewis

How Do You Explain It
Love isn’t blind; it just only sees what matters. Love is a Moment that lasts forever... You will know the real meaning of love when you Fall in love. If a tear fell from my eyes, every time I wished you were with me I would have a puddle of fallen wishes at my feet. Through the wind I hear your Voice, in the clouds I see your name. Living life without you just wouldn’t be the same If you love someone more than Anything, Then distance only matters to the mind, not to the heart. If I had a single Flower for every time I thought of you I could walk forever in my garden. When I Saw you I was afraid to talk to you... When I talked to you I was afraid to hold you... When I hold you I was afraid to love you Now that I love you I’m afraid to lose you. Telling someone you love them comes From the heart The place that made you loves them from the start. True love never leaves the Heart, so if you don’t love me now, you didn’t love me then. It is impossible to Fal

Tear My Heart Open
blank screen flickers ....I lay in a pool of heart break and lies.... i fall yet again with the belief that some one any one is truthful to me... my breath stills stagnate in my lungs...... the cold air seeps in to my room chilling my dead core.. always the fool... always the shameful secret. tears dont come.. the dull numbing hate fills me my personal demons rise and with out a fight take me down..... i think nothing i feel nothing..... i tear my heart out what is left..... let it fall to the the dirt where is belongs no drug will fix me... not like before no drink will liven me...... shallow my breathe quells eyes glossy....... body hurts nothing left to do now but await the things i knew.... that i told you he will kill the last part of me.... i gave it so fast so willing was it me or was i commiting emotional suicide life rolls on ...hollow is my state of affairs now. i tear my heart open leave it to die.

Federal Rules Of Civil Procedure Main Page Search..subpoenas
RE: Federal Rules of Civil Procedure main page search..Subpoenas ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: VANMETER SAYS FREE RENO NOW Date: 27 Mar 2008, 16:45 http://www. law. cornell. edu/rules/frcp/Rule45. htmFederal Rules of Civil Procedure main page search | civil procedure overview VI. TRIALS > Rule 45. Prev | Next Rule 45. Subpoena (a) In General.(1) Form and Contents.(A) Requirements — In General. Every subpoena must:(i) state the court from which it issued; (ii) state the title of the action, the court in which it is pending, and its civil-action number; (iii) command each person to whom it is directed to do the following at a specified time and place: attend and testify; produce designated documents, electronically stored information, or tangible things in that person's possession, custody, or control; or permit the inspection of premises; and (iv) set out the text of Rule 45(c) and (d). (B) Command to Attend a Deposition — Notice of the Recordin

What Is It?????
Is it Love or What?I gave him my Heart and don't regret it.I don't want it back.I just want a chance.Is that wrong or right?But I have try to move on and forget him and I can't.So I asked my self the one and only question.Love or just Lust?He is still in my Heart and soul.He is a very special person in his own way.He is Loving,Caring,and Very Sweet inside and out.He makes me feel good about myself inside and out. He made me take a good look at myself.He open the doors for me to learn to Love and feel again.To let me know I don't have to do stupid things to get attention from guys.He is always in my mind as well. There isn't a moment thats goes by day by day that I'm not thinking of him.I want to tell him how I really feel about him but how do you? When you question things? So is it really Love?

For The Von Erichs:heaven Needed A Champion
Heaven Needed A Champion You wore the family name with pride, Boldly you went forward. Did the things a lesser man might not have ever done A tornado from the Texas Plains, You came and changed our lives and now you're gone With the Lone Star State emblazen On your battle taugs proclaiming you A native son with strength and love and pride Your the morning star that shined For one brief moment in eternity And all too soon God called you to his side Heaven needed a champion, That's why he took you Heaven needed a champion But God knows we need you too Now the arena is dark and empty With a single, blazing spotlight Shining on the ring Its like the eternal light they speak of That they use to preserve a memory Now someday that light will lose its brilliance And these songs we sing will be forgotten too But even then the spirits of Fritz, Jack, Chris, Mike, David and Kerry Von Erich Will be sweet and fresh

Assholes
My Shoutbox tapdis... ...: and btw when did i fuck wit u? have i even chatted wit u b4 tonite? nooo tapdis... ...: ur seriously mistaking me 4 sum 1 else sweets, lol tapdis... ...: sorry hun u definitely got me mixed up with another one of ur bf's, dont know u or never met u b4, and this aint a fake account ->tapdis... ...: btw I know hwo you are so stop acting like a guy and shit..your a mummer and I make you mad in there so you n=made this account to come fuck with me...I have a salute so I am not a fake..you however do not... tapdis... ...: just admit it, ur pissed cause i didnt rate u right baby tapdis... ...: obviously u r, since i didnt rate u, then u rate me a 2, seriously who r u kidding ->tapdis... ...: I am sorry and hwo is th one being all pissy...not me tapdis... ...: havent done shit 2 ur photo fuckin twat tapdis... ...: pffft! a fake? nah ur a fake sweetie, u r ->Juice: this asshole marked my pic nsfw now it is gone ->tapdis... ...: why did

R.i.p My Dearest Friend Lisa
My Dearest Friend Lisa And I Were Friends Since We were 13 yrs Old Was Sadly taken From Us March 26th,2008 At 4 am In The Morning From The Hands Of Her So Called Husband Who Beat Her So Bad And Put Her Into a Coma which She Never Came Out Of...Leaving Behind Her Son 7 And Daughter 2 Yrs Old And A Loving Family and Friends.... I'm Gonna Miss you with All my Heart and soul But you will Never everrrr Be for gotten ever... I Love you and Miss you Sooo Much..

Home
well for all of u that didnt know.. monday afternoon i had a mild stroke.. i just got home from the hospital this afternonn.. im not 100% i have lost my whole left side.. not sure when i will be back to normal if i will ever.. i will be online but not as much as before cause i have a long road ahead of me now.. plz everyone enjoy lifdont let things get to u.. i did and look at me now... well u all take care and if any of u wanna keep in touch u can contact me on my yahoo.. badd_azz_lil_angel.. love u all and wil be back when i can

Follow Follow
Though the straits be broad or narrow, It's Follow we will, Follow we will, Follow we will, Though the straits be broad or narrow, It's Follow we will, we will Follow in the footsteps of our team, Follow Follow we will Follow Rangers, Anywhere, everywhere we will Follow on, Follow Follow we will Follow Rangers, If they go to Dublin (Europe?) we will Follow on

I Need A Lil Assisstance.......
im trying to set up a lounge for the first time, and im kinda stuck.....i need help setting up a banner, (lounge name, rules, pics, etc, etc,) ive been reading and messing around with it much as i can but it makes my head spin sumtimes and theyre seems to be different ways to go about things.....if ANYONE could help me with this last lil but i would really appreciate it and he/she would get full credit for any work they do, of course.....thank u

Clydesdale Bank Premier League : Table
Clydesdale Bank Premier League : Table 29 Mar 17:11 | Home | Away Team P W D L F A W D L F A GD PTS 1 Rangers 29 16 0 1 46 9 8 2 2 24 12 49 74 2 Celtic 30 10 4 0 34 3 11 1 4 35 17 49 68 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 3 Dundee Utd 32 9 4 3 22 9 5 3 8 23 26 10 49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 4 Motherwell 30 8 2 4 23 16 7 2 7 17 19 5 49 5 Hibernian 32 9 4 3 32 20 4 4 8 13 18 7 47 6 Falkirk 32 6 5 5 17 14 5 4 7 22 28 -3 42 7 Hearts 32 6 4 6 23 22 5 4 7 19 26 -6 41 8 Aberdeen 32 7 5 4 25 18 4 3 9 16 34 -11 41 9 Inverness CT 32 7 1 8 23 27 3 2 11 16 30 -18 33 10 Kilmarnock 32 6 3 7 23 21 2 5 9 11 25 -12 32 11 St Mirren 30 5 3 7 15 24 3 5 7 7 22 -24 32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 12 Gretna 31 3 2 10 16 32 1 2 13 12 42 -46 6

When You Realize
There comes a time in your life that you realize things and see things in a different view. It hits you more than you realize. I realized that failure is not always failure. Sometimes what you perceive as failure at that given moment is actually the best thing that could ever happen to you. I thought that my marriage failing was the worst thing in life and that my life couldn't go on. When I said I do, I meant it, until death do us part. I couldn't imagine that my marriage would ever end. When it did, I felt like my world was ending, like I was a failure, that I had failed. Then I realized, it was the best thing that ever happened to me. What you may think as failure is sometimes not failure at all. It's the beauty of life to be able to face defeat and realize that you are not defeated but actually the winner in the end. Things happen that you don't plan...things change, but what knocks the wind out of you only makes you stronger so that the next time you get hit, it does

Today
Driving along with my daughter, she says momma I have a castle. I responded OH YEAH?! She said yep I asked; Can mommy live in it with you. She replied no, you'll be married... Thought that was too sweet, but I wanted to ask her when is momma gettin married? LOL

I Tried
Okay so this gets a bit personal , but I have no one else to talk about it with and fuck it been crying for a hour so here it goes . I moved away from 94 to 99 moved back east to where my family is located . Came home with a beautiful little baby who was 6 months old expecting nothing really but did expect to have family . My parents are awesome they really are my mom has had two strokes when she was 34 and my dad supported us and nurse her back to health . Growing up wasn't easy cause mom was always in the hospital , I never will forget the day she had neck surgery and came home blind on her left side and couldn't talk I freaked my dad rushed her back to the hospital to find out she had a stroke and shortly after she had another . My kid brother and sister are 2 and 4 years younger than me I am the oldest. I was 13 when this all happened . I used to skip school not to go out and drink or get high with my friends instead i used to peek in the windows of my house and watch my mom all da

Hot Sexual Taste
You whisper into my ear Sweet things that make me weak, Then you look into my eyes With your mysterious provocative gaze, Causing you to touch my skin To feel the burning of your flames, Caressing me with a love that is real, Then you kiss me... As I feel your wet eager lips Our hungry tongues indulging in their craving, To feel the poison... Of your blood boiling throughout your soul Sending electrify emotions Stimulating pure intoxication, As your hands flows over me; Touching every curve and every part of me... It seems I move my legs apart automatically, As you lift me on the mystical ride While my body you know I will guide, Just listen to our song Making love all night long, The flames of passion, desire and love Is taking control over us, You put your hands in my breast, As I feel a sensation so exciting, When you kiss my nipples with your eager lips Every time you do that, It gets more and more fulfilling Let me feel those sensations, As I feel you

A Lawyer And A Cajun
A lawyer and a Cajun are sitting next to each other on a long flight. The lawyer is thinking that Louisiana Cajuns are so dumb that he could get over on them easy... So the lawyer asks if the Cajun would like to play a fun game. The Cajun is tired and just wants to take a nap, so he politely declines and tries to catch a few winks. The lawyer persists, that the game is a lot of fun. "I ask you a question, and if you don't know the answer, you pay me only $5; you Ask me one, and if I don't know the answer, I will pay you $500. This catches the Cajun's attention and to keep the lawyer quiet, agrees to play the game. The lawyer asks the first question. "What's the distance from the Earth to the moon?" The Cajun doesn't say a word, reaches in his pocket pulls out a five-dollar bill, and hands it to the lawyer. Now, it's the Cajun's turn. He asks the lawyer, "What goes up a hill w_ith three legs, an

Autism
One out of 150 or more children will be born with Autism this year. It's four times more likely with boys the girls. There are only guesses as to what causes the neurological disorder that prevents these children from interacting socially and experience hyper sensitivities. One guess is that an ingredient added to the MMR vaccination given at one year old made the vaccine 85% mercury by volume. That's an incredible figure. In my case, my oldest Grandson was diagnosed at three years old, however; thinking back over the years I realize he showed signs as young as 2 months old. He used his all his fingers together to spin an object on his floor gym. We now think it's hereditary on the Dad's side of the family. Here are some signs besides what I mentioned prior: 1. Baby doesn't make eye contact 2. Favors spinning objects 3. Is ADHD and doesn't interact with anyone including children his own age. 4. Doesn't reach out to be picked up 5. Dosen't speak at 3 yrs old. 6. Becomes

Hummm
THE ROSE A lovely rose with petals soft A scent so sweet and light So beautiful a flower With colors shining bright. But something not so savory About the fragrant rose - The thorns, so sharp upon the stem, That sharpen as it grows. Yet still lovely is the flower Despite the thorns that prick Just as life and love are sweet They too have thorns that stick. But do not fear to live or love, Life's not exempt from pain - So pick a rose, you may get hurt, But you will also gain!

50 Random Questions... I Know, I Know... Another Survey...lol
1. How tall are you barefoot? 5'9" 2. Have you ever smoked heroin? ummm... NO... good heavens, what a question... 3. Do you own a gun? Yep, several, actually 4. Rehab? only PT for injuries. 5. Do you get nervous before "meeting the parents"? if anyone says that they don't, they're lying or kidding themselves... 6. What do you think of your friends? that I'm amazed they keep me around ;) 7. What's your favorite Christmas song? "O' Holy Night" 8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Coffee... mmmmmmmmm...coffee... 9. Do you do push-ups? yep 10. Have you ever done ecstacy? nope, I've been ecstatic before though, does that count? 11. Are you vegitarian? no 12. Do you like painkillers? only when I'm in severe pain... 13. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex? Is there such a thing? If so, where does one find said same? 14. Do you own a knife? yep 15. Do you have A.D.D.?

Broke My Neck This Week.
Yes after 4 days of pain in my neck, I confirmed today what my worst fears were had happened. I broke 2 vertabrae in my neck. My C-1 is definitely broken, while C-2 either is, or was, broken. I'm going to have to wear a soft collar for two weeks, get a CT scan, then return to the doctor. If it isn't healed in 2 weeks...I may go under the knife.

Dont Be Impatience About Being Paticent
Everybody in their life is looking for a little bit of serinty. Im no different. Im not going to hide what I am. I have had a lot of conversations lately about how I should live my life. A friend of mine had a talk we are in agreement on how. I am a poker player I like to believe that I am very good at what I do. But the number one rule is patience. Being patient in life and in the game of cards. The golden rule of a poker player, Live your life like you play cards, and play cards like you live your life. I believe that almost everything you do in life is a gamble. You gamble every time you step into a car to drive, you gamble when you go to work. I have no problem gambling. If i lose every dime I got i don't care. Get busy living or get busy dying. You can live your life in doubt. you cant live it without the knowledge of who you are and who you want to be. I have been living a life of a man who has had no direction. I have had flashes of direction but let it slip away. "Sometimes oth

That Damned Jared
The swirling wind beating against my window pane Thrashing about so unforgiving and strong Alone I sit, miserable…churning…going insane Just hoping it won’t last that long. With dreams of days when the sun is always clear Followed by long nights of holding you tight Wishing, just wishing, you were here To make everything right. I don’t know how you grabbed my heart so Or why things happen the way they do How easily passion and intensity can flow Or why love changes everything inside you Turning your whole world upside down. And it’s funny how everything feels so new Like moving from a big city to a small town. But I do know, I can’t imagine being without you. ------------------------------------------------- The smoothness behind your gentle words revealing what’s in store Intensity in your voice making me want to be there That ever so soothing touch that I yearn for. Your irrestible ‘I want’ eyes, entrapping me in your glare. Lips that I could beg for

Home
I'm thinking that home is the best cure for my thoughts and feelings at this point and to just get away from a whole bunch of things that have really become issues in my life and have broke my spirit and my heart. I'm going to try to get back there in July...and at that point I will decide whether or not I am coming back to live in the USA. It's a big decision, and I'm the only one that can make it. I'm really hoping that I can genuinely make up my mind about this and make the right decision. As much as I love Texas..it is going to be difficult. Hey TGIF! Talk to you all later. luv Kris

Mumms
I think it is really shallow for people to post rude comments on mumms that people post. If you can't say anything nice then don't say anything at all. How the hell are you going to call someone a point whore just because they post some damn mumms... obviously they aren't that much of a point whore if they are willing to post the mumms when it isn't happy hour!!! You people need to get a damn life!!! Get the hell off of people's backs about mumms that they post. GEEZZ!!!

~djkrys@forbidden~dcapo's R/l Wife~
COME HEAR THE ROCKIN TUNES OF ~DJKrys@Forbidden~DCapo's R/L Wife~ SHE WILL TURN THOSE FORBIDDEN DREAMS INTO YOUR REALITY!! JOIN HER IN THE FORBIDDEN..... Click Pic to Enter JOIN US AND LET ALL OF YOUR FANTASIES COME ALIVE AT FORBIDDEN ENTER THE FORBIDDEN, ENJOY THE TUNES

Romeo And Juliet Part 2
In a park I did dwell For there was a man I loved so well He stole my heart away from me And now he wants to set it free A small girl he placed upon his knee And told her things he didn't tell me Home I went to cry in bed Not a word to mother I said Father came home late from work that night He looked for me left and right Up the stairs the door he broke And he found me hanging from a rope Upon the ground, a note he found Dig my Grave Dig it Deep Place a stone at my feet Upon the stone, place a dove To show the world she died for love.

Help An Awesome Girl Get Great Ownership!
Click on the picture below to bid on one of the most awesome people of Fubar. She is looking for ownership. All details are included when you click on the pic. Trust me, you won't be disappointed if you're lucky enough to win her! Make this the best for her! Minimum bid is 200,000 fubucks, and anything fubar related can be bid!

Sweetest Girl (dollar Bill)
[Intro: (Wyclef Jean (Lil Wayne))] Some live for the bill Some kill for the bill She wined for the bill Grind for the bill (and she used to be the sweetest girl) Some steal for the bill, if they got to pay they bill (and she used to be the sweetest girl) Tonight Wyclef, Akon, Weezy and Nia [Verse 1: (Wyclef Jean)] High school she was that girl that make me do the hula hoop around the gym (Just to get a peek again, she's a 10) High school she was That girl that make me do the hula hoop around the gym (Just to get a peek again, she's a 10) Never thought she would come and work for the president Mr. George Washington (where my money at? ) She thought he'd call (where my money at? ) She had a good day, bad day, sunny day, rainy day All she wanna know is (where my money at? ) Closed legs don't get fed, go out there and make my bread All you wanna know is (where my money at? ) She ended up in a road car, bruised up, scarred hard All you wanna know is (where my money

Very Very Understated....
You Are a Classic Bikini! You are the type of gal who looks good in almost any bikini. Going for the understated look, you don't need a flashy bikini to turn heads. What Kind of Bikini Are You?

An Empty Spring Day
An Empty Spring Day Though the sun is shining, my world is dark, Because the girl I love and I are apart, The brightness of this sunny day, Fades to gray when she is away. The birds abound and begin to sing, But no music i hear will erase the sting, No joy or comfort will their songs bring, Without her, the world is a soundless empty thing. The flowers bloom with their colors so bright, But they bring no beauty to my sight, The aroma they produce use to be bliss, Now they offer nothing, when it is her i miss. This spring has no meaning since she is away, Only pain and heartache are here to stay, Each day is slowly passing me by, Without her love, I can only cry, They say that time has a way to heal, But a lifetime can not change the way I feel, The only thing I can do is hope and pray, That she will return to me one spring day. DQA

Wicked Wicked Bitch...
You fucking whore, I see you, I know who you are. You think you've got what it takes and yet the only way you can catch an eye is to show your naked self online for all to see. what? you got nothing else? How very fucking sad you are. How very fucking sad he is to lose something real, for one fake hellion whore. ~~Rayven Pissed Off Red~~

Across The Universe
Words are flowing out like endless rain into a paper cup, They slither while they pass, they slip away across the universe Pools of sorrow, waves of joy are drifting through my open mind, Possessing and caressing me. Jai guru de va om Nothing's gonna change my world, Nothing's gonna change my world. Images of broken light which dance before me like a million eyes, That call me on and on across the universe, Thoughts meander like a restless wind inside a letter box they Tumble blindly as they make their way Across the universe Jai guru de va om Nothing's gonna change my world, Nothing's gonna change my world. Sounds of laughter shades of earth are ringing Through my open views inviting and inciting me Limitless undying love which shines around me like a million suns, it calls me on and on Across the universe Jai guru de va om Nothing's gonna change my world, Nothing's gonna change my world.

First Date Jitters
So I am not quite sure why I am writing about this but then again I am not sure why I am even on this site! Maybe it's just a way of meeting new people or maybe it's a way to pass the time. I have a date tonight... my stomach hurts, and I am hoping for the best but expecting the worst. We have been talking for 4 months and I have so much fun on the phone and through texts with him that if it doesn't work out tonight I am gonna be upset because people are so shallow and although I may take a good picture I am not 100 pounds wet! I hate rejection and I hate being lonely. I hope all goes well! HAVE A GREAT DAY and THANKS FOR READING THIS!

Unknowing Love
Unknowing Love by Me How my mind drowns in thought Wondering what to do While sorting out the memories Unknowing what you will you I’ve been asked to back away Keep my distance but not too far I am trying to stay strong and true Wishing on the bright morning star Trusting nothing not even my thoughts Hoping no praying you will not stray Dreaming of the day will come You in my arms you will stay

"one Unsuspecting Day"
On an unsuspecting day When the Gods wanted to play A mortal game Of hurt and shame So they sent me you And sat back to view Their anticipation growing All the while not knowing If we'd please their lust With doubts and mistrust Disappoint we did not This unholy lot For we gave them it all From our rise to our fall I wonder,did they know We'd put on quite a show When they chose us to be Their latest tragedy. Gina 2004

Hello
I just wanted to let anyone who cares know that I have been working on the road for the last 6 months. I'm home now, not sure for how long. Anyway, I don't want anybody to think that I am ignoring them, I just haven't been on. 88!

The Big One
Well I was doin a blog/bully per person that donates but I am going to combine all these great ppl as one! The following are links to other the wonderful ppl who have donated to my spotlight and this is just a small thank you to them! If you have time please go and show them some love! These spotlights are crazy costly so if you can help out please do. Everyone will be added to my thank yous and anybody who donates 100,000 or more will get a personal thank you salute from me! Emanon~~Forever Fake~~Father of The Fallen Ones@ fubar ~FAT SONNY~@ fubar ~DJ Twiztid~Fu Fiance to SiMpLy AmAzInG~ Dj Mng.@Club Too Sexy@ fubar darkprince75@ fubar nukka@ fubar CrazyPhil@ fubar subliminalone76@ fubar

Too Much....
If you won't talk to me I have to write out these things that bother me I know you probably wish you never met me never heard anything about me I know you've heard people talk of me but they don't know they don't know anything and you, how I wished you would be different and accept me as I am but it seems I just don't fit in anyone's world I'm just too much and that's why I'm cutting off my dead branches now they darkened my world I want to let the sun shine over me and I want to heal I want to become me not just a shattered shadow on the wall I want to be someone who can be loved I'm going through this katharsis because I can't live with that girl, me who scared you away I can't be like them the other girls you know cuz I'm different I'm me and I'm difficult and I'm broken but I want to heal and I'm so sorry if I've been too much now I'm going through a serious fight I really need to heal come out of the dark wi

Luminous
Like a jewel in the night Filling darkness with your light You are silent and serene A love for eternity, Please take me to this other world Where our hearts and souls could lay A stairway to infinity Don't leave me on the edge of time I'm ready to set sail Across the ocean to my inner dreams You're loving is so beautiful Brighter than the light of a thousand suns You mystify me, intensify me! Like a jewel in the night, Filling darkness with your light You are silent and serene A love for eternity So luminous and beautiful You light me up like a superstar You mystify me, electrify me!

Tired
Im tired of being in pain every single day.I dont have insurance to go to a good hospital and the one Im going to told me its normal to have lumps in your breast and blood fill your tummy.Im slowly dying.I cant deal anymore.I love my kids and robby but I dont want to live like this anymore.

This One Comes From Princess!! Another For 4/08!!
There was a guy who was struggling to decide what to wear to go to a fancy costume party... Then he had a bright idea. When the host answered the door, he found the guy standing there with no shirt and no socks on. "What the hell are you supposed to be?" asked the host. "A premature ejaculation," said the man. "I just came in my pants!"

Nba Or Nfl
Is it any wonder that our nation is in trouble? NBA OR NFL? 36 have been accused of spousal abuse 7 have been arrested for fraud 19 have been accused of writing bad checks 117 have directly or indirectly bankrupted at least 2 businesses 3 have done time for assault 71, repeat 71, cannot get a credit card due to bad credit 14 have been arrested on drug-related charges 8 have been arrested for shoplifting 21 currently are defendants in lawsuits 84 have been arrested for drunk driving in the last year Can you guess which organization this is? NBA or NFL? Give up yet? Neither, it's the 535 members of the United States Congress. AND THEY JUST VOTED THEMSELVES A $15,000 PER MONTH PENSION FOR LIFE AFTER SERVING ONLY ONE TERM IN CONGRESS !!!

Scared Out Of My Mind!
I am very scared right now and just need to write and get this down. For about 2-3 months now I have had blood in my stool(sorry for being gross) off and on and for the last 2 weeks it has been every day. I also have been having lower abdominal cramps for the last few months and just thought that it was menstrual cramps. I have been having issues with that for the past year so I just didn't think much about it. For the last week I have been really scared and knew that I needed to call my doctor and should have months ago. You see, my younger brother had colon cancer at the age of 34 which is very young. It has been in the back of my mind for months now and have had this nagging feeling of needing to call the doctor. I just did and talked to a nurse since the doctor was gone for the day. I told her my symptoms and when I told her that I have had cramps and they are very low in my pelvic area, she was very concerned. She said that the bright red blood and lower cramps is u

Gym/sore Throat
So like today I have a sore throat, i have to go to work for noonish yay me, then after that I'm going to the mall to get me some capris woo, then going to the Y to work out. I love that gym, its brand new so all the equipment are new, theres tvs on the treadmill like flat screens, it's pretty cool, monday I burned off 1000 calories. WOOO. I'm so happy the weather is so warm. Right now I'm relaxing till work. Probably have a nap cant wait till I Get more RAM on my computer.

Looking Up On Life
Things are slowly changing for the better. I went to my disability hearing this morning and it looks like that I am being granted my benefits because I cant return to work. So I hope to hear something back soon enough. So I am waiting to hear back as to my answer.

Poem2
Imagine me before you Imagine any place Imagine our lips touching In a sweet and subtle grace Imagine me behind you Imagine my embrace Imagine my intentions As my hands fall to your waist Imagine me above you Imagine my caress Imagine my kisses As I lay your fears to rest

Ft. Stewart, Georgia
Morning all!! Just thought I would drop a quick line to everyone to let y'all know that I'm still out here. I'm currently at Ft. Stewart, Georgia going through an Army Contracting and acquisition course. Not a bad course, but quite honestly, I'm VERY tired of sitting in a class room and jet setting all over the US. Seems like all I have done for the past month or so is either sit in a class room or sit on a plane. Just can't wait to get to Ft. Jackson and start the real deal stuff. Anyway.....off to class for me this morning. I'll post something a little more substantial this evening. Y'all take care of yourselves out there! J

Justice System Is Messed Up
http://www.silive.com/news/advance/index.ssf?/base/news/1207827905252590.xml&coll=1 Slay suspect could be free for months Bail would be unlikely if case were brought on Island rather than in Jersey, records show Thursday, April 10, 2008 By JOHN ANNESE and PETER N. SPENCER STATEN ISLAND ADVANCE STATEN ISLAND, N.Y. -- Had Jessica Tush been killed on Staten Island instead of in New Jersey, the man charged with her slaying almost certainly would wait for his trial behind bars. But because he's accused of committing the crime in New Jersey, Thomas Paolino could spend the next year in his Tottenville home -- if he makes the $1 million bail set against him. Several lawyers and sources close to the criminal justice system on Staten Island told the Advance they were hard-pressed to recall a case in the last several years in which a murder suspect wasn't held without bail. But with the way criminal procedures go in New Jersey, Paolino likely won't be due back in a courtro

Re: Un Human Rights Official Wants 9/11 Investigation
RE: UN Human Rights Official Wants 9/11 Investigation ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 10 Apr 2008, 18:08 UN Human Rights Official Wants Investigation Into US Government Role In 9/11 An official in the newly formed UN Human Rights Council has called for a fresh investigation into the events of 9/11 in order to examine the possible role that neoconservatives may have played in the attacks. http://infowars. net/articles/april2008/100408Official. htm

411 On Relationships ~
Why Beautiful Women Marry Less Attractive Men Jeanna Bryner LiveScience Staff Writer LiveScience.comThu Apr 10, 11:25 AM ET Women seeking a lifelong mate might do well to choose the guy a notch below them in the looks category. New research reveals couples in which the wife is better looking than her husband are more positive and supportive than other match-ups. The reason, researchers suspect, is that men place great value on beauty, whereas women are more interested in having a supportive husband. Researchers admit that looks are subjective, but studies show there are some universal standards, including large eyes, "baby face" features, symmetric faces, so-called average faces, and specific waist-hip ratios in men versus women. Past research has shown that individuals with comparable stunning looks are attracted to each other and once they hook up they report greater relationship satisfaction. These studies, however, are mainly based on new couples, showing that abso

Cyber Marriage April 11th 7 Pm Central
Join Us In Celebration Joining HarleyBaby69 and Punk in Cyber Marriage April 11th at 7 Pm CST in the Spirits Den Live On SBRadio.Cyber Pastor Jokers Wild Will officiate the ceremony.What the internet has brought together let no haters put asunder. Click below to Visit The Spirits Den Music Provided By Snake Bite RadioCheck Us Out !

My Greatest Wish
Sometimes I wonder why I bother why do I even try Everytime I open my heart somehow I'm the one to cry. I try to hang on and I try to smile I give it my all- I go the extra mile But everyone leaves they all walk away and I'm left alone at the end of the day. I build up my walls and I wear my mask "Am I unloveable?" is what I ask. The words " I love you" seem fake and dont last and feelings so true fade out too fast. Should I give up and just throw in the fight it seems I will never find my "Mr. Right." I want to be loved and have someone care for me But it seems my greatest wish is never meant to be. I close my eyes and I try to sleep, But the tears won't stop ~ I continue to weep. I opened my heart but I'm still alone- now it's hardening turning back tstone. I guess I was wrong and you aren't the one. My last chance at love is already done. A flower so small, I thought it would grow. But I was wrong, so now I must go.

Kentucky Derby Museum
The Kentucky Derby Museum is a premier tourist attraction, featuring an award-winning, High Definition Kentucky Derby film entitled "The Greatest Race". Displayed on a 360-degree screen, "The Greatest Race" places the viewer in the center of Derby Day action. A permanent exhibit features African Americans in Thoroughbred Racing, while interactive exhibits include a "Place Your Bets" exhibit that illustrates pari-mutuel wagering and the "Warner L. Jones, Jr. Time Machine" that permits visitors to select footage of Derbys as far back as 1918. Recent renovations to the museum have made it possible to bring more of the sights and sounds of the track to the facility, affording patrons the luxury to participate in more "hands-on" activities. One can even be a jockey and ride in a race. Visitors can take guided walking tours of Churchill Downs and the Museum's paddock area (weather permitting). The actual Finish Line pole used at Churchill Down for many years, as well as the grave sites

Happiness
Material posessions are not shit! People need to offer themselves to one another and this world would be a happier place. Don't try and mold yourself to be someone you aren't. Don't try and fit into a square peg if you were born out of a round or triangle design. U feel me. Just do you... be you. Forget anyone who doesn't want you for you. Keep thinking positive and forward never think down or backwards. Just remember you can only go up once you reach the bottom! Raini

Another One
He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. You talk trash about your 'buddies' that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. You complain about how hot it is. He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow. You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong. He doesn't get to eat today. Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean. You go to the mall and get your hair redone. He doesn't have time to brush his teeth today. You're angry because your class ran 5 minutes over. H

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Heading Out 4 The Day~help Bonnie Please!!!!
I'm heading off to Six Flags with the kids & I wanted to again ask my friends to help out Bonnie. Her birthday is next week & she'd really like to level to Henchman. DJWîččâ~Mgr †HÈ §Ì×†H §Èñ§È~ mum to wanda, rena, tina, drew , tom & leon@ fubar A HUGE THANK YOU to everyone that has swung by; Christine, Ben, Lou, Mysta, & Bobbybones. If you went by & didn't tell me I THANK YOU SO MUCH!! Everyone have an awesome Saturday!!! ~*~XOXO~*~Lizzy

Sex > No Sex --&-- Jellyfish > Boobs
So this week my wang has been on a rampage, and I've almost had sex countless times. Each time has been great. The other day this hot girl who was hotter than any girl you have ever known, walked up to me and said "Hi, you're super hot, and I would be honored if you would cup my ample breasts with your hands". But I didn't, cause that happens to me all the time, and it gets old. Now I know what you're thinking "A guy thats sick of grabbing boobs??". Well anyone that knows me will know that I am a self-certified 'Booboloist'. I can tell a girls exact bra size from up to 4 miles away. But after you have imagined yourself face down in a sea of knockers for 15 years running, something loses its appeal. So now I only will look at boobies, and feel them in the spirit of scientific research, and human betterment. I am a humanitarian, and I help the world 1 boob at a time. Also, here is Pacey's helpful hint of the day: if you dont have boobs around to grab and/or fuck, gander down to

Sloppy Seconds........
Sloppy seconds, yeah I’m blogging about it, and I’m not talking about that second helping of pasta and red sauce you get at the Olive Garden while wearing white, after a couple glasses of wine. No doubt that can be a sloppy second. No, I’ve been thinking about the sloppy seconds that happens with men and women, and I have discovered some interesting things. Literal Meaning: This is when a woman is handed off from one guy to another immediately following sex and she’s all wet and sloppy from being slammed and cummed in. The next guy in gets the sloppiness, not that the first guy was in a woman any less sloppy, he was just in first. In most cases a horny guy will take second position, especially when drunk, as opposed to not getting any sloppiness to begin with. Still better to be first. I once walked in on 2 of my college room mates having sex with a chick from the University of Oklahoma it turned out, one was going at it from behind her,the other i

All Members
Are you looking for someone to chat with?? Do you want to make good friends?? The Circle of Friendship is looking to create a friendly atmosphere where you can share laughter, joyful news as well as the sad. Where loyalty, honesty, and trust are the every day norm. Where you can depend on help from your fellow members to rate you at least 4 times a week with a minimum of 15 rates. This is not a lot to ask of anyone. We will help you level when the time is near and also help you in your giveaways. We also expect the same from all the members; to cooperate with each other in making this an enjoyable experience for everyone. The Circle of Friendship is unending, traveling thru wonderful people, weaving a pattern of caring and luv that makes a beautiful and glowing tapestry of lives. Meet the Friendship Circle HoakieGirl--Founder jus'me--Co Founder Micki-blue-eyes--Co Founder Meet the members ~red wing hunny~ Sweet Mafia Prince

Kentucky Derby Turkey Hash
6 tablespoons butter 1 1/2 cups chopped onion 1/3rd cup chopped red pepper 2 cups fresh mushrooms, thinly sliced 1/4 cup all-purpose flour 1 tablespoon instant chicken bouillon granules 2 cups milk 1 tablespoon Worcestershire sauce 4 cups diced cooked turkey 1/4 cup finely chopped fresh parsley Melt butter in large, heavy skillet. Saute onion and pepper until tender, about 8 minutes. Stir in mushrooms. Saute 2 minutes longer. Remove pan from heat. Stir in flour and instant bouillon. Gradually stir in milk and Worcestershire sauce. Return to heat. Bring to boil, stirring constantly. Boil and stir 1 minute. Stir in turkey and parsley. Heat through. Serve over Lacy Batty Cakes. Serves 6.

A Dragon Spirit
Dragon of scales Of fainted ember Glossy sheen upon him This December Cold wears in The knighted day Thoughts and feelings Of his way Shine brightly Dragon of night Learn to dance With life’s light Show your breath To others unknown Gently breathe the sound Of life shown Showing its path In all your delight Now forever within flight Wings protect the spirit within Others around him And his kin Hear me now Sweet dragon I know Fire’s burning breath Lets mystery unfold Scales of darkness Heart of gold Shine brightly Through the misty cold Bitter air apart Plush grass beneath Nature seeps in A lost defeat Precious as platinum Soft as gold Harder than marble Once was told Sprit of night Breath of fire Lost in sight In all desire Strong to fight A battle yet The spirit of a dragon Flying high above Fully contained Embedded within A spirit whole

Floetry
(Sometimes the road we travel must come to an end and when you look up and are in need of a friend ill be posted up right there to help you through watever it is god throws at you) ill be there if ya need a shoulder for tears or juss a friend to go out and drink some beer ill be there through the happy and the sad the good and the bad ill have ya back in a fight even if i know your not rite and ill be sittin with you in jail when its all done laughin and saying "that was a lot of fun" juss remember im only a call away and ill stand and fight for you anyday tru friends stick through the ups and downs the smiles and the frowns (sometimes the road we travel must come to an end and when you look up and are in need of a friend ill be posted up right there to help you through wateva god throws at you ill be there when everyone else is gone ill be there drinkin with ya till dawn if i got 20 in my pocket then you got ten and if i got it then im the first to

We The People
We the People Charlie Chaplin speech remix by djpe - from The Great Dictator Perfect for a Sunday morning !! Thanks Michael for Ron Paul 2008 Date: Apr 13, 2008 3:02 AM ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Zag Date: Apr 13, 2008 12:17 AM ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Nibiru Date: Apr 12, 2008 2:42 PM

Biotches That Say They Are Your Friends
Don't you hate those girls/guys that say they are you friends but then you find out they are just being your friend cause they want to sleep with your soon to be ex... not even divorced yet.. yes i had several girls that said they was my friend but turned out they was only after my exs. 2 girls ended up marrying 2 of my exs and now i got one that wants me to be the god mother of her daughter but to find out she is after my soon to ex husband... after she done told me straight to my face she was not interested in him like that.. i looked at his profiles on the internet and i seen a bunch of comments where she has met up with him and comments on his dick pick asking him to sleep with her.. When she knows I still have feelings for him... He knows to cause he asks me all the time and I refuse to lie about anything.. yes i still have little feelings for him but not alot anymore.. CAN WE SAY MAJOR WHORE??? well to say yes i cussed her out and i am no longer friends with her... BACK S

My 2nd Interview Is Today!
Well, today is the day that I go before the wolves again to be ripped apart at the seams! Seriously, I am so nervous about this job interview. For those of you that don't follow my mumms, I have been interviewing for a police department dispatcher job in a local town. I can't wait to find out if I have the job or not. I've tried not to be as nervous this time as I was last time. Not sure what to expect, how many interviewers there will be this time, etc. Last time there were three interviewer's: The Chief of the Fire Dept, the head over dispatch, and an officer of the police department. Wish me luck! Letcha know how it goes after 2:30pm today!

Lady Of The Mist
She walks there through The curling fog Her heart as cold as ice. Who would have thought Such darkness lay Behind a mask of light? Though she will not love I can love her still Though I cannot touch her I long for her still Though she ne’er will again Share e’en a single kiss I will help her, love her still My lady of the mist. Her heart is trapped Deep within The armor of the mind And she must learn The sacrifice Is the taste of love’s lament She can justify Her every thought emotional defenses set But she cannot truly Know that which Against she defends herself. Though she will not love I can love her still Though I cannot touch her I long for her still Though she ne’er will again Share e’en a single kiss I will help her, love her still My lady of the mist. I love her so And she loves me not But that shall not daunt me For it is not Her love I seek A treasure I do not want No! I shall chip away The barrier Crack open the stone T

Meet My Fu-owner!
I would like everyone to meet my Fu-owner · "Tat2BunnyLuv" She is a wonderful lady and it would be nice for my friends to go show her some love and respect. rate/fan/add her you won't regret it... ~~Tat2BunnyLuv~~Fu Owned by Crusty (Drives the Short Bus)~Fu Owner of swell32 & Chani~@ fubar

A Bully Carebear Posted 4 Me!
The time has come to say GoodBye to our friend Tracy. She is leaving Fubar Thursday to get back to reality! lol We CAN NOT let her leave without a HUGE goodbye party!!! It is Tuesday, April 15, 7p-11p cst in the Pitbull Lounge. Come and say good bye, share stories, listen to some Rockin tunes by DJ Carebear and have a few drinks. Let's send Tracy off with a BANG! Click pic to get to lounge:

It’s Been A Hard Days Night....
After a long, hard day helping others and completely enjoying the fact that I am such a kindhearted, wonderful individual, I took it upon myself to finally take a shower. Yes, I had so neglected my own needs that I hadn't managed to bathe my soiled body until the rippened hour of 8:00 p.m. This, after having been up and about since 7:00 a.m., minus the fifteen minute nap I fell into while watching an episode of Sponge Bob Square Pants. It was the chocolate bar episode, which I've seen at least a dozen times...."CHOCOLATE!!!!" (you so won't get that if you've never seen the episode, so sorry...for you!) I say only fifteen minutes because that's about how long it took me to start snoring and abruptly wake myself up from that obnoxious sound...then just as quickly, I jumped up from the couch and hurried on as if afraid someone saw me sleeping on the job! It's cleansing time, so I walk into the bathroom, hit the lightswitch, as I normally do, although, this time my fingers s

A Pecos Rose: The Cards Get Laid ~
A Piano's up beat music play as the 'Ladies' danced up on stage. Kicking up their heels while the dealer deals and the Cowboys spend their hard earned pay. Lady Lilley was making a casual round trailing her finger across the sea of men. Showing her legs, flirting and strolling. A Pecos Rose, wearing a seductive grin. She spied a Handsome Cowboy that was dealing a gambler with a smile that struck a cord. Lady Lilley made her way to his table Like a cat after a mouse across the floor. "I thought I knew all the Gamblers in these here parts," Lady Lilley said, her cleavage grin displayed. "I thought I knew a beautifull ... Woman," The Gambler said while the cards got laid. "Can I buy in," she said with a grin. "Here Ms. Lilley, I was just fixin' to go." An old man got up and offered his chair. Sitting across from the gambler was Pecos Rose. The cards reshuffled and shot out in a deal four players putting on their faces to play. The cards were dealt out lik

A Pecos Rose: The Wild Card
Hearts over diamonds at a comforters tapper the Gambler was tasting the Rose's flavor. High heels that pointed towards the air while grasping a hand full of passions flare. When their lips met they melted together touching each other as light as a feather. Lady Lilley unclothed and fully exposed, trailing the long stem was A Pecos Rose. The Pair was like a wild card joker Lady Lilley had the Gambler's Poker. The Gambler held a ten in his hands Ace in the hole when the after glow began. A loud knock came knocking at the door "We need your 'Whip' by the stage floor!" Lady Lilley grabbed a wrap and out she whipped down the stairs she flew, hurried and swift. There by the stage stood the big burley man holding his anger tightly to a Little Woman. "Remember me," the big man barked his sleeze Lady Lilley cocked her hips then her whip tease. "Those are mi amigos," The Big Man said laughing three men with pistols drawn, were aimed and standing. "I am taking this

True Love
In passions embrace, Cat clinched tightly, her fingers grasp around the forearm of her lover. In a pendulum of swaying flesh their bodies mess. Breasts in swing and bounce hovered while grinding hips thrust. Dim lit corner stone ornaments bare witness to the flowering of this feast, on desire's plate. Racing stripe colors of mod gray and black ripped around the room on deep blue walls and metallic silver trim outlining the change cubical and the placement plane. "Yes Yes Yes!" Cat sounded as her feverish thrusts brought her to her destination. The delivery of her orgasm with the desired amount of warm cream. Like a push of a button on response Toppy released his warm soothing fluids deep inside Cat, in unison with hers. "Mmmmmmm," she purred. Rolling back and sprawling out spent, Cat mustered up the words in a breathless tone, "Would you be a dear and get me something to drink. I am as parched as a desert neuron." "Of course," Terry replied, energeticall

Amarillo Rose: Part Three
Amarillo Rose: part three "The Cattlemens Lament" Cattle drive's lament repetitious as spring usually in the 'blistering' sun shine candle never seen thunderous sound of heel clicking others watched their watches ticking Rocking front porch serenade sings out, another cowboy Lady Laura brings one by one they taste the nector of sweet passion that rise those she 'shined' and 'fancy'd' got the Lady Laura surprise Slurpy hiss's mix with kisses all for the quickening wet wiped rag of another stag two bit smile's offering corset gloss and stockings tore linemen chuckled wanting more! ramsacked bed clothes scattered floor another tamed pony out the door bare breast dances sweet words romancing little pricks with knives to, please don't tell my wife Lady Laura florished when the cattlemen would cum caressed their dreams till she was numb Boot heels silent across bare feet floor yellow rose in left hand, amora red candle glow tonight, no more Sh

Auction!!!!
THE 1ST REAL RED DRAGON LOUNGE DJ AUCTION Buy My bare ass for a month!!! For the winning bidder: I will put "Fu-Owned by(*****)", then add, fan, and rate everything the winning bidder has to rate, make a salute of any kind, and also leave daily profile comments... and depending on how much the winner bids, I will also buy a nice gift :D So what are you waiting for? Click My pic below and start Bidding!!! Good luck to You all :D AUCTION STARTS FRIDAY APRIL 18TH 10:00 A.M. EST AND RUNS TIL FRIDAY APRIL 25TH MIDNIGHT EST RULES #1. MUST SUBSCRIBE TO LOUNGE TO BID #2. MINIMUM BID IS $30,000 FUBUCKS #3. LOUNGE RULES MUST BE FOLLOWED #4. ABSOLUTELY NO DRAMA...THIS IS FOR FUN FOLKS! ♫♪Chuggy♪♫~the Naked*asst.mgr.@the~REAL~Red~Drag on~Lounge♪♫ & Tr@ fubar

My Thoughts Of You
I hear a pleasant sound, It's your voice I hear. I smelled a sensuous scent, And I knew you were near. I saw a stunning sight When I found you there. I played our special song, It's the music we share. I had a luscious dream, My night was shared with you. I cherish my memory, For my thoughts are of you.

Spring Time In The Rockies
Awww...Spring time in the Rockies...The mountains turning green..The trees are budding..The birds are chirping in the morning..The flowers are starting to bloom..Nothing more beautiful.. BS...Again...A blanket of snow on the ground...I'm so damn sick of the snow...I could just puke... Two days ago...84 degrees...Today, it's fricken cold again...I suppose I should be grateful that my car isn't buried under 5 ft of snow again like it was last winter..I didn't see it for 3 weeks..But really..I'm so ready for summer..Or even Spring.. I am ready for a change..I'm not sure what that means yet...But..I just know I'm ready...

My Birthday Is Coming
my birthday is on the 25th. what do I want: contacts (because I've been wearing the same pare for a year when I should've worn then for 2weeks and thrown then out.) $55. 00 a job so i can finally start getting my shit together and get an apartment and insurance for my medical bills. my credit cards paid off $5,500. 00 a trip to the dentist to have my teeth clean because I haven't done that since I was 18 and am now 23 Idk how much that cost without insurance my house to sell because I haven't live in my own fucking house in well over 3 year!!!!!!!!! a new cell phone because I can't stand this piece of shit one $150. 00 A decent lap top $800. 00 all my dvds that I had to sell back because they were my life $500. 00 a divorce which cost $300. 00 a name change so the ppl I don't want to find me can't again $300. 00 and a new apartment where I can have a dog $1,300. 00 so if you want to send me any of these thing or money feel free to send the

Les Oeilles Verdes
feels like moving through a dream lost deep in thought in emerald pools imagining a future not so far off daydreaming happily of smiling at you laughing into the wind,staring at the clouds above describing where weve been,tales of loss and love hand and hand we cease to be two,but one united intertwined souls cant be divided standing in sunshine and outshining it by far is your beautiful green eyes ,my beautiful star it will be a delight to see what the future has in store for us two and theres no one id rather discover it with than you

I The Dragon
I the Dragon Variable wavelengths across uncharted land. The dragon picked up the psi signals. Dragons are unusually open to contacts of the other normal. Finnneeee so finnneee it comes to him like a spark on the air. I test myself to a cosmic dance.....i know she s there with her desires. The ones I know and the ones I know not. I can feel her take me deeper inside her lust. Like natures magnet I was born to be attracted to her element. Elemental pleasures from two given animal senses. Such instinct ignites a distance between two with the powers of nothing. Ease at stimulating flesh with her wink and smile. She has me with a subtly that I like. From that point on I am hers and she is mine in her need to seduce me. A need that is too easy when she first talks to the Dragon.....the Dragon made it easy. Now the Dragon turns and looks at her over miles and comes to her in a place he cant be. In her place ,her spot ......somewhere inside her I talk . He says.....now do you

Reflecting
I've been home alone all week, which just totally blows. I need people, especially those I love and respect around. Sometimes I get stupid when I'm by myself. Just like now. I didn't run off and bang some chica, nor did I go out and get trashed. I started reflecting on past lovers! Ugh! That sounds so freakin' pathetic!!! Anyway, a lot of it has to do with some of the tunes I'm chilling out with tonight. I should call it a 'Soundtrack for Love Lost'! Well, I shouldn't really say that, I guess, since many I never really 'loved' in the forever sense. That doesn't mean I didn't love them...we just knew that there would be an end to it. Some of the names bring sweet memories of holding each other in our arms...some bring memories of bitter break ups. A few I could talk to, but most have moved on. I've moved on. I am not the same person that they were with back when we were together, and I'm certain they aren't the same women. A few I'd like to know

Night In The Park
You're walking around there in the dark, As your lover and you sneak into the park, Through the gate you walk hand in hand, Enjoying the warmth in the touch of his hand. He pushes you up against a tree, Pinning your body as his hands roam free, There is a thrill in thought of getting caught, Increasing your desires that cant be fought. He lifts your shirt, the breeze caressing your skin, The heat of his touch, the coolness of the wind, Exciting you now as he caresses your nipple, Moaning out loud as your body is covered in goose pimples. The pleasure, the pain, first his tongue then the bark, Such a wonderful feeling here in the park, Sucking in your nipple oh so deep, Your hands on his shoulders feeling the heat. You know with the ways things did begin, There is only one way it is going to end, Pushing his head lower, you start to moan, As he undoes your pants you let out a groan. The breeze can not cool the fire you've found, As your pants fall slowly t

Volumn One
And so it should be said... 1. There are parts of your anatomy that should not be shown much less photographed. 2. Regardless what anyone has said... Vaginas and Penises are NOT pretty. 3. If you have so little respect for yourself that you will sell your privies for rates on a website, then you really need counsel. 4. If you have to choose between diapers and internet, then please, give the kid to someone that will love it. 5. If you have ever wondered how to keep your electric on because of the internet, go outside and run down the street (preferably in front of moving cars).

August Rush
On DVD now. I got to see this film last night and it's been a while since their was such a music infused awe-inspiring movie. If you like progressive classical music this is how the whole movie feels. It's like a well written classical composition.

Facts Or Tmi...lol
Average length of penis when not erect: 3.5 inches Average length when erect: 5.2 - 6.4 inches The Longest: 13 inches The Smallest: 5/8 of an inch Largest penis in the animal kingdom: 11 feet (blue whale) Actual amount of semen per ejaculation: 1-2 teaspoons Average number of times a man will ejaculate in his lifetime: 7,200 Average .. of times he will ejaculate from masturbation: 2,000 Average total amount of lifetime ejaculate: 14 gallons Average speed of ejaculation: 28 miles per hour Average .. of calories in a teaspoon of semen: 7 Most arousing time of day/season for a man: early morning/fall Best ways to improve sexual function: quit smoking, start exercising, lose weight Percent of men who say they masturbate: 60% Percent of men who say they masturbate at least once a day: 54% Percent of men who say they feel guilty masturbating that often: 41% Amount of time needed for a man to regain erection: from 2 min to 2 week

5 Weeks And I'm Back!!
Well - it's OFFICIAL!! This probably explains why I haven't been around here often.. or more or less off and on.. I've been recommended for re-enlistment by U.S. Coast Guard legal out of Washington D.C. - So, I will have my paperwork back in about 4 weeks, then off to MEPS (Military Entrance Processing Station) once again out of San Diego, CA. to play a game I like to call "hurry up and wait".. If everything works out - it's off to Cape May, NJ. for PITSTOP (re-indoctrination into the Coast Guard & training) for 4 weeks, and then hopefully off to some sort of "A" school.. I will be eating healthy, laying off the alcohol and working out for the next 4 weeks while at my dad's house.. time to lay low and get healthy.. Wish me luck.. - Dan

Almost Play Time!
I'z excited. Myself, Rubeth, and Chriseth, shall have tons of fun next weekend for three days. Beer Pong Championships. Dodging guys in booty shorts. Making friends with drag queens. Oh yeah and ETID's gonna be there. :)

Stolen From Jedi Master Goatse
Your Deadly Sins Greed: 100% Sloth: 100% Envy: 80% Wrath: 60% Lust: 40% Gluttony: 0% Pride: 0% Chance You'll Go to Hell: 54% You'll die in a shuttle crash, on your way to your resort on the moon. How Sinful Are You?

Away For A While
Just wanted to let everyone know that I've popped online for a little bit, and I hope that everyone is doing okay. As most of you already know, I'm currently unable to be around much, due to my lack of net service. I do want you all to know that i'll check my messages once or twice a week, and any love you all wanna leave me, i will be sure to do my best to try and return it. :) I'm expecting to be back within a lil' while, but for now, I just wanted everyone to know that you can feel free to message me, or hit me up with your number if ya wanna keep in touch while i'm gone. if you wish, i'll drop my number to you. just hit me up with a message. have a great one everyone! Brian - AKA Rock-FU!

Dream Of The Master Part 1
The reflection of the moon off the glass illuminated sad dark brown eyes, as they gazed at the sky in its nightly dance. Beyond those eyes, a mind worked through wishes, hopes, perhaps even dreams that always turned into nightmares. Racing through feelings that mind, comes to a conclusion and the dark eyes blink turning away from the light to the darkness within their life. There in inviting emptiness do the eyes close and a single tear makes its way down a cold pale cheek. Athena had been here for a year and a day, trapped in her own misery. She’d lost everything she yearned for and only lived now day by day, in silence, hoping no one would notice her yet desperately praying every night for someone to take her into their arms and enwrap her in emotions that she feared were now all dead. She read about love, lust, passion; the words on the pages seemed to flow into her mind, slipping down her body, toying with her heart before causing her breath to leave her lungs as she uttered a s

Re: Ny Post Smears Activist For "wheelchair Assault"
RE: NY Post Smears Activist For "Wheelchair Assault" ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 24 Apr 2008, 21:55 NY Post Smears Activist For "Wheelchair Assault" The NY Post is facing a lawsuit after it brazenly smeared a 9/11 truth activist for attacking a wheelchair-bound woman in New York last night, when in fact it was the activist himself who was beaten up by the girl's father according to eyewitnesses. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/april2008/042408_nypost_smears. htm

The Truth About Global Warming. Part 2
Part 2 of 4. 2) There is a lot of scientists don’t believe it also “There is not a consensus that mankind is contributing to Global Warming!. There is not even a consensus that Global Warming is occurring! More than 19,000 Scientists have signed the Petition as follows: Global Warming Petition We urge the United State government to reject the global warming agreement that was written in Kyoto , Japan in December, 1997, and any other similar proposals. The proposed limits on greenhouse gases would harm the environment, hinder the advance of science and technology, and damage the health and welfare of mankind. There is no convincing scientific evidence that human release of carbon dioxide, methane, or other greenhouse gasses is causing or will, in the foreseeable future, cause catastrophic heating of the Earth's atmosphere and disruption of the Earth's climate. Moreover, there is substantial scientific evidence that increases in atmospheric carbon dioxide produce m

Deep Survey... Another Stolen One.
The Deep Survey (Be completely honest or it doesn't count) [1] What's one thing that would instantly make you dislike a person? I usually know right away if I'm going to like someone or not anyway. [2] What do you do when you need to relax? Computer or TV, or BATH [3] Why do you think there is war in the world? There are a lot of people here.. no way everyone can agree on everything. [4] Do you think it's ok to sometimes tell white lies? Yes... I mean, I tell my kids the Santa Claus lie don't I? [5] Do you like things in life to stay how they are or change? I like things to stay the same, but they never do. [6] If someone liked you, what would be the best way to let you know? Just to tell me. [7] What are you listening to right now? Hell's Kitchen on the TV [8] If you won a lot of money on the lottery, what would you buy first? Pay off bills first, then add on to the house. [9] Would it change your life? Hell YEAH... especially right now. [10] Wh

If This Isn't A Sign...
That I've had too much to drink this evening... I walked into the kitchen and saw my empty wine glass sitting on the counter and I thought, "hmm...I don't remember drinking the whole thing already...hmm...guess I'll filler up again!" :) Then... I walk to my desk and sit down at the computer to upload a picture and what do I see sitting stealthly next to my printer? My first glass of wine. Yep, now I have two. One for each hand I guess... I seriously should stop while I'm ahead. There's nothing worse than drunk blogging :)

You, The Waiter In The Castro.....
So there we were, coming in to eat at your establishment. You, my oh-so perfect little queen waitron were almost but not quite able to hide your dismay at this odd group of people. I mean, really, at least three of us were clearly from somewhere in the midwest. Given that three of us were also obviously dykes, or at least local weirdos, you might have caught on that we were entertaining visitors. But no, you struggled masterfully, albeit unsuccessfully, to hide your disdain for our friends from Ohio. Your undertone snide comments were not unnoticed, my friend. Next time, make those comments while you're in the kitchen. Saying things like "you people are horrible" in a perky bright voice is bad form, to say the least. Fucking unforgivably rude is more like it. For your information, miss i'm-too-young-to-remember-the-plague-years, that ancient (over 50) woman from Ohio who ordered too much food and was loud and annoying to you comes out here to meet up with us because we took ca

Wasteland
Change my attempt good intentions Crouched over You were not there Living in fear But signs were not really that scarce Obvious tears But I will not Hide you through this I want you to help them, please see The bleeding heart perched on my shirt Die, withdraw Hide in cold sweat Quivering lips Ignore remorse Naming a kid, living wasteland This time you've tried All that you can turning you red Change my attempt good intentions Should I, could I Here we are with your obsession Should I, could I Crowned hopeless The article read living wasteland This time you've tried All that you can turning you red but I will not Hide you through this I want you to help Change my attempt good intentions Should I, could I Here we are with your obsession Should I, could I Heave the silver hollow sliver Piercing through another victim Turn and tremble be judgmental Ignorant to all the symbols Blind the face with beauty paste Eventually you'll one day know

Need Fubucks?
Okay, well I'm sitting here with almost $2 million fubucks and I never could stand having money without spending it lol. So I thought and thought on what to spend it on and I've bought tons of gifts but still...there it is. So I thought about what I want. I'm so tired of being at this level and don't want to spend the rest of the year here so how about this: I have 94 pics in my default album. If you rate all of them a 10 during happy hour, I will give you $1,000 fubucks. If you rate them all 11's, I will give you $5,000. You can do this every week when they reset if you like! All I need is for you to send me a private message letting me know you are done and I will send you the fubucks as soon as I get the message. Also, if you are reading this and haven't fanned me, if you fan me I will give you another $1,000 fubucks. Again, I can't keep up with everybody so PLEASE send me a private message letting me know you've done this so I can send you your fubucks. Thanks so m

One Pew Into The Cuckoo's Nest
New Rule: Churches, Synagogues, and Mosques must have doors that lock from the outside. Since the only difference between a religious institution and a mental institution is that the latter smells slightly less of decaying elderly people, we must start acknowledging that both are repositories of the mentally retarded, clinically insane, and sometimes dangerously schizophrenic. Medical literature states as a symptom of schizophrenia, 'religiosity'. And maybe there is something to learn from this. Perhaps we have taken the wrong approach to dealing with these folks. We cannot combat religious people with rational arguments, it is akin to giving picture books to the blind. No wonder all the hospitals are named after Saints, they were probably their first patients. From now on we must regard being religious as a mental abnormality, or as a disease that needs to be treated. Henceforth, when someone attributes his or her success to Jesus, the rest of us shall just smile

I Luv Misery
Misery is... Seeing what you want everyday, Being close to it in so many ways, Holding it in your arms and squeezing it tight, kissing it’s lips and it all feels so right, But at the end of the day’ You both must go your seperate ways, If only I could wake up each morning and you were my first sight, Oh to see your beautiful face so shiny and bright. I thank GOD for all the Misery I endure each day!!! By J White 3-18-07

Saturday......ahhhhhhh
Saturday.....ahhhh. It is sunny and warm. I have been out in my backyard soaking up the sun. It was cold in the middle of the week and now it is going to be in the 80's today. Crazy weather! I am trying to get some things done inside the house but the sun keeps calling my name. It says "cristi, oh cristi, don't you want to be outside?" Our pool cover is on so maybe it will warm up enough to get in it soon. I am looking forward to that. I wish we had solar heating but when we were thinking about putting it on, it was the same price as my son's braces and I think he needed them worse. Peter said he is going to try and build solar heating for our pool. Not sure when he iss going to find time for that? We have to move Asthon out Thursday night, leave for the cabin Friday. The next weekend we are going to actually finish our room that we have been planning to do for the last 3 months! Then, both boys rooms need to be done. So now we are into summer and who wants to

Lying Men
Ok how do you tell when a man lies to you? And do all men lie because so far I am thinking they do. i mean come on we know when things don't add up. I just don't understand why not tell the truth make it easier on you and the other person. But I think men like to do it the hard way. getting tired of the head games and my heart getting broken or the crazy ones.

Nostalgique
pg. 1 It was just the flight of snowflakes touching, receding on the rose-colored cheeks that evoked a waterfall of butterfly giggles brushing my heart with the softness of admiration for all that was new in the wonderful world of innocence Dancing to the unheard rhythm of the descending white twirling endlessly until the earth seemed to move counter clock wise to you and you landed with amusement sparkling in deep brown eyes in the soft pile of cold and laughter rose toward the heavens pg. 2 You reached out holding the camera with careful dedication “kiss the snowman, mommy” and in a moment of youthful exuberance you captured what would become a forever engraved snapshot of the young man in becoming etched within the core of me Dedicated to my two children with eternal love and devotion Adam & Aleyna

Tragic End
Do you ever get that feeling that your life will soon be coming to a tragic end. You get paranoid and you’re constantly looking over your shoulder. You’re just waiting for a stray bullet in a drive by or you fantasize about getting into a horrible auto accident that no one survives. You suspect everybody; you feel your life slipping away from you and all you can do is wait. You think to yourself, when will it happen and will it be painful, but yet all you know is its going to be soon. Death lingers over me, mocking me, how long before I crack. Time is not on my side as a cold quite grave whispers my name.

In This House&stuff
There are way too many people in this fuckin' house! 6 people and no space. My sister and her two children that I'm sure are spawns of Satan himself (13 going on 21 and 17 going on 30) live here with my parents and I. Now I live here because my health issues wont allow me to live alone, she lives here because she's a nasty thief that can't hold a job to save her life. Well she was watching something on TV earlier and something died and I said " awww" and she got pissed off acted 2 and shut off her show and threw the remote at me. Then her Spawn children argued over the television in my parents room I told my nephew that since he'd had the tv in that room all day that it wouldn't hurt him to let her have it for a while. At 17 he goes crying to his mommy and now...give you two guesses who got punished for thier actions. My father goes to bed at around 7 pm because he has to get up at 3:30 and we usually watch something interesting that will apease myself, and the two

Lindsay Lohan
You know what really grinds my gears? This Lindsay Lohan. Lindsay Lohan with all those little outfits, jumping around there on stage, half-naked with your little outfits. Ya know? You're a... You're out there jumping around and I'm just sitting here with my beer. So, what am I supposed to do? What you want? You know, are we gonna go out? Is that what you're trying to - why why are you leaping around there, throwing those things all up in my, over there in my face? What do you want, Lindsay? Tell me what you want? Well, I'll tell you what you want, you want nothing. You want nothing. All right? Because we all know that no woman anywhere wants to have sex with anyone, and to titillate us with any thoughts otherwise is - is just bogus.

A Deep Obsession
A Deep Obsession Sexy mini dress, long legs, flowing dark hair A look given, saying to me, touch if you dare You turn on your heel, quickly walking away Damn it, beautiful woman, come and play You are a challenge, I am in deep obsession How to win this sexy woman is the question My goal tonight, is to touch your soft dark skin I lust, a naked desire with you to sexually sin I need to feel my arms around your nubile body Follow you a must, to implore that you see me Catching up, I get your attention, "You are so fine. "Can feel your aroused body pressed against mine?" You smile at me, my heart skips again, a beat or more I say, "I got it so bad and you are for me the only cure" "Honey." You say back to me in a sexy southern drawl "What took you so long?" Pushing me against the wall You are so close , I am clasped to your ample chest I can feel the thin sheer material covering your breast We kiss, our passions inflamed, caring not who sees All I want is to

Who Am I
What John Means You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you. You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries. You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. Yo

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You Can Be Anyone Or Just Some Mother’s Wasted Son, Oh You Can Be Your Own God If You Want To
There's so much carried in sunshine. Two things contribute to feeling better, 1)Warmth resting on your skin, breeze on bare shins, and the swifter movement of strangers on busy streets, and 2) allowing self-destructive notions outside of your own head and into somebody elses so that together you can pick them apart and figure out where things are going wrong. Earlier this week I was sitting outside on the swing reading Crime and Punishment (an attempt to get through the entire novel in a week, only managing half of its 650 pages), when I heard a rustling to my right. I looked down and there was a small bird within arms reach of me, and he was gathering little bits of straw in his beak then darting off back towards the trees, returning a few moments later to collect more. I wanted to lay a few strands of my hair there, so that perhaps I could help shelter him and so that my DNA could become part of the aesthetic properties of his little nest home. I didn't, because I figured the s

If Zombies Attacked!!!
I have seen all sorts of sites about what to do if zombies attacked. They crack me up. They are so friggin serious, telling people exactly what weapons would be the most effective and such. Well here are my list of things that you can do in the unlikely event. 1. Never assume that the attack can be isolated to one area. There is always some dumbshit that thinks that their spouse (even though they got bitten) (if the movies are correct....more about that later) cannot turn into one so they travel with said person out of the infection area eventually turning everyone. Snowballing into a big ....thing. 2. Don't believe everything that you see in movies. In the event of an actual zombie attack movies will be about as useful as this blog. 3. Never listen to the government listen to that crazy guy on the street screaming that the world is coming to an end. At least he isn't trying to down play it enough to get everyone killed. 4. If someone you are with gets bitten I don't care w

For My Grandmother
For my Grandmother (an English Sonnet) As I think back upon my childhood days In my memories you were always there To help guide my life in so many ways So full of sweet love and tender care Memories I hold dear of your house in the sun As the days of my youth drew to a close Sitting on the swing after the day was done Embraced in your arms of lilac and rose So much you taught me of my past history My heritage ancient, proud and deep Generations of lore from your home by the sea To treasure as gold, an heirloom to keep Now in your absence, though I wish you were here I shall always remember you with a loving tear

Chapter 7 - A Knight In Shining Armour
For months after having him back in her life, Leighton stayed to herself. Having Shawn and Anthony over sometimes for a late lunch here and there, but that was it. So much going through her mind. That last night he had given her some very valuable information now she had to figure out what to do and if he was telling the truth. She learned that she didn't have to take lives. He told her that as long as she didn't take their life she could in return let them drink from her without turning them, to make them better. But it was a very fine line and very chancy. After a lot of thought Leighton decided this was what she wanted. Mainly what made her come to that decision was her hatred for killing innocent people and if she did mess it up then the victim would die but wasn't that what she had been doing anyway? The victim would die and she just wouldn't let them feed off of her so then they aren't turned. Since coming to that conclusion last night, Leighton had decided to go out tonight. She

I Was Waiting For You....
My fingers wrapped tight around my swollen member....Awoken by the thought of you lowering your mouth down onto me. My hands reached out of their own accord to tangle within your hair. "Mmmmmmm, suck my dick Baby"....Had I voiced those words outloud? Shaking my head to clear it.....was I just dreaming or were you here with me? I sat on the edge of the bed, my dick still hard as a rock....This can't be a dream. Standing, I glance around my room, straining to see if I can make the outline of you standing in the shadows. No, I see nothing. Stumbling across the hall to the bathroom, I stand there looking at myself in the mirror....Am I lost in lust? Have I conjured you up?. Has the mere thought of losing myself within you left me vulnerable and exposed? Turning the water on in the shower, my thoughts have now turned to relieving myself of this pent up frustration. I slip under the water just as my hand envelopes my dick. It comes to attention instantly. "Mmmmmm"....a moan escapes

Pecans In The Cemetery
On the outskirts of a small town, there was a big, old pecan tree just inside the cemetery fence. One day, two boys filled up a bucketful of nuts and sat down by the tree, out of sight, and began dividing the nuts. "One for you, one for me. One for you, one for me," said one boy. Several dropped and rolled down toward the fence. Another boy came riding along the road on his bicycle. As he passed, he thought he heard voices from inside the cemetery. He slowed down to investigate. Sure enough, he heard, "One for you, one for me. One for you, one for me." He just knew what it was. He jumped back on his bike and rode off. Just around the bend he met an old man with a cane, hobbling along. "Come here quick," said the boy, "you won't believe what I heard! Satan and the Lord are down at the cemetery dividing up the souls." The man said, "Beat it kid, can't you see it's hard for me to walk." When the boy insisted though, the man hobbled slowly to the ceme

This Thursday, You Run The Show
PEOPLE, tuning in is easy! There are many ways and they are all listed here. Just click HERE and your music player will open or a WINDOW WILL POP UP ASKING YOU WHAT PROGRAM YOU WANT TO USE. CHOOSE WHATEVER IS LISTED THERE, such as Winamp, Windows Media Player, iTunes, RealPlayer, Nero, or whatever other player you use for music files.Click above for the Darkside Radio homepage.Once on that page, TO TUNE IN SCROLL DOWN AND CLICK THE SKELETONS. 5.1.08Be Sure To Tune In !!!Rock out with Lord Genocyde:7:00 p.m. Central TimeClick above to DOWNLOAD THE DARKSIDE RADIO TOOLBAR which will make it EVEN EASIER to access the Darkside Radio stream.Brought to you also by:The Lady Misty Genocyde. Welcome to the softer side of insanity...This show is ALL REQUEST Night and celebrates our inherent right to goof off! Lord Genocyde will regale you with weirder than weird news from Reuters' Oddly Enough as well as other strange and bizarre stories, facts, and footnotes as researched by Lady Genocyde! So

Rough Day? Yes Yes.
OMG Can today be over yet? Its kinda sucked amazingly super badddddd And its not over yet. I have a job orientation to go to And I have to wear a fucking polo...this is so wrong. Its just sick, twisted and wrong. I need caffeine MMMHM

Fate's Answer
Life long search, love thought to be obtained only to be a lark; finally true love has come to me and his name is MARK....tee hee. Sorry, that is corny even for me; however, after the last two days i am still a bit giddy. Can't seem to stop the sing song rhymes from coming out; as my beautiful MASTER states, now HE knows what love is about. Yes, i said MASTER and while some may think that is lame; HE is everything i wanted and have searched for my whole life through... i will call him my LOVE, my FRIEND, my EVERYTHING, my MASTER, i will call HIM any name. The journey of submission is in a way new to me, having never verbalized this feeling, having never acted out this role, but it is a part of me, who i am and always was, this comes from within my very soul. i never truly realized it until i met this man who's heart commands my own, this man -- my MASTER has made this path to me be known. i wanted to write a blog worthy of O/our joining, of when O/our words to E/ea

Where Did You Get This Beautiful Golden Hair?
Where did you get this beautiful golden hair? (for my daughter when she was little) Where did you get this beautiful golden hair? Did you rent it from a polka dot grizzly bear? Did a crocodile give it to you with his brand new vest? Did you find it in a tree in an elephant’s nest? Did an owl with a suitcase drop it on your head? Perhaps it was the stuffing for a rhino’s bed? Did a spider sew it for you from a pot of gold? Did you get it from a camel whose toes were cold? Oh, where did you get this beautiful golden hair? Was it a gift from an ant on a three legged chair? Did you buy it from a monkey with a hole in his shoe? Did you get it from an octopus whose nose was blue? Did you find it on top of a sleeping whale? Did a caterpillar send it to you in the mail? Was it lying half forgotten on an old bat’s shelf? What did you say? You grew it yourself?

Breast Cancer
APRIL 23RD....NOT SUCH A GOOD DAY (18 days since I found the lump) Today is not so good. I woke up the same way as always, thought I was in a decent mood, but as the morning progress's further I am having a hard time with my emotions. I am trying to keep it together since I am at work...I knew this was going to happen, so it shouldn't shock me...I am not suppose to cry, I have to be strong. Am hoping to get all this outta of me today so tomorrow brings a better one. Only two more days until my private consult. Feeling: I am feeling like I am drowning and everyone is watching and wanting to help me, but can't. (4/6/08-found the lump, 4/7/08-OB-GYN, 4/9/08-Mammo+Ultrasound, 4/15/08-Biopsy, 4/21/08-Informal Diagnosis, 4/25/08-Private Consultation)

Jealousy
i met a girl the other day with a deceptive face some would say i played the fool one more time i thought someone would send a sign but I could see she wasnt right one drink would always start a fight and these personality's was our worst own enemy's fuck fuck fuck fuck all this jealousy everyones there own enemy and she gives herself away through eyes its so invain ...if i met that girl on new years eve cycotic bitch would be written down her sleeve am i a sucker ? am i blind? or maybe im just to kind but i could see she wasnt right one drink would always start a fight and these personality's was our worst reality's fuck fuck fuck fuck all this jealousy everyones there own enemy's and its gives all this away through eyes we're so invain

Is The War On Drugs Always Worth It?
Mom arrested in Calif. after 32 years on the lam After her escape from a Detroit prison, she married and had three children This undated image provided by the Michigan Department of Corrections shows a booking photograph of Susan Lefevre, now known as Marie Walsh. View related photos AP Video: Crime & courts More video D.C. Madam commits suicide May 1: The woman known as the DC Madam, Deborah Jeane Palfrey, who was convicted of running a high-profile escort service, has been found dead in Florida. NBC's Pete Williams reports. Iraq vet jailed in Mexico Thieves hit church donation box Did police shoot, kill CIA officer? Peterson offers reward for wife's return Stand and be counted Gut Check America What keeps you up at night? Gut Check America wants you to tell us what really matters to our country. Click here to learn more and get involved. NBC Field Notes NBC News correspondents and producers across the U.S. shed light on the news of the d

Kenny Wayne Shepherd - Last Goodbye
Long before your rusted chains Busted walls and barbed wire cage Tried to hold me down Time was just a fist of change Tossed in the water just in case You ever came around I could lose myself I could curse like hell But I've lost the will to even try If you ever doubt listen to the sound No lies No, no, no This is my last goodbye Pardon me if I appear To see beyond the now and here To try and save myself I'm not the kind to pin the blame... But I can't take more of the same... Livin' on your shelf I could lose myself I could curse like hell But I've lost the will to even try If you ever doubt listen to the sound No lies No, no, no This is my last goodbye Door closes Another one opens I feel the cold wind blowing Over me Long gone But not forgotten I might be lost I might be finally free I'm finally free Long before your rusted chains Busted walls and barbed wire cage Tried to hold me down Time was just a fist of change Tossed in the wate

Just Can't Help But Wonder....
Why is it the one you love never loves you back? There is nothing in life that would complete me more (now that I have my son) than a true meaningful relationship. My heart screams out to someone and my mind tells me it will never happen, although BOTH of us has agreed we wish it could. So what is it that is stopping us? Perhaps the friendship we share is too deep and we fear losing that. Maybe our hearts are so barricaded we are scared to let our guards down to intimacy on a deeper level. Am I destined to live my life alone? Maybe I am, but if that is the case I will die knowing there was atleast one other person out there that felt the same way I did....my best friend!

Me
I am a single mom of 4 wonderful but wild and crazy kids. Chris is 21, Vanessa and Veronica are 19, (yes, they are twins) and Jessica is 18. My kids are my life and I adore them. I am back in school after 20 years!!! I've decided to become a Registered Nurse. I am now a Sophomore at Del Mar College. I am working on my associates degree in Nursing. I am now 13 classes away from graduation. I'm waiting, patiently, for my Prince Charming to find me. Sure do wish I knew how much longer I'm going to have to wait. I think he got lost along the way. That's a man for ya, never able to ask for directions!!! I love Cinderella. Really, anything Disney but mostly Cinderella. I love to read, dance, go to concerts. I also enjoy photography. Anything else ya want to know...just ask. I'll answer. Thanks for reading.

Sensual Loving
Hold me close, can you feel the fire? Feel the passion burning within, Fan and fuel my wonderful desire Quench my thirst and lust as it slowly begins Run your fingers slowly along my soft skin Feel the pulse racing and beating beneath Don’t ignore this beautiful feelin’ Hold onto to it with every breath you take Gently press your warm lips against mine Crush your body against mine let me feel the fire begin to grow Let me feel your sensual love so strong and so fine Aching bodies wanting and needing love burning deep down below No sense of time or of surroundings Only the beating and longing that each other demands Close your eyes and let the fire consume your senses Let us lose control and lower our defences Let us revel in the senses of our skin In the longing and lust that burns within In the harmony that two bodies can sing In the beauty of what love and lust can bring

Don't Stop The Music
Please don't stop the music It's gettin late I'm making my way over to my favorite place I gotta get my body moving shake the stress away I wasn't looking for nobody when you looked my way Possible candidate (yeah) Who knew That you'd be up in here lookin like you do You're makin' stayin' over here impossible Baby I must say your aura is incredible If you don't have to go don't Do you know what you started I just came here to party But now we're rockin on the dance floor Acting naughty Your hands around my waist Just let the music play We're hand in hand Chest to chest And now we're face to face I wanna take you away Lets escape into the music DJ let it play I just can't refuse it Like the way you do this Keep on rockin to it Please don't stop the Please don't stop the music I wanna take you away Lets escape into the music DJ let it play I just can't refuse it Like the way you do this Keep on rockin to it Please don't stop the Please don't sto

I Hold Your Love Dearly Lady Katherine
I stand here gazing at the fire place mantel A searing heat running through my veins Your hands glide over me strong yet gentle making me go insane you seem to be able to turn my feelings inside out creating a chaotic reaction , what are you about? this rush, this high how long will it last When it's over will you still be here or would you have run away fast Am I aloud to let my heart come to play? To let my emotions run free or will you leave with nothing to say disgusted or scared of me? I shiver in your arms unsure of whats to come about what new feeling will surface wondering if I should run for I know that after this act is complete my heart will be in your hands will you use it to wipe your feet? will you hurt me like so many have break my heart in two? will you leave me cold and alone? oh I wish I knew I could ask you but would you lie? should I trust you with my life? So now I ask myself Should I trust in you? long moments go by a

You Complete Me
I have never known Such openness between two people, Or shared as much As I have shared with you. It seems as though We are connected Two souls searching For an other to make complete. I can tell you anything You know me better Than I even Know myself. I want to give all I have To you as my offering My love, my heart, my body To complete who I am.

Ooo Look Who's My B*tch!!!
Guess who's birthday it is!!! That's right...It's ur fav Hustler...R.Jeezy's 27th Birthday!! Go spank his page with some birthday love!!! Dont 4get to drop some presents too!!! Jeezy ♠Muerte Bella™'s Bitch♠ NeaNeas Husband ♠@ fubar Much love hun!! Here's your cake! Make a wish!! ~*~...Muerte Bella™...ღBaka'sღ...~*~@ fubar

My Friday...
K, so I was invited to go to a scrapbooking "social" on friday night...Oh yay! Can you say mormon chicks real loud for me? Uh huh, that is what it was, except for the obnoxious two, seeted at the corner table...one being my friend who invited me and the other, well, yeah, that would be me!... Don't get me wrong, it was nice of my friend to invite me, get me outa the house, enjoy my hobby, but unfortunately what comes with my love for patterned paper and glitter is a bunch of stuffy ass religious freaks in plain clothing! I was a bit obnoxious, so to speak, spilling sparkly stuff all over me and yelling expletives..but still, they shouldn't judge! I'm a nice person, really, albeite, a potty mouth, but nice....that's what should matter most, right? Whatehvah!!! These women weren't having it...and I'm sure they complained. I could see it in their stark white faces!..."I'm gonna tell on u!!!" See, that's why I detest women sometimes...They're so catty and cliquish...

Passions Flames
A touch, soft and tender. A whisper, full of desire A gasp of sweet surrender As passion fuels the fire No words spoken between them No promises to be kept No lies being told tonight No looking back - no regrets Longing to hold each other Such precious little time Both vowed to another Being lonely their only crime Tomorrow bringing sorrow A brief moment of shame With the memory of this one night A release from passion's flames

Digital Transition Looms
Digital Transition Looms, but Do Americans Have a Right to TV? In his biweekly trends column, PM's tech editor crunches the numbers on just how much it costs to get everyone onboard the digital bandwagon. By Glenn Derene Next February, somewhere in America, someone out there is going to flip on his tube for some Law & Order: SVU and see nothing but fuzz. He'll probably grapple with his rabbit ears and pound the side of his aging CRT, but no amount of cajoling will bring back Ice-T's interrogation room or Richard Belzer's last unfunny stand. That's because on Tuesday, Feb. 17, 2009, the FCC will repossess the analog spectrum from the major television broadcasters and the networks will go all-digital. Most of us get our television reception from either cable or satellite and will therefore be unaffected by the change—but 17 million U.S. households still rely upon analog, over-the-air broadcasts for their TV. If those viewers don't upgrade to digital televisions or purchase digita

State Of Mind
State of Mind Hunting, just to find For someone, for a state of mind They kept me alive With words so kind Lost in a place like this They tie me down, They keep me here Just as I disappear Its crazy what just a few words can do It's like love at first sight I didnt expect her to bite Now I've gained a new friend Except this isn't pretend She let me know That this isn't the end

You
Having you in my life.. Is a beautiful feeling.. You make me feel so special with all that you say & All that you do & Today all that I want to say is You are the one I LOVE & No matter what I will always keep LOVING YOU

My Two Little Boys
My Two Little Boys Two little boys from the Heavens above, God sent down to me to cherish and love. From crawling to toddling to running and more. Getting dirt on the carpets & mud on the floors. From morning til night, my hands are constantly full; Oh, time goes by quickly, and soon they're in school. Like the wind through the trees, the years blow past; My two little boys-- they grew up so fast! One day they're just babies; the next they're all grown. Then leaving here to start lives of their own. No more screaming and yelling and mud on the floors. No more laughing and running and slamming the doors. This house, once so noisy, is now quiet and still. My days, once so busy, are now so hard to fill. Sometimes late at night, with another day behind, A silly, boyish laughter will echo in my mind. And if I close my eyes, I can still see them play. Oh! I can't help but think, "I liked it better the other way."

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It will be a spontaneous romance: Two people not looking for love, but instead accidentally finding it and falling deep by chance. The relationship will be hard but not rocky. Two people adjusting to each other and their lives are never an easy thing to do. But both will work at it and find ways to understand and comprehend the quirks that make them so different but the same. These quirks will what make each other laugh, but their intense desire to make each other better people will make them fall in love. They will get married. The wedding won’t be huge, but it will be beautiful. The boy will be nervous but happy, and the girl will have a shine in her eye that she never had before because it’s her day to be the most beautiful person on the planet… and she will be beautiful only for him. Their eyes will lock on the aisle… and won’t be able to separate ever again. They will have a small home at first, but work their way into a large home. Someday they will have children fill

Dissin' People For How Much They Make And What Job They Have
So like some bitch wanted to know how much I make for a living I told her. So she disses me out. So I asked her what she does, she said she started a new job in january, assigning truckers a loading job. Anyways it's cool whatever she does, but I highly doubt she makes that much if she does have that job, I love my job, I have ah heart, I love children of all ages, and if they are handicapped or not. Funny thing is, she did apply for a postition too to work with handicapped children, and she got turned down, why she dissin' me now because I work with children, and I love it. all because i work with children with a disablity shes like all is that all you make? ROFL ROFL ROFL I make over $3000 a month bitch. I've already made over $40,000 this year. ROFL ROFL ROFL don't be jealous cause I have a good job while you are in a dead-end job baby-sitting retard kids for a living while going to school for the past 6 years, haven't you graduated yet, or is your crack problem holding you bac

My Baby Had Emergency Surgery
on saturday during his party,my son fell ill with what i thought was a stomach virus.the usually sick tummy and tummy running off,i went to bed for the night didnt sleep well cuz i felt something just wasnt right..sunday before i went to work i went in to check on him,he was having severe pain in the lower right hip region,i thought thats not a virus something aint right,told my hubby i wanted to take him to the hospital if it got worse to call me at work and i will leave,well i call on every break i had and still no change,you couldnt touch the area and he couldnt move due to tons of pain there,on the last call to my hubby i said were taking him to the er now,im gonna go tell work im leaving.we got to the hospital he got triaged right away and they took him in right away,after a few hours of waiting on the blood results to come back they tell us his white blood cell count was 19,000 which means there is infection,they did a ct scan on his belly a little while later,after the dr came i

Funny
Mayonnaise Most people don't know that back in 1912, Hellmann's mayonnaise was manufactured in England . In fact, the Titanic was carrying 12,000 jars of the condiment scheduled for delivery in Vera Cruz, Mexico , which was to be the next port of call for the great ship after its stop in New York . This would have been the largest single shipment of mayonnaise ever delivered to Mexico . But as we know, the great ship did not make it to New York . The ship hit an iceberg and sank, and the cargo was forever lost. The people of Mexico , who were crazy about mayonnaise, and were eagerly awaiting its delivery, were disconsolate at the loss. Their anguish was so great, that they declared a National Day of Mourning, which they still observe to this day. The National Day of Mourning occurs each year on May 5th and is known, of course, as Sinko De Mayo. WHAT??? You expected something educational from me?

My Words(poem)
why the lord made me this way i guess for the pain that feel everyday. i thank him every moring i wake up cause i could have been dead along time ago my depression get the maryjane loving me so..them pills keep the pain away..im tired of it the rain..when the sunshine come my way. my words save my life my words save some people lives my words bring life some of my words took flight do it matter any more or im finding half asz people yeah that it..im finding out you not meant for everybody and alot people not right for you. the person who really meant to be with u dont end up with. some are lucky ..it's hard to find like i all i ever ask for is one person to understand me..cause honestly even my mother cant..all i ask forget about luv it find me later

Stripped Of Love
Another romance Of mere Circumstance The combination Of 2 lonely Hearts And empty Bottles Caused something To flutter But not the Hearts To dance Names are Not Remembered As you give A puzzled AM Glance I recall Pieces of Our conversation So I try To think of Something nice To say You slowly Get up To walk away The only Thing That hits My mind Is 'See you On a pole Someday'

Love And Death
You seek to know my life's essential theme?i answer :love and death are both supreme.love's eyes are blue ,but Death's deep eyes are dark ;These are the pair that fire me with their Spark.Through skies unstarr'd ,across the black night cast,They ride the interplanetary blastin endless grief of soul and joy of the flesh .

Hillarious!
Laughing, I've heard, it's good medicine....so, what does that mean? Well, it means, if you don't fucking feel good, laugh a bit, ya might feel better! Sleep is good too I hear, havn't got much of that lately seeing as I don't hit the sheets before 2a.m everynight this past week... I'm tired. Last night, I couldn't sleep so I watched a tivo'd episode of Family Guy from sunday.. Funny! Omg...have u see that episode? I havn't laughed so hard in awhile...the toad part was good medicine...let me tell u!!! and at the end when chris wants to go back to the vetenary's clinic and hits brian with the chair and he's just standing there swaying...LOL! If you don't watch Family Guy...well, you're gay to me! Anywho...did I mention I've been tired? Yeah, I know, and I've been almost killed in two car accidents this week! Fuck me. Hope your week is going better than mine! I'm going to try and do that sleeping thing now...hope my efforts are futile at best! lata!

Heart Broken
I am heart broken,so sad. Why couldn't he be different for me? Why couldn't my love have changed him? I know asking him to leave was the right thing to do. Why then does my heart hurt? Will I ever find someone that doesn't need fixing? I don't even want anyone right now, I just want to be alone in my sadness. Crawl into a hole and cry. I'm not writing this for your pity, please don't give me any. I put myself in this situation, I trusted someone, I let my guard down, and he broke me. I'm a weak, stupid woman who is so insecure and worried that I won't find someone to love that I clung onto the tiny speck of hope that this one would be different. Even though the signs were all there, everyone saw them, even me. But I chose to ignore them. I allowed myself to believe something that wasn't there. Oh sure, I could argue that he is a good person, deep, DEEEEEP down. But he choses to be an asshole and not work through his issues and resolve them to have a better li

Dont Fart In Bed
If this story doesn't make you cry for laughing so hard, let me know and >I'll pray for you. > This is a story about a couple who had been happily married for years. >The only friction in there >marriage was the husband's habit of farting >loudly every morning when he awoke. The noise would wake his wife and >the smell would make her eyes water and make her gasp for air. Every >morning she would plead with him to stop ripping them off because it was >making her sick. > He told her he couldn't stop it and that it was perfectly natural. She >told him to see a doctor; she was concerned that one day he would blow >his guts out. > The years went by and he continued to rip them out! > Then one Thanksgiving morning as she was preparing the turkey for >dinner and he was upstairs sound asleep, she looked at the bowl where >she had put the turkey innards and neck, gizzard, liver and all the >spare parts and a malicious thought came to her. She took the bowl and >went upstairs wh

Symbiosis
True friendship knows its own intrinsic bound, The pinnacle a covenant unfound. Perchance cerebral spirits meet Fulfilling thoughts and dreams in kind, To render yearning minds replete Thence wending on with arms in bind, Mere touch supplanting idle prate No greater trust than hands entwined. Enamored passions proffer sate As ardent raptured hearts unite In sumptuous repast of fate. With surety of love in sight, Two souls shall only then enjoin In confluence of shared delight. That perfect niche, a bond without excess Yields ever symbiotic synthesis.

Bully
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Ewww
So like this fcuking bitch just goes on and on, read this shit She is in desperate need of attention since she doesn't get any from mommy and daddy. She hates her life and wants my perfect life and my perfect job. But thanks for making me the center of your attention chlamydia the childmolesting crackwhore. Glad I bother you so much. ROFL ROFL ROFL left by cute_as_a_kitten 2 minutes ago ROFL ROFL ROFL. you better tell your "boyfriend/brother" that he better get an aids test and see how many std's you gave him. by the way, how is tania's parent's doing ? ROFL ROFL ROFL. oh that's right, they killed themselves after they made the mistake of having a fat fugly cow for a daughter. awwwww left by cute_as_a_kitten just now chlamydia the child molesting crackwhore. we all know you have std's, we all know you molest retarded children(poor things), we all know you date your drug and alcoholic 15 year old brother, and we all know how obsessed you are with me. So keep spread

6 Creepiest Comic Book Characters Of All Time-p2
The 6 Creepiest Comic Book Characters of All Time By Juan Arteaga article image #3. Inner Child (Dorothy's Doll) from Doom Patrol Creepy Because: Holy shit, get that thing away from us! If the DC superhero teams were islands in the Pacific, the Justice League would be the Big Island of Hawaii, with its majestic beaches and luxurious resorts, while the Doom Patrol would be one of those islands with lepers. The Doom Patrol embrace all those superheroes who are too ugly to team up with anyone else. We don't know how something that looks like Inner Child can exist in the same planet as Superman without Superman tossing him into the sun just on general principle. Anyway, he was found by Doom Patrol member Dorothy inside a Haunted House the team was using as headquarters at the time. We guess demoniacally-possessed property is very cheap in today's market. He befriended Dorothy who, as a very hairy 16-year-old girl with the face of a chimpanzee, could use all the friends she cou

Systemic Lupus Erythematosus (sle)
It affects the skin and other vital organs, and can cause a raised, scaly, butterfly-shaped rash across the bridge of the nose and cheeks that can leave scars if it goes untreated. Systemic lupus may also damage the connective tissue in the joints, muscles, and skin, as well as the membranes surrounding the lungs, heart, kidneys, and brain. SLE can also cause kidney disease. Brain involvement is rare, but lupus can cause confusion, depression, seizures, and rarely, strokes. Blood vessels may come under attack. This can cause sores to break through the skin, especially in the fingers. Some lupus patients get Raynaud's syndrome, which makes the small blood vessels in the skin contract and prevent blood from getting to the hands and feet -- especially in response to cold. Most attacks last only a few minutes, but can be painful. What Causes Lupus? No single factor is known to cause lupus. Research suggests that a combination of genetic, hormonal, and immune system factors may

The Surgery Explanation Blog...
OK. So, I have been off air and away from fubar for all of 8 days. There may be some questions about what I endured. So, here's what happened. Tuesday and Wednesday - Prep days. Meaning, my bowels needed to be flushed out. On Tuesday, I did fine drinking about 3000mL of some nasty liquids. But Wednesday, they wanted me to do 4500mL. I knew my limit. The second option was a nasal tube to put this stuff down my throat. So, I went that route. That worked. The PICC line was not as bad as I had believed it would be. Thursday was the day of surgery. Do I remember most of that day? No. I do remember being nervous in the pre-op holding area. That's all I can recall. Surprisingly, I don't recall doing it, but I did talk to Mikey that afternoon about 3.5 hours post surgery. That should tell you how much better than expected it was. Friday, Saturday, and Sunday went by with a blur. I spent much of Friday in the morphine fog. Saturday, Stacie (mommynutt) and Teresa(Karney) came and saw

Dopey And The Pope
Dopey and the other six dwarves went on a trip to the Vatican to meet the Pope. When the Pope arrives to greet them, Dopey sidles upto him and says "Excuse me, your holyness. Do you know if there are any dwarf nuns in Rome?" The pope ponders this and then replys "You know what Dopey, I don't believe there are." Dopey looks at him and shuffles from foot to foot uncomfortably. "Well, do you know if there are any dwarf nuns in all of Europe?" The Pope again thinks for a while, but still says "No Dopey, I dont think there are." Dopey starts to look uneasy so he asks in desperation "Are there any dwarf nuns in the whole of the world?" The pope looks him in the eye and replys "No Dopey there isn't! Why are you so consurned with this issue?" Shamefaced Dopey points to the other dwaves that are huddled in the corner, laughing and chanting "Dopey shagged a penguin!"

No Future In Forever
I lay awake some nights , Watching you sleep , I recall the things you do , Your always sweet to me , But your heart is like a gypsey, Never staying too long , The ocean always calling to you , Trying to lure you home , Sometimes the best part , Is just the chance to feel , Something thats more than anything , You've ever felt before , But what I hear you say , When you hold me close at night , You don't have to say with words , I can see it in your eyes , Don't worry baby , It won't hurt you at all , Theres a coushion to catch you , Of pens and needles when you fall . Just let your gaurd down , have a little faith in me , Ill be here to love you , Untill the day I leave , Each Hour spent with you , Seem shorter than the last , Theres something in your eyes , but Its to soon to even ask , Theres no future in forever , Its as uncertin as the wind , It comes and goes as it pleases , No gurantees , it will ever com

Healthcare ?
Healthcare Today: Two patients limp into two different American medical clinics with the same complaint. Both have trouble walking and appear to require a hip replacement. The first patient is examined within the hour, is x-rayed the same day, has a time booked for surgery the next day and, within two days, is home recuperating. The second sees the family doctor after waiting a week for an appointment, then waits eighteen weeks to see a specialist, then gets an x-ray, which isn't reviewed for another month and finally has his surgery scheduled for 6 months from then. Why the different treatment for the two patients? The first is a Golden Retriever. The second is a Senior Citizen.

More Conscious
Now, that I'm here Breaking my relationship with time and space Watching my life through the milky glasses of a window Now it all becomes so clear If I had the opportunity to smell The enchanted wind of a spring flower I would take a deep breathe to relax If I had the chance to get the tingling emotion Of warm white sea sand slipping through my fingers I would hold on to the feeling If I could see the pure and carefree smile of a child As the original nature of honesty It would be so refreshing Being able to respond If I could hear the greatest sound The silence of forest in the early morning Just interrupted and up valued by the lonely call of a bird I would answer If I could have my body back To be reloaded by a sip of crystal clear water Water which is not polluted by chemical industry I could taste the freshness of the unspoiled nature Now, that I'm here Breaking my relationship with time and space Watching my life through the clear glasses of a

My Friends Rawk!
So--how much can a person love their friends? Well, I love mine A LOT! My friends and the Mad Fu-bombers RAWK! Thanks to them, I have the 50,000 comments I need to have my second Happy Hour! Thank you so much, y'all! Muah! ~*~Cotton Candy Kisses~*~@ fubar P.S.--Show this lovely lady some Fu-luv! she's the reason I have this HH! StrawBerrii KissesLolliPop Gurlz Club Fu-Owned To Mizotte59 ( Owner Of Dust Me Pink)@ fubar Song: I Believe In A Thing Called Love - The DarknessSong provided by songhere.com

Getting Flashed At
Was on my way to school with my six year old this morning and this dirty old man yells out the window hey look at this! I looked round to see this man with no clothes on and all i said to him was fuck off iam going to punch your lights out ! When I came out of school he did it again not only at me but another mum with young children. We have both contacted the Police and they have said we will send someone out to see you next week how crap is that. The police just dont give a damn.!!!!!!!!!!!

Mothers Day
When i was growing i never thought about being a parent until I became one. I would of never thought how it would be like until i became one. I thought i never understood what my parents were thinking half the time until i became one. I never know what they gave up until i became a parent. I did not understand why they cried at night but know i understand. The greatest joy in my life are my children. My son is going to be 14 3 months its hard to believe have fast times has gone. And my daughter who is 10 how amazing kids are. After my son and daughter were born i releazed and started to understand what it ment to be a parent. And what my parents did for me and my brothers. And i have never been so thankful for my parents. Growing up i was a daddys girl. My dad could do not wrong in my eyes. But until i had my children i never thought of my mom as more than my mom. But she became more to me than my mom she became a friend. Were so much alike it scary!LOL No only do look like

Auction Ends Tonight @ 7 Pm
WHO WILL IT BE TO FILL THIS OWNERSHIP SPOT? imikimi - Customize Your World ONLY A FEW HOURS LEFT TO BID ON ME.... ENDS TONIGHT @ 7 PM COME GET YOUR BIDS ON.... YOU WILL NOT BE DISAPPOINTED 1. All My 11's During Ownership Period 2. NSFW OR SFW salute Owner Choice 3. Personal Folder in My photo section with Surprises 4. Pimped Out On my Profile Page, Bulletin & Blog 5. Added to top 5 Family & Friends List 6. Stash and Everything Rated During Happy Hour Of Course the Better The Bids The Better I Become! During The Duration Of Ownership Period I come Up With Treats Every Now & Again! CLICK ON THIS LINK TO START THE BI

Re: Rangers 3 Dundee Utd 1
RE: Rangers 3 Dundee Utd 1 ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Glasgow Rangers Date: 10 May 2008, 15:40 Nacho Novo was the inspiration with two terrific goals and an incredible display of passion and energy as Rangers got the victory they wanted.If ever a man put on a display that screamed "pick me for Manchester" it was Novo, whose commitment was incredible.He even had a considerable part in the third goal which made sure of the win after United had made the final portion of the match a little nervous.He will have to wait and see if he is selected for the UEFA Cup Final but on this evidence he is a certainty.This was only Novo's eighth start in the SPL this season but he showed what a tremendous predator he can be with two terrific goals inside 17 minutes.The first one came after just six minutes when the little Spaniard won a free kick 30 yards out on the left side of the United box when Mark Kerr sent him tumbling to the turf.With the United defender

Senior Citizens
Senior citizens are constantly being criticized for every conceivable deficiency of the modern world, real or imaginary. We know we take responsibility for all we have done and do not blame others. HOWEVER, upon reflection, we would like to point out that it was NOT the senior citizens who took: The melody out of music, The pride out of appearance, The courtesy out of driving, The romance out of love, The commitment out of marriage, The responsibility out of parenthood, The togetherness out of the family, The learning out of education, The service out of patriotism, The Golden Rule from rulers, The nativity scene out of cities, The civility out of behavior, The refinement out of language, The dedication out of employment, The prudence out of spending, The ambition out of achievement, or, God out of government and school. And we certainly are NOT the ones who eliminated patience and to

A Memory
Sail away , On a carpet made of memories , Holding on , To everything that you gave me , I say goodbye , With the heaviest of hearts , Fighting more , Would of made us fall apart , So now your there , A thousand miles away , Now im here , Missing you each day , I fall asleep , Thinking of your face , I wake to find , You are better than this place , So don't worry baby , I never stoped loving you , Don't worry baby , Theres nothing else I'd rather do , And all the things that we , say we can't control , All this time , We knew it in our souls , I always picked the road less traveled on , But I always walked that empty road alone , I wonder if your happy now , Your lifes finally taken you home , I smile when I think of you , It hurts that your gone , Theres not enough dreams in forever , I know you held on , But even in your darkest hours , Like a fool I let you go , And I can't take back yesterday , Tomorrows

Hard Work
I always notice that those who work hard are rarely recognized; while those who tell the boss how good they are, receive advancements and promotions, even if they are not good as they say are. I guess it sometimes pays to promote yourself. Sometimes hard work does not speak for itself. Off course, sooner or later, those who advance and get ahead by making false claims and bragging, will not be able to live up to the boss' expectations. It is a long fall back down!

Mom's Day 2008 [may 11th]
my mom passed away april 26th 2006, 10 days after her bday...i love her so much and miss her too, she was my best friend, someone who listens to my thoughts and words someone i can hug just cuz lol. she will always be in my heart....so to all you moms out there.....you are so loveed by your kids..married or single i loveu too...you are the best friend of all your kids.... God Bless